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lonely girl
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I'm lonely. Surrounded by people who buy into the unreality of existence, content to complain about EVERYTHING, and unwilling to connect with another in a real way, unwilling to be honest enough to see through thier own LIES!!!
I wish I could get high, and float away on my own, but TRAPPED in babylon with a bunch of people who worship what our hands have made...
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ho3 cAn U b loneyl when you have t3h UNIVERZ on ur side?
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sounds like a case for weed man!
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tiny_rabid_birds said: man.. first thing i thought of upon reading this was http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/13466001/page/3
you should meet the guy that made that thread.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Envix] 2
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Envix said: ho3 cAn U b loneyl when you have t3h UNIVERZ on ur side?
dude... you called her a hoe
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im lonely in my town too...
nobody to really connect with except a few good souls...wish i could connect with a girl that was like me and isnt like the girls around here that can be great but are so unstable because of the way society has shaped their minds...
i feel ya.
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at least i am stoned right now tho...
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Re: lonely girl [Re: P-O] 2
#13474874 - 11/12/10 05:25 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: lonely girl [Re: xpl0de]
#13474893 - 11/12/10 05:30 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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nnnniiiiiiice...
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I make faces. You remind me of the original RP, RP.
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PreparationH said: interesting


Hey now, I had milk... You would do it if you could!!!
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It's not that great. Besides it comes out warm.
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you were drinking your own 8008ie milk?
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Despair is also a feeling, not crafted "by our hands". If it's there, go through it. Play with the universe, it's throwing you toys.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13474960 - 11/12/10 05:42 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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I fail to see the toys you refer to. I am bored and lonely. Feels like drifting in space, aware that life is out there, but it's so far away, I'll never reach it in this lifetime.
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Life is in you.
If your bored you're boring! Go make the best of it and stop being a ninny!
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twirlingdervish said: I fail to see the toys you refer to. I am bored and lonely. Feels like drifting in space, aware that life is out there, but it's so far away, I'll never reach it in this lifetime.
Take pictures of everything you own and put it on Craigslist tonight. Tomorrow is Saturday so it should sell well. Use that money to buy a plane ticket to Thailand. Go backpacking and follow your intuition. Go play with kids in the rain. Eat spicy food on the street and laugh at the locals who stare at you. Go snorkeling and watch the schools of fish move together.
Loneliness is real. We've all been there. But you have to move your lazy ass sometimes.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Todcasil]
#13474983 - 11/12/10 05:45 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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wish it was so easyyy..i mean i know its up to me, but its actually very difficult..
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13474997 - 11/12/10 05:46 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Todcasil said: Life is in you.
If your bored you're boring! Go make the best of it and stop being a ninny!

