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in the biggest shithole of my life
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i had a great life up until my girlfriend became my ex, my phone decided to swim in the toilet, i began oversleeping and missing out on school, and now my car is in heaven. what more can i possibly ask for. gotta live life like this i guess
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980456 - 02/17/11 06:30 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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at least you're not a paraplegic
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980458 - 02/17/11 06:30 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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if things always went right, then life would be boring.
Things gotta go bad, for you to realize when they are going good.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980464 - 02/17/11 06:31 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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its all what you make of it.... take control
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: P-O]
#13980467 - 02/17/11 06:32 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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PostiveOutlook said: if things always went right, then life would be boring.
Things gotta go bad, for you to realize when they are going good. 
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: JesusGoneRogue]
#13980479 - 02/17/11 06:33 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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You sure got a lot of problems for someone who joined today
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980483 - 02/17/11 06:34 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cellzaa said: i had a great life up until my girlfriend became my ex, my phone decided to swim in the toilet, i began oversleeping and missing out on school, and now my car is in heaven. what more can i possibly ask for. gotta live life like this i guess
Sounds like your typical run-of-the-mill bad happenings. Give it some time. You'll realize how much stronger it made you in the end.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: JesusGoneRogue]
#13980486 - 02/17/11 06:35 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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whoa. all u guys just completely got me to think positive. holy shit. lol DAMN those are some wise words right there. im seriously taking back everything i said now and making it into a place for improvement!
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980494 - 02/17/11 06:36 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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teh shroomery

its teh awesome
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Dank_Trichome]
#13980512 - 02/17/11 06:40 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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wordd i agree to the fuckin 100000th power.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Salomon]
#13980601 - 02/17/11 06:55 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Salomon said:
at least you're not a paraplegic
can't tell you how many times that exact thought has helped me out of depression.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980791 - 02/17/11 07:27 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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look on the bright side
your girlfriend is a whore, get a better phone, school isn't for everyone, fuck that pile
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13980927 - 02/17/11 07:52 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cellzaa said: whoa. all u guys just completely got me to think positive. holy shit. lol DAMN those are some wise words right there. im seriously taking back everything i said now and making it into a place for improvement! 
this is why i love the shroomery, i consider it my second home, (as in second to my physical actual home) i honestly get more wise and honest advice from people on here than in real life.
Loving you guys 
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Muufokfok]
#13980988 - 02/17/11 08:05 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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hahaha wow u guys def got me to think the other way and shit its helping. i never thought id be getting legit great advice on forums but damnn this is the best one ive been in. and word man real talk, i love u guys <3 no homo
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Pigasus]
#13981071 - 02/17/11 08:19 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Pigasus said:
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Salomon said:
at least you're not a paraplegic
can't tell you how many times that exact thought has helped me out of depression. 
yea i was in alcohol class a few days ago and we watched a video of this drunk driver who hit another car. the driver of that car ended up paralyzed from the neck down and she couldn't communicate in any way for life. i was like and i thought i had problems.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: bigmike7104]
#13981190 - 02/17/11 08:41 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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dude you gotta trust in yourself... dont get all down over some cunt bitch! be a MAN for real.. i crashed my car.. i lost my old job.. i got dumped by my ex.. she stole my phone... i got a iphone.. and a new better car within 2 months.. guess who hit me up? haha fuck that bitch i didnt even answer her messages.. the truth of the matter is you gotta manhandle the fuckin situation boy ittl put some hair on ya chest son! telling the shroomery about it is just venting!! we aint no dang psycologists! we take psychoactives!! let me guess when all your "perks" started to evaporate she did too.. fuck bitches get money.. its a vicious system but it works.. and it cant work any other way..
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: wow]
#13981210 - 02/17/11 08:44 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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RP where you from? you should come to the gathering. we wont molest you, of spike your drinks    
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i wrote that all out from memory, what were we talkin about?
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: realfuzzhead]
#13981267 - 02/17/11 08:55 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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maybe one day ill come to the gathering.. im in candycornia aswell..
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: wow]
#13981351 - 02/17/11 09:09 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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cant-afford-ya?
cannafornia?
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Cellzaa
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: realfuzzhead]
#13982144 - 02/17/11 11:17 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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lol i live in new york. whats this gathering about o-o
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: P-O]
#13982158 - 02/17/11 11:20 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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PostiveOutlook said: if things always went right, then life would be boring.
