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Am i gay?
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I have no sexual attraction to guys what so ever. I can't really tell if a dude is good looking or not, except in the most obvious cases. The idea of kissing a guy actually disgusts me, almost to the point of gagging. When I'm around girls I get nervous and excited, but I don't feel anything like that around a dude.
But I would love to suck a dick. I have dreams about it, i masturbate to the idea of it, and I have come close to doing it.
But I really and truly am not attracted to men at all. Just wan't to suck a penis. Like at a glory hole or something.
Is this wierd?
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define weird...
if this is something you want to try, try it. I'm sure there are plenty of gay guys who wouldn't mind letting you explore this idea if you go to the right places.
maybe you are bi, but have no relational interests in men? good luck with your exploration
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its natural for some people to be interested in sucking a penis... might stem from something from childhood. I love my penis and would suck it all the time if i could. I dont think isolated experiences could leave you labeled though, that is too black and white. I think how it really works, aside from all the stigma idiocy that you suck a dick once and youre gay for life, is what are you most often attracted to?
Do you get a hard on from looking at women or men? I think that would give you your answer. If you are attracted to women and hook up with a guy(s) along the way, youre still straight. If youve only hooked up with women your entire life but youre really sexually attracted when you see a guy, youre gay... imo
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Not gay.
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Your a little gay but its ok! Everyone is! but if you really must know heres a solution. Go out and suck a dick. did you enjoy it? congratulations! you might be Bi.
Next, Go out and fuck a dude. did you enjoy it? Congratulations! your bi and possibly gay.
Finally, go out and fuck a girl. Did you enjoy it?
Yes: Congratulations! you now know for sure that you are bi.
No: Congratulations! youre gay.
its that simple, go out and have some fun!
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i'll be honest with you.
i think you are bisexual.
But to be honest, you probally cannot visualize romance with me and thus kissing, a very sensual and romantic thing is no something to be very interested in.
Also, the reason you want to suck a dick, is because you feel comfortable in your ability to pleasure a dick and see whether or not that person is horny for you.
You probally would be far better off holding off from any sexual activity, to be sure you don't get a disease. 3 out of 4 people have some form of STD, if they have sex with more than one person per month.
i would suggest waiting for that right girl, to be honest, but masterbate all you want to anything you want, all the time and as much as possible.
Romantic sex is the best type of sex for a guy like you.
My POV, but its worth something to think about, you dig?
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can I be honest? you started out with some good advice and then ended with some PC just say no shit. were you being sarcastic?
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Its not that your gay, you just have a sexual fetish.
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AlphaFalfa said: i'll be honest with you.
i think you are bisexual.
But to be honest, you probally cannot visualize romance with me and thus kissing, a very sensual and romantic thing is no something to be very interested in.
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good advice. thanks.
Here is a wierd erotic story about my childhood... adult content haha
When I was 14, my friend and I decided to drink for the first time. We didn't know how much to drink, so we filled two gatorade bottles full of rum and vodka. yuk. they were 3/4 the way full and we drank it all. Wayyy too much. We were totally trashed and we started to feel really horny. We stumbled around the neighborhood looking for girs , but couldn't find any. We were both hard as fucking rocks, I know cause he showed me right on the sidewalk. It started to rain so we ran to the golfcourse bathroom for shelter, and as soon as we got in there we both got naked without even thinking about it. Something came over us, like we just knew what we had to do. He came up behind me and gave me a reacharound while smearing his cock against my ass. He kissed my neck once, I told him not to and he said ok and it felt wierd anyway. We turned around and rubbed our cocks together moving up and down, pressing them against our abs. I had my eyes closed so I lost my balance and fell down. I just layed there, I was very, very drunk. My friend knelt beside me and put his erection next to my face. He didn't have to ask, I opened my eyes and immediately wanted it in my mouth. I moved my lips toward it, and he pushed it towards me. They met with a kiss, but I opened my mouth to accept his cock. It tasted salty but I liked it, so I kept going. I started slow, just taking it a couple inches in. He told me he felt my teeth, so I used my tounge to taste the bottom of his cock and protect him from my teeth. Having seen a blowjob on a porn once, I knew I had to bob my head. I took him in my mouth, in and out, each time pushing farther. I finally decided to go for it, and took him as far as I could. His cock reached my throat and farther, I felt my nose touch his stomach. I liked being that deep, and stayed there for a couple of seconds before pulling back to breathe. I paused only a second before taking him down my throat again, and again and again. I started to use my tounge a little while he was down my throat, and he couldn't take it. He gushed with his cock still in my throat, and his warm juice flowed into my stomach. I pulled my head back only a little, so I could have his load on my tounge. He came for what seemed like forever, and he filled my mouth. I tasted it, playing with the mess, swirling it around my tounge. I swallowed it and gasped.
