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My LSD trip that lasted 8 months * 40
    #12304885 - 03/31/10 11:23 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Okay so way back in 1998, I had an experience with LSD that lasted about 6-8 months. However it is really hard to say, because I took a few booster doses of LSD here and there, and after the 2nd month I ended up in the mental hospital and they started pumping me full of weird drugs – so it is hard to say if the LSD alone would have lasted that long, but for the first two months it was only LSD. It’s been over 12 years, but I was looking through some of the mental hospital paperwork yesterday and it flooded me with memories. Some of you may find this interesting, so I am posting it up for your enjoyment. Please feel free to ask any questions you want.

Below are a few snippets of stories or event that occurred – this is a small sampling – you know all the crazy stories you have from one single night of tripping? Well imagine 200 days of tripping straight LOL! So there are a ton more stories, but here are a few…

During the whole trip I kept thinking that things that I would encounter in my day to day were specifically put there for me to find and had intense significance in my life – TV shows were talking Directly to me, a scrap of paper blowing by my feet in the wind contains vitally important coded information that requires my puzzle-solving skills to decipher.

H&%e Farm – the Orange Juice
This is where it all started -  at a farm way out in the Florida orange groves, a three day private festival. I ran into my friend Gary who had travelled with the Dead for 8 years in the 80s and he had a jug of orange juice in his hands “wanna get spun?” “okay, do you have any little cups with you?” “cups? Naw man, just sip from the jug” “That’s Totally Unsanitary!!!” “Okay, sorry then, no cups my brother…” “Fuck it.” He handed me the jug and I took a few deep gulps. This is the point where he tells me there’s a half gram soaked into the jug, and when he said SIP, he meant a tiny SIP. Many years later we sat down and tried to figure out the microgram to milliliter dosing on the orange juice, and it seems like I probably got inbetween 15-30 milligrams of LSD (about 150-300 doses). Within about 5 minutes the whole world was painted in cartoon fractals. I remember sitting down in my tent, and no sooner than I had sat down, then my entire visual field was covered in these cartoon fractals, in nice pastel colors…Much of the rest of the weekend was a blur. I walked around with my friend Mike and we had some really deep and bonding conversations – at no point did I ever feel scared or in danger – it was totally beautiful. Luckily I hadn’t driven to the party, so my friends go me hone safe and sound.

Meeting Chuck
At some point over the weekend I met Chuck. I had brought out some sheets of LSD and I ended up trading him for some hash oil he had gotten from his father. We exchanged numbers and it turned out later on that we had very similar interests. His dad would bring these vacuum sealed 5lb bags of hash oil back from Jamaica and then give them to Chuck for $500 for the whole 5lbs. I was able to get him cheap and copious amounts of psychedelics – this turned into an interesting yet short-lived venture.

Probation/Passport
It is interesting to note that for the entire duration of this story I was on probation for selling pot. Somehow I never got violated for this whole LSD adventure – HOW I will never know…At some point over the trip, I was able to get a hold of a friend’s passport and I was planning to just flee the country if I needed to…

Beer Bong & the 20 strip
At one point after getting home from the Farm Party, my girlfriend (at the time) and I went over to our neighbors. I’ve never been much of a drinker. Over at our neighbors house they were doing beer bongs. Before we walked into their place though, I had eaten a 20-strip of white fluff. During the stay at our neighbors, someone convinced me to do a beer bong – long story short I got made fun of for being able to handle 20 hits, but the beer bong ANNIHILATED me!

Bargain Trader/French Tiles phone call
At some point I got very interested in selling legitimate goods (like not LSD anymore LOL). Some how I thought I could use the Bargain Trader (a little classified ads paper) as my New Job. I was going to find items of value sold by someone and then sell them to those looking for those items…great plan huh? So somehow I ended up talking to some guy with Rare Books. He could probably tell I was way spun and somehow he started hinting that the rare books he was selling actually were these French tiles – and though he didn’t come out and say it he seemed to be indicating that he had LSD for sale. I was like Dude I’ve got more than I need, and I’m trying to get out of that and into something legit, but thanks! To this day – 12 years later I still wonder about this call and how that all came to be. I was still taking LSD in big pieces here and there until my best friend Scotty took the paper all away from me (for my own good). I was basially convinced that no matter how much LSD I ate, as long as it was clean fluff, it would never ever hurt me – no matter what. And in some senses I was right – my body exhibited no organic damage, and to this day I am very healthy.

The Oil
The hash oil began to really get everywhere in our house. It was super sticky and my girlfriend at one point banned it from our house. It was all over our clothes, our kitchen, our bedroom, cars, everywhere! At one point we made some hash with the oil and filled a 1970s hookah all the way to the top – we started smoking it in the AM and kept it going all day long. We had people coming in and out of the house all day and the hookah was going strong until early that evening it seemed! (it could’ve been re-packed, but I’m not sure…). We ended up getting some trim from a local grower and with all the sugary clippings from the buds we made a powder and poured the hash oil onto the powder, mixed, and made big bricks of nice quality hash.

Channel 60 – closed circuit TV
Our TV had a channel on it that was a live feed from the gate of our apartment complex. So you could see everyone who was coming into the complex. I would sit for hours and just have Channel 60 on watching for cops or whatever. If you came over to my house, most likely we had on channel 60 – I’m not much of a TV watcher, but I was addicted to channel 60…

$40K deal at the Park
At some point during the trip I had a friend ask me for $40K worth of herb. I sat down with him and his “brother” but I got a really weird vibe from the other guy. I must have had my sensory equipment functioning pretty good, because I told them I’d look into it for them, but just dropped it instantly in my head. I pretty much forgot about it until I was in the mental hospital later on. I talked to my good friend Scotty and apparently it was all over the news that there was a shoot out at a local park. The cops had tried to buy $40K worth of herb, from a guy we actually knew – he didn’t realize it was the cops and went to rob the buyers. I was glad I stayed miles away from that one!

