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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Good bye to you...
    #1294338 - 02/09/03 07:27 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

5 years. It's been a wild ride. I found this place as a teenager and learned about magic mushrooms, and mycology. It was a fun hobby and I met some interesting people, with views I never would have been exposed to otherwise. Then I discovered OTD and SPS. A whole new group of friends! Late nite stupidity was so much fun for awhile, I always looked forward to it.

But I believe it was thor that said, " the innocent days of the shroomery are over"

I wasn't going to make this post, I was just going to pm a few of you that I am particularly fond of, and fade away. But recent events have made me feel the need to post so I am.

I'm tired. Life for me is a constant battle. No, don't get me wrong, I'm not bitching. I'm just explaining. Everyday I see some one else I know give in to life. They stop living for a dream, and start living for day to day survival, never thinking about anything more than a few days ahead. They call this "growing up." But I don't think so. I'm still fighting to live out my dream life.

I remember graduating from highschool. We all had big dreams then. Bill was going to be a doctor, Sally was going to be astronaut. But now Bill works at Chryslar, and Sally waits tables at the bar with me. But me, oh not me. I'm still swinging at that ever elusive ball. Going away to Indiana University this fall to double major in History and Archaeology. That has been my ideal career since I was a little kid and I wont give up yet.

But some changes must be made. One of them is my presence here. No one is really theirself online. Frankly I don't like who "larrythescaryrex" is anymore. An illrelevant goofball that comes off as kind of stupid. Thats not the real me, maybe an aspect but not the whole. I really need to step back and re-examine so much now.

It's a song and dance I've done many times. I call it "sleeping." I simply withdrawl from everything for a time and make the changes that need to be made, then return to the "real world."

Thats how I look at it. I will admit I am a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic, so if it sounds weird thats why.

So I am leaving this community. It pains me though. I know it's just a website, but it's more than that. Some of you know what I mean.

I'll come back though, when some time has passed. When I understand myself again and can be more like I really am here instead of posting like a dork. But it wont be like it is now. When I return, it will be from a new location, with a proxy and other secruty measures. The innocence really is over.

recent events here have sped up my leaving. I have stayed out of the ripper and newt threads. But here are my thoughts for those who care.

I am sad ripper died. He was a long time member, some one I had come to expect to be in the chat. But he was a grown man and knew what he was doing. I wish the best for his spirit and to his family.

As for the other, well, even though the opposite was implied, I guess I have always known that IPs had to be logged. It was fun to pretend otherwise though.

But both events just go to prove what I have already stated. Listen closely to this as it is the best thing I can say at the moment.

NOBODY IS REALLY WHO THEY SEEM ONLINE. NOT COMPLETELY, NOT ALL THE TIME.

Last thing I want to do is give a shout out to all the people I have come to consider a friend here. In no particular order, Goodbye to acidic_sloth, Heavenlyblue, Smack31, Shroomism, Peachman, Thor, Papaver, Mr. Mushrooms, rebelsteve, evolving, phluck, sheepish, Roadkill and Mycophile, Landotter markosthegnostic, swami

I'd like to apologize to the following people for misunderstandings in the past, Anno, Senior Doobie, Vyyk.

I'll keep reading. But don't expect to hear from larry for a long time. But when the time is right. I'll be back. Thanks for everything.

PS, leave me in the design team forum, I'm working on some skins I just suck so it will take awhile.


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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OfflineLarrythescaryrex
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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294358 - 02/09/03 07:31 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

PS

AIM name is nicodemusthorne

anybody is free to contact me whenever.  :smile:


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RIP Acidic_Sloth

Sunset_Mission said:
"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294413 - 02/09/03 07:45 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Peace be with you, Larry!


/Awaits your return...


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294468 - 02/09/03 08:01 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

I hope you follow your dreams and succeed with them, I wish you luck on your journey, and hopefully I will read some more of your posts in the future once you have things in your life worked out and are ready to return to the shroomery.
Peace
TeKn0


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Edited by TeKn0 (02/09/03 08:03 PM)


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294472 - 02/09/03 08:02 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

good bye good fellow.


