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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Kada]
#13984069 - 02/18/11 11:19 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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you're all jumping around over nothing that has to do with you peeps.
hyper-convicted-mothers'. that is what you people are.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: akira_akuma]
#13984074 - 02/18/11 11:20 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Uzziel said: There is a difference between being bored and being a person who will go out and do something about it
and a person who stays bored all day and does nothing about it, everyday.
So no, it isn't a contradiction.
cop out.
it's just a cop out... you are just doing wha anyone would do... and so is the OP.
so really, it's a cop out.
go get something NEW11! yeh.. fuck, it's already UNDERSTOOD. isn't it? that's what boredom does. but when you've done enough, and there is nothing to live for, what next? what is the next thing?
it's not THAT simple.
Seriously?
If you honestly can't find something new in this world to interest you then you might just be retarded.
There is so much fun shit to do in this world that you DO NOT have enough time in 100 years to even do it all. Puh-lease. What you wrote is a cop out for someone who just gives up without trying.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: deCypher]
#13984078 - 02/18/11 11:21 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Kada said: Killing yourself is easy. Easy as hell.
Not necessarily... it takes guts to pull that trigger and jump into the unknown. Of course it can also be extremely difficult to continue living in the face of hardships.
its like a Double-Edged Sword. it seems easy, but than again its not. i have found myself standing at the edge of a cliff staring over and thinking "it could be that easy, Head first" but then i joke and say i will end up quadriplegic instead.
when confronted with death or the decision of suicide, i always wanted to go out on the and i can think of 2-3 occasions i should have. but i am told that maybe i am just not ready..
and about Heroin and other addictions.. i think all addictions are the same and just as hard to kick. addiction is addiction. its hardest for the person who actually discovers what they are truly addicted to rather than those who havent yet..
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: 13.step]
#13984085 - 02/18/11 11:22 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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13.step said: Isn't that him? Sure looks like it...
Sure looks like someone dressed up as him
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: akira_akuma]
#13984086 - 02/18/11 11:22 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: you're all jumping around over nothing that has to do with you peeps.
hyper-convicted-mothers'. that is what you people are.
Right? Talk about thread-jacking. People can be so self-centered.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Uzziel]
#13984097 - 02/18/11 11:24 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Uzziel said:
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akira_akuma said:
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Uzziel said: There is a difference between being bored and being a person who will go out and do something about it
and a person who stays bored all day and does nothing about it, everyday.
So no, it isn't a contradiction.
cop out.
it's just a cop out... you are just doing wha anyone would do... and so is the OP.
so really, it's a cop out.
go get something NEW11! yeh.. fuck, it's already UNDERSTOOD. isn't it? that's what boredom does. but when you've done enough, and there is nothing to live for, what next? what is the next thing?
it's not THAT simple.
Seriously?
If you honestly can't find something new in this world to interest you then you might just be retarded.
There is so much fun shit to do in this world that you DO NOT have enough time in 100 years to even do it all. Puh-lease. What you wrote is a cop out for someone who just gives up without trying.
no. that's just what you are pasting your convictions on. puh-lease is right. i never said that you couldn't find something new... when did i say that? read it again and show me. i believe i said... "what's next?".
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Tchan909 said:
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akira_akuma said: you're all jumping around over nothing that has to do with you peeps.
hyper-convicted-mothers'. that is what you people are.
Right? Talk about thread-jacking. People can be so self-centered.
i hate being devils advocate. but there is no justice.
unless i make it up in my head and SHOOT IT INTO THE WORLD. fuck yeah [/sarcasm]
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Kada]
#13984106 - 02/18/11 11:27 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Hey man chill, as I stated that was how I experienced suicidal ideation, and bipolar isn't the same as depression because of a physical illness or the downs we all go trough. I don't know you, I just replied to what you said, and that is what I get from a lot of people, you're weak you can't get over the difficulties life presents to all of us or yeah, we all fell depression, why do you complain?
Well guess what, it's not that easy, it's easy to learn to say fuck it of you are in physical pain and that causes your depression. But what happens if you just get up one morning and you're feeling like all your friends hate you, everything is going wrong and there is no future for you because nothing really makes you feel anything other then black emptiness although nothing has changed from the day before? To say fuck it in that situation would be to take the final step.
Seriously man, don't take it personally I was just saying how I've experienced it, let's not start a my depression is worse then yours war in here, no need to contradict one another because we experience live differently.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Uzziel]
#13984110 - 02/18/11 11:28 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Uzziel said: If you honestly can't find something new in this world to interest you then you might just be retarded.
There is so much fun shit to do in this world that you DO NOT have enough time in 100 years to even do it all.
i do understand this.. i can think of something new i discovered.. im not going to mention cus u will laugh. and whenever i did it, it felt so good was so much fun it was like a new Drug.
but im at rock bottom 3x's over right now. piss broke. stuck in the ghetto i dont even want to walk outside this place. my mind is all F**d up from lacking different chemicals. its harder for some people in their situations not to be bored, or even to WANT to do anything at all
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: akira_akuma] 2
#13984114 - 02/18/11 11:29 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I have no idea how I was doing anything but helping.
I stated that I had similar issues and how I overcame them. I thought that would help and contribute, but retarded people came in and told me I was wrong. lol ok I guess distraction didn't help me through depression and addiction. I guess building a family and not thinking about shit so much didn't help either. Oh wait it did and I would be dead if it didn't.
