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cattywhompus
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Registered: 01/08/11
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i feel for you.. i posted a similar thread a few weeks ago. similar situation. i think i am going to join the army or some such. hope you find something or some form of relief.
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CidneyIndole
www.shroomery.OG



Registered: 05/16/05
Posts: 4,761
Loc: Love's Secret Domain
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ellenallien said: you have NO FAMILY!, no Friends, no Job, no Money, no Purpose, no Soul..? what do you do when your all alone?
I feel this way alot. I probably have the shroomery record for anonymous emo threads.
At least you have the balls to bitch under your real name. haha
Seriously, though, I wish I could help you, even though I don't really know you. Just because I know how shitty and empty that feels. Not the kind of thing I would wish on someone.
At least you're not alone in that, right? Small comfort, I know, but there are other people out there that feel that way. So in a really weird way, we're together in feeling alone. Life is fucking strange sometimes.
This may sound corny... but sometimes when I feel like absolute shit, I go to Stumbleupon Video I set the "channel" to either humor or spirituality (or I'll switch back and forth) and I just start clicking "stumble" until I find SOMETHING that makes me feel better.
It actually works sometimes.
It doesn't fix my real problems, of course. But sometimes you just need a laugh, or some kind of positive message... something to feel hopeful about.
Another thing, and this may seem petty... but with all the whining I've done here, about any of my problems, I've never gotten even half the response I saw in this thread.
Obviously, people care. So smile. 
I hope things turn around for you soon.
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noticeofeviction
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Registered: 02/06/10
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Loc: 818
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You know what helps? Making threads like this, and seeing that others are in similar situations. I totally feel for ya and get in the same slumps sometimes, but there's at least some comfort knowing that people are out there that feel the same way. Take care and feel free to shoot me a PM if ya ever wanna talk about anything at all
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deranger

Registered: 01/21/08
Posts: 6,840
Loc: off the wall
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ellenallien said: you have NO FAMILY!, no Friends, no Job, no Money, no Purpose, no Soul..? what do you do when your all alone?
Pretty much in the same situation here, minus the job and family part. Nobody I can really call a friend... just goons I can go out and do drugs with. After the winter I'll be solo camping in the rain forest of western British Columbia for around a month and a half, and will be spending the first 2 weeks on a water fast while trying to meditate as much as possible. After those two weeks, a large dose of Ibogaine root bark will be ingested, along with another semi-high dose around a week later. This is the initiation..
An Ibogaine doctor in Africa recommends 500mg powdered root bark taken once every 4 days. This is to keep the dream alive...
I figure, why not do something fucking wild, at least once in this life? It could be the spark of a lifetime, an opportunity to awaken the 'soul'. It was for the person who recommended this method to me
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*



Registered: 06/02/09
Posts: 24,778
Loc: Soviet Canukistan
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Re: what do you do when... [Re: deranger]
#13977363 - 02/17/11 02:14 AM (13 years, 16 days ago) |
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ellenallien said: you have NO FAMILY!, no Friends, no Job, no Money, no Purpose, no Soul..? what do you do when your all alone?
Im basically in the same position as you right now sans that job part, and the family part is partially true, were such assholes to eachother.
I havent had a real social life in over two years before I fucked up and got sent to jail and was forced to move to my reserve and leave that life behind completely. Im no longer a friend with anyone I used to be tight with, and just when I was beginning to get a social life going again in my hometown I was forced to move cause of job troubles. I just learned to deal with the loneliness I dont get depressed form it anymore it sucks and I would kill to have a decent set of friends to chill with again, and im moving back to my hometown to do that. but for now this is life for me. Remember, you gotta make shit happen.
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Envix
Avoidant Disorder



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yeah i'm still in the process of trying to acquire all those thangs..
but once i do im sure i will be happy then .. right?
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withoutawire
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Registered: 08/16/09
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Re: what do you do when... [Re: Envix]
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In that situation I would become a junkie again, then again when I became a junkie that's all I had.
A bit counter intuitive to say the least.
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sui
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id pick up a guitar, but if that dont work then id try to find which one of the above will help to better my situation make me happy and work for it.
In the end thats what we all want is happiness. its the strangest things that can make a person happy. Theres something out there for everyone, i guess the search is to find a way that we can all share it.
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*