Things gotta go bad, for you to realize when they are going good. 
Yup.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Salomon]
#13982177 - 02/17/11 11:23 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Salomon said:
at least you're not a paraplegic
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13982191 - 02/17/11 11:25 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I don't want to imply that you're a woman here man, but girls are the ones who do the crying and letting their life become slashed to pieces when they get dumped... Dudes just go find a new hole to ram it in and rejoice in the good times they can now have drinking beer with their buddies without having a nagging fishwife chirping in their ear.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: lysergicide]
#13982199 - 02/17/11 11:26 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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love u shroomheads <3 and yeah i feel ya man. just sayin at this point, life just...
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13982211 - 02/17/11 11:27 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cellzaa said: i had a great life up until my girlfriend became my ex, my phone decided to swim in the toilet, i began oversleeping and missing out on school, and now my car is in heaven. what more can i possibly ask for. gotta live life like this i guess
how old are you? this sounds like high school drama.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982221 - 02/17/11 11:29 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sounds like College drama... same thing as high school drama, so I understand how you made the mistake.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982233 - 02/17/11 11:30 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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 I am sure if they had a minute of your time they would like to hear about it.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982243 - 02/17/11 11:32 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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just kidding man lol... what were you saying?
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13982245 - 02/17/11 11:32 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cellzaa said: lol i live in new york. whats this gathering about o-o
shroomerites that live close together meet up and kick beers and smoke blunts and may or may not ingest other psychoactive substances.ones been at a guys house in socal and another one was camping at joshua tree ntnl park in the desert. strait awesomeness. its like a night posting on the pub except your passing the bowl to some guy you met on the internet to your left. play music kick it. many epic threads worth of conversation occur with little to no strain on the fingers 
we meet and and talk about god and what not 
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: realfuzzhead]
#13982270 - 02/17/11 11:35 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah it does sound like college drama.... GOD I HATED THEM DAYS!!!! meet some real freaks tho...
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982275 - 02/17/11 11:36 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Stains Blue said:
 I am sure if they had a minute of your time they would like to hear about it.
I know you're kidding with this... I think... but why do people always gotta try to knock down the severity of your complaints by contrasting them with some starving shit stains like these people?
So these people's lives are fucked up and they're hungry so I can't complain about anything? Fuck that, we're in America baby, we have a right to complain about anything we want, and IT matters buddy.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
#13982290 - 02/17/11 11:38 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sprezzatura said:
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Stains Blue said:
 I am sure if they had a minute of your time they would like to hear about it.
I know you're kidding with this... I think... but why do people always gotta try to knock down the severity of your complaints by contrasting them with some starving shit stains like these people?
So these people's lives are fucked up and they're hungry so I can't complain about anything? Fuck that, we're in America baby, we have a right to complain about anything we want, and IT matters buddy.
because people need to realize that our petty problems arnt problems. We build our society on the backs of the third world and have for centuries.
the way we live is wrong.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
#13982316 - 02/17/11 11:42 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sprezzatura said: Fuck that, we're in America baby, we have a right to complain about anything we want, and IT matters buddy.
Thats the same attitude that gave us the SUV and the paper plate and the jr bacon with cheese burger but at the same time THESE people loose there lands. loose there forrests. loose there sorce of income or worst yet. culture and way of life.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: sui]
#13982357 - 02/17/11 11:48 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I disagree... I think if you think something is a problem then it is a problem. It's like comparing shit to toxic waste... just because toxic waste is worse, would you rather have shit on your floor? You have a predetermined notion of American society and I understand that you're not going to change your mind or critically analyze your own ideas and where they come from, but try to remember the power of the word 'wrong' and how you apply it to things.
"The way you live is wrong"... be careful with that my friend... do you really want that kind of fanatical mindset.?
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982372 - 02/17/11 11:49 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Stains Blue said:
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Sprezzatura said: Fuck that, we're in America baby, we have a right to complain about anything we want, and IT matters buddy.
Thats the same attitude that gave us the SUV and the paper plate and the jr bacon with cheese burger but at the same time THESE people loose there lands. loose there forrests. loose there sorce of income or worst yet. culture and way of life.
