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Addiktion
    #1257502 - 01/29/03 06:18 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

What do you keep coming back to? Mentally, physically, etc.

Do you conjure up the same old framework of definition and labeling of people you meet?

Do you NEED that chemical in your body so badly?

Do you need to have all those things 'just so' ? What may happen if they're not?

Do you keep coming back to that place and wonder why?

Is it time to surrender everything and take a look at yourself again? How do you do it? When do you do it? Are you addicted to analyzing, too?

thoughts...


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Re: Addiktion [Re: Grav]
    #1257520 - 01/29/03 06:23 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I am not addicted to anything. I make my own labels to help me communicate with other people, these change depending on a lot of factors. I have no plan on quitting the drugs I use, they have benefited my life in many ways.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: Grav]
    #1257537 - 01/29/03 06:40 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I'm definately addicted to analyzing.
I'm also addicted to life and thus very aware of the inherent uncertainty therein; so I don't let it get to me.



Quote:

Do you keep coming back to that place and wonder why?




Almost every day. It's what keeps me going.



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Re: Addiktion [Re: Earth_Droid]
    #1257558 - 01/29/03 06:53 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I'm not assigning 'rights' and 'wrongs' to anything
just throwing some ideas out there

sometimes i feel like a tiny ball of bright light that's surrounded by looming darkness, just trying to get in my head and run me in loops. it's been doing a good job lately cuz i'm being too lazy to fight it.

most of the time i'd rather lie on my bed and think about it more and more than get up and do something about it.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: Grav]
    #1257569 - 01/29/03 07:00 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I have driven myself crazy thinking. Unfortantely being off drugs are no help. I just am a deep thinker that thinks too much.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: Grav]
    #1257610 - 01/29/03 07:21 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

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most of the time i'd rather lie on my bed and think about it more and more than get up and do something about it.





wow....thats exactly my problem. i can lay down and think about whats wrong in my life. and then it brings me down. so try to change it, and the next day its as if i had never realized soemthing was wrong, all my changes dont happen. and in the back of my head, theres this voice, always saying "hey you're just digging the grave even deeper" but i try to just shrug it off. today is actually day #1 of no drugs. i used to smoke all the time to keep my mind off of everything, even though it was pot that brought my problems to my attention (one of those rare ego-less pot clarity moments).

i really wish i could figure out what to do. anything that i enjoy, i cant stop doing. i had to learn the hard way about coke, i did it once and couldnt stop. and its not that i feel i need anything, but i always want to do it. because it feels good.

addiction sucks. i want to live out that 25th hour movie coming out, where the guy changes every detail of his life in 24 hrs, and at the 25th he's a new person.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: minusrestraint]
    #1257627 - 01/29/03 07:29 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

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i want to live out that 25th hour movie coming out, where the guy changes every detail of his life in 24 hrs, and at the 25th he's a new person.




Actually, at the 25th hour he goes to start a 7 year term in prison for selling drugs. And (if I read the reviews right) he has no regret for his actions and his biggest worry about prison is the fact that he's a pretty boy and might get raped.

Just a heads up. Not a feel-good film.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: Grav]
    #1258182 - 01/29/03 10:37 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

Geez... living in the moment can really hold you tight for a long time if your not careful. I start to think all my thinking is for nothing, it brings nothing to me in this world and only drives me away from reality. But thats the thing, I don't view myself as a being in this reality, so to me its all a big joke, and I can't stop laughing and actually take it seriously.


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Re: Addiktion [Re: the_Landotter]
    #1259569 - 01/29/03 05:52 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

DAMMIT THOSE COMMERCIALS LIED.

:frown::( ruined my whole time.


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