Registered: 06/02/09
Posts: 24,778
Loc: Soviet Canukistan
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Re: what do you do when... [Re: Envix]
#13977413 - 02/17/11 02:42 AM (13 years, 16 days ago) |
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Envix said: yeah i'm still in the process of trying to acquire all those thangs..
but once i do im sure i will be happy then .. right?
If it makes you happy. Go for it.
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LoveOverAll
HigherSpiritEvolving


Registered: 07/02/08
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some days are better than others, you just got to pull through it.
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Dosile Kouki
derp

Registered: 03/08/10
Posts: 14,963
Loc: Paradise
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The shroomery is your family ellen

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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



Registered: 12/04/08
Posts: 8,556
Loc: Sanriotown, Harmonyland
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thanx to you all so much! i have read all your posts this morning as i sip my coffee. i was expecting people to lash out at me or tell me to get over myself, cry me a river or play me a fiddle.
but it was none of that. it is comforting to see that we are all in the same boat in one way or another and it really makes me feel closer to you guys. i went from looking on these boards for a laugh poking around here and there.
to now, as some may have noticed a spike in my posts. living here. i am just at Rock Bottom. just when u think u couldnt get any deeper the floor rips itself out from under you and you fall a few more hundred feet into dispair thanx to you all for putting up with my mood swings, my drug induced states, posting here and letting me pour my feelings out.
Pub i don't know where i would be if i didn't have this...
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Dosile Kouki
derp

Registered: 03/08/10
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May i ask what is your poison of preference?
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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ellenallien said: thanx to you all so much! i have read all your posts this morning as i sip my coffee. i was expecting people to lash out at me or tell me to get over myself, cry me a river or play me a fiddle.
but it was none of that. it is comforting to see that we are all in the same boat in one way or another and it really makes me feel closer to you guys. i went from looking on these boards for a laugh poking around here and there.
to now, as some may have noticed a spike in my posts. living here. i am just at Rock Bottom. just when u think u couldnt get any deeper the floor rips itself out from under you and you fall a few more hundred feet into dispair thanx to you all for putting up with my mood swings, my drug induced states, posting here and letting me pour my feelings out.
Pub i don't know where i would be if i didn't have this...
Yeah, this thread kinda restores some of my lost hope in the pub. This always used to be a very positive place. All this snarkiness and trash talking that you see so much of in the pub these days wasn't tolerated back then. It's nice to see that the kindness is still underlying, you just maybe have to scratch the surface a little deeper.
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



Registered: 12/04/08
Posts: 8,556
Loc: Sanriotown, Harmonyland
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Oxycontin / Heroin / Benzo's
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Dosile Kouki
derp

Registered: 03/08/10
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Loc: Paradise
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ahh, difficult mix.
Stay strong
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Cultivate the inside


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Kid_Orgo



Registered: 09/24/03
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Loc: Hale-Bopp
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Get over yourself, cry me a river.
Has anyone seen my fiddle rosin?
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Tira



Registered: 11/20/10
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Loc: Turkey
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ellenallien said: i really need to start therapy soon.
therapy is bullshit. it's just hiring someone to listen to you. just do NOTHING for a day and think. that would be a better way to solve things. and by NOTHING, i mean NOTHING. not TV, not web stuff, nothing. just lie down/sit down and think.
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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Posts: 8,556
Loc: Sanriotown, Harmonyland
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Re: what do you do when... [Re: Tira]
#13978026 - 02/17/11 09:09 AM (13 years, 16 days ago) |
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Tira said:
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ellenallien said: i really need to start therapy soon.
therapy is bullshit. it's just hiring someone to listen to you. just do NOTHING for a day and think. that would be a better way to solve things. and by NOTHING, i mean NOTHING. not TV, not web stuff, nothing. just lie down/sit down and think.
thinking is bad for me. thats why i use things to block it out. thinking makes me i have been down the path of therapy before and it was BS then. but i lied to them then in order to get scripts. this time i just need that. someone to listen and give me a different prespective instead of a junkie's point of view
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