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redrum187
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Re: never had dmt [Re: Seanfu]
#14044805 - 02/28/11 07:51 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i pretty much have to drink if i plan on smoking dmt at some point in the night otherwise i'll get nervous and talk myself out of it... even though i've never had a bad experience with it.... and its only the first time of the evening thats a problem, after that i can smoke every hour on the hour for the rest of the night with no hesitation
may have to try it with MDMA though... that sounds and i just happen to have some laying around
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Azure Essence


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Re: never had dmt [Re: Eminence]
#14044827 - 02/28/11 07:54 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Buh so I cleared a bit of the spice in the neck of the bottle and I didnt get any decent hit, just a bit more anxiety, haha.
So one of my main fears is also the lip of the bottle shattering off and flying into my fucking eye. How long does the bottle have to be heated to break like that? I saw someone else's post about how his broke there, and since I saw that, I fear for my eyes....
I dunno why I just cant take good hits tho. finally got the chore boy put in, so that's good. I think I just need to add a bit more since I took the steel wool plug out.
Damn this irrational anxiety!
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Azure Essence


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And the thing is, I know that every psy gives me anxiety like that honestly, I'm just psyching myself out. Maybe I'll have some beers...
I just need to dive in a quit being a pussy. I've had life shattering ego-deaths before, this is just another one of those....
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Azure Essence


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But honestly, I feel like I'm that exhausted-stresses-and-scattered version of me when I dont get sleep the night before. It's kind of awful on these lower doses. like that feeling where everything kind of seems like it's rushing you too much cause you're a bit behind.
Fuck man
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Dosile Kouki
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im working through my hesitancy in relation to dmt, and am getting bored of low dose trips, even though for the first 5-10seconds im like uh oh....., but fuck it, very soon once i see the grid im going to quickly rip down another cone or two and dissolve.
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Azure Essence


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I know I just need to get over it. I'm psyching myself out, and reinforcing it right here.
Time for some self hypnosis before the next trip...
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justaguy
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as long as you know your not gonna die (physically that is ) might as well take a fat ripppppp
if i could I would
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Eminence



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For me..the lower dose trips are more prone to anxiety..once I completey shatter my ego on the stuff..it's all smooth sailin from there. I just sit back and watch the show.
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Dosile Kouki
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Re: never had dmt [Re: Eminence]
#14045093 - 02/28/11 08:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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nah i dont have anxiety when tripping, its just the feeling as you take the hit, and your like ohhhh shit, heres the grid.
Once i settle into it it's great. It's just a foreign feeling to start out.
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RonaldFuckingPaul
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Re: never had dmt [Re: Eminence]
#14045103 - 02/28/11 08:39 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Nothing can prepare you for A MUTHA FUCKIN DMT EXPERIENCE!! For real though it's life-changing.
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Eminence



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Oh I gotcha
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Eminence



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Oh yeah DPT can be pretty life changing too.
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Azure Essence


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Re: never had dmt [Re: Eminence]
#14045150 - 02/28/11 08:46 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I know, I was thinking about the last time I did a single gram of mushrooms, and I fucking hated it and almost decided not to trip ever again, it was THAT bad. Then I took 4.5 grams and it's all gravy baby
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tay_ste_5000
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right before the first time i had dmt i had the jitters a little bit, but i was in a situation not to sit around and kill time so i just sat right down and dove in and am very happy i did that. with dmt, it's good to get mentally prepared with letting go of reality but don't hesitate, these are two different things, if the set and setting is good, it is basically impossible to have a bad trip with dmt, there's too much going on for you to be able to freak out.
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Azure Essence


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Yeah that's what I figure. I feel great always like way after I take the small hits, it's just the proportion of anxiety to the feeling(last hit I took was actually all anxiety, no trippy) is dumb. I just need to dive in....
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Eminence



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Inject it..by the time you get that "oh shit" feeling, it's already all in your system cuz injecting comes on slower than smoking so you can get it all in without feeling the urge to stop. Then you have no choice but to accept it
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Azure Essence


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Re: never had dmt [Re: Eminence]
#14046516 - 03/01/11 01:08 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Gah I want to! haha
It's Intramuscular, right? I'll have to check Strassman's book, haha. I'm gonna shoot it into my dick just to be hard core.
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Eminence



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Haha. Yeah you can IM it..but I've only done IV though, I should try IM now that I think about it.
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Dosile Kouki
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Don't inject it, im fairly sure it has to be done I.V. , and injecting is not safe, there are alot of things that can go wrong with it.
Just take baby steps with smoking it.
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Azure Essence


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Oh I thought in the book he tried them both and one was more effective so I must have just been mistaked.
I was kidding about that, I dont think I'm that desperate. I just have to feel OK with the utter weirdness of it haha
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