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Anonymous #1
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Am i gay?
#13974113 - 02/16/11 03:03 PM (13 years, 17 days ago) |
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I have no sexual attraction to guys what so ever. I can't really tell if a dude is good looking or not, except in the most obvious cases. The idea of kissing a guy actually disgusts me, almost to the point of gagging. When I'm around girls I get nervous and excited, but I don't feel anything like that around a dude.
But I would love to suck a dick. I have dreams about it, i masturbate to the idea of it, and I have come close to doing it.
But I really and truly am not attracted to men at all. Just wan't to suck a penis. Like at a glory hole or something.
Is this wierd?
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define weird...
if this is something you want to try, try it. I'm sure there are plenty of gay guys who wouldn't mind letting you explore this idea if you go to the right places.
maybe you are bi, but have no relational interests in men? good luck with your exploration
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its natural for some people to be interested in sucking a penis... might stem from something from childhood. I love my penis and would suck it all the time if i could. I dont think isolated experiences could leave you labeled though, that is too black and white. I think how it really works, aside from all the stigma idiocy that you suck a dick once and youre gay for life, is what are you most often attracted to?
Do you get a hard on from looking at women or men? I think that would give you your answer. If you are attracted to women and hook up with a guy(s) along the way, youre still straight. If youve only hooked up with women your entire life but youre really sexually attracted when you see a guy, youre gay... imo
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Anonymous #2
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Not gay.
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Your a little gay but its ok! Everyone is! but if you really must know heres a solution. Go out and suck a dick. did you enjoy it? congratulations! you might be Bi.
Next, Go out and fuck a dude. did you enjoy it? Congratulations! your bi and possibly gay.
Finally, go out and fuck a girl. Did you enjoy it?
Yes: Congratulations! you now know for sure that you are bi.
No: Congratulations! youre gay.
its that simple, go out and have some fun!
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i'll be honest with you.
i think you are bisexual.
But to be honest, you probally cannot visualize romance with me and thus kissing, a very sensual and romantic thing is no something to be very interested in.
Also, the reason you want to suck a dick, is because you feel comfortable in your ability to pleasure a dick and see whether or not that person is horny for you.
You probally would be far better off holding off from any sexual activity, to be sure you don't get a disease. 3 out of 4 people have some form of STD, if they have sex with more than one person per month.
i would suggest waiting for that right girl, to be honest, but masterbate all you want to anything you want, all the time and as much as possible.
Romantic sex is the best type of sex for a guy like you.
My POV, but its worth something to think about, you dig?
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can I be honest? you started out with some good advice and then ended with some PC just say no shit. were you being sarcastic?
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p4kSouL
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Its not that your gay, you just have a sexual fetish.
Edited by p4kSouL (02/17/11 01:17 PM)
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AlphaFalfa said: i'll be honest with you.
i think you are bisexual.
But to be honest, you probally cannot visualize romance with me and thus kissing, a very sensual and romantic thing is no something to be very interested in.
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good advice. thanks.
Here is a wierd erotic story about my childhood... adult content haha
When I was 14, my friend and I decided to drink for the first time. We didn't know how much to drink, so we filled two gatorade bottles full of rum and vodka. yuk. they were 3/4 the way full and we drank it all. Wayyy too much. We were totally trashed and we started to feel really horny. We stumbled around the neighborhood looking for girs , but couldn't find any. We were both hard as fucking rocks, I know cause he showed me right on the sidewalk. It started to rain so we ran to the golfcourse bathroom for shelter, and as soon as we got in there we both got naked without even thinking about it. Something came over us, like we just knew what we had to do. He came up behind me and gave me a reacharound while smearing his cock against my ass. He kissed my neck once, I told him not to and he said ok and it felt wierd anyway. We turned around and rubbed our cocks together moving up and down, pressing them against our abs. I had my eyes closed so I lost my balance and fell down. I just layed there, I was very, very drunk. My friend knelt beside me and put his erection next to my face. He didn't have to ask, I opened my eyes and immediately wanted it in my mouth. I moved my lips toward it, and he pushed it towards me. They met with a kiss, but I opened my mouth to accept his cock. It tasted salty but I liked it, so I kept going. I started slow, just taking it a couple inches in. He told me he felt my teeth, so I used my tounge to taste the bottom of his cock and protect him from my teeth. Having seen a blowjob on a porn once, I knew I had to bob my head. I took him in my mouth, in and out, each time pushing farther. I finally decided to go for it, and took him as far as I could. His cock reached my throat and farther, I felt my nose touch his stomach. I liked being that deep, and stayed there for a couple of seconds before pulling back to breathe. I paused only a second before taking him down my throat again, and again and again. I started to use my tounge a little while he was down my throat, and he couldn't take it. He gushed with his cock still in my throat, and his warm juice flowed into my stomach. I pulled my head back only a little, so I could have his load on my tounge. He came for what seemed like forever, and he filled my mouth. I tasted it, playing with the mess, swirling it around my tounge. I swallowed it and gasped.