The Girls and the crystal
Okay so this is a pivotal moment in the story. At one point – I had been tripping for all of February, all of March and then the first week of April on LSD only. I DID take several booster doses the first week, but after that I pretty much chilled and just let the effects wash over me…So one night these two girls end up on the couch in my apartment – I don’t know who they were, never seen them before or after. We’re talking and at some point one of them says they can get crystal, by the gram for cheap. And they have some. I was like okay let me check some out. They put down a small pile of crystal, probably only the size of a match-head, which I snorted. Turns out this crystal is NOT crystal LSD – it is crystal METH ! Oh fucking no!!!!!

Within moments of doing the bump I felt myself getting really high. So high that I was losing comprehension of the things going on around me. Information was coming at me so fast I could not process it. And the understanding of concepts or words others were speaking would be there for a moment when I heard the words, but seconds later I would feel the comprehension moving away in waves and a few moments later I had forgotten totally what was being said. This was an infinitely uncomfortable place to find myself in. Up until now I could function and interact with the world in a somewhat approaching normal manner – at this point that all goes out the door. I realize how far gone I am and by the morning I am no better. I ask my friend Scotty, please,

Take me to the hospital –
Unfortunately my friends could no longer keep me “cool.” At this point I felt my only option was to go to the hospital – probably the worst decision of my life I think. My friend took me to the Emergency Room at the local hospital. Once I was in there I immediately got a really overwhelming bad vibe. I wanted to GO! But there was as security guard and he was kinda blocking me from leaving…I’m not sure if he would have really stopped me from leaving, but I felt at that moment that he was keeping me prisoner here now against my will. Eventually I was taken in the back and they strapped me down to a table. They gave me sedatives (that didn’t work) and then cops came in the room. One of them looked at me, looked through a folder and was like “Yeah we know this guy.” Things got pretty weird for a bit and eventually I was transferred to the 4th floor lock-down at a local Psychiatric Hospital. So now I’m pretty much the craziest guy on the locked down psych ward – just great!

Psych place Staff – Peggy Miracle, Wilma, Mel, Dr. Shapiro
I created all kinds of conspiracy theories and some included the staff at the hospital. I thought each one of the staff was a “plant” from someone I knew on the outside – these people looked similar and were reporting back to the real people I knew on how things were. Wilma the nurse was Wilma from Fred Flintstone, Mel a male nurse was a plant for Melissa, my roommate. Peggy Miracle was the head administrator at the hospital – now c’mon her name is really Miracle???? I couldn’t believe that!

The Importance of being Ernest and other patients
I also created several conspiracies around the other patients, who were also somehow working together to report back on my progress to some Psychedelic Oversight Committee – like this was all some big initiation, a test that many people had gone through, and now I was going through it. I was convinced the other patients were doctors, and the doctors were patients – it was super crazy. At this point they started giving me all kinds of medications to bring me down, sedatives, anti-psychotics, so my mood got really sad and I started feeling weird. I also was having a lot of trouble discerning dream from reality. I would be dreaming and it would feel so real then I would wake up and it would be so surreal!

Cosmic Alignment – sandwiches in plants
Get to this one later…


Friends and Family phone card – at one point another patient gave me a phone card that said Friends & Family – and it was like a revelation – I realized that I needed to categorize people into friends or Family – and I went on with that for a LONG time

Everything is gone – Roommate took everything.
At one point I got a call from my girlfriend and our roommate had changed the locks on her and she had all our stuff. I was really philosophical and was like – it’s okay it’s just stuff we’ll get it all back again. She told me that some of it was not replaceable, things from her mother, family heirlooms, etc. I kinda understood, but it didn’t really sink in until later that ALL MY STUFF was gone – I now had to basically start totally over. I had over $20K in hash oil, LSD and cannabis there that disappeared. I had some original autographs from all the Beatles, a signed pic with Mickey Mantle, Joe Dimaggio, and Casey Stengel, and a TON of great original comics from when I was a kid including the Death of Superman and the proposal to Lois Lane…and the kicker – all the copies of all my art from when I was growing up – some really cool stuff all gone. (And the art stuff probably just went to the trash!)

Getting out –
So eventually after 30 days, I am still tripping hard – the hospital couldn’t really help me out. My insurance only covered a 30-day stay, so crazy or not – I had to go. Mel the nurse told me that I was in the RSU and asked if I knew what that stood for, “I don’t know Us or You?” as in, it was either me or him, so I had to! But was told it was the Rapid Stabilization Unit – I could not be stabilized. So they told my parents that I had to be taken out of Florida and put under 24 hour supervision. They knew I had stuff stashed and didn’t want me just disappearing. So I was sent to stay out of state with my grandparents for about 2 months.

The Mall –
Immediately after getting out of the hospital my mom took me to the mall. Once I got there I was convinced that the DEA was everywhere and they were following me. I saw guys in suits and imagined ear pieces. I slipped away from my mom and hid out. I went to a pay phone and made a call to someone. I forget who it was to, but I remember the call flipped me out, it seemed to be connecting things that should not be connected. I quickly left the mall and dashed across the street and began wandering the stores across the street. Unbelievably one of my mom’s friends happened to walk into one of the stores and saw me. She grabbed me and asked if I was alright. I probably babbled some barely-comprehensible thing about the DEA or whatever. Eventually she got me back to my mom.

The baseball game
That same night my mom took me to a baseball game. The whole time people around us were talking and I could hear their conversations clearly. No matter what their conversations were on the surface, I was 100% certain that they all referred to me and that they were deciding very important things about me and my future. They were somehow connected to the Psychedelic Oversight committee, and deciding my fate.