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294549 - 02/09/03 08:42 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Take care man, I'm really glad to have gotten to know you better.. :smile:

I share many of your sentiments, sometimes a place like this can be so damn positive and end up being a bad thing..

Make sure you always pop in once in a while to say hi  :grin:


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294595 - 02/09/03 09:03 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Goodbye Larry.

Thanks for being here and being a friend of the Shroomery. I appreciate your thoughtful posts in SPS. You will certainly be missed. :frown:

May your life lead you to the fulfillment of your dreams.

Dig up something really cool and remember us.

We will remember you.

Much love,

Mr. Mushrooms aka 


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294609 - 02/09/03 09:13 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Have fun and good times on your adventures, I wish you luck. Maybe someday shall you return I will be old and have a beard, but I will still be here.


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294741 - 02/09/03 10:29 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Take care Larry!
Sorry to see you go...too many people have been leaving.

I hope you do well in College...and enjoy it.

I have always enjoyed History and had wanted to be a History teacher.
But I didn't go that route...needless to say I watch alot of the shows on the History channel. :grin:

Follow your dreams and be the best you can be.
 


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Who the hell you callin crazy?
You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson was eating froot loops on your front porch!


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PM the names with on there names, that means they have mushrooms for sale.



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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294790 - 02/09/03 11:01 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Thank you for posting all of that larry. Not only do I understand and support your decision, but it hit something within myself that maybe I should reflect on...

I'll miss reading your posts, but I know it's for the better.
Good luck in everything you do.


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294797 - 02/09/03 11:06 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

PS:

out of all the signature banners from the good old days, and out of everything I have created since I?ve been here... this one has always been my favorite:





~Smack


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294893 - 02/10/03 01:09 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

I will miss you Larry. Late night insanity truly was a fun time to be goofing around in the OTD and now the night is very quiet around there. Hope things go very well for you out in the real world. Make sure you drop in every once in a while just to say Hi to us all; we'd really appreciate it and keep us updated on how things go :smile:

Peace out man.  :cool: 


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294958 - 02/10/03 02:53 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Shit Larry, you were one of the good ones -- scratch that, we're all one of the good ones -- you were one of the BETTER ONES! :cool:

I support you decision to get away, and it seems a lot of us have been making that same decision lately. I wish you much luck and success on your life-journeys! :smile:

Make no mistake about it, you will be missed... :crazy:

Salute! :laugh:

PS: My e-mail is in my profile...


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294980 - 02/10/03 03:09 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

You must at least know my alias. I just wanted to respond.. Because i found out the same thing and it makes me sad.

Quote:

Everyday I see some one else I know give in to life. They stop living for a dream, and start living for day to day survival, never thinking about anything more than a few days ahead. They call this "growing up." But I don't think so.




I call it dying, you leave the child within you on its own in a dark lonely empty space. And with that child most of yourself. We are all children. Always and forever.

Quote:

NOBODY IS REALLY WHO THEY SEEM ONLINE. NOT COMPLETELY, NOT ALL THE TIME. 




Life is one big act, even if your acting like someone or something else. It still is you, only you think its acting. Its a side you don't use in usual, general this is who i am life.

Goodbye, and keep the spark.

:smirk: 


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1294986 - 02/10/03 03:23 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Good bye, make sure to stop by from time to time.


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1295419 - 02/10/03 06:26 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

the best of luck to you mate


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Fliquid]
    #1295533 - 02/10/03 07:12 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Life is one big act, even if your acting like someone or something else. It still is you, only you think its acting.




" Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That strus and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is hears no more. It is a tale
told by an idiot full of sound and fury
Signifing nothing" --- William Shakespear (Macbeth)

I dont know you you dont know me
I wish you love peace & happiness



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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1296242 - 02/10/03 11:37 AM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Keep dreamin, cuz when you stop dreamin-- it's time to die.


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Re: Good bye to you... [Re: Larrythescaryrex]
    #1296400 - 02/10/03 12:22 PM (14 years, 10 months ago)

Go with God, Larry. You know where we are. You know how they say 'even paranoids have real enemies,'? well, they have real friends too. Peace.


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