You're right... See you suckahs later!!Quote:
Arden said:
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twirlingdervish said: I fail to see the toys you refer to. I am bored and lonely. Feels like drifting in space, aware that life is out there, but it's so far away, I'll never reach it in this lifetime.
Take pictures of everything you own and put it on Craigslist tonight. Tomorrow is Saturday so it should sell well. Use that money to buy a plane ticket to Thailand. Go backpacking and follow your intuition. Go play with kids in the rain. Eat spicy food on the street and laugh at the locals who stare at you. Go snorkeling and watch the schools of fish move together.
Loneliness is real. We've all been there. But you have to move your lazy ass sometimes.
I live in a shelter with a kid, and have no posessions other then the clothes they gave me to get a job and some shiny rocks I use to make jewelry and a deck of tarot cards. Also, I have a curfew...
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JesusGoneRogue said:
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tiny_rabid_birds said: man.. first thing i thought of upon reading this was http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/13466001/page/3
you should meet the guy that made that thread.
I think we have a match. 15 yr old psuedo-hippy creeper + 38yr old bandana-wearing boob sucker.
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JesusGoneRogue said:
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tiny_rabid_birds said: man.. first thing i thought of upon reading this was http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/13466001/page/3
you should meet the guy that made that thread.
I think we have a match. 15 yr old psuedo-hippy creeper + 38yr old bandana-wearing boob sucker.
hahahahahahha
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I know, I've been there brother, for real 
It's all about inertia though. Make a goal and reach for it. Dream something and let it the dream control you... But you first have to CREATE. and creation in it's purest form involves surrender.
Open yourself up, let it flow into you... Pick up a pen and paper or a brush and canvas, pick up a guitar or go by a drum machine... Go take an art or music class!
Go to the gathering forum and see if theres anyplace you want to visit. Then fucking go there!
you can do it man. Effort is difficult, but it's always worth it.
"It's better to regret something you have done, then something you haven't."
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Re: lonely girl [Re: bbl337]
#13475026 - 11/12/10 05:49 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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like I said, the shroomery makes me laugh out loud more than RL
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I live in a shelter with a kid, and have no posessions other then the clothes they gave me to get a job and some shiny rocks I use to make jewelry and a deck of tarot cards. Also, I have a curfew...
The point is not to buy or spend money.
It's to be proactive with your life.
The glass isn't half empty or half full. There is no damn glass, there's only you.
Sometimes we must go through phases of growth and development, many of them pleasureless. Hang in there -- hindsight is 20/20. Nowsight is 4/20.
At least you have boobs.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Todcasil]
#13475036 - 11/12/10 05:52 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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oh i have been writing a lot..
been trying pretty hard bc ive stayed clean and also havent hurt myself even tho im pretty torn up inside..
taking a couple classes and doing well..
just no color in my life like there was before.
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just no color in my life like there was before.
Do you consider drugs color?
Because I used to as well. I nursed a wicked dope habit for nearly 8 years. I'm clean now though and actualizing my dreams!
Remember this then: Some parts of your life may seem boring or painful... But some parts are BEAUTIFUL and worth getting through the rough times. You're OK man. You could be RP. She seems to have it way rough, but then at least she has the Shroomery to save her!
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13475051 - 11/12/10 05:55 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Arden said:The point is not to buy or spend money.
It's to be proactive with your life.
The glass isn't half empty or half full. There is no damn glass, there's only you.
Sometimes we must go through phases of growth and development, many of them pleasureless. Hang in there -- hindsight is 20/20. Nowsight is 4/20.
At least you have boobs.
Best answer yet... I knew someone had something useful to say here instead of just trying to entertain thier own egos... THanx.
Have a good night you guys. I'm gonna go take a hott bath.
Also, I just turned 30 thank you, and now that I have hair, I don't cover my head anymore...
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It sounds like you need to get some penis.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13475063 - 11/12/10 05:57 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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reeferaddict69 said:
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fapjack said: It sounds like you need to get some penis.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Todcasil]
#13475073 - 11/12/10 05:58 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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haha nah not the drugs...no color there either...
i mean from loveee..it was there and then gone then there and then gone again...cant take it..
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mmm... penis.
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I'm not exactly lonely, I have friends and a large family and etc. All my friends right now though are playing pong and drinking. I love doing that here and there but not every friday and saturday night it gets boring, expensive, and hangovers suck.
It's why I work out so much so I'd recommend you exercise. It's Friday night right now, I could be at a party with friends but it's gonna be the same shit as last weekend and the weekend before that. I wish I could find a group of sober kids that would wanna do other shit than damage our livers every weekend so right now tonight I too am alone Which means I'll end up outside listening to my ipod running around.
Also.. since we've gotten up to school a number of my friends have gained bellies. I'm scared of that so I watch my drinkin.
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You need to go to the bar and find someone that looks like they can lay some serious pipe and move into his place.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13475092 - 11/12/10 06:03 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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fapjack said: You need to go to the bar and find someone that looks like they can lay some serious pipe and move into his place.
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Yeah well that's the story of life buddy. If you wear your heart on your sleeve you get taken advantage of a bit more then usual though, and I bet you wear that heart proudly.
It sucks because on one hand you don't want to be a cold emotionless asshole who can't trust anybody, but every time you trust somebody, they take advantage! What to do?
Trust in yourself man. You'll be OK, and you know love is always there. It's hard to see when you look for it, but when you just do your own thing it always pops it's head in and shows you a good time 
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twirlingdervish said: mmm... penis.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13475124 - 11/12/10 06:07 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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fapjack said: You need to go to the bar and find someone that looks like they can lay some serious pipe and move into his place.
Been there, done that. I am TRYING to be an independent woman, and unfortunately, I have to pick up the pieces of my life that I demolished with my addiction to asshole men who only had ^that to offer. I am being sober, and abstinent and all the shit I could never do before due to negative conditioning... I would like to have some self-respect before I jump into another live-in situation... oh and a divorce would be nice.
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This thread is full of weird.
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it happens... You should see how weird it is in my real life.
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Arden
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If you really live in Kentucky I'm not surprised.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13475368 - 11/12/10 07:01 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Arden said: If you really live in Kentucky I'm not surprised.
lulz.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13475428 - 11/12/10 07:13 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Arden said:
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I live in a shelter with a kid, and have no posessions other then the clothes they gave me to get a job and some shiny rocks I use to make jewelry and a deck of tarot cards. Also, I have a curfew...
The point is not to buy or spend money.
It's to be proactive with your life.
The glass isn't half empty or half full. There is no damn glass, there's only you.
Sometimes we must go through phases of growth and development, many of them pleasureless. Hang in there -- hindsight is 20/20. Nowsight is 4/20.
At least you have boobs.
the pessimist says the glass is half empty the optimist says the glass is half full the engineer says the damn glass is twice as large as it should have been in the first place
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Re: lonely girl [Re: Arden]
#13475477 - 11/12/10 07:23 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Arden said: If you really live in Kentucky I'm not surprised.

I think OP needs a man in her life. Not just any asshole though, but a nice fellow from the shroomery. There are a ton of desperate guys here that will let you move into their parents basement with them. They will also treat you well, and when they graduate college will take care of you.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13476758 - 11/13/10 02:00 AM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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this thread is full of enlightenment
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13476936 - 11/13/10 03:56 AM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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fapjack said: You need to go to the bar and find someone that looks like they can lay some serious pipe and move into his place.
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Re: lonely girl [Re: fapjack]
#13477029 - 11/13/10 05:40 AM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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fapjack said:
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Arden said: If you really live in Kentucky I'm not surprised.

I think OP needs dick in her life
fixed.
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twirlingdervish said: I fail to see the toys you refer to. I am bored and lonely. Feels like drifting in space, aware that life is out there, but it's so far away, I'll never reach it in this lifetime.
Look at the sky. Always makes me feel incredibly alive and its never going to go away.
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