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Offlinelucid
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RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU * 1
    #14022911 - 02/24/11 10:28 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

YES YOU
right now YOU are the ONLY person in the world who can help me
and unfortunately its upto you to decide whether u will
i have a HELLISH EXISTANCE
i had a stroke at 35(AVM in my BRAIN
leaving me part paralysed
and affected my optic nerves and ill soon be blind
i was looking into DEREK HUMPHRYS BOOK(FINAL EXITY)
cuz i REALLY DONT WANT TO LIVE REST OF MY EXISTANCE AS A VEGETABLE AT the mercy of this evil cruel world
which only tries to keep me breathing and heart beating because of its sick FEAR based LAWS
if they wont give me pain meds after brain surgry
or sleep meds(havnt slept in 3 yrs-for real..goaheadlaugh)
wondering about quickest,painless and CERTAIN means of exiting befo vegetation
most importantly CERTAIN
(like body disintegrating at molecular level)
i'm INTELLIGENT and very practical
and thinkin aboot this for 3yrs
but still no luck
thinking combination of methods
find a rattle snake chug bunch of lethal meds grab snakes mouth to get bit
advice?
dont say DONT DO IT
cuz thers NO OTHER WAY
i REFUSE TO VEGETATE for the pleasure/whatever of others
while i suffer
MUST ACT while i can still wheelchair around a bit


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14022937 - 02/24/11 10:33 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

??



........ :bouncysmoke:


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OfflineThe_Ghost
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14022940 - 02/24/11 10:34 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

:shock:


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14022942 - 02/24/11 10:34 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

It is not physically possible to not sleep for 3 years and be alive...

Serotonin has to recycle and a lot of other very important biological processess happen during sleep

trollin? and if life will be so bad.....you know.. there are tons of easy ways out


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14022944 - 02/24/11 10:34 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Your right to say you must do it now. Cause you will almost never find anyone to help you out with such a dark deed.

Are you sure it is going to end in a vegetative state?
You might want to sign something to make sure they don't put you on life support. You always have that option.


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lil_demented]
    #14022989 - 02/24/11 10:42 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

do a google search on suicide tourism.

http://www.dignitas.ch/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=117&Itemid=167

Contact an organization in Switzerland called Dignitas.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #14023005 - 02/24/11 10:45 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Courtesy of Bash.org:



<evilada>: Best suicide plan ever
<mcm310>: what is it?
<evilada>: you go up to the top of a roof
<evilada>: string piano wire tight across the front edge at neck level
<evilada>: tie a cord to your foot and the other end to the building so that you'll be above sidewalk level when its fully stretched
<evilada>: then you put super glue on your hands
<evilada>: and put your arms around the front of the wire and then back to touch your head
<evilada>: then you lean forward, so the piano wire cuts your neck but not your elbows
<evilada>: when the cord goes taut, youll be hanging upside down with no head....except your head will be in your outstretched arms thanks to gravity and the glue, staring at someone upside down and spewing blood everywhere.
<evilada>: And some poor bastard will be traumatized for LIFE.
<mcm310>: i dont think i can be your friend anymore


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14023056 - 02/24/11 10:54 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

If you read final exit, you'd know an oven bag of inert gas is the way to go


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: DrMambo]
    #14023116 - 02/24/11 11:05 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Lucid I have not talked to you in a long time, i figured you had already found a way out. Sorry i never made it to Montreal, money didn't work out right for the moment. Kind of glad to hear your still around but kinda wish you got your way as well. Send me a pm sometime if you see this and remember me.


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Country1]
    #14023121 - 02/24/11 11:05 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

tl;dr



Edit: I read it, wow I feel like a douche.  Sorry man you got dealt a shitty hand


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: PreparationH]
    #14023137 - 02/24/11 11:09 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/suicidetourist/etc/links.html

you can see some video's and articles on suicide tourism on the Fronline website above.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #14023151 - 02/24/11 11:11 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Get a lawyer, get DNR and advance directive paperwork in order. Then when it's time, you can check out without a lot of fuss. Simple pneumonia will do it.


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OfflineDrMambo
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #14023156 - 02/24/11 11:12 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

I find suicide tourism to be a major paradox

experience all that death has to offer!


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: DrMambo]
    #14023168 - 02/24/11 11:16 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Die like you mean it, man.

"Glad did I live and glad will I die and I lay me down with a will".


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Doc_T]
    #14023171 - 02/24/11 11:17 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

I believe the situation is a bit more complicated. I don't know how far into what hes told me I should go but since the last time i talked to him he tried to get a dnr but didn't happen due to specific requirements he didn't meet or something along those lines.


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Country1]
    #14023188 - 02/24/11 11:22 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

There's no way to be refused for a DNR. Anybody can sign one at any time for any reason.


