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Fernis
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13875151 - 01/30/11 05:00 AM (13 years, 1 day ago) |
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I hope you make it. You truly are an inspiration of survival. I'll think of you (and several others) when I feel I can no longer go on.
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sheddingtheveil
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Fernis]
#13885953 - 02/01/11 01:36 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Nice to hear you're feeling better woodruss. Keep it up and soon you'll be a health freak advising other people on how they can heal their bodies. LOL 
There's just so many stories of people out there that've cured their cancer. I know you can do it too. There's already so much good info in this thread that I kinda don't wanna keep adding other stuff for you to look into. LOL
Sounds like you're feeling good. This is goooood.
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sheddingtheveil
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Ok I can't help it. I'm coming back outta the woodwork. LOL
I feel like I'd be shortchanging everyone here if I didn't mention it. Jim Humble and MMS. Google search that. Do some research.
This is something I read a little bit about a few years ago. I just didn't spend much time reading about it back then cus it wasn't a plant. But lately I've been reading about it quite a bit. And there are so many more people now that are talking about it and how it's helped them. It may be something worth checking out.
I still haven't tried MMS. So I can't say I'm speaking from experience. But after reading what so many people say about it, I am ordering me some.
Ok. Back into the woodwork I go. LOL
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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hey guys, good lord i am totally exhausted .i been getting off work at 8 pm, and having to get up at 3am,it takes two hours to get home from where im working at so , i aint been having time to really get much sleep. dont sound ruff but i been going for about 2 weeks now,
checking in every now and then with my laptop. i have alot of things to get done at home but dont have the time ,nor energy too. but i love to work, and i may have bitten off more than i can chew, but in good time ill be used to a sleep deprived lifestyle. i need the money , and i cant afford not to work.
not bitching,lol, just letting u guys know how its going for me, and why i aint been posting alot.
i just hope i am not harming my body worse by overworking, but its better than just wasting away in a bed.
-------------------- everything i post is only in reference to my alternate persona's , and is based on their needs to fit in. woodruss.
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ilike_trees
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 1
#14287949 - 04/14/11 01:04 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Hey brotha just droppin a line... Hope all is well, I see you were on 6 days ago so I know you are still fightin. Peace, love, and vibes
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Sterile
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14295485 - 04/15/11 12:50 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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This is the main thing i would do if i was you: i would go here: http://www.espiritudeanaconda.org/
I don't know if you have enough $ (shurely hundreds of times cheaper than a trasplant) or courage/energy to make such a trip, but i'm shure they can help you more than doctors... i have been there and really believe they have more power than modern medicinal practitioners.
STAY POSITIVE. MEDICAL MIRACLES ARE HAPPENING EVERY DAY.
-------------------- The Source Of The Force Is The Power Of The Mind "if you don't like what you're doing, you can always pick up your needle and move to another groove." - timothy leary" Anno: "-I can do anything with those clouds!" Annos Tek
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LuSiD9
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14297316 - 04/15/11 06:44 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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woodruss67 said: i spend much of my free time,surfing on the shroomery, just wanted to let u guys know its been a good one, and thanx to u guy's knowledge and advice. my last days will be fullfilled with complete spiritual one'ness. i went to my doc cause i thought i had kidney stones,about two weeks ago ,i have had several blood tests since then. i had a ultrasound and ,c scan done. then a liver biopsy, found it its cancer,and its spread. i have no funds for a transplant. so im pretty much done for. wish i could say i am lying,or joking.. its like a bad dream,that doesent end. but one way death. im only 26 years old. and im dying. my only regret is not being able to watch my son grow into a man. hes 6 , i worry hell forget about me. that holds the heaviest on my heart. even though i dont know u guys personally, u all seem cool as hell,and i have learned much from u. from here on out ill prolly just stay fucked on 40's till i die. ill check in when i can.
i just wish i could have lived to see pot become legal.
see u on the other side, ill be the guy with the never ending cow pastures.
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woodruss67 said: thanx guys, and at the risk of sounding like an addict, imma just pop oxy's till im done with, it hurts alot, and i believe its the only way to remain halfway normal,to my son. yeah,i feel helpless,and mad, mostly scared. i mean every1's gotta go , but i know im heading there soon, thats the scary part,. its like ,i dont wanna die in the winter time, its nasty here, i would love to see the spring come ,just once more. then i be ok with it.
its a horrible fear to know ur days are numbered,and all ur hopes and dreams,are out of reach now.
I don't know you at all... and I don't think I've ever read one of your posts until now... but that struck me real deep.
I have a 7 year old daughter... I couldn't even imagine what you must be going through
peace bro
-------------------- Nothing is true, everything is permissible. Our laws make law impossible; our liberties destroy all freedom; our property is organized robbery; our morality an impudent hypocrisy; our wisdom is administered by inexperienced or mal-experienced dupes; our power wielded by cowards and weaklings; and our honour false in all its points. I am an enemy of the existing order for good reasons.
