Hi, i hope you are doing well. I speak french so i will do my best to white the trip in english so you can know. This is the first time i write a trip report so please be cool with me i am here to share.
Share the good experience that someone i know offcourse just had about an hour ago. I will transcript his written report on a sheet of paper here:
I had many Salvia experiences that changed my perception. The Salvia was shaking me like crazy and scare the shit out of me. I already did it alone and walk into my house seeing everything with larve of rainbow on the ground thinking that the world will end and that was real like i write this right now so since then i am scare of heavy psychedelic. Spice was no different for me i am scare to try it but in some way i was supposed to drink the ayahuasca brew and didn't had the chance so now i have pure white dmt crystals, it's the time to try it.
First time NO Breaktrough: Yesterday Night: 2 large hits about 15-20mg
After the 2nd hit, i saw 4-5 dimensions vitrail of diamond light, something that is so beautiful that i have no word for. This is the gate, this is what you see before you go to the hyperspace from my opinion.
After seeying this, i lay down and feel love, excitement and pleasure. I was laughinh, still seeying it in front of me i was consient of my body but my ego was talking all the time saying plenty of things like all is ok, do it's normal, what is that, where i am, etc... ego is BAD for any trip.
I seen many geometric pattern but did not break through. That make me feel that the spice want to introduce himself slowly maybe because i am scare of my past heavy salvia experiences. I said i will try it tomorrow with double the dose.
2nd time Breaktrough: YEES!!! 60 minutes ago: 4 large hits about 35-45mg
The time is what i think but maybe not the real time on earth. 0:20 I see the gate, the diamond shinny geometric patern all together is comming with love and joy and wwoww...
0:35 Boom so quick, i am in a bubble, i see geometric patern all over me with verry close many other things that is moving around me. It's like i am on the space on the lune.
0:40 I am scare of something. Wowwwww they sended me reconfortation instantly that hug me like wow that was so beautiful i stopped been scary. They sended me love booom wowww i can't believe it this is so good. This was like someone was all over me and washing me with love and happyness and reconfortation instantly when i needed it.
They wanted me to be well.
1:15 Everything was moving like snake and clock mecanism. Pyramid, temple, geometric crazy patern ultra REAL in front of my face and stuff like that. I was amaze by how cool that was. On another hand i was trying hard to understand. My ego started to question everything.
2:00 I was questionning everything. I said to myself, look relax they take care of you and that's when the image diaporama started.
2:30 Image after image from me, my father, my grand mother they showed my why i was acting like that and why i can't let my ego go. They show me why i was always trying to control everything in my life, in my little world, etc. I understood the lesson that they tried to teach me and understood they had a plan. That's look long but ultra fast in the same time.
It's like starting a TNT bomb in fire. You see the fire run on the meche until the boom. That's the way i felt about the image projection to teach me what i needed to know. I knew like that that that was a lesson they wanted me to have.
4:00 I still see the crazy geometric patern it's like everywhere over me, that still running like clock mecanism in 4 or 5 dimensions one over and under the other. Now my head rushed by alut of toughts about what i just learned from this incredible spirit or beign that taked care of me. That being was probably my ancestror or something like that, i seen that they had a plan to give me this message.
5:30 I start questionning if my body is okay. Shit bad idea. The time i think about that alut of stuff happen, seriously so much that i don't remember. Boom, i am in my body but not well installed. I see sharp bones, the room i am in verry crazy, white wall are ultra white but my body wasn't responding. It's like my soul was trying to get back perfectly installed in my body and in the process i was trying to move. I finally moved a little and more until i can move perfectly.
6:45 I am feeling good. Verry humble for the much appreciated lesson that i just received and needed so much. That's a gift for me. That's why i know they had a plan for me to know that...
Now i just stay with my eyes close and enjoy some geometric pattern, snakes and pyrapid colliding together and try to figure out all what happen.
I said thank you. For me this is not a funny trip to disney land but a learning experience and a humbling experience. They showed me the attitude i need to have. In general in life i need to be more relax.
Let go my guard and spead the love. They showed me that life is about having good and positive experiences. (What i didn't have much in my life.) Now i know and that will change my life forever. They gave me another point of vue on my life to be a better person and to have more good times.
Next time i will try to let my ego on the side. Stopping questionning everything and trying to control everything. I will trust, love and go with the flow. Like i told myself during this if you spread love you are accepted everywhere.
I have alut more to learn. That was my first break through, that let me humble, happy and ultra respectful. Now i know that this is real and i learn the most important lesson of all my life!
I hope my experience help you. Let me know what you think.
Best Regards Fun and love to all.
Edited by psykedelic (02/01/11 04:51 PM)
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