Opening my eyes, looking at him naked for the first time, I felt ashamed. I had not even realised what I was doing the entire time, and upon looking at him I felt disgusted. We looked at eachother, and we just shook our heads. We both knew we were not gay, and what we had done felt great but not right. I washed my mouth for a long time, trying to forget what had just happened. It was suprisingly not awkward right after, and we decided to forget it had ever happened. And we did. I don't know how but we hung out the rest of the day, and it didn't even cross my mind once. I don't think he thought about it either, he seemed very normal. We continued to stumble through the neighborhood laughing and now looking for weed. To this day we haven't mentioned it, and I don't even think about it when I see him. It changed absolutely nothing and we are still close friends, 7 years later. It rarely crosses my mind except for in random dreams, occuring very far apart. I've never thought about it this much, and certainly have never talked about it. I just don't ever think about it, not because I try not to, I just don't. Writing this was really wierd for me, and I think it may be a little too graphic. Like kinda gross. Oh well, felt good to get it out there finally.
So maybe that is why I wan't to suck a penis now. I am not attracted to guys, and have had many wonderfull relationships with girls, and enjoy having sex with them very much. I even like to think of myself as a very passionate lover, and girls often say I am very good at it. I always make sure they get theirs before I get mine  It is not hard for me ether, just being able to enjoy their bodies gives me pleasure, so it is as much forplay for them as it is for me.
A mans body is not attractive to me, and the thought of being intimate with one repulses me. But I can not get past the idea of a penis in my mouth and throat. I just wish I could reach my own =[
Oh and I also would love to be with a tranny. One that actually looks like a girl. It just seems perfectly erotic, all the sexyness of a women with a cock to suck. Just for one night. While im rollin. Oh god.
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nice descriptions. you could write a romance novel
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: TNK]
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nice descriptions. you could write a romance novel

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Re: Am i gay? [Re: arekusu]
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Only you know if you are gay. Sounds like you arent. If you want to suck a cock you should do it. You dont need everyone elses opinions. If everyone says dont do it you and you want to you will anyway and if everyone says do it you will do it anyway!!!
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: Steve]
#13988173 - 02/19/11 12:56 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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You are bi for sure.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: drr]
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after reading his response and go for a controversial answer most of you might disagree with.
honestly, anon... I think youre straight. If i could guess right I would say that you have a bigger appreciation for female sexuality than most straights. The fact that your willing to try trannies( a very hetro fetitsh) and that you find men sexually repulsive just means that not only are you turned on by women exclusively, your even turned on by the way they sexualize, going as to far as to like sucking dick.
Does that make sense? I would even go as far to say youd enjoy dressing as a female and getting fucked, becuase you love women just that much... correct me if im wrong.
im being 100% serious.
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Your a sick fuck? You imagine this happening to you alot? 
Dude.. Just dress up and go to a rave. There you will find love from all types.
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wow that is an incredibly novel perspective.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: dummy]
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dummy said: wow that is an incredibly novel perspective.
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I don't see the need to put a label on everything.
If you like girls and enjoy sucking cock, good.
