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InvisibleGhostwriter

Registered: 06/18/10
Posts: 4,825
Loc: USA
My EGO DEATH experience
    #14019481 - 02/24/11 11:36 AM (13 years, 9 days ago)

This is an experience that happened roughly 1-2 years ago
My experience with drugs is as followed:
weed (everyday since i started pretty much)
mushrooms
LSD
Xanax
oxycontin
colopin
DXM
coke
opium
codein
yopo
im sure theres more i just cant recall at the moment
now on to the story...

To start i got a quarter of shrooms for me and another individual and eyeballed them to split into 2 8ths, which now i believe that i made my 8th bigger than the other..

The day after i proceeded to get another quarter for another individual and back then i was very greedy and did things for myself and nobody else but i have since changed and never do this anymore as i was immature. So i figured what the hell i might as well take one mushroom from their bag and add it to my 8th from the previous day..
It turns out their bag was short 2 grams so unkowingly i had a fat 8th which was probably at least 4-5 grams and another 2 grams ontop of that..so about a quarter of shrooms just for myself..

The following day i decided it was time to endulge..i usually ate an 8th as a dose for myself so figured this wouldnt be much different not thinking how much my bag actually had because i didnt have a scale at the time..

I ate the whole bag within probably 5 or 10 minutes because i like to just chomp em all down so i dont have to deal with taste at all just get it over with right? Right. Well about half hour after ingesting i lay on my bed with lights dimmed and waited for my friend to match up with. Right away i notice crazy CEV's that were not stopping for anyone and going at full speed. I knew having such hallucinations that soon in the trip i was in for one hell of a ride. After laying on my bed for what seemed like a year (probably only an hour or so) my friend finally came to match and we went on a cruise to a spot we always smoked at. By this time i am tripping balls and can hardly talk to him as we are smoking i dont know whats going on but by they way he was acting i knew everything was fine..

After smoking a few blunts or so we left so i could go home and as we leave i feel like we are driving backwards...? I was totally convinced that we were and he was just laughing and stuff like wtf??? haha but anyway after i got home i was so sky high that i could barley go inside as everything was trully "tripping", i had physical feelings, emotional, and on top of it all i was hallucinating visually very hard.

I go inside and i am laying on my bed listening to music just tripping balls and everything is amazing. I really sorted out some issues in my life and came to turns with how it was going to be. While trying to fall asleep i just notice that i am tripping harder and harder every other minute i look at the clock and eventually time just dissaperars.

I feel like i am a worm in my bed like tunneling through the earth and almost shaking and having tremors in my body and dont have touch with reality anymore. I feel like my body is made of up tiny balls which represent my cells in my body and they are starting to morph out my fingers and face and fall to the ground and roll away.. The whole time i can "feel" the "balls" coming through my body and i can "feel" them as they roll away into the infinite universe..

I suddenly start thinking alot and realize that this is probably what dying is like and after struggling i eventually let go of myself and truly accept that i have now lost my life in this trip. I go through everything i have done in my life and everyone i have talked to good or bad. Just EVERYTHING in my life was on my mind but it was all better now because i didnt have to worry about anything. I wanted to get up and say goodbye to everyone i knew but i thought that everyone was going through the same thing at the moment and thought maybe the world was just over.

As i come to terms with my life ending i notice that i have to pee really bad and have been holding it for quiet some time but was so out of it that i forgot. I figure "hey what the hell im dead so i can piss anywhere i want" after that i let out the best stream of piss i have ever felt and feel like i am pissing my life away..literally. As i let the stream of piss go my mind goes crazy and it feels like the wholee trip went on rewind and i went backwards through everything i just experienced in about 1 minute and realize i am very sick and start puking almost instintaneausly after i let my piss go and i puked all over my bed to. After i puked i sat up and realized i could actually see my room and i was back on earth.. after that i sat there and reflected my life somemore for a few hours and slowly fell asleep..

I still cant explain it as well as i would like and sorry for the long type but words just have no explination for what i went through.

I have since not experienced ego death again and that was my one and only time i truly feel i have felt it. It was one of the best experiences of my life and wouldnt of traded it for the world.

I dont have acess to psychedlices very much anymore besides some friends that are in the proccess of extracting DMT. I have been wanting to go on a psychedelic journey since then but have not had the opportunity.

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Offlinepsilosibling
Registered: 04/14/07
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Re: My EGO DEATH experience [Re: Ghostwriter]
    #14019675 - 02/24/11 12:22 PM (13 years, 9 days ago)

Bet you woke up to a nice pissy pukey bed the morning after lol

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InvisibleGhostwriter

Registered: 06/18/10
Posts: 4,825
Loc: USA
Re: My EGO DEATH experience [Re: psilosibling]
    #14019697 - 02/24/11 12:25 PM (13 years, 9 days ago)

haha i actually slept on the couch covered in towels and dealt with it in the morning
...definetly worth it though lol

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