Opening my eyes, looking at him naked for the first time, I felt ashamed. I had not even realised what I was doing the entire time, and upon looking at him I felt disgusted. We looked at eachother, and we just shook our heads. We both knew we were not gay, and what we had done felt great but not right. I washed my mouth for a long time, trying to forget what had just happened. It was suprisingly not awkward right after, and we decided to forget it had ever happened. And we did. I don't know how but we hung out the rest of the day, and it didn't even cross my mind once. I don't think he thought about it either, he seemed very normal. We continued to stumble through the neighborhood laughing and now looking for weed. To this day we haven't mentioned it, and I don't even think about it when I see him. It changed absolutely nothing and we are still close friends, 7 years later. It rarely crosses my mind except for in random dreams, occuring very far apart. I've never thought about it this much, and certainly have never talked about it. I just don't ever think about it, not because I try not to, I just don't. Writing this was really wierd for me, and I think it may be a little too graphic. Like kinda gross. Oh well, felt good to get it out there finally.
So maybe that is why I wan't to suck a penis now. I am not attracted to guys, and have had many wonderfull relationships with girls, and enjoy having sex with them very much. I even like to think of myself as a very passionate lover, and girls often say I am very good at it. I always make sure they get theirs before I get mine  It is not hard for me ether, just being able to enjoy their bodies gives me pleasure, so it is as much forplay for them as it is for me.
A mans body is not attractive to me, and the thought of being intimate with one repulses me. But I can not get past the idea of a penis in my mouth and throat. I just wish I could reach my own =[
Oh and I also would love to be with a tranny. One that actually looks like a girl. It just seems perfectly erotic, all the sexyness of a women with a cock to suck. Just for one night. While im rollin. Oh god.
Edited by Anonymous (02/18/11 12:59 AM)
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nice descriptions. you could write a romance novel
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nice descriptions. you could write a romance novel
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: TNK]
#13987003 - 02/18/11 09:14 PM (13 years, 15 days ago) |
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nice descriptions. you could write a romance novel

Yeah.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: arekusu]
#13988082 - 02/19/11 12:31 AM (13 years, 15 days ago) |
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Only you know if you are gay. Sounds like you arent. If you want to suck a cock you should do it. You dont need everyone elses opinions. If everyone says dont do it you and you want to you will anyway and if everyone says do it you will do it anyway!!!
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: Steve]
#13988173 - 02/19/11 12:56 AM (13 years, 15 days ago) |
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You are bi for sure.
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Re: Am i gay? [Re: drr]
#14003123 - 02/21/11 06:32 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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after reading his response and go for a controversial answer most of you might disagree with.
honestly, anon... I think youre straight. If i could guess right I would say that you have a bigger appreciation for female sexuality than most straights. The fact that your willing to try trannies( a very hetro fetitsh) and that you find men sexually repulsive just means that not only are you turned on by women exclusively, your even turned on by the way they sexualize, going as to far as to like sucking dick.
Does that make sense? I would even go as far to say youd enjoy dressing as a female and getting fucked, becuase you love women just that much... correct me if im wrong.
im being 100% serious.
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You would very much enjoy time with a trannie. Perfectly feminine specimens who happen to have a dick.
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Your a sick fuck? You imagine this happening to you alot? 
Dude.. Just dress up and go to a rave. There you will find love from all types.
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