Does that make you "gay"? Who cares?
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: Loncho]
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I agree, who needs a label like gay or not, do what you are going to do.
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I have a few sexual fantasies that I masturbate to that I know if the situation ever manifested it wouldnt be as hot. Why not get a dildo and try it out?
and if you are gay, all i can say is I love the cock too...who can blame you?
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: sixxy]
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Instead of opening a new thread, i will just use this already created one. And sorry this is so long, and not the best organized, just writing, would love it if some people who think they could help would read through!
Am I gay? That is a question that I have stressed over in my head quite a bit in the last month or so.
I am 19, almost 20, and since I was young I have always liked girls, been attracted to girls, got those "feelings" around girls, etc. There has never been a question in my mind to if I was straight (besides when I was an early teen and at the age to explore sexuality and I thought I'd better asked myself to make sure I knew who I was, but that was never a serious thing, only reason I pondered the idea was because of an everybody loves raymon episode when robbert thought he was gay.)
Through out all of high school I liked a few girls, but never really dated or had sex; but I still never doubted my sexuality. Last year I had my first real relationship, I loved her very truly and we had sex a lot with tons of passion. (not sure if its relavent but she was bi, but only admitted it to me- and herself- after i convinced her its nothing to be ashamed of) And I almost always felt euphoric after sex. This relationship was my confirmation and I defiantly knew my sexuality.
The problem started occurring a few months ago when I started thinking too much as I fell into depression (as my dad is dying of an incurable disease), and although I didn't know it at the time started getting a lot of anxieties. I tripped some 2CI, and I was so tense and anxious the entire time, the week after my mind was on rappid fire. It was normal thinking to me, but I created links between just about anything to convince myself things, usually problems that had to do with me. I even thought I was insane, but my parents talked me through it and told me I was experiencing a lot of free floating anxieties.
I have since worked through most of my anxieties and see now that its not rational thought, but the fear of me being gay is still present sometimes.
My thought process of me being gay, when I knew I was straight, started with racing thoughts like these: watching porn, i see a dick, maybe im turned on by that dick instead of the girl, cant be im straight, but theres nothing wrong with being gay, so why wouldn't i let myself be gay if i believe that, well i guess i've always believed sexuality is pretty subjective and you can turn yourself on to whatever you want, so im straight but if i wanted to i could look at that dick an wack it, i see dicks so often in porn it doesn't even phase me like it used to, wait or maybe that just means im gay, etc.
I then started noticing things like.. a guy and girl both on the tv, my eyes dart to the guy, fuck im gay.
When I learned that a trip could literally rewire your brain I rationalized that maybe while i was tripping that 2CI i rewired my brain to be gay, as i did think about being gay for a portion of my trip, along with many other anxiety induced thoughts (example my sanity).
I just had sex with my ex like a week ago and although it felt good, and i was pretty passionate, i didn't get that euphoric feeling afterward. Which of course led me to get worried I was gay lol.
I have confronted most of my social anxiety and my other racing thoughts in the past week by talking to a counselor and calming my mind and making myself face things i would beforehand try to avoid, but my gay anxiety is still present.
Oh and when i was like 5 there was a 7 year old who made us touch penises a few times in the bathroom and i didn't really think much of it, and it has only crossed my mind at most once a year, but now with this anxiety it came to mind that maybe i was gay cuz of that. lol i think i just think to much. I have no problem with gays, and if i truly was i would want to know, but i would much rather stay straight as its easier in society. Someone please give me some words of wisdom. Its not even that pressing of a concern, i just want to stop questioning myself.
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Anonymous said: Instead of opening a new thread, i will just use this already created one. And sorry this is so long, and not the best organized, just writing, would love it if some people who think they could help would read through!
Am I gay? That is a question that I have stressed over in my head quite a bit in the last month or so.
