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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Cubie]
#14011724 - 02/23/11 02:12 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cubie said: Im starting a business and im doing pretty good, all by myself too.
Selling dr00gz to your highschool buddies is not a business.
I dont sell drugs never have and never will. Its a dangerous thing in the business im promoting. I throw raves for a living right now and im actually making good money doing it. 90% is computer work which i like... muahha.
What Im saying is i know a guy who "throws raves" but he also sells dr00gz.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011726 - 02/23/11 02:12 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I_was_the_walrus said: Fuck work. I just quit my job last month, sold all of my shit and hit the road. I have my clothes, my acoustic guitar and my golf clubs. In vegas now, texas next month, florida then yosemite park. If theres any time after that, school in the fall
I havent had a real job in two years, I hit broke streaks and it sucks but for the most part I make it by
I hear that brother, it's been two years for me too. Hard to believe I might go another damn year without a job... Maybe I should look this time?
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I hear that brother, it's been two years for me too. Hard to believe I might go another damn year without a job... Maybe I should look this time?
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Less opiates may help this year, fingers crossed and all that.
Less opiates for sure, I been pretty good about it lately haven't used in at least a month now
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Cubie
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Cubie said: Im starting a business and im doing pretty good, all by myself too.
Selling dr00gz to your highschool buddies is not a business.
I dont sell drugs never have and never will. Its a dangerous thing in the business im promoting. I throw raves for a living right now and im actually making good money doing it. 90% is computer work which i like... muahha.
What Im saying is i know a guy who "throws raves" but he also sells dr00gz.
Ive never met anyone who sells drugs ')
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Todcasil
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Cubie]
#14011753 - 02/23/11 02:24 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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almost four months clean. It's been rough for real. lately even.
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011760 - 02/23/11 02:27 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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congrads bro, I got over my hardcore use a few years ago but I am known to dabble here and then
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011764 - 02/23/11 02:27 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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None of that stuff for me for nearly half a year.
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I had a small problem with coke for a second. I ended up going to jail. Got clean and never looked back. I didnt realize it was a problem till I started waking up in the middle of the night in cold sweats.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011773 - 02/23/11 02:30 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Four months? Sounds like you've got shit behind you. congrats
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Todcasil said: almost four months clean. It's been rough for real. lately even.
Four months? Sounds like you've got shit behind you. congrats
I wish that were the case. Just this past month I've been getting "restless" is how I would describe it.
I don't think I'll ever be as suicidal as I was, but I was pretty broken with my habit. I'm scared if I "dabble" I will just fall back into the void, lose my life again.
yet the cravings. After about 8 years of use I find myself just going into "time to score" mode, and it's a rough habit to break.
Freedom at any price though, I guess.
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I loled
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011796 - 02/23/11 02:36 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Todcasil said: almost four months clean. It's been rough for real. lately even.
Four months? Sounds like you've got shit behind you. congrats
I wish that were the case. Just this past month I've been getting "restless" is how I would describe it.
I don't think I'll ever be as suicidal as I was, but I was pretty broken with my habit. I'm scared if I "dabble" I will just fall back into the void, lose my life again.
yet the cravings. After about 8 years of use I find myself just going into "time to score" mode, and it's a rough habit to break.
Freedom at any price though, I guess.
what positive things have opiates done for you?
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011797 - 02/23/11 02:38 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Todcasil said: almost four months clean. It's been rough for real. lately even.
Four months? Sounds like you've got shit behind you. congrats
I wish that were the case. Just this past month I've been getting "restless" is how I would describe it.
I don't think I'll ever be as suicidal as I was, but I was pretty broken with my habit. I'm scared if I "dabble" I will just fall back into the void, lose my life again.
yet the cravings. After about 8 years of use I find myself just going into "time to score" mode, and it's a rough habit to break.
Freedom at any price though, I guess.
Yeah I started to slip a little bit ago, But I am lucky to have friends that keep me in check
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Depends on how you look at it. But being honest?
They kept me from killing myself for awhile. but that time is long past, and that honesty bit right here: they soon became a suicidal accomplice.
So nill. Besides all the good times and the never again reachable euphoria.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011809 - 02/23/11 02:44 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I'm not gonna pretend I have first hand experience with opiates, but from anyone I've know who's ever gotten started with em, it's never a good thing.
You've got those 2 little photographers around you all the time it seems, i can't imagine how you have time to mess with that stuff anyhow
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You would be surprised what one will do. It got to a point where I didn't want to be sick, so I could be with my kids... Excuse to use.
It was brutal. I'm lucky my daughters are still too young to know. I'm trying to put it behind me before they figure it out, and I feel like a bad father.
It's rough brother. No lie.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011818 - 02/23/11 02:49 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Did ya do any kinda program or anything?
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Dobie]
#14011821 - 02/23/11 02:50 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Actually yeah, about a year ago I started one, just gave me more hook ups.
I had to move away from my home city for two months to really clean up first. Came back and I'm infinitely better, but still struggling.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011823 - 02/23/11 02:51 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Todcasil said: You would be surprised what one will do. It got to a point where I didn't want to be sick, so I could be with my kids... Excuse to use.
It was brutal. I'm lucky my daughters are still too young to know. I'm trying to put it behind me before they figure it out, and I feel like a bad father.
It's rough brother. No lie.
Youve got a good head on your shoulders man. Its not easy, but its worth it. One day at a time.
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Re: LargeNegroCock [Re: Todcasil]
#14011824 - 02/23/11 02:52 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Keep up the good fight casil. You know Teh Shroomery's here for you, and even more than that, that people here have gone through and are going through what you're dealing with.
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this is the biggest lnc has been since i've been here. its huge! like a large negro cock. hmm go figure
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