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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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found out today i have cancer 28
#13533090 - 11/23/10 11:08 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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i spend much of my free time,surfing on the shroomery, just wanted to let u guys know its been a good one, and thanx to u guy's knowledge and advice. my last days will be fullfilled with complete spiritual one'ness. i went to my doc cause i thought i had kidney stones,about two weeks ago ,i have had several blood tests since then. i had a ultrasound and ,c scan done. then a liver biopsy, found it its cancer,and its spread. i have no funds for a transplant. so im pretty much done for. wish i could say i am lying,or joking.. its like a bad dream,that doesent end. but one way death. im only 26 years old. and im dying. my only regret is not being able to watch my son grow into a man. hes 6 , i worry hell forget about me. that holds the heaviest on my heart. even though i dont know u guys personally, u all seem cool as hell,and i have learned much from u. from here on out ill prolly just stay fucked on 40's till i die. ill check in when i can.
i just wish i could have lived to see pot become legal.
see u on the other side, ill be the guy with the never ending cow pastures.
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Enlightenedwon
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 2
#13533120 - 11/23/10 11:14 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's good that you're at peace. If I ever get cancer I'm just gonna ride it out too..fuck that chemo shit.
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gonzoapprentice92
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533121 - 11/23/10 11:15 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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My deepest condolences go out to you and most of all to your child. My family has a long terrible streak of cancer, and it is the most helpless and infuriating feeling in the world when cancer comes into your life. Enjoy every last second of your remaining days and spend them with loved ones.
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



Registered: 03/20/10
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thanx guys, and at the risk of sounding like an addict, imma just pop oxy's till im done with, it hurts alot, and i believe its the only way to remain halfway normal,to my son. yeah,i feel helpless,and mad, mostly scared. i mean every1's gotta go , but i know im heading there soon, thats the scary part,. its like ,i dont wanna die in the winter time, its nasty here, i would love to see the spring come ,just once more. then i be ok with it.
its a horrible fear to know ur days are numbered,and all ur hopes and dreams,are out of reach now.
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StickyRicky
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533195 - 11/23/10 11:33 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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thats a heavy load to bear, its hard to think of a response to this because there's nothing i can say to make it better. but i can safely say that your son will never forget you. even if you may not be around for him as hes older he will always love you. People don't forget those they love and even though hes young you seem like a good person; the influence you left will endure.
I hope your final days are your best ones, we'll all be joining you someday and if there was an afterlife I'd like to see your pastures and you can show me around.
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: StickyRicky]
#13533230 - 11/23/10 11:41 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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thank u,i think ill start a journal,or write a book, for my son, to read after im gone, about being a man, and things i cant be there for,like an encyclopedia for life,from me just to him.
i think hed appreciate that as he grows.
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phantomstranger
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533259 - 11/23/10 11:49 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Man i dont post around here much either but i'm sorry to hear that. It brought tears to my eyes to read the post.
You seem like a good person and it's not fair that so many people much less deserving than you get to keep on living. I wish I could take your place so you could see your son grow up.
And the book thing is a great idea. I'm sure he would love that.
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Enlightenedwon
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533264 - 11/23/10 11:51 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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That's an awesome thing to do for your son, a way for you to live on with him and something I'm sure he'll appreciate greatly. I think it might be a positive to know when you'd go as opposed to suddenly, because you can prepare and cherish your time with each other more, and even though it will still be very difficult to cope with the loss it will kind of soften the impact.
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DizzyFace
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533272 - 11/23/10 11:54 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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i think that's probably the coolest thing you could do for him, no doubt he would greatly appreciate such a gift from his father..
live your remaining days with hope, although the prognosis may seem grim, miracles do happen.
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there