I am 19, almost 20, and since I was young I have always liked girls, been attracted to girls, got those "feelings" around girls, etc. There has never been a question in my mind to if I was straight (besides when I was an early teen and at the age to explore sexuality and I thought I'd better asked myself to make sure I knew who I was, but that was never a serious thing, only reason I pondered the idea was because of an everybody loves raymon episode when robbert thought he was gay.)
Through out all of high school I liked a few girls, but never really dated or had sex; but I still never doubted my sexuality. Last year I had my first real relationship, I loved her very truly and we had sex a lot with tons of passion. (not sure if its relavent but she was bi, but only admitted it to me- and herself- after i convinced her its nothing to be ashamed of) And I almost always felt euphoric after sex. This relationship was my confirmation and I defiantly knew my sexuality.
The problem started occurring a few months ago when I started thinking too much as I fell into depression (as my dad is dying of an incurable disease), and although I didn't know it at the time started getting a lot of anxieties. I tripped some 2CI, and I was so tense and anxious the entire time, the week after my mind was on rappid fire. It was normal thinking to me, but I created links between just about anything to convince myself things, usually problems that had to do with me. I even thought I was insane, but my parents talked me through it and told me I was experiencing a lot of free floating anxieties.
I have since worked through most of my anxieties and see now that its not rational thought, but the fear of me being gay is still present sometimes.
My thought process of me being gay, when I knew I was straight, started with racing thoughts like these: watching porn, i see a dick, maybe im turned on by that dick instead of the girl, cant be im straight, but theres nothing wrong with being gay, so why wouldn't i let myself be gay if i believe that, well i guess i've always believed sexuality is pretty subjective and you can turn yourself on to whatever you want, so im straight but if i wanted to i could look at that dick an wack it, i see dicks so often in porn it doesn't even phase me like it used to, wait or maybe that just means im gay, etc.
I then started noticing things like.. a guy and girl both on the tv, my eyes dart to the guy, fuck im gay.
When I learned that a trip could literally rewire your brain I rationalized that maybe while i was tripping that 2CI i rewired my brain to be gay, as i did think about being gay for a portion of my trip, along with many other anxiety induced thoughts (example my sanity).
I just had sex with my ex like a week ago and although it felt good, and i was pretty passionate, i didn't get that euphoric feeling afterward. Which of course led me to get worried I was gay lol.
I have confronted most of my social anxiety and my other racing thoughts in the past week by talking to a counselor and calming my mind and making myself face things i would beforehand try to avoid, but my gay anxiety is still present.
Oh and when i was like 5 there was a 7 year old who made us touch penises a few times in the bathroom and i didn't really think much of it, and it has only crossed my mind at most once a year, but now with this anxiety it came to mind that maybe i was gay cuz of that. lol i think i just think to much. I have no problem with gays, and if i truly was i would want to know, but i would much rather stay straight as its easier in society. Someone please give me some words of wisdom. Its not even that pressing of a concern, i just want to stop questioning myself.
no youre not gay. Just anxious. your mind likes to play tricks on you by putting images in your mind that you dont want to see and because it happens so much you cant help but question it.
Is it limited to gay thoughts or do you sometimes see fucked up things also like people dying or for instance sexual images of family members even though you dont want to.
this is very common with sex abuse victims.
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yeah while writing that last night it really helped me work through it cuz i got to see just how ridiculous my anxiety was. And i have at times seen my mom bend over and similar things happen (and trust me she is not a good looking lady lol), along with so many other random things within my life. Now that i realize what anxiety really is to an extreme, i also realize that i have had anxieties like this to certain degrees all my life. Last time i tripped i convinced myself that my brains wires crossed themselves to make me anxious all the time, but really that was just me giving myself a reason to open the flood gates and let my anxiety pour. Within the last 3 days when i have found this site i have come to terms with so many issues i barely even knew i had. Thank the lord for people who do mushrooms, they are so insightful.
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I may be able to help. Bit reluctant to do this, but you seem sincere enough. I'm actually quite fascinated, when you describe certain aspects of your mind and sexuality, it reflects my own. Then as I read your posts, I found you had 2 similar experiences growing up.
