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Just had a great trip last night, and wanted to see if any of you also had similar experiences. I have had keen interests in esoteric spirituality and occultism for some time, and continue to strive to reach a state of being wherein I can possess the level of interactivity with the physical world that those of the likes of Jesus, Krishna, Buddha, etc. have been reported to possess. I've noticed that most drugs can be used as entheogens if used with the right intention, but what I have started observing with Shrooms has opened my curiosity to new levels:
Have any of your experienced trips where within your elf state, you are still aware of this realm fully, and can see the reaction of natural things when this elf space is opened? Last night, it seemed like those things around me can all feel the 'spirit force' if you will, enter upon my apartment grounds. My turtles for example, were acting completely funny, and scared, when I approached them, and even animals outside seemed to react to the energy. There were no incense, loud music, etc. that would make anything out of the ordinary. Also, my trip partner at times was able to somehow allow other, for a lack of better term, 'disincarnated' beings to come through and possess her body for a while to talk to me. At one point, this angry old Asian woman appeared through her face, and told me she was so so angry, at which point, I looked at her with comfort, and told her perhaps it is because she was 'injusticed' at some point. After conversing, I asked her if she knew who I was, and she nodded her head, and I told her I love her and that she may return to the light, to heaven or what have you, and my partner's face turned back to her normal face. This type of thing happened again later in the night, her face and body gestures, everything turning into another, almost like spirit possesion.
Now, as an experienced tripper, I know that dimethyltriptamine has a way of affecting your visual and sense perceptions, which would explain the change of faces, etc. but what was errily congruent was the level of awareness that I had while these things happened, where it was completely normal that these were spiritual disincarnates that were coming through to speak to me, through this temporal rift, if you will, that existed for a small pocket of time, while we were in elf space.
Now, before we started, I did a very sincere prayer to guide us to teach us whatever we needed to learn, and I also lit a candle, and thanked the divine for providing this opportunity. At one point, I also visioned where i was falling into a spiral and then was shown a number of Jesus like figures which were standing, all telling me that I was so so close, and in my head, thinking, I have to figure it out, I have to figure it out, I almost have the answer. Now, I have read in many trip reports that many experience ego dissociations and experiences of passing 'satori' or 'enlightenment'. I am genuinely curious if attuned to the right intention, there can be some experimentally and experientially verifiable paths to recreating some of these phenomenas in waking life. Terence Mckenna once said that he observes a kind of telepathy that he experiences with others in elf space, but that he has yet to recreate this phenomena back when sober. As he had speculated in his 'experiment' at La Chorrera, I too have also been driving towards what I believe is some form of DNA/genetic recoding of some kind on myself, and have noticed some changes over the past year whenever these heavy type of trips occur. Do any of you have similar experiences, hypothesis, or ideas to build on this using elf space as a tool for evolution of the human vessel to divine potential?
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Alex, this was a good post, a good read, and I enjoyed it very much. Before you take anyone's advice, I think you need to realize that none of us are in a position to guide you. A teacher needs to be better than the student for them to learn anything -- and you sound like you could teach all of us a thing or two.