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desert father
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14306173 - 04/17/11 12:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live!"
burn one to you and your son today man -
from me and my girl
-------------------- vi veri veniversum vivus vici What she said : "I smoke 'cos I'm hoping for an Early death AND I NEED TO CLING TO SOMETHING !"
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lillFish
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that has got to be a terrible thing to find out. just keep living your life as best as you can, embrace what is your life at this moment and find the good things in it. it may be a gift for some to be able to embrace you and your life and be able to say goodbye instead of you being instantly taken by some other awful force. Most of all, don't give up hope and STAY POSITIVE! :-)
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: lillFish]
#14337275 - 04/23/11 07:19 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
-------------------- everything i post is only in reference to my alternate persona's , and is based on their needs to fit in. woodruss.
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Cannashroom
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14337498 - 04/23/11 08:56 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Way to go man! Sounds like you're doing well just living your live and not giving in, keep it up.
Keep on smoking the reefer if you can! Or better, eating it! It is a great cancer therapeutic, and some say it can rejuvenate vital organs like the liver. It is associated with "spontaneous" tumor regression in a recent study.
Keep on living life and not letting it get you!
-------------------- "A human being is part of the whole, called by us 'Universe'; a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest -- a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty. Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security." Albert Einstein
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14338576 - 04/23/11 01:50 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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woodruss67 said: hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
Glad to hear it
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Maverick
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14338841 - 04/23/11 02:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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woodruss67 said: hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
I really hope everything goes well! Sending lots of good vibes your way!
 Good vibe tiger.
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Caine
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14339808 - 04/23/11 05:56 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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woodruss67 said: hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
Damn! That is awesome news woodruss, I've been following this thread since you posted it. I was beginning to worry because there were no posts in a few weeks, but this is great! Hope you continue to
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Caine]
#14340384 - 04/23/11 08:19 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah , i have just been really wrecked with work lately, i been meaning to get on and let my friends here at the shroomery know how it was going. but never no time, im up at 2 am out the door at 2:45 and have a two hour or so drive to work, .
then get home at about 8:00 pm, so by the time i shower and eat, and what not. its 11 or 12, so ive been really exausted , but i need to keep my company afloat for the sake of my employees and ,so my son can have a good future, and a sure part of the business.
i know its not good to always be on the go, but i have to . i bet i have been in every square foot of ohio since january. and some days it was like 10- 12 degrees outside, and being a flagger, i like to froze my ass off. i thought fuck, this isnt worth it , im done, . but i got through it.
i cant smoke cannabis anymore, because im contracted through a.e.p. who requires random piss tests. but im getting along good without its aid, suprisingly,. sorry to make you all worry , with me not logging on at all lately, just really no time.
thanx for your wishes, and caring words,and thoughts. i hope to soon , expand as i have contracts pending with other companies. holler if ya need work , as i said in a earlier post. times are tough, i know. so soon ill be needing more employee's.
woodruss67
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Le_Canard
The Duk Abides


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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14340476 - 04/23/11 08:35 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Glad you're still with us, Russ.
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Le_Canard]
#14559429 - 06/04/11 10:08 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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thaks, ive lost loads of weight, and feel sick most of the time now, mostly tired.its even hard for me to believe that im still hanging on, sometimes i wonder if ive already past. and this is the afterlife, me surviving this terrible thing, that being my heaven. i have been having this re occuring dream of me at my own funeral , and even seeing and participating in it, even down to the burial outdoors, it is very vivid ,almost lucid, i have complete control of what im doing,. it is very intense at moments.
i even recall the guys who are covering up my grave talking about what they want to do after there done burying me. and who's gonna buy the beer. i walked up and ask , how u doing guys, they respond to me "good, just finishing you up here buddy". i think "cool".
and we begin to talk of my life past,and how the symptoms of the disease affected me. its very fucking strange. , like they know im dead ,but dont mind my spirit,or whatever ,being there with them.
i often think the bad dreams are from a spirit trapped in my house. i live in my granpa's house, he passed away here, as well as his first and second wife,
my real grandma , had bad sugar problems and had her legs amputated, she later shot her self in the room i stay in.
i feel i am tormented, here, but cannot leave for some reason.
-------------------- everything i post is only in reference to my alternate persona's , and is based on their needs to fit in. woodruss.
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Humility
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14559626 - 06/04/11 11:15 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well I'll tell you one thing, if I *was* going to die it certainly wouldn't be in a house like that.
Go on an adventure with your remaining time man.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Humility]
#14564060 - 06/05/11 10:39 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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So glad to hear your still hear. You are truly taking this whole experience with grace. I send my blessings and wish you the best, use the energy deep inside that I know you have and leave the house on a trip, you dont have to be tormented. Much lvoe
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basqueshaman
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#14568861 - 06/06/11 10:53 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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i feel for ya. im 27 with a 3 year old son. you may fade in time but he will never forget you. dont feel like an addict popin oxys pain sucks flat out. it affects your temperment and thusly thoose around you, trust me i know first hand i have gout. i wish you strength and peace. and yes ill see you on the other side. i will keep you in my prayers. but also know i do not pray to a jew. if your hebrew good for you, its not for me
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