I am and always have been predominantly attracted to females. I can look at a guy, and tell he's attractive, but it doesn't do that same thing as looking at an attractive girl... the reaction is far different. On the other hand, I'm ambivalent toward gay sex, and the idea is sometimes arousing.
My first sexual experience was at 5 or 6 years old with a boy just slightly older. He said he wanted to put my penis in his mouth. I remember thinking (or maybe I asked) "why would you want to do that?" Because I genuinely didn't get it. But I let him. Then I understood why. 
Sadly, I'm pretty sure that was the start of a lifelong oral fetish that persists today. (primarily hetero, tho)
When I was about 15-16 I started exploring my sexuality and even ideas of bisexuality. I read a lot.
Went on a camping trip with 3 friends and a bottle of whiskey. One was my best friend for years, the other two I knew a shorter time. That was my first time getting drunk. I ended up chugging almost 1/3 of the bottle (a fifth) all at once. So did my best friend.
Some of my last memories before it went to blackout were of playing truth or dare, or talking about it, and somehow it came out that my friend had jerked off a friend of his before.
To this day I'm not entirely sure how that led to me on my knees in front of him, blowing him in front of our other two very-straight and pretty-mortified camp mates.
Don't remember a lot, but I do remember going down on him in various places, 69 in the tent, and trying to fuck him in the ass at one point, but I think I wasn't hard enough.
That was pretty embarrassing and hard to deal with the next day. Got made fun of pretty bad for years after that. I can imagine that may have affected me in some way. It was especially frustrating because while the actual sex wasn't much to complain about (nor was it that great) I didn't really "like" guys.
After that, though I thought of the experience and questioned my sexuality, I never considered guys much at all. No real interest.
My only other experience was years later with a guy at a party, in a similar situation... except this guy purposely got me drunk and was annoyingly persistent until I gave in.
I think of sexuality in a way similar to kinsey (the sex researcher.) I think there is a whole scale of hetero to homo, and I believe that there very few people who are at absolute ends of each, or dead in the middle. If i realy had to label myself, maybe I would say that I'm 5-10% bi?
Which means I don't normally do stuff with dudes or have interest. But I have. Would I again? Fuck knows....in certain ways it was enjoyable, but not enough where I've actively sought to do it again.
I just seriously dislike the social stigma that comes with it. It might be totally different if I were real passionate about blowing a tranny. But I'm not. So I would rather not be labeled and hated for something that I did, even though I'm not "ashamed" of it.
It's a weird thing.
Society really sucks sometimes.
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Sexuality is flexible. You can love both all sexes, different ages and colors/shapes simultaneously.
However, most the time we suppress looking at our sexuality for what it is, because of our social upbringing.
Now that you are becoming more independent of your parents and your social conditioning environments, you actually are simply able to see what was always there!
A sexually flexible appetite.
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Yep that's pretty much how I feel. Sorry bout the unfortunate ending in yours though, I got lucky nobody knew about mine.
I think alot of it is just a mind game, cause bein with a guy is wierldy pleasurable but I am not attracted to them. I think from now on im just gonna say fuck it, sexual orientation is stupid and I'll have sex with anybody I want, but I'll probably stick to chicks. If I wanna blow a dude everyonce in a while, whatever.
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I am so unattracted to females I cant watch porn with them in it (im a female) I watch gay (man on man) porn and the guys cant be feminine or it ruins it...I dunno..what ever you feel embrace unless youre hurting others. being gay doesnt hurt anyone, unless you have a really big penis.
we will require pics.
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Only you know if your gay. i don't think anyone is an extreme homosexual or straight honestly/ im not gay but sometimes those thoughts come into my head of "I wonder what sucking dick is like?" I don't think it's because im gay and i wanna suck cock i think it's because im just curious
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Also, the reason you want to suck a dick, is because you feel comfortable in your ability to pleasure a dick and see whether or not that person is horny for you.
