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Hey... [Re: Boppity604]
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My first psychedelic trip, at age 19 was with dried Cubensis, 3.5 grams, and a few bowls of NorCal's finest. I was alone at my moms house- and I too experienced that ego-loss thing (wrapped tightly in bed sheets). It lasted from 10:30am and started tapering off at 7:30pm.

It wasn't pleasant and it wasn't pretty, but I wouldn't go back and change any thing about that experience. Mindfuq. For a while my thoughts seemed out of order, but now I realize they've just been rearranged for the better.

You will realize this too someday. I'm still only 20,(although I feel older in a way) and have tripped several times since that difficult first.


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Gotta love life cuz life be lovin me

Edited by Tavarua (07/02/03 03:21 AM)

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Re: Hey... *DELETED* [Re: Tavarua]
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Re: Hey... [Re: nothing]
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Well damn, I do have a bad back. Lower back, it's killing me. My back has been hurting for at least 4 years now. I've been wondering if I have diabetes cuz I've been trying to gain weight my whole life. And oh yeah, I am schizophrenic. I am only one with myself when tripping. The hypnosis is a long story. Maybe I'll type it up tomorrow. The thing, I didn't know I was schizo until I dabbled in hypnosis. Oh how much I wish that I never messed wit hypnosis.


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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: Boppity604]
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this is my second extremely positive and complimenting post toningt, but this resonce was amazingly wise and true. It not only answered what he was asking, but it put be in a good mood, after being in a slump for these last few days. :thumbup: :smile: 

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: domite]
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Okay, here goes. Long before my Golden Teacher trip, I was messing around with hypnosis. About 2-3 months ago, I purchased instructions online on how to induce self-hypnosis. I wanted to get the ladies, but I ain't want to do the approaching (another sign of all play no work-no guts). So I induced confidence on myself. Day by day, I saw the reactions, as well as myself change. Big mistake, I sold my soul just for the girlies, what a fuckin idiot. Sure, I had 99.9% of all females looking at me now, and 97.9% of the men looking at the ground cuz of my presence. I didn't even know that I was schizo until I was admitted to the fucking PSYCHE Ward. Word of advice, if you are schizo, please don't fuck wit hypnosis. The fake confidence brought up a dumb defensive mechanism. So, from disrespecting my family,friends,and people, I was desperate to undo this hypnosis. I couldn't do it myself, I tried each time. So, finally I went to seek professional help. They illegally admitted me cuz I was '' a threat to society''. I was stuck in the psyche ward for 7-8 days, pure hell. I said to myself, okay. At least I'm not disrespecting my loved ones, now I'm just disrespecting the doctors and crazy people (which I found out, weren't really crazy people as depicted on tv). So they give me medication that they said so called will UNDO the hypnosis. I thought to myself, this is bullshit. How the fuck is medicine gonna take this hypnosis shit off? From being there 7-8 days, I might have saw/felt my normal self for a total of 2 hours. I had to find out thru my sister that I was schizo, beautiful. The doctors won't tell you shit. The medication were tranquilizers, Abilify and Diphenhydramine for sleeping I think. I looked them up when I got home, surprisingly, Abilify did have to do something with hypnosis. But my sister told me, the medication is to stablize my schizophrenia. So, I'm home, I ordered this hypnosis CD online called '' cancel suggestions''. I was so hyped that it was gonna rid me of the powers. Wrong, It only strengethened it and helped me manage it better. So, finally. My last attempt was the harvest of my Golden teacher. I purposely tripped to be rid of my hypnosis powers. I said, God; please take away my hypnosis powers, they can never ever be used again no matter how much I try. So ther I was getting that 1/3 1/3 1/3 trip. When I came down, I believed God took it away............................so I was like what the fuck is wrong wit everybody? Girls still lookin at me, men lookin at the floor. I felt like Super Mario, I said maybe that's why. But in reality, I found it....that my powers were still wit me. Really sad, so the bad trip was CAUSED by the hypnosis. I really really wish I haven't messed wit hypnosis, all becuz of the fuckin girls. SHIT. okay, I'm done. Now ya'll can laugh at me.


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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: ReefeRnShroomS]
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Correct me if I am wrong, but hypnosis only works if you want it to, so if you made a few suggestions to your subconscious and you do not want them any more you just have to not think about it, or change your perspective.

Any hypnosis gimmick that you can buy over the phone or Internet is usually just relaxing music with suggestions in the background. If you think to yourself while listening to them that they are funny and rather dumb then it will not work on you. Basically by telling yourself that you are lazy and do not want to do anything you are living a self fulfilling prophecy.

Hypnosis cannot induce schizophrenia or make it worse unless if you are under a deep trance and somebody else suggest's to you that you have these symptoms. Even then it is just a suggestion to your brain.

If I were you I would research hypnotism more before first trying it. And also research schizophrenia and the symptoms. I have been mis per scribed as being schizophrenia before but it tuned out to be insomnia. Doctor's cannot see the world threw your eye's, so they have to go by a sheet of symptoms's and judging by your story they thought you are schizo. I am not saying that you are not a schizophrenia but there have been too many times when a person has been per scribed that and taken the med's for no reason at all, and in the long run it just made them more fucked up.


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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: FlusH]
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You're absolutely right, hypnosis is simply a trance state in which you're more open to suggestion. You will not do anything in a hynotic trance that you would not do out of one. Hypnotists do not have any power to make you do things against your will when you're under. If you have emotional issues or indeed suffer from schizophrenia, I would strongly suggest you stop using psychedelics and start legitimate psychiatric counseling.