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i still have a few months or so hopefully, i will continue to post,if it doesnt bother anyone. i do not want sympathy. i just hope that my words,can make some realize, u can go any time,any second. and the stuff like greed and jealousy ,and hate,and all that, is meaningless .
dont waste time letting someone or something,ruin your happiness . its your life,and it wont last forever. i just keep it in my mind,when i do die,it wont hurt anymore.maybe the afterlife will be splendid. and maybe all the mysteries of my life will be answered. and maybe,just maybe, if heaven is real,my kindness in life will be rewarded,and ill be re united with my son,parents. then. thats all i can wish for ,now.
thank u guys so much for not just being mean ,and saying stuff like,ok,ur dying, shut up and die already. u guys are great and i wish i could have known u all better.
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mushhead91


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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533382 - 11/24/10 12:26 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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I wish you the best last days possible. Hope is everything when fighting these terminal illnesses.
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Le_Canard
The Duk Abides


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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533725 - 11/24/10 02:53 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Aw, I'm sorry. Get to work on that journal for your son and spend time with your family. Small comfort, I know, but it is a comfort.
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Leenguy



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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Le_Canard]
#13534007 - 11/24/10 06:57 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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You've honestly inspired me to get on with my shit now.
I hope a miracle happens. If not then i wish you the best in your remaining days and in the afterlife.
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belligerent
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Leenguy]
#13534086 - 11/24/10 07:41 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Leenguy said: You've honestly inspired me to get on with my shit now.
+1
I seriously needed to read that right now. Wish it was under better circumstances though. 
Best wishes for the rest of your journey. And I also think the journal for your son is a wonderful idea.
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bigmike7104
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: belligerent] 1
#13534383 - 11/24/10 09:32 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why don't you get medical marijuana?
Also I know someone who had 4 lung cancer and wasn't expecting to live, but so far shes still alive 2 years later, so you never know.
Keep on staying postitive man.
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sheddingtheveil
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: belligerent]
#13534422 - 11/24/10 09:43 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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A couple people have already said it. But if you wanna overcome cancer and become clean and free of this affliction it must first start in the mind with a positive outlook. Easy for me to say but difficult for another to do while the doctors tell you news with grim outcomes. I'm sending you a huge hug, and love. You CAN be healthy, you can rid your body of cancer. Listening to doctors isn't gonna help because they are just another brainwashed people trying to make money on people's misery. Doctors don't cure shit, they only cover up illness with pills so one doesn't suffer so much. And all the while they rake in the dough.
IMO, doctors are only good for a couple of things...broken bones, stitches, etc.... They don't know one iota about healing the human body. This isn't something they are taught in school. Which by the way, their entire knowledge base is written by the pharmacutical industry.
All I'm trying to say here is if you see a doctor.....RUN. 
Now, nuff of that. There are TONS of people that turned their back on the common accepted medical practice when they were told the same things you were. They didn't accept what their doctors told em, and they found out how to cure themselves.
I don't know what a doctor will say what cancer is. But I'll tell ya what it really is. It is the cells in the body becoming so toxic that they begin to change. And they become toxic because of the food we eat. Think of a hugely overweight person. That's what's happening to the cell. The common accepted diet in america is actually a poisinous diet. 99% of what is sold in the grocery store is "poision". Literally. It may take years before the toxic buildup is so high that it can be seen in the body though. The foods which are common in america make the body acidic. And when this happens the body comes down with many ailments. To change the condition we need to eat in a way that allows the body to LIVE. So we need to eat living food.
But there's a little more than just eating healthy. And it's still very simple. We need to clean our internal organs while alkalizing our bodies. Colon cleanse, liver cleanse, kidney cleanse, lung cleanse, lymph cleanse. And eat an alkaline diet. Vegetables, fruits, soaked/sprouted legumes and nuts. Get a juicer and begin juicing greens. Kale, spinach, romaine, collards.