First Festival/Journey to the Glades School bus
So after getting back from my grandparents place out of state, I came back to my home state to try to get a grip and put my life back together. It was a really hard time for me. I was beginning to piece things together, but it wasn’t until I totally stopped all the psych meds – especially Thorazine which made me feel like an empty shell of a zombie – that I was able to begin rebuilding my personality and my life. In fact around September of that year I went to a festival with some friends – my first time back out since the whole trip started.

Once we hit the festival lot I somehow ended up outside a big psychedelically painted school bus with people chilling on couches outside around a fire. All of a sudden I hear my name – Hey! I can’t believe it’s you! How are you doing? Come on the bus, check it out, it’s ours! It turns out the bus belongs to an old girlfriend of mine from high-school and she was there at the festival with a huge amount of LSD moving it from their bus. The inside of the bus was beautiful, it had been totally converted and looked like a sweet apartment inside. She gave me a few red gel tabs which was the first time I had LSD in my hands in a long time.

I meditated for a while outside under the stars with that L. I really wasn’t sure – should I do this????? I came to a place inside myself where I felt it was the right thing to do. I ate 2 of the red gellies and said a little prayer to the universe to keep me safe. I believe that the next 8 hours were extremely formative for me and helped me to really integrate my experience and put it into perspective for me. I came out of the trip with a much clearer mind and a determination to set myself right. I had been told at the hospital that I would never be able to do things like go to school, hold a job, or even read a book again. I’ve always been a little nerdy, so the book thing hurt. I read my first book after the LSD experience and it took me a while, but that was the beginning building block for me. I realized that my mind could beat the diagnosis these doctors gave me and that I was going to be fine if I worked at it.

Reintegration
Over the next few months I put a lot of puzzle pieces back into place in my life. Eventually I started college again and also working. Now 12 years later, I think it would be near impossible for anyone to know just how crazy I was years ago…I’m pretty much camouflaged, short neat hair, mostly regular clothes, normal, 9 to 5 job…I blend nicely now and definitely do not stand out…I guess you never really know what the guy next to you went through unless he tells you…

Okay so here is from the Recent LSD Prints thread that got me thinking again about this...
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dwpineal said:
Man I went and dug these out of my closet - I tell you just going through all the paperwork was flooding me with memories. A lot of the funniest stuff was on the same page with really moving personal info - so I just grabbed what I was somewhat comfortable with...I won't leave these up for long, but just for community enlightenment -

Consent to Acknowledge Your Presence Here (Patient Unable To Sign)


Authorization to Treat (Patient Unable to sign)


Discharge Planning page 1 (note: I never went to Harvard LOL)


Discharge Planning page 2





okay and here is from later on in the thread, but I figured I'd copy it here for good measure...
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I actually went into my computer and found the listing of my stories and I have a ton of them. What I did is list a few words to remind me of each story - those few words should be enough for a few paragraphs to a whole chapter each I'd bet!

I have a text file with 11 pages of these "phrase notes" from my life...So I found the section for this I called it the Long Strange Trip, here is the Phrase note listing, if you see anything you want expanded on let me know I'll write it out (a lot we've already gone over, some I had forgotten :smile: (thanks text file!)-

The Long Strange Trip – Feb-Sept 98
-Marty’s Bob Marley fest bus-trip turntables on the bus
-Jamiroqui, Justin H., no one wants to get off the bus, escorted in by the cops
-Justin freaks out
-H$#@e Farm
-Meeting Chuck
-Marty loses it, moves out – accuses me of hypnotizing him
-Back to the apartment
-The beer bong
-Scotty takes away last half sheet of fluff – he was pretty sure I’d eat it
-dumpster diving with the sergeant’s wife
-Postal uniform score
-Time travel
-Nick and his “brother” – Park set up with the cops – hear about in hospital, also on the news
-oil to solid production party – everyone eats “diamonds”  rolls
-new sponges and oil is banned from the apartment
-Bringing a check into Advance
-Meet girls from philly
-The hospital
-Everyone’s representing Wilma, Mel, Peggy Miracle
-TV craziness
-Probation call- basically no violation
-Ice cream in drawer
-fake meds
-fake rabbi
-van driver
-Dr.’s say never read again, go to school have a job
-released insurance ran out
-Lost at the mall
-Phone call Corinne
-Found by mom’s friend
-Baseball game
-went to grandparent’s out of state
-Thorazine emptiness
-snuck a call to Scotty, brother’s arrest
-Came home to dad’s
-starting to get a handle on the mental set
-Eventually get my peanut butter jar from Johnny, and accidentally throw it out.



Edited by dwpineal (04/02/10 07:45 AM)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12304951 - 03/31/10 11:35 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

How did you have 8 months to not have work or anything like that?

And if I had a trip that was 8 months long the first thing I would be scared of is:

1. being unable to sleep. When I trip no matter HOW hard, I can't sleep that night. Did you sleep a lot?

2. Eating on a regular schedule. Let's face it, when we're tripping sometimes we forget about time. And an 8 month trip would make me forget to eat some days, at least that's how I feel it would be.



I'm impressed by your story. It's interesting that it lasted so long. I read a thumbprint story where a guy tripped for 30 days, but it was so intense he thought it was only a weekend long.

So your pupils were dilated for 8 months??

Edited by Angel_Above (03/31/10 11:41 AM)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12304972 - 03/31/10 11:38 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

whoa.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12304982 - 03/31/10 11:39 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

interesting read!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12305071 - 03/31/10 11:54 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow, I'm really glad you posted the full story.
That is crazy.

