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FUUUUAAAAWWK Life
    #1344335 - 03/01/03 06:29 AM (13 years, 9 months ago)

I been thinking bout a lot of shit that's been goin on recently.
I'm no poet, but I try and writing this way feels better.



Tonight I felt a fright as if the day had become dawn.
Like a peak of a high everything was lovely n nice but then came down.
I sat on the bench to ponder this stench
this stench that haunts me

For it'll never leave a while and still goin I miss her smile
That an extent of the happiness would be for most worthwhile
But I fucked up, I screwed up big
I took her back and she drove me wild

Call me Jack
I've been slapped by the crap
And now figure once more
That it's not worthwhile

But I don't know why
And how it'll be solved
I think and I think and I do but it'll never disolve
That this pain from within strickens me with sin

Why does this happen to one such as me
Why can't life be wonderful like the couples I see
Why can't I just NOT FUCKING STEP IN SHIT
And feel like a nothing when I'm being a prick

These unsolved questions and shit
That boggles my mind
I know not where and I just missed that sign
For the people of the Earth are one, happy, and together align

A place without war but without that who'd die?
Only to make place for another that might strive
Or maybe a druggie, jus one more on the streets
Hustlin drugs, poppin off thugs livin up to the sterotype that he thinks he must be.

But I don't know why these ppl act this way
I can't understand why she won't tell me her real age
The white lies of distrust and deceit
I've tried everything to overcome this feat

But oh well, fuck this and fuck that
what a great way to live life depressed and smoking crack
Not really, I'm joking bout that
But its a pity the ones who must survive living off that crap

I know not where and I know not why
This pitstop of fate brings me to sadness but I don't cry
Not living your life when you know you should
Shyness of rejection and the uneventful SHIT

So I must find her and open up my heart
I've been closed off by selfish shit
When in the end I got the shitty part
The part where I got nothing except the grief of stupidy and sorrow
Its sad when I want to see someone but can't and have to attempt to search again tomorrow

But I'm tired and my head aches
from that white killing money sucking machine called cocaine
I'm sick of that shit, I don't know why I did it again
FUCK, I'm sick of drugs, my life would've been better if they'd never come in



Anybody feel what I'm sayin'?

Cracka_X


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The best way to live
is to be like water
For water benefits all things
and goes against none of them
It provides for all people
and even cleanses those places
a man is loath to go
In this way it is just like Tao        ~Daodejing


Edited by Cracka_X (03/01/03 12:58 PM)


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Re: FUUUUAAAAWWK Life [Re: Cracka_X]
    #1344989 - 03/01/03 02:15 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

I've been a slave to that white powder man, it's powerful stuff.

Great words


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Re: FUUUUAAAAWWK Life [Re: Ripple]
    #1345240 - 03/01/03 05:04 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

It's about life, coke, previous girls, and this girl who was mad at me for standing her up for a bullshit reason.

But tonight, I saw her and held her and she's giving me another chance. (She thinks I'm with her just for sex and that the day I stood her up was supposed to be the time where we don't fuck and I missed it so she ... yea) A friend offered me a free ticket, free train ticket, and a place to crash ALONG WITH free peyote buttons, dat yay, and cid. So why would anyone dare pass up this, well I did and I regreted it, because the train ticket was non-transferable and I didn't wanna drive all that fucking way by myself and come back cuz they said they were doin lots of the shit on the train. Amanda called and I told her I could'nt hang out so she interpereted what I stated above, hung up on me, thought bout buying a train ticket but by the time I got home to get more money, it was too late to get a ticket for that train b/c you have to get the ticket 45 minutes before departure. So I had been cheated out of the one I love and a crazy time. Came home, called an old friend, hung out in a park then a black dude came up all fucked up and started talkin bout yay, so we threw down, damn it was good, called another friend who said he's got a better hookup, picked up a G of that shit which was fucking UNCUT. I put my pinkie in the bag and got a little it when dipped and my tongue, whole top front teeth got numbed, fuck I was jacked off that little bit. Then came time to do a line of it and O SHIT DAMN. then felt bad fucking hated the comedown, went to sit on a bench at a pond and just think, came home and made this post then went to bed. But everything is good now.

Life is good(at the moment) I hate that fucking SHIT,
Cracka_X


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The best way to live
is to be like water
For water benefits all things
and goes against none of them
It provides for all people
and even cleanses those places
a man is loath to go
In this way it is just like Tao        ~Daodejing


Edited by Cracka_X (03/01/03 05:20 PM)


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Re: FUUUUAAAAWWK Life [Re: Cracka_X]
    #1355478 - 03/06/03 07:02 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

yep, I been there, chicks,work,chicks,that fucking cola,chicks,then one day you wake up and say I'm never touching that shit again,but what happens...your guy calls tellin you he's got the shit,and it starts all over
I had to move away to get my shit straight,met a great girl,had a little boy,and never looked back.

Your a cool shit Cracka,theres people out here that will listen,hope this helps a little,Ralph


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