Alright, so this is an experience the other night I had after smoking .06 grams of DMT. This is about my seventh time smoking DMT and I've also had two doses of ayahuasca in the past. I've always stuck to smoking .05 grams of DMT and just recently decided to bump it up a notch. I've never had an experience quite like this. This is the first time I've seen a being. All the other times I've always just been shown this same pattern. Its infinite, so I've only seen fragments of it, but it has always been the same general experience.
Background: I have a good understanding of mythology and theology, but I don't ascribe to any certain belief system.
NOTE: I guarantee you that this is fabricated very minimally and everything during the trip was transferred to my understanding through an energy... not speech. This is what I saw (I drew it immediately after my return):

I know I have seen something similar to this guy before and I asked a friend who I thought might know. He told me that it looks a lot like the warden from Superjail!. Having never seen the show, I looked up some pictures on the Internet and I do agree that his get-up is very similar. This guy didn't have a face though, just eyes, eyebrows, and everything else was black or void.
I'm by no means a good writer and I couldn't possibly describe everything that happened or what I saw in words. I'm just trying to be as descriptive as possible.
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*Patterns, numbers, letters, symbols, fly everywhere – infinite in scope, scale, magnitude, etc.
Spirit: Ugh, not these patterns again. Every time I see these patterns... I get it, but at the same time it doesn't help explain the larger picture.
*Swooping in and grabbing a twisted line the elvish looking being swoops in. The being showed no signs of gender, wore an all purple suit with coat tail, large red tie, white gloves, polished black shoes, and a peach colored button up shirt. He had on huge glasses, big eyes which had no pupils, no nose, and no mouth (except for when he wanted to smile he showed white teeth, no gaps, with two large fangs as show in the picture above).
Being: Seriously now? You're not satisfied by THIS? THIS IS EVERYTHING! What more could you possibly want? Spirit. I understand that this pattern you keep showing me is what comprises everything. “Everything” is just far too vast for me to take anything from these experiences. Being: *sigh* Fine, I'll reveal to you the flow and life of this pattern.
*The being lifts his huge hand towards the sky and rips away all the swirling and swishing fractions of the pattern. Everything is black/void, except for what appears to be a sheet of metal. The being flicks the metal and asks me what I think of it. He flicks it again and zooms further and further and further towards the object. The patterns, numbers, letters, symbols, etc. that were seen earlier, appear to be rippling off the object at alarming rates.
Being: Don't you see? *smiles* This is what, on your world, would be considered a metal. But did you know that this metal is alive?
*The being makes it clear that from this point on every object he refers to will be in the context of my current understanding.
Spirit: What do you mean, “alive”? Being: It's made out of atoms. It lives! Spirit: Okay? Being: When in your body, you would consider yourself alive, correct? Spirit: Yes, yes I would. Being: When you look at this metal, would you say that “it” is also alive? Spirit: No, but I think I know that you are telling me it's the opposite.
*The being starts going through charts with pictures of what humans typically believe live and what people believe are inanimate objects.
Being: That is right. The metal... is... alive. Just because you consider yourself a living-being does not mean that these “other” objects do not exist. Both your body and this object are made out of atoms. You both live. This brings me to my next point. There are two different types of “life”, there is that which can freely transform (we'll call them transformative objects) and then there are those who can't transform (non-transformative objects). Your systematic existence allows you to transform, but the non-transformative objects are tightly bound to a fixed position leaving room for constant vibration.
*The being reaches into his front pocket and pulls out a hand-full of dried mushrooms.
Being: You're familiar with these, right? *smiles* Spirit: *amused* Yes, yes I am. Being: These mushrooms when consumed allow you to subconsciously gain this understanding. It ties together your connection with EVERY living object. When you eat these, you see vibrations off of everything you set your eyes upon, right? Spirit: Yeah, it looks as if everything is breathing. Being: *smiles* Yes, this subconscious osmosis frees your mind from the environment and allows you to concentrate on a fraction of your inner self/spirit (leaving you consciously able to interact with the Earthen environment). This is the source of production for revelational and cosmological thought. Do you understand a little bit of the patter now? The living environment is infinite, such as, the pattern it belongs to. It is comprised of all in the same. Spirit: That is quite interesting. This would infer that life does not end with the death of the body? Being: Correct! See you get it. *smiles* You are but a whole of SEVERAL different non-transformative objects fused together by a single transformative source, your “spirit”. Together everything is a transformative machine, but apart there a single transformative essence. This “spirit” resides in everything that you considered alive in your environment (before this experience). I guess you could say this is what separates what you believe is alive and not alive... the presence of this “spirit”. It's much more than that however, because the non-transformative objects imbue a different aspect of a spirit in the form of vibration. But back to humanity for a second. Al of you on Earth are bound to your body. Once you are freed from the bounds of this Earthen nature, the shedding of the body, you're able to travel as the single and most whole “spirit”. Well, now you've been taught about the flow of this “living” pattern. You better get back to your body though. It isn't sounding too good.
As he said this I began to slowly regain consciousness. I was wheezing, cough, and grabbing my chest. Wax was pushing out of my ears, mucus coming out of my nose and mouth. This was the most intense bodily existence I've ever felt. It was as if I was learning what it was like to be in a body again after being separated for thousands of years.
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