+5

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: bryguy27007]
    #12305127 - 03/31/10 12:03 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

one word... wow!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 1
    #12305180 - 03/31/10 12:09 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

thanks again for sharing!!!!  :hug:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: bryguy27007]
    #12305214 - 03/31/10 12:14 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

A very interesting read.
+5
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: bryguy27007]
    #12305231 - 03/31/10 12:16 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

yeah man, when i really got to hang out w/ DW he told me this story i was in awe...all i could think about the rest of the grateful dead concert was what he saw during his numerous dosing of sheets and the orange juice trip...must have been so long and crazy...at first i was like "what?? really you dosed that much??" and he just smiled this big grin and said "yeah". the expression was almost scary in a way, because i could feel by his facial expression that he saw some seriously crazy shit. it was an expression that could not be faked, i knew it was true.

the most i have done was 20 hits, and all i could see was intricate geometric shapes for 4 hours strait, both closed and open eyes. after that part, everything looked like it was pixalated like from some old nintendo game, you know like how they looked from the original nintendo except with alot more pixels. over 24 hours later i was still seeing definite but not nearly as strong OEVs and CEVs

i still am so ponderous at what he saw...i'm sure words could never describe it with great detail...mad respect for him :heart:

Edited by Doctor_Dick (03/31/10 12:35 PM)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12305680 - 03/31/10 01:18 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow! Awesome story! One of the best posts I have ever read on the Shroomery! Easily the best post I've read in years!

If you don't mind me asking, dwpineal, how old are you now?

I can't believe that guy would just hand you a jug of orange juice that heavily dosed without giving you a warning about how potent it was. He should have really emphasized that you only need a tiny sip, not a huge gulp.

And the whole thing with your roomate changing the locks and stealing all your stuff... Did that really happen? Did you end up getting it back, or did he just jack you for everything? Have you seen him since?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12305836 - 03/31/10 01:42 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

:facepalm: "My lsd trip that lasted 8 months"

Pure fucken bullshit. No single dose of ANY size can last 8 months.


The title should have read "My retarded binge for 8 months"

BTW - you were not tripping in the mental hospital, you obviously had a severe mental breakdown.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Chemical Sandman]
    #12305895 - 03/31/10 01:50 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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:facepalm: "My lsd trip that lasted 8 months"

Pure fucken bullshit. No single dose of ANY size can last 8 months.


The title should have read "My retarded binge for 8 months"

BTW - you were not tripping in the mental hospital, you obviously had a severe mental breakdown.



Read about thumbprints...
It takes a longggggg ass time to metabolize all that acid, and it can last months.

Same reason why some mescaline trips last 24+ hours.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12306024 - 03/31/10 02:07 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

you should make a movie about this, it would make fear and loathing in las vegas look like hunter s thompson was doing asprin.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420]
    #12306126 - 03/31/10 02:24 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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How did you have 8 months to not have work or anything like that?




At the time I actually was not working anyway, I was mostly traveling and doing music festivals - don't want to get into income from that time too much details...but during the trip - the first few months I was at my apartment - the rent got paid. The I spent a whole month in the hospital - no work there. Then I went and stayed with my grandparents - definitely could not work the Thorazine was making me feel like an empty shell of a person. I was crying for no reason and felt totally dehumanized.

The hospital was terrible constant 12-step meetings and other really heavy behavior modification stuff - I was sensitive and vulnerable.

Then when I got home from my grandparents, I stayed with my parents for a while, so I was being taken care of for the most part - I probably was not ready to go off on my own yet - really hard time grounding myself and not getting all Conspiracy Theory on everything...

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And if I had a trip that was 8 months long the first thing I would be scared of is:

1. being unable to sleep. When I trip no matter HOW hard, I can't sleep that night. Did you sleep a lot?

2. Eating on a regular schedule. Let's face it, when we're tripping sometimes we forget about time. And an 8 month trip would make me forget to eat some days, at least that's how I feel it would be.





I was not in the best of health at that time. I was having trouble eating and sleeping at times. I remember calling my friend and leaving a message with his mom about "the Bars on the Balcony" basically I was asking for Xanax 2mg bars. He eventually came over and I was literally taking several bars with NO effect. I'm a lightweight on any pharm-medication - I never take them, so 1/4 bar usually has me passed the fuck out for 12-16 hours.

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So your pupils were dilated for 8 months??



LOL I'm not sure man :smile:


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bryguy27007 said:
Wow, I'm really glad you posted the full story.
That is crazy.

+5




It's actually just the tip of the iceberg - there are soooooooo many more stories from this period :smile:


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RobMarley420 said:
Wow! Awesome story! One of the best posts I have ever read on the Shroomery! Easily the best post I've read in years!





Wow damn! Thanks man!
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If you don't mind me asking, dwpineal, how old are you now?




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I can't believe that guy would just hand you a jug of orange juice that heavily dosed without giving you a warning about how potent it was. He should have really emphasized that you only need a tiny sip, not a huge gulp.



Gary's a bit of an old-school prankster - honestly the dose was very kind for the most part - I had some really SUPER weird moments (that make me cringe with embarrassment to even recall), but even with that high a dose, I still was eating paper when I got home from the farm party. A little here and a little there...I was basically trying to prove to myself that it could never hurt me...I would just go deeper and deeper...

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And the whole thing with your roommate changing the locks and stealing all your stuff... Did that really happen? Did you end up getting it back, or did he just jack you for everything? Have you seen him since?




Actually the roommate was Melissa, the Melissa that I thought the big black male nurse, Mel was a 'representative' of...(he later told me on my last day that Mel stood for MELVIN :smile:)

And yes, she totally jacked our stuff. I never saw her again, but found out years later that my friend Scotty would go over and sleep with her (he said she was awesome). It was a really weird time, I actually got some stuff back from the house -

one of the worst things was I had gotten a peanut butter jar full of hash oil back after getting out of the hospital. A friend had apparently gotten a bag of my stuff and was holding it for me...anyway the jar came back about half full, but whatever, it was still a HUGE amount of oil...For some reason I got spooked and put it out in the garbage can out back of my place. Later I got un-paranoid and went to go get all this hash oil back - the garbage people had come and everyone's trash on the street was gone - it was a very sad moment.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12306517 - 03/31/10 03:27 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

wow man, thanks for sharing that :heart:

I had a few months like that about a year and a half ago, I totally relate to the baseball game experience and the tv talking to you.