Some of you guys can be fucking idiots sometimes. Oh and some of you need to use the reply to function a little more.
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Edited by Kada (02/18/11 11:33 AM)
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Kada]
#13984126 - 02/18/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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no, no you started insinuating and ringing up your bullshit, before you said anything to contribute.
the biggest contribution you made was "don't listen to this guy, listen to me@! i went through something and it was as simple as this!"
"yeah! i distracted myself! WERP!"
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: 13.step]
#13984127 - 02/18/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Seriously?
If you honestly can't find something new in this world to interest you then you might just be retarded.
There is so much fun shit to do in this world that you DO NOT have enough time in 100 years to even do it all. Puh-lease. What you wrote is a cop out for someone who just gives up without trying.
I think the only one retarded in here might be the one who doesn't understand any other experience then his own, get your head out of your ass and don't assume that everybody is like you, now go and enjoy the world and come back when you see what I mean kid.
Yeah!!! Flame war up in here!!! Kada, have even fucking read my response, or are you just blabbering?
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: deCypher] 1
#13984132 - 02/18/11 11:33 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Kada said: Just shut up, stop thinking so deep into things and enjoy yourself. Life doesn't need to that damn complicated. Eat breath shit sleep. Other than that go have a fucking ball.
Good advice. OP, sometimes I feel this way too, particularly when I start thinking about how life is ultimately pointless and nothing matters in the long run. The best way I've found to conquer this brooding nihilism is to distract yourself: find a hobby or something that interests you and pursue it. It doesn't have to be a world-changing hobby or anything deeply meaningful (after all, isn't everything meaningless in the long run?), but it has to be interesting enough to hold your attention and prevent your mind from wandering back to suicidal ideation by letting you enjoy the simple activity. Currently, for instance, I'm working my way through a textbook on Symbolic Logic. I'll probably never use the information I'm learning in it but I find the material fascinating and it's something I enjoy doing. Take up rock-climbing, or become a poker pro. Start a D&D club with some friends, or work your way through an author's entire set of books or a director's set of films. Do whatever you want; this is your life and you might as well spend the remainder of it doing something fun than waste it thinking about the inevitable.
at any rate. 
we have the same hobby :o I have a computer program called predilogic that is pretty sweet, since i ran out of textbooks
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: akira_akuma]
#13984141 - 02/18/11 11:34 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: no, no you started insinuating and ringing up your bullshit, before you said anything to contribute.
the biggest contribution you made was "don't listen to this guy, listen to me@! i went through something and it was as simple as this!"
"yeah! i distracted myself! WERP!"

Your pathetic. I don't know how you got that from this thread. I'm out.
Sorry RP. Continue on with your discussion.
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Edited by Kada (02/18/11 11:35 AM)
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: morrowasted]
#13984142 - 02/18/11 11:34 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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there is alot of sexual tension between the two of you
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Kada]
#13984143 - 02/18/11 11:34 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Kada.. i envy you and your family and i wish you and them the best this world has to offer.
if i wasnt so F**D up and had my S**T together i would have a family. i have been with the same guy for a really long time and i think we have used condoms maybe 2wice in our relationship. in all that time we have never tried NOT to have a baby, but never tried TOO either.. my stance is if it happens it happens...
one of the main questions anyone asks me is WHEN im going to have kids!? we think one of us is broke. i think me... anyway there is always adoption if/when i do get my stuff together
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Mello Kitty]
#13984156 - 02/18/11 11:37 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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you gotta do it yourself. the kids? there ya go.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Kada]
#13984169 - 02/18/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Kada said: Suicide is saying, "I'm to weak take anymore so I'm out."
I never got this because I will never have enough time or life experiences in my lifetime to do and see everything. There are so many things to see and do. Life is awesome and if I could live a million years I would. I am too strong minded to be anything but ready for whats next. People that are healthy and start talking about suicide like it's something they are considering need help.
Death is the worst thing to go running twards just because your bored or life has thrown shit at you. Hunter s Thompson was a awesome writer and cool individual, but his talks of suicide make me LOSE respect for him. Weakness is never something I have found helpful and he was preaching it there.
Like many, the man thought to much. Just shut up, stop thinking so deep into things and enjoy yourself. Life doesn't need to that damn complicated. Eat breath shit sleep. Other than that go have a fucking ball.
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akira_akuma said: no, no you started insinuating and ringing up your bullshit, before you said anything to contribute.
the biggest contribution you made was "don't listen to this guy, listen to me@! i went through something and it was as simple as this!"
"yeah! i distracted myself! WERP!"

Your pathetic. I don't know how you got that from this thread. I'm out.
Sorry RP. Continue on with your discussion.
and hey, you're better now, right? so don't worry about me, man.
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: akira_akuma]
#13984170 - 02/18/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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i do not recomend having Kids if one cannot even take care of oneself i would be a shitty mom right now
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Re: Suicidal Ideation - Hunter S Thompson [Re: Mello Kitty]
#13984171 - 02/18/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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ellenallien said: i do not recomend having Kids if one cannot even take care of oneself i would be a shitty mom right now
well, there is a goal. 
when you ahve a kid. you'll probably feel a bit better living to 60.
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