The same attitude that brought you home computers and internet service and all of the luxuries you are currently enjoying... if you think the way you live is wrong, you do have the option of living differently.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
#13982386 - 02/17/11 11:52 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sprezzatura said: I disagree... I think if you think something is a problem then it is a problem. It's like comparing shit to toxic waste... just because toxic waste is worse, would you rather have shit on your floor? You have a predetermined notion of American society and I understand that you're not going to change your mind or critically analyze your own ideas and where they come from, but try to remember the power of the word 'wrong' and how you apply it to things.
"The way you live is wrong"... be careful with that my friend... do you really want that kind of fanatical mindset.?
i have the notion of american society that they gave me. Land of the free home of the brave, for the pursuit of happiness. Its only as ive gotton older and realized what a crock of shit that whole load of BS they fed us was. America has never stood for the principles its supposedly founded on. Bullshit i say.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
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Sprezzatura said:
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Stains Blue said:
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Sprezzatura said: Fuck that, we're in America baby, we have a right to complain about anything we want, and IT matters buddy.
Thats the same attitude that gave us the SUV and the paper plate and the jr bacon with cheese burger but at the same time THESE people loose there lands. loose there forrests. loose there sorce of income or worst yet. culture and way of life.
The same attitude that brought you home computers and internet service and all of the luxuries you are currently enjoying... if you think the way you live is wrong, you do have the option of living differently.
and we all have to realize this. and change the way we live.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: sui]
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Yeah, it's bullshit, but so what? You know how things work in the states, it's become its own thing regardless of tired refrains and preamble buzzwords.
Ask yourself this, do you really think it's so wrong? If you think it is wrong, what steps are you taking to change your own methods of living?
How old are you anyway Sui, if you don't mind my asking?
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
#13982411 - 02/17/11 11:56 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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becareful with what? your over here freaking out.
I am over here on a couple of mushrooms having a good night
Yeah okay my picture...okay i got a sick sence of humor. re read what i said...
picture: i bet they would like to hear about it
you: sound like college problems...
me: haha no i was just effing with you... yah it sound like college problems... hahaha
you: wholy fuck the world bitchass im american and what i say matters buddy!
some girl names sue: well not really but okay... you know why is because we rape other countries for it...
me: yeah SUV's cheese burgers... that where we got them ideas from...
and now this.
really? why did you let it go so far... you need a valium my friend.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982429 - 02/17/11 11:59 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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OP lost his car got dumped and some other non-sense and he thinks he hit rock bottom? 
His post reeks of teenage angst
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Stains Blue]
#13982436 - 02/18/11 12:00 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Stains... uh, I think you misinterpreted some things and how I was addressing off-topic ideas some of what I said wasn't directed towards you at all.
I didn't mean to give you any impression that I was 'freaking out'... some of what I said did have the intention of levity, which I understand is hard to interpret over the web, so yeah...
At any rate, I didn't mean for you to take anything I said as an attack or whatever on you.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#13982465 - 02/18/11 12:04 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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if you don't like america, go to russia
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
#13982483 - 02/18/11 12:07 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sprezzatura said: Yeah, it's bullshit, but so what? You know how things work in the states, it's become its own thing regardless of tired refrains and preamble buzzwords.
Ask yourself this, do you really think it's so wrong? If you think it is wrong, what steps are you taking to change your own methods of living?
How old are you anyway Sui, if you don't mind my asking?
24, Im struggling with my own beleifs at the moment. I do not know what to do or how to fix it. I thought i despised money for a long time, its associated with a lot of negetivity in my mind, but ive come to realize that its not money its greed, its just wrong for so many resources to be funneled up into the hands of a few elitest people.
Fucking red lobster has to shift their menu around every three years to keep from over fishing the WORLD populations of certain fish. that is just wrong and shouldnt be allowed. In the end we all as a collective can stop this.
What i do is try not to let money rule my life, i dont watch TV, i live my life by peace love, understanding, equality, and try to keep our species as a whole in mind.
All we really can do is try to counter the negetive actions of greed and malicious power by trying to live my life positivly and lightly.
I still have much work to do for myself before i will feel like its making a difference, maybe i never will but i wont stop trying.