I miss stuff like that sometimes :ashamed: don't you?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12306556 - 03/31/10 03:33 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Holy shit! What a crazy experience... Do you still like tripping? Where are u at with drugs in general if u don't mind me asking?

And nice statements on the release papers hahah. You got out on 4/20! Not bad! Hahaha

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    #12306677 - 03/31/10 03:57 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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:facepalm: "My lsd trip that lasted 8 months"

Pure fucken bullshit. No single dose of ANY size can last 8 months.


The title should have read "My retarded binge for 8 months"

BTW - you were not tripping in the mental hospital, you obviously had a severe mental breakdown.




I'm with this dude. Thumb-print trips last about 18 hours max, you had drug-induced psychosis for 8 months.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Sheekle]
    #12306796 - 03/31/10 04:23 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Trip, psychosis... call it what you will, but apparently dude was a little crazy for 8 months...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Sheekle]
    #12306808 - 03/31/10 04:26 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

This is truly an amazing story. Thank you for this enlightenment


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    #12306843 - 03/31/10 04:31 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

All I have to say is wow... That was extremely interesting to read and I thank you for posting this on here.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: kaleidoscopic]
    #12306940 - 03/31/10 04:43 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

very interesting read...
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Do you still like tripping? Where are u at with drugs in general if u don't mind me asking?



I would also be interested in the answer

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12306948 - 03/31/10 04:44 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

That's a sweet piece of gonzo journalism there. Thanks for posting!



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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: kaleidoscopic]
    #12307011 - 03/31/10 04:55 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

I don't know I just thought it might be  interesting to throw out there :shrug:
But Haha Yeah I'm with you guys, there is no question it was psychosis, and that is for sure. However when it was just LSD it was not so dangerous, but still otherworldly.

I also have to agree with Chemical Sandman, it wasn't a single dosing, I know it's a super long read, but basically I dosed the large amount first, which got me going and then I would eat booster doses here and there, but nice ones. I was keeping the trip going intentionally for a while. I did have some very personally embarrassing moments on very high dose LSD, one night in particular - learned a lot about myself LOL, quick. But I was pretty convinced that as long as the acid was clean I could keep on eating it.

You know I'm not too clear on a lot of events and the time line in my head is way askew...

But once I took the crystal from the girls and it turned out to be Meth - at that point it turned to total psychotic crisis. I was scared.

The diagnosis papers from the hospital clearly state psychotic (I didn't post those, do I really have to? :crazy2: LOL the docs writing is hard to read, but for sure psychotic)

Okay none the less it was a highly hallucinatory psychosis.

I actually found a short story I had written shortly after getting home from my grandparents (a month or two after leaving the hospital)

Reading through it I remembered thinking that if I could place certain object in just the right places in the rec room in the hospital that I would somehow unlock the facility and just be able to leave. So I was putting sandwiches in the hanging plants, game pieces under books on the book shelf...:confused:

But reading through it I saw the patients and doctors listed and remembered them better, it was like a whole staged play going on around me that everyone was in on except me...

So we had
patients:
Alice - Alice in Wonderland of Course
Ernest - because everyone knows the importance of Being Ernest
Miranda - C'mon cop for sure Miranda Rights????
Gregory - I thought he was a local city cop
Bernard - okay nothing for him :smile:
and Chris - this guy was really confusing to me. He seemed highly authoritative, and well versed. My dad even asked when visiting one day if Chris was a doctor. But he was a patient and he would pretend to be recording our conversations
And the Old Lady who saw angels - never got her name, but I read her the bible and she liked that...(she was into angels requested the bible I'm thinking - not my normal thing to read to people :smile:)






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very interesting read...
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Do you still like tripping? Where are u at with drugs in general if u don't mind me asking?



I would also be interested in the answer




And okay I know it was a terrible and embarrassing time in my life. Try not to judge me too harshly - I try to be a really good person. I learned a lot and wouldn't do that again...

I seem to be very sensitive to LSD in particular now, eating more than 2-3 hits ever is an extremely rare event. Mushrooms seem to be more my thing now-a-days when I can find them...Psychedelics are spiritual tools for me. They help me set my inner compass. I think a quarterly dose each year (say 3-4 trips) helps me to focus on my goals and correct myself in areas I may need to better. MDMA once yearly helps also.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12307645 - 03/31/10 06:41 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

+5. Great reads you crazy MFer lol

Im half jealous half curious.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12307753 - 03/31/10 06:59 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

wow i thought  i was a acid eater back in the day,,,,,,damn

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: ant61]
    #12307813 - 03/31/10 07:11 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

That was a great post. Thanks for sharing man, it really makes my brain whirr and click. :thumbup:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Trim]
    #12307958 - 03/31/10 07:38 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow, intense story. Thanks for sharing it. I've experienced effects similar to yours but for nowhere near that long (mine lasted a few short days).


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Trim]
    #12307964 - 03/31/10 07:40 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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it really makes my brain whirr and click. :thumbup:



You should really get that checked out man...

And shit dwpineal, I'm not judging at all, really. This is just fascinating stuff, I'm into psychology and shit. So was your psychosis seriously similar to tripping? It must've gotten real shitty sometimes right? Or could you actually enjoy it sort of?

And that short story's so fuckin cool too. Your thoughts were very interesting..

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Trim]
    #12308019 - 03/31/10 07:49 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Did you ever think that you could have been prone to mental illness? My Father knows people who have taken 500+ doses of the bomb owsley shit back in the day. And there mental state was just fine after.

