I took three drops of acid two nights ago, with a spontaneous opportunity. The trip was slow in commencing, maybe an hour to an hour and a half to hit the peak(I don't know if this is slow at all, it just felt slow to me at the time, which, thinking back, could have been an effect of the acid). By then, I had already taken another drop to the tongue. The third came when those first two drops began to mellow, around 4 in the morning.
The experience was mellow at first, but went on to become super hard. I noticed flowing patterns over everything I could see, and watched them for a bit. They were beautiful. I was at a new friends house with three other people who were tripping, one I hadn't met before. Since I'm currently living in a very cold place, and we dosed at night, we were stuck inside for the trip. This didn't register at first as a bad idea.
There were things to do, and we were having a lot of fun talking, but soon conversing became ineffective, and we began to communicate to each other through strange non-language sounds. It was primal meaning that we shared through that communication. I also had my first experience doing what felt like communicating to people through the language of drums. That was a truly primal experience, and I will cherish it forever.
About three hours into the trip, my body began to reject what was inside of my digestive tract. I will never again trip without fasting. I had gas that would build up, and I had to take several dumps, which was unpleasant. While laying on the floor in a near empty room with off-white walls, trying to relieve my stomach of gas, I watched the walls and ceiling flow in patterns, until they became a solid color- gold. At first it was a hint of gold, but then it became apparent that I could push this color with my mind, and when I did, I became surrounded in a new world. It was my first full-blown hallucination I've ever had. It seemed that I could see beyond the boundaries of the ceiling and walls into a world where the ceiling was actually more akin to a clear glass tabletop that was shielding me from sunshine rain drops. I could see faces forming everywhere.
The trip became unpleasant when I felt like I was stuck to the couch I had decided to lay on. It would have been a much better experience if I had been able to go out and walk through the wilderness.
I came out of the trip with new insight into my own state of being, the way I live my life, and my relationship to people. It was a rough ending, and it has shown me that I have much to learn and do to make my life satisfactory. While the experience that was beautiful turned bad at the end, I am thankful that it happened just as it did- the experience has inspired me to make many changes in my life, all to the good.
This is one powerful substance, and I do not wish to ingest it again for a very long time. I went into the experience with a mindset of "Go with whatever comes your way," which is the mindset I take when I eat mushrooms, which has never led me astray with those bad boys.
Beautiful for the most part, chaotic at the end, overall it was a positive experience. It has inspired me to change.
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