I am planning on spening a month or two this spring in shasta hunting boletes and morels, getting some much needed extended time away from the cities.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: sui]
#13982535 - 02/18/11 12:18 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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WTF
I am here dying laughing over this fight and I cannot tell you why!

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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: sui]
#13982561 - 02/18/11 12:24 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sounds cool. It also sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. You're also around that age where thinkers & intelligent people who maintain a moral compendium of ideology must suffer a conflict of idea and a challenge to your own convictions. When I was around 22ish, I was intensely liberal, anarchistic etc. and by the time I was 24 I placed a lot of my idea under critical analysis and brutally honest question... this led to a diametric opposition of idea, which turned out to be a pseudo-diametric opposition, and I began adhering to more conventional ideas for a couple of years. Of course, the next in line of the process of determining your true beliefs is challenging your new ideas, and when I did this, it was pure mental debacle. Amidst the chaos of thinking and the rubble of lofty ideas will, however, emerge some clarity, and you'll begin to salvage former ideas as well as constructing new ones and you will eventually find truth, for what its worth, and a solid foundation of principals, beliefs, idea and moral structure. I've been working on developing concrete ideas and principals for about 6 years now, since I was 22, and I haven't got anything in stone tablets yet, it takes time.
Growing pains man, we all must endure. Hope you find what you're looking for. Best of luck in your ideological pursuit.
Cheers!
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Sprezzatura]
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guys as much as it sounds like college drama, it was up until today. i dropped out of 2 classes due to major absences and now idk what ima do with my life. as minor as this sounds to most of u guys since im just a youngin, idk what to expect now in my life cuz now i cant transfer/graduate. what do u guys do for a decent living that does not involve college education?
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13983262 - 02/18/11 06:52 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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At least you're not a 1940's European Jew.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13983637 - 02/18/11 09:28 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Its not about what you do it is about what makes you happy. All to often in life people set themselves down a path that they do not necessarily enjoy. In hopes for good fortune. but what they are not realizing is they are setting themselves down a path. Where they are really doing nothing more than gambling with there future. A life long craps shoot if you will. They goto college most of the time undecided. Or decided but once they are there they change there mind. Now there not sure that is what they want to do. Or they keep doing it regardless of the fact they loose interest in it. And some figure it out young and do it. it keeps there interest and they are happy with it.
You need to figure out what it is you enjoy. And if your going to college simply because you want a job that pays more... I don't think college is for you. College is a business. If you don't go. they don't get paid. And a lot of people are led to believe you need college in order to make a decent living. Thats a yes and no question. depends on what your trying to do. I got a friend who pulls security at a nuclear power plant and all he did was graduate high school. he makes 92k a year. I know a school teacher who has a BA and 2 Masters and makes 56k.
Now I am not telling you college is a waste that would be hypocritical because I went. But to be honest did I learn much there? No it was a fucking waste of money. Do I use my degree? Yes that how I got the job. Could I have gotten a job that pays well with out college? Yes my buddy who makes 92k a year makes more than me with less education.
You need to self reflect. You cannot sit there a bitch about your life. When your absent for 2 classes and then have to drop them. Now you cannot walk or transfer... you honestly do not have any sympathy from me those are alligator tears. that is something you can directly control... going to class that is in you direct control. Its not as if the Flying Spaghetti Monster came from the sky and abducted you on the days you was absent to class... you was not in a terrible car accident that laid you out in the hospital for a while...
Maybe you need to take trip so you are and to expand your mind past the horizons you are limited to now. Goto India. Or visit the Philippines. goto south america and see how life really is out side the shell you have had surrounding you your entire life. ...you may like what you find and discover not just the new place but about you.
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Re: in the biggest shithole of my life [Re: Cellzaa]
#13984670 - 02/18/11 01:18 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Cellzaa said: guys as much as it sounds like college drama, it was up until today. i dropped out of 2 classes due to major absences and now idk what ima do with my life. as minor as this sounds to most of u guys since im just a youngin, idk what to expect now in my life cuz now i cant transfer/graduate. what do u guys do for a decent living that does not involve college education? 
Dude, clean up your mess and, if at all possible, finish your education. If you don't, it is very likely that you will wish you had. I wish I had finished college. And, this does not mean that you cannot make a decent living without a college education; it simply means you will have more opportunities to choose from if you have a degree. Keep moving forward... peace.
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