I also have had some mental problem from binge hallucinogens/alcohol. It's obviously just psychosis.

I still think sometimes That everything in the universe is directed at me too. Ego-centricism like a mothafucker....

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: CJCollin37]
    #12308534 - 03/31/10 09:14 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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Trim said:
it really makes my brain whirr and click. :thumbup:




You should really get that checked out man...




I dont mean it whirrs and clicks audibly. It's a figure of speech. You could be just joking all together, in which case disregard this post. lol


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    #12308662 - 03/31/10 09:30 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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Trim said:
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Trim said:
it really makes my brain whirr and click. :thumbup:




You should really get that checked out man...




I dont mean it whirrs and clicks audibly. It's a figure of speech. You could be just joking all together, in which case disregard this post. lol




He was definitely joking.
I'm glad I've had to spell check definitely for my whole life.
Still don't know how to spell it.

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Trim said:
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CJCollin37 said:
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Trim said:
it really makes my brain whirr and click. :thumbup:




You should really get that checked out man...




I dont mean it whirrs and clicks audibly. It's a figure of speech. You could be just joking all together, in which case disregard this post. lol




He was definitely joking.
I'm glad I've had to spell check definitely for my whole life.
Still don't know how to spell it.




Excuse me, im a bit under the weather. Haha. But yeah, i've always spelled it definately, and i just now realized that i've been wrong all these years. :facepalm: I'm a sectional spelling bee champ, so that kinda makes me sad.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Trim]
    #12308717 - 03/31/10 09:38 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

I'm going to stick with a possibility that you just had a major case of HPPD after doing a bunch of acid accidentally :shrug:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Moronicus]
    #12308797 - 03/31/10 09:47 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

HPPD is not "psychosis" :p


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Ubitsa]
    #12309123 - 03/31/10 10:38 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Crazy story, glad to hear you're in a good spot :thumbup:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: phxBoomer]
    #12309192 - 03/31/10 10:51 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Interesting read thanks for sharing :thumbup:

Real crazy stuff. Question: Were hallucinations present throughout this whole experience? When did they subside? How are your senses now?

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: noticeofeviction]
    #12309283 - 03/31/10 11:08 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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Interesting read thanks for sharing :thumbup:

Real crazy stuff. Question: Were hallucinations present throughout this whole experience? When did they subside? How are your senses now?




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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12309366 - 03/31/10 11:22 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Very interesting read. I'm too cautious to ever dose like this myself but I love reading stories from others who have ventured too far down the rabbit hole.


And to all the skeptics, chill out...Who cares if it was tripping or psychosis...I'm sure they are very similar when one is caused by the other. I have had lingering effects from LSD trips that seemed to last much, much longer than the 12-hour time frame.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: drr]
    #12309376 - 03/31/10 11:23 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

"I probably got inbetween 15-30 milligrams of LSD (about 150-300 doses). Within about 5 minutes "


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12309417 - 03/31/10 11:31 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

i am assuming you have hppd,
so

to what degree has it impaired your life? how do you deal with it?

and what perspective do you view your life now? (literally and psychologically)


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: catboosh]
    #12309487 - 03/31/10 11:43 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

wow crazy story man  glad you're doing better


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    #12309542 - 03/31/10 11:57 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

shit happens. glad you pulled through. :thumbup:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: nootropic]
    #12309751 - 04/01/10 12:48 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

great story man

that was an intense read.

it just mindblowing what a brain can produce in any given circumstance, though i never wish to see what you saw, it is still very very interesting

someone suggested making a movie about it, all im sayin is i would definitely watch that story

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: tracedwards313]
    #12310084 - 04/01/10 02:53 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

See, I'm sticking with the HPPD part, because usually when I do a lotta shrooms or acid, i'll still get some random visuals and stuff, sticks around for a while..months even after redosing.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Moronicus]
    #12310229 - 04/01/10 05:20 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

one time i took 5 hits or so of acid on 15 mg's or so of adderrall...worst acid trip of my life period...i went into a really fucked up psychotic state. terrible head space, one minute i'd be happy the next i'd feel psychotically depressed, crying hysterically like a baby...never had i been so depressed and felt so bad about myself in my entire life. what an awful feeling...and this was just a few hits mixed with dex-amps...it would be a terrible experience taking a bump of meth on a prolonged trip or a very high dose no doubt


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Doctor_Dick]
    #12310360 - 04/01/10 06:41 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Yeah, from just reading the story it sounds like the meth is what triggered the psychosis.

It sounds like everything was going fine with his little 'perma-trip' until his did the bump of meth. And that turned his 'trip' into 'psychosis'.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12310458 - 04/01/10 07:41 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow.  I know I've given you five shrooms in the past for your awesome artwork, but, now I have to do it again for taking the time to unabashedly and unapologetically tell this story from your past.

Wishing you all the best!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420]
    #12310487 - 04/01/10 07:49 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Yea dude. High acid dose mixed with a even a little amphetamine will most certainly throw the most head strong person into psychosis.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: catboosh]
    #12310695 - 04/01/10 08:34 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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one time i took 5 hits or so of acid on 15 mg's or so of adderrall...worst acid trip of my life period...i went into a really fucked up psychotic state. terrible head space, one minute i'd be happy the next i'd feel psychotically depressed, crying hysterically like a baby...never had i been so depressed and felt so bad about myself in my entire life. what an awful feeling...and this was just a few hits mixed with dex-amps...it would be a terrible experience taking a bump of meth on a prolonged trip or a very high dose no doubt




Wow, thanks for that story! Yes the point at which it went from cool and trippy in a really ridiculously far out way - to scary I can't tell what's going on or remember what you just said to me, no touch with reality - fucked up, was the meth confusion. jeez!

I've always been very careful and try to educate myself before putting any substance into my body - that one was a MAJOR surprise.

