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recalcitrant
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Spirits telling me something?
#1358155 - 03/08/03 10:58 AM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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I just wrote an email to my father:
"Are you familiar with Halucinogen persisting perception disorder? Where victims either occasionally or constantly have perception altering experiences caused from past halucinogenic experiences? for example some people see walls breathing or colours change for no reason. or have anxiety attacks
do you think that your anxiety attacks are or could be related to your past chemical use? Did you have anxiety attacks before taking acid/mescalin? Did you have anxity attacks before you started smoking marijuana?
Do you think the mind altering chemicals you have taken have contributed to the quality or quantity of your anxiety attacks?
I believe i have had anxiety attacks before i started taking drugs. I remember times when you comforted me during spells of intense fear.
While i have had extremely frightening experiences on drugs, i do no believe i have had any anxiety attacks since i started experimenting with these things.
Can i ask you these tough questions?"
As soon as i pressed the Send button, i broke down and cried for about a minute, and i dont know why...
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: recalcitrant]
#1358323 - 03/08/03 12:39 PM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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Do you have a question or something?
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: recalcitrant]
#1358374 - 03/08/03 01:01 PM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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What?
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: Strumpling]
#1358377 - 03/08/03 01:02 PM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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Edited by TheHateCamel (12/05/07 08:44 PM)
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MAIA
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: recalcitrant]
#1358668 - 03/08/03 03:12 PM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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Quote:
As soon as i pressed the Send button, i broke down and cried for about a minute, and i dont know why...
Do you know why ? Because he also cried. MAIA
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Strumpling
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: TheHateCamel]
#1359054 - 03/08/03 07:19 PM (21 years, 26 days ago) |
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-------------------- Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me. In addition: SHPONGLE
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: Strumpling]
#1359731 - 03/09/03 05:56 AM (21 years, 25 days ago) |
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To me it sounds like, rather than "spirits" trying to tell you something, it's you trying to tell you something. Do you think that what you wrote applies to you?
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Strumpling
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: Revelation]
#1359997 - 03/09/03 08:35 AM (21 years, 25 days ago) |
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there ya go right on man.
In my opinion, your SELF is trying to contact you, but your ego might be in the way.
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recalcitrant
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: Strumpling]
#1360150 - 03/09/03 09:50 AM (21 years, 25 days ago) |
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Why would I cry tho?
I should be sad that i have such an open and honest relationship with my father?
I thinks it's more than a little depressing that we live in a world where these types of questions can, and are, asked. If only i lived in heaven, I wouldn't have to deal with anything other than pure happiness forever.
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Re: Spirits telling me something? [Re: recalcitrant]
#1360920 - 03/09/03 03:51 PM (21 years, 25 days ago) |
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It sounds like some realizations/revelations triggered the crying?
-------------------- Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me. In addition: SHPONGLE
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