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Offlineorison
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Doc_T]
    #14023202 - 02/24/11 11:25 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

MUSHROOMS lots of them...:mushroom2: CANNABIS Lots of it... :ganja:


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: orison] * 1
    #14023241 - 02/24/11 11:36 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

go into a police station and start firing a gun.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: orison]
    #14023249 - 02/24/11 11:38 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

orison319 said: CANNABIS Lots of it... :ganja:




What's a lethal dose of brownies? :lol:

... car exhaust would do the job. Get a hose, bring it in the car.


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OfflineDrMambo
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #14023253 - 02/24/11 11:38 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Larrythescaryrex said:
go into a police station and start firing a gun.




or just briskly grab your cellphone while making a wild face


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Doc_T]
    #14023275 - 02/24/11 11:42 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Doc_T said:
...you can check out without a lot of fuss. Simple pneumonia will do it.




That sounds like a horrible way to go. Drowning on your own mucus. Slowly suffocating, each breathing getting harder and harder. More and more labored.


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Offlinelucid
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Doc_T]
    #14023281 - 02/24/11 11:43 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Doc_T said:
There's no way to be refused for a DNR. Anybody can sign one at any time for any reason.[/quo;9

i cant afford the dni/dnr lawers fee
Quote:

Doc_T said:
There's no way to be refused for a DNR. Anybody can sign one at any time for any reason.



I CANYT AFFORD THE LAWERS FEE
turns out euthenasia is CHEAPER than writing a living will
turns out euthenasia is CHEAPER than writing:grin:
YES I CAN STILL MAKE JOKES AND LAUGH
I'M JUST BEING VERY PRACTICAL
(THANKS TO MY PHD IN A.I.
i'm in UNBEARABLE PHYSICAL PAIN
(the kind YOU cant even imagine
i KNOW i cannot tolerate even more pain
(which is inevitable -docs,surgeons and tests agree-
i'm certainly going blind and vhighriskfor ANOTHER STROKE)
TYPING WITH ONE FOOT IS HELL
SO NPLZ UNDERSTAND
MY SPEECH-TOTEXTisflaky
wish i could talk to a SANEUNPREJUDICED UNBIGOTED
nonconformistbeing on phone
arg just give me practical EUTHENASIA ADVICE
NOTHING could be worse than my condition
now
not even DEATH
u cant imagine
k
i stuck in whchair
i havelimited funds willing to talk on phone
to random strangers:)


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14023388 - 02/25/11 12:03 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)



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Offlinelucid
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: DrMambo]
    #14023478 - 02/25/11 12:24 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

k
im tired but
i only  WANT TO EXIT cuz

the physical pain im in (&logic n science predict im headed for hellish existance)is UNBEARABLE
i mean even painb im in this moment is hellish but
i know i cant tolerate any more
(cant toleratwe this either
i AM FOR REAL-not just som attention seeking retard
i'm very nprectical and logical
-masters degree,iq is 147-based on your societys tests)
im just someone in unbearable pain REACHING OuT
like a man STRANDED IN A DESERT;ud help him no?)
my mind logically sez that if i dxescribe my existance/pain/misery/tormen maybe one/any of u will be humne and willing to help nmet


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid] * 1
    #14023578 - 02/25/11 12:53 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

I wasn't joking.

As someone who had a suicide in their family, but who still respects an individual's right to end their own life, it seems the most painless and dignified.


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Offlinelucid
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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: DrMambo]
    #14044868 - 02/28/11 08:00 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

DrMambo said:
I wasn't joking.

As someone who had a suicide in their family, but who still respects an individual's right to end their own life, it seems the most painless and dignified.



u are TRUELY EVOLVED:)
ENLIGHTENED if i might dare say so:)
i am already dead in the sense that
i now experience ONLY PAIN
FOR LAST 4 YRS
LIVING (imho) is experiencing
pain,pleasurejoy,sorrow,etc
everything
ive been in connt HELLISH physical pain for 4 yrs
family n docs  say i SHOULD be glad to be alive
(yeh,heartbeating,breathing etc)
and glad cuz pain is gods way of absolving our SINS
...yea right


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: lucid]
    #14044892 - 02/28/11 08:03 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

do you live in a state with legal medicinal herbs?


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: Uzziel]
    #14044931 - 02/28/11 08:10 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Uzziel said:
It is not physically possible to not sleep for 3 years and be alive...

Serotonin has to recycle and a lot of other very important biological processess happen during sleep

trollin? and if life will be so bad.....you know.. there are tons of easy ways out



he might be getting microsleeps and not realizing it?


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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU *DELETED* [Re: lucid]
    #14045076 - 02/28/11 08:34 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Post deleted by DrMambo

Reason for deletion: durr, missed something and it's kinda repetitive



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Re: RELYING ON GOODNESS OF STRANGERS...LIKE YOU [Re: DrMambo]
    #14045159 - 02/28/11 08:47 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

bummer its gotta be like this for ya man. sorry to hear.

i would use the pain to gather as much pharmaceuticals and such as i could and not take as directed. :my2cents:


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