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Interesting read thanks for sharing :thumbup:

Real crazy stuff. Question: Were hallucinations present throughout this whole experience? When did they subside? How are your senses now?







Hallucinations were present the entire time. I had rare auditory hallucinations, but most everything was visual, the anti-psychotic meds did chill out the visuals a bit, but they colored my experience of the world into a grey blah wasteland anyway, so I got off those as quick as I could. Once I balanced out from those, I definitely still was getting visuals, patterns and everything else.


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i am assuming you have hppd,
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to what degree has it impaired your life? how do you deal with it?

and what perspective do you view your life now? (literally and psychologically)




I have no lasting traces of HPPD at this point. I spent a lot of time looking into HPPD and other people who had experiences similar to mine - I didn't find too much looking down those avenues, but did find some interesting stories.

Once I took LSD again at the very end of the experience, I really started putting things back together in my life. I was able to go back to college, get a job and move back out of my parents house out on my own again.

I learned that once you have something, you can build yourself back up again. What once was lost can be regained.

I was impaired for a bit, but I took the diagnosis I got from the hospital as a challenge. I wasn't going to let myself be brought down like that, and made the mental push to correct what was not right in my mind and in my life.

I have since come a long way. I have become a vegetarian (I don't eat anything that once had a face) as a result of this, I just decided it wasn't the right vibration for me personally - with education and patience I have developed a very nice diet that works for me. I went to massage therapy school and learned the body inside and out - that was quite amazing. I have definitely become a more careful person and I try to respect all the interconnectedness around me, which we all know can manifest in weird ways...

Most of all I learned to respect the power of the psychedelic molecules. (FOR ME) They are to be respected and used with reverence and care. I got a little lost from the path and they pointed the way back home to safety for me. Some people have to learn things the hard way I guess. Now I try to pay close attention and read the signs the universe puts along my path.

But in short, today I have no lasting effects from the experience. I think if you saw me in the day to day, I would appear totally ordinary :smile: (okay well that actually sounds not too cool, but in my day to day I camouflage myself - I let my colors fly when I'm at shows or on the road though :smile:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Trim]
    #12310860 - 04/01/10 09:19 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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You should really get that checked out man...




I dont mean it whirrs and clicks audibly. It's a figure of speech. You could be just joking all together, in which case disregard this post. lol




He was definitely joking.
I'm glad I've had to spell check definitely for my whole life.
Still don't know how to spell it.




Excuse me, im a bit under the weather. Haha. But yeah, i've always spelled it definately, and i just now realized that i've been wrong all these years. :facepalm: I'm a sectional spelling bee champ, so that kinda makes me sad.



LMAO I was definitely kidding hahahah. And dude I was a sectional spelling bee champ and spelled it "definately" for years too! Hahahah

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: CJCollin37]
    #12310955 - 04/01/10 09:46 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Ehh...Crazy shit man. Thanks for this topic.

Being stuck at the hospital given all sort of fucked up drugs must have sucked. I'm glad you are fine now and back on your feet again! :sun:

Some people here dont know how expensive is to make a movie... why not a book instead? :tongue:

Anyway, It's cool to know there is people like you around, even if you cant see them, as they are camouflaged under a normal appearance.

I hope I'll meet you at a festival one day!

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    #12311011 - 04/01/10 10:04 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

I actually have a listing of stories that I need to write into a book. For Years and years I would sit around and trip and tell these crazy stories from my past -  I would always hear - man you need to write a f&^%ing book! The list I have is just to trigger my memory so I can have a starting point.

I had NO Idea that people would like it, so now I have to tell you I am inspired.

FractalDust called it Gonzo Journalism and that really made me feel good :smile: I would've never thought...and this LSD story is just one of a million...so I may actually try to write it all down one day :smile:

You all can help and get exclusive previews LOL

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
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Yea, send us the drafts to proofread :wink:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Ubitsa]
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SICK

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    #12312173 - 04/01/10 01:48 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

good story man

glad you made it out sane in the end.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12312316 - 04/01/10 02:14 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

You kinda remind me of yageman...

He was another Shroomerite who had some crazy stories to tell about dropping massive amounts of acid back in the day...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12312650 - 04/01/10 03:16 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

:pipesmoke::shineon::inlove3::hug::peace:

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yeah but yageman got acid himself eating too much of it. :lol:


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    #12313151 - 04/01/10 04:51 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

That is...so crazy. I'm glad you were able to have the strength and courage to pull yourself out and reassemble. Write the book!

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Interesting video.

I recognize that voice from the begining of the song "DMT" by 1200 Micrograms... "I remember the very first time I smoked DMT..."


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    #12313251 - 04/01/10 05:11 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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:facepalm: "My lsd trip that lasted 8 months"

Pure fucken bullshit. No single dose of ANY size can last 8 months.


The title should have read "My retarded binge for 8 months"

BTW - you were not tripping in the mental hospital, you obviously had a severe mental breakdown.




I'm with this dude. Thumb-print trips last about 18 hours max, you had drug-induced psychosis for 8 months.





you guys obivously arnt experienced with high doses of lsd.

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Interesting video.

I recognize that voice from the begining of the song "DMT" by 1200 Micrograms... "I remember the very first time I smoked DMT..."




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    #12313452 - 04/01/10 05:45 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Yeah, I know it's Terrance McKenna. Dude's a legend!

I just recognize his voice from that song... It sounds exactly the same as it does in that video.


