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metalchimp
bionic monkey

Registered: 11/24/02
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Loc: Cambridge, England
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Home?
#1314274 - 02/17/03 12:18 PM (21 years, 10 days ago) |
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does anyone feel like where they live is home?
in a literal sense where I live at the moment is my home, I have lived here for 17 of my 21 years of life & I feel more comfortable here than anywhere else. I have lived away from 'home' but returned and the places that I did live felt less like home than here!
but....whenever I feel uncomfortable or embarassed I often think to myself (& even mutter sometimes) i want to go home even when I am at the place I live in, generally this is not when I am with other people but rather when I am alone thinking about a time when I made a complete fool of myself, I will get the 'ahhh shit why did i do that' feeling & then wish to go 'home'
I wonder if there is a place that is my spiritual home & where it could possibly be, I know that if there is & I find it I will know!
or if my wish to go home is perhaps a death thing that perhaps when I die I will eventually go home, heaven, mother earth or whatever
anyone else got an opinion?
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adrug

Registered: 02/04/03
Posts: 15,800
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Having moved 7 times in the last 6 years, I know the feeling. I've lived in this city for almost 3 years now, but it doesn't feel like home. I go back to where I grew up, and it doesn't really feel like home. I go to where I lived in Kansas for awhile, and that doesn't feel like home either. So I'm sort of searching for my 'home' too.
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Grav


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Re: Home? [Re: adrug]
#1314580 - 02/17/03 02:25 PM (21 years, 10 days ago) |
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same here
i have places where i feel alot of love and care, but i dont feel like i really belong anywheres.. they are more like places to give me strength for a journey or something, because whenever im anywheres i just want to be somewheres else
i've felt at home in certain situations with certain people.. i actually have this feeling of 'home' when i think of friends... the kind you can really be yourself around.. not anyone in particular, but i know those people and places will always be out there, waiting for me
i also feel totally at home sometimes just knowing that im living on the planet Earth. spec tac ular
and wherever you live really seems like home sweet home when it's fuckin freezing outside
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johnnyfive
Burning withCircles!
Registered: 07/02/02
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Loc: Hell
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Ive moved many many times in my life, i don't think ive never felt home.
I must say shrooms do give you a sense of home.
-------------------- And the gameshow host rings the buzzer (brrnnntt) oh and now you get a face full of face!
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Shroomism
Space Travellin


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Loc: 9th Dimension
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diggitydankman
No longer aCannabisConnoisseur

Registered: 12/10/02
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Loc: Michgan
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If only the Pleiades were an attainable home.
-------------------- "It's only wrong if you get caught. If consequences dictate my course of action I should play GOD." Maynard James Keenan, Tool
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Murex
Reality Hacker

Registered: 07/28/02
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I refered to this 'home' today in my eulogy that I'm writing!
-------------------- What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know, Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection, Is it all you want it to be?
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