>>How the fuck is medicine gonna take this hypnosis shit off?

Hypnotic suggestions are not something you "start" and then cannot "stop." I don't mean to upset you but this entire explanation you have given about "hypnosis" sounds like the beginning of an early-onset psychotic break. If this is indeed the first time you've been diagnosed with schizophrenia, I would definitely seek the proper help to ease the condition. There are plenty of functional schizophrenics thanks to the new drug therapies available. But I would definitely tell your psychiatrist that you've dosed psychedelics. Might be relevant, might not...but it's better to let them know about anything you've dosed.

Good luck.

Love & Light,

Boppity

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: Boppity604]
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Yeah. It sounds like the whole hypnosis thing happened at the same time as the beginning of a break. I suppose that it's also possible that, like psychedelics, it could induce a break, but this seems very unlikely to me.


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"Do we want the stars? We can have them. Can we borrow cups of fire from the sun? We can and must and light the world." --"On the Shoulders of Giants", Ray Bradbury

All of my posts are full of fiction and blatant lies.

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: Sev]
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I would think based of his perceptions of people all around him and how he reacted to the doctors/people at the clinic that the entire hypnotism train of thought is just an element of the break.

Reefer, if you're not just making stuff up for attention's sake, you do need to see a psychiatrist, they can help you. Good luck.

Love & Light,

Boppity

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: Boppity604]
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I ain't making this stuff up. Is a psycho therapist and psychiatrist one in the same? I guess I'll go for sessions, I just don't want to be in the nut house again. I just need this defensive mechanism under wraps and put away for good. Thank you,everybody.


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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: ReefeRnShroomS]
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>>Is a psycho therapist and psychiatrist one in the same?

No. Psychiatrists aside from being training in various forms of traditional psycotherapy are also medical doctors. They can prescribe medication as well as conduct therapy. Psychologists and therapists can only conduct therapy. They cannot prescribe medications. If you truly have schizophrenia, you'll need to work with a psychiatrist. And you never know...if you haven't been properly diagnosed...you might not really be schizophrenic...you could have some other mental disorders or emotional problems that are causing the current issues. If they have made the diagnosis, you can only help yourself by getting into a program. Best of luck to you.

Love & Light,

Boppity

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: Boppity604]
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Your beleif that you have hypnosis powers probably has nothing to do with the shrooms (although they could induce a psychotic break) but probably from the psychosis associated with schizophrenia. I was diagnosed 3 years ago and for the first year or so i didnt understand what was wrong with me and beleived it was a spiritual thing that was caused by something i did wrong. Beleiveing you have certain powers or special abilities is a common thing with sz, and most people have similar delusions to yours (i beleived i could induce diseases upon people through thought and that i was a decendant of hitler and i must be evil because i share his birth day). Like you i also thought that everyone was looking at me or talking about me (but not that they desired me or anything as is your perception). Also, to the person who said you shouldnt trip if you have this illness, i take 4mg of risperidal a day and i am still able to trip with no noticeable side effects as long as i trip early in the day (because i take my risperidal in the afternoon and at night and it seems to completely stop the trip), Although everyone is different and it may still cause you problems.

Edited by shroomer44 (07/04/03 07:33 PM)

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: SlapnutRob]
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SlapnutRob said:
First of all, how can you be bored on shrooms?  I didn't think that was possible.  How can you not have your ego back?  You don't seem to be clear on the concept.  Ego-death is something experienced while on shrooms, when you lose meaning of self.  Your perspective on everything may has changed since the trip, but you're not experiencing ego-death anymore.  Diploid gave you good advice though.... I'm 18 myself and our entire lives are ahead of us.  Bush never worked for a thing in his life and he's our president.  Also, there's no way the cake itself gave you a bad trip... a bad trip is the result of poor planning, a bad mental state, or negative vibes. 


if you arent stimulating yourself while you trip you can become bored (unstimulated) and trip out a bit. thats what happens to me. the shrooms i have eaten are intense as hell. i have to be doing something to vent all of the commotion and ruckus that goes on in my brain, like walk, or talk or both, draw, build, read something, anything that will stimulate your brain while you trip. layin in a bed not doing anything but blankly spacing out made me lose my good trip because i wasnt doing anything. (this is my reasoning).

(agreeing with you)


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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: The Lost Dream]
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Can you elaborate a little bit on this "hypnosis" you performed on yourself?


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***** (10:42:46 PM): This is so strange
***** (10:42:53 PM): Becuase I feel that I am very altered
***** (10:42:57 PM): But at the same exact time
***** (10:43:28 PM): I am closer to the real me, the real me who decides who I am, the entire me

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Re: I THINK I Ruined My Life - Golden Teacher Trip [Re: The Lost Dream]
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Just so you know, this thread is about 7 years old.


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The world is so exquisite with so much love and moral depth, that there is no reason to deceive ourselves with pretty stories for which there's little good evidence. Far better it seems to me, in our vulnerability, is to look death in the eye and to be grateful every day for the brief but magnificent opportunity that life provides.

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Re: Hey... [Re: Tavarua]
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ill have what your havin!


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"the path to knighthood is paved with strength and nobility, not LSD and sideburns"

:paperairplane:  :shroomeryhead:

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Re: Hey... [Re: Kevin_X2]
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Rofl. If this is real I wonder what the OP is up to right about now...


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