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death
    #1297566 - 02/10/03 06:55 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

when i was little, in 3rd grade i think, i used to get scared at night and not sleep. why? i was afraid i wouldnt wake up in the morning, and i thought dying in my sleep would be the worst thing to happen. after about a month, it went away. im 19 now (20 in sept.) and lately, its been coming back. its not as strong , but then again i was a lot younger and less able to cope. but now its just this dread that falls over me as i drift off to sleep. and sometimes i even have a moment of trying to pull myself back to wakefulness, but instead i drift off. its a realy scary feeling, and im not sure what to make of it. ive been having lots of closed eye visual lately while ot tripping. visual of passing thru chambers, and thru a series of doors. and tehres always a perceptable pause before i pass thru, like its making sure im still up for it. this happens almost every day, and its been happening for almost a month. every few days it gets cleared and stronger, and more capable of pulling me in. ill forgot im laying in my bed, and believe im fully in this....place.


any ideas as to what this may be? the fear feels like its some kind of warning this time, but the visuals leave me wondering. i really am not sure what to think about all this, but its been bothering me.


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Re: death [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1297585 - 02/10/03 07:03 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

That's fucked up. Sometimes I catch myself drifting off to sleep. You know, when you get the sensation your falling backwords and you sort of jump up like "Whoa!" It happens in bed and not that often, I never have CEVs though.


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Re: death [Re: stoner2002]
    #1297592 - 02/10/03 07:07 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

ive never had them outside of tripping before, and i dont get them super often when i trip. i get the impression of being led thru all of these doors, but i cant see whats leading me, or whats around me. until the last few days i didnt realize i was passing thru gates of any kinds, i just felt like there was motion, and i was being led somewhere.


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Re: death [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1297642 - 02/10/03 07:24 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

Only the known can be feared... none of the unknown should be feared.


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Re: death [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1297723 - 02/10/03 07:46 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

you're becoming more aware of hypnogogic phenomenon.

understand that you can take complete control over these occurances with practice and determination


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Re: death [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1299021 - 02/11/03 08:46 AM (13 years, 9 months ago)

when i was little and going on car rides I used to close my eyes and imagine not existing. like just hovering in black space, in timelessness. it really freaked me out, and always made me be really happy to be alive and stuck in this stupid little parade that i'm so comfortable with...


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Re: death [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1299158 - 02/11/03 09:22 AM (13 years, 9 months ago)

minusrestraint-
          After reading your thread "i feel so strange" and a few other posts by Shroomism, I've been infinitely perplexed by so many new ideas. I've always believed in multidimensions(as in more than just 3 and time) and I've been connecting that with lots of other ideas especially those in "DMT: The Spirit Molecule", Buddhism, and some new questionable, yet believeable concepts. Two things I wanted to say/ask:

What do think will happen when your body dies? What specifics worry you? Does the idea of being nothing fill your mind or is it something else? I don't fear death because I believe something awaits afterwards. Find out why death bothers you so much. Thought maybe this would help.

Secondly, these changes you say you feel yourself undergoing intrigue me greatly. I would love to know so much more about what you are feeling and going through. If you don't wish to post it, you can PM me if you want. And if you'd rather not talk about it, I understand. It's just this seems very fascinating to me... :grin:

Peace and Love
Andrew 


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