You can be healthy. And you will be healthy if you give it a chance. But first you must understand that the doctors only make money on your misery and they want you to be unhealthy so they can get kickbacks from their pharmacutical sponsors. "Can ya tell I don't have much respect for the majority of brainwashed doctors?" LOL
Here's a story of a guy that had cancer all over his body. And he got rid of it QUICKLY. http://phkillscancer.com/
There are so many other people out there that have done this dance. And as I find em I'll link em for ya. If ya want........ Curezone is another place worth checking out. But it's getting so HUGE over there that it's like information overload. But of all the peoples stories I've read overcoming cancer they have something in common. They changed their diet to a proper diet designed for the body, some of em were aggressive in alkalizing the body like the link above, they were cleansing their organs, and they began to become positive in their outlook. As you search out these people it will help you become positive and see that there is more than just hope. And you need to cleanse your organs in that order. Well you need to at least do the colon then the liver, and the kidneys, lymph, lungs can all be done together or in whatever order. Get aggressive in alkalizing your body. Also I should mention that pills cause the body to be acidic.
I don't know you personally. But we ARE connected and I love you, and what ever choices you decide to take. I'm only wanting to offer you hope and a helping hand to pull out of the mud to set you down a proper path of health. There are many others that have gone through what you are going through and when they cured themselves they went back to their doctor to have a checkup and make sure all the cancer was gone. Typically the story is the same..... their doctors are baffled, confused, angry, and some are actually estatic and eager to learn.
Laugh, meditate, be happy. All these things help on the subatomic level. Listen to those that wanna help, avoid the ones that only give you a grim outlook. Surround yourself with positive vibrations.
I also wanted to get this in here somewhere. There are quite a few people out there that HAD a practice healing the human body of many things and especially cancer. Those people have been locked up in prisions, kicked out of the country, forced into bankruptcy, thrown into insane asylums..... the list goes on. Basically the FDA/goverment/ones in power don't want the american people to know how to be healthy. The truth is out there but you won't hear it from conventional "wisdom".
I love ya man..... I love ya all......and that's the only reason why I am spending this time sharing what I know. We are all connected.......blah blah blah....yadda yadda yadda...new age shit... I know. But it's real.... You/we all deserve to be healthy....we all deserve to have our true nature shine through.....this is why I am here now sharing what I know.
Get aggressive and kick that cancer in the ass. Show your doctor that he doesn't know what the hell he's talking about. It's time for a major awakening of the people in this world....... Don't accept the spoon fed agenda/bullshit. The truth is out there..... but it's not gonna come from the poor brainwashed minds of the masses.
You can and will be healthy. You are healthy.......... You are generating health by simply reading this......
I could go on and on but what's important is knowing that there are many others out there that have been where you are and now they are still living many years later with a VERY healthy body. And their doctors are dumbfounded.
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Caine
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Hey, I just thought I'd let you know that you've brightened my day. I admire your determination. I wish your family the best of luck. I know what it is like to be in your son's position, and it can be quite terrifying. My father also had cancer, but he was lucky enough to survive it and he is still going strong.
Most important of all, try to have fun.
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Dr. Siekadellyk
Look at the corruption!




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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Caine]
#13534529 - 11/24/10 10:10 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't know what to say.
But have you thought about consuming cannabis?, there has been many reports of weed helping in many ways and even includes people on their death bed overcoming cancer using a scheduled routine of consumed cannabis...
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ChronicCluster
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 2
#13534573 - 11/24/10 10:19 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Cannabis has cancer fighting properties. It has the potential to at least delay it for awhile....
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feifen

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Quote:
ChronicCluster said: Cannabis has cancer fighting properties. It has the potential to at least delay it for awhile....
If its full blown spread, Cannabis won't do much. But hey, it certainly helps with side effects of cancer.
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sheddingtheveil said:
All I'm trying to say here is if you see a doctor.....RUN. 
You are healthy.......... You are generating health by simply reading this......
Uhm..... I have a lot of things I want to say, and all of them will get me banned, so I will leave it at this.
Dear op: I really feel for you. I feel bad for your son, who will grow up not having an awesome dad. I truly am sorry. I really wish life wasn't so unfair, and I hope you truly enjoy your last days on this earth. Life is a real blessing, the best blessing you can have, sorry you had to leave so soon
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