That's a pretty bold statement there, buddy...
Personally, the reason I like sucking dicks is the same as why I like eating pussy; because it turns me on.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: LSDXM]
#14018168 - 02/24/11 03:24 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Krash Kharma said:
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Also, the reason you want to suck a dick, is because you feel comfortable in your ability to pleasure a dick and see whether or not that person is horny for you.
That's a pretty bold statement there, buddy...
Personally, the reason I like sucking dicks is the same as why I like eating pussy; because it turns me on.
lol I thought that was a pretty bold statement too, but I think the meaning was misconstrued, and I might be able to translate. (But I'm kind of stoned, so forgive me if it doesn't make tons of sense. ha)
I think what was being said, is that a hard cock is like a visual invitation to sex. You know, whereas looking at a vagina, unless it is throbbing or dripping or something, you don't know if it's aroused, and thus ready for you to pleasure it.
Get it?
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Oh, yeah, I get it... I'm just sayin, what I love about giving head is like, having a dick in my mouth/pussy on my tongue; ya know, feeling the skin of male/female genitals on my mouth. It's erotic because it implies sex to the mind. Giving head doesn't make you cum, but it makes me hard; the same way porno does or as I suppose a strip club might do for some.
It's like making out, but with the thing that's gonna fuck you/that you're gonna fuck, instead of tongues and lips.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: LSDXM]
#14018281 - 02/24/11 04:45 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Krash Kharma said: It's like making out, but with the thing that's gonna fuck you/that you're gonna fuck, instead of tongues and lips. 

I have a feeling I'm going to remember that description for a very long time.
Or at least until I come down.
Either way--classic. 
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: sixxy]
#14018856 - 02/24/11 09:05 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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sixxy said: being gay doesnt hurt anyone, unless you have a really big penis.

I lol'd
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im finding this thread wildly fascinating. i was dating a guy back in november who was a "little bit bi". like, he said he found other guys attractive but would probably only be with one again if there was a girl involved as well. this led to us having a conversation about experimentation and he confessed that he had experimented with his friends in high school, and that "all boys do". i know that girls do, and we're able to be open about it because it's socially acceptable.
anyway, im really glad that some of you are sharing, i bet it feels good to get it out there!!!
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Your childhood run-ins with penises and going as far as sucking one explains everything, OP.
You have had intense experiences that have messed with your sexuality. Wether you're gay or not is hard to say, you've definitely done some extremely homosexual acts. I'd say you're in the gray.
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yogabunny said: this led to us having a conversation about experimentation and he confessed that he had experimented with his friends in high school, and that "all boys do".
 That is complete BS, by the way.
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yogabunny said: im finding this thread wildly fascinating. i was dating a guy back in november who was a "little bit bi". like, he said he found other guys attractive but would probably only be with one again if there was a girl involved as well. this led to us having a conversation about experimentation and he confessed that he had experimented with his friends in high school, and that "all boys do". i know that girls do, and we're able to be open about it because it's socially acceptable.
anyway, im really glad that some of you are sharing, i bet it feels good to get it out there!!!

I think sexual "deviation" from "norm" (notice the quotes) is one of the last really taboo things, in terms of what we discuss interpersonally.
Especially homosexuality with men.
Being very "trendy" right now, and especially being particularly arousing for men to watch or think of, female bisexuality and homosexuality have had a lot of the stigma taken away (particularly the bisexuality, but even still for lesbians, I think)
On the other hand, despite the fact that a lot of girls are actually turned on by this, most of them are unwilling to admit it for the same reason that most of the guys won't talk about it. Some even going so far as the typical social posturing-- "ew, that's gross."
(I'm not saying some don't ACTUALLY find it gross. But I'll tell you I have known plenty people who talk ONE way in public, and a whole OTHER way in private.)
To me, the saddest ones are the ones who have to keep up this social posturing even in their own heads.
Edited by CidneyIndole (02/24/11 08:26 PM)
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