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    #12314114 - 04/01/10 07:34 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow DW, I've read this thread about 10x and just haven't felt like I am able to express my thoughts on everything. Life is a journey man and it sounds like yours has been a wild ride. Thank you so much for sharing that, my cousin sounds a LOT like you, he has gone through some of the exact same scenarios at a young age and now you couldn't even tell he's dosed vials and been admitted to mental institutions because of psychedelic endeavors. The kid is one of the coolest people I have ever met, and has been my mentor since I was youngin' (go figure how I turned out). He has been there and back again, much like you have, and despite everything he wouldn't have it any other way. I knew I got some pretty crazy vibes off you when we met briefly but I couldn't put my finger on it. Just wow man. :peace: :dancingbear: :psychsplit:


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That meth incident sounds absolutely dreadful man, my heart sank when I read that and tried to contemplate being heavily dosed up in that situation.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: jw2234] * 1
    #12314354 - 04/01/10 08:13 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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DW, first off, I really like your story because its a modern day example of an incredible shamanic journey.




Wow I love that :smile: It certainly was a transformative experience on many levels.

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2nd: WRITE THAT BOOK!!! you have no idea how beneficial writing down those stories will be for you. i know that if you do this and skip over nothing you will be able to process what occurred and come to very wonderful realizations about them. you will literally enter a new chapter of your life and have boundless clarity. plus i bet that the finished product will be a hit.




I had never thought of writing as a mechanism for healing and self-discovery. Almost as if writing itself can be a psychedelic opening of the 3rd eye...

I went home and looked in my computer and I had a listing about 3 or 4 years old of about 11 pages of "story reminders - each one a possible chapter or snippet...on the Long Strange Trip alone I have a bunch. I'll post the titles up later and I can write out more on anything people might be interested in...

By the way the video was sick. I've been listening to McKenna for decades, never heard that rap before, thanks for sharing that!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12315013 - 04/01/10 10:17 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

if you write a book i'll be one of the first to read it. I'm glad you were able to pull your life together and what seems like to be happy with it. it definitly sounds like you've got your head on straight. props man. great thread, greatly enjoyed reading it.

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    #12315035 - 04/01/10 10:22 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

are you still with your girlfriend? what happened there? not to be noisey or anything just really curious. your story is incredible.

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    #12316418 - 04/02/10 07:39 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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are you still with your girlfriend? what happened there? not to be noisey or anything just really curious. your story is incredible.




Oh man my poor girlfriend a the time :frown: I had actually JUST met her a few months prior - so she really got a whirlwind of an experience - what a terrible rollercoaster it must've been for her in many ways...no we separated, but we're still friendly for sure. I believe that everything happens for a reason and the people we encounter in our lives our there both to teach us and to learn from us. We both grew from the experience in many ways.

During this period, I moved in with her - she was living in an apartment with a few friends. Then a month later we (actually 8 of us all about 20 years old) moved into a 4 bedroom house about a mile from the beach and that place was NON-STOP, everyone there was getting lost in psychedelic-space together in many ways, a lot of high dose craziness there for SURE...so that lasted about another month, month and a half for me and my girl...

One night at the original apartment we had met a few people one night when we were tripping at the complex pool - this is a complex right next to a college, by the way. Marty and his friends were all tripping too, we were all excited to meet each other...

Over the months, a lot went on and Marty and I had done a lot of work together and become pretty close as far as trust. At some point and I don't remember how this happened, Marty (who was living with his cousin Melissa), tells me and my girl that he's moving out and we can just have his part of the apartment - it's paid up through (I forget when, but we never paid rent there)...

Now this was the apartment that Melissa later changed the locks on and disappeared from with all our stuff.

I actually went into my computer and found the listing of my stories and I have a ton of them. What I did is list a few words to remind me of each story - those few words should be enough for a few paragraphs to a whole chapter each I'd bet!

I have a text file with 11 pages of these "phrase notes" from my life...So I found the section for this I called it the Long Strange Trip, here is the Phrase note listing, if you see anything you want expanded on let me know I'll write it out (a lot we've already gone over, some I had forgotten :smile: (thanks text file!)-

The Long Strange Trip – Feb-Sept 98
-Marty’s Bob Marley fest bus-trip turntables on the bus
-Jamiroqui, Justin H., no one wants to get off the bus, escorted in by the cops
-Justin freaks out
-H$#@e Farm
-Meeting Chuck
-Marty loses it, moves out – accuses me of hypnotizing him
-Back to the apartment
-The beer bong
-Scotty takes away last half sheet of fluff – he was pretty sure I’d eat it
-dumpster diving with the sergeant’s wife
-Postal uniform score
-Time travel
-Nick and his “brother” – Park set up with the cops – hear about in hospital, also on the news
-oil to solid production party – everyone eats “diamonds”  rolls
-new sponges and oil is banned from the apartment
-Bringing a check into Advance
-Meet girls from philly
-The hospital
-Everyone’s representing Wilma, Mel, Peggy Miracle
-TV craziness
-Probation call- basically no violation
-Ice cream in drawer
-fake meds
-fake rabbi
-van driver
-Dr.’s say never read again, go to school have a job
-released insurance ran out
-Lost at the mall
-Phone call Corinne
-Found by mom’s friend
-Baseball game
-went to grandparent’s out of state
-Thorazine emptiness
-snuck a call to Scotty, brother’s arrest
-Came home to dad’s
-starting to get a handle on the mental set
-Eventually get my peanut butter jar from Johnny, and accidentally throw it out.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12317111 - 04/02/10 11:03 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Those are some cool chapter titles. I can see the book printed already. :tripping:


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    #12318321 - 04/02/10 02:53 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Time travel?

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ok so...

oil to solid production party – everyone eats “diamonds”  rolls? :prance:


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    #12319227 - 04/02/10 05:17 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

what was your embaressing moment on the high dose. i want to know if you dont mind sharing ive been there too so im interested in your story


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    #12333902 - 04/05/10 06:18 AM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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Time travel?




Hey guys, sorry I was gone for a minute, I don't get to the computer so much on the weekends.

Anyway, okay we'll do Time Travel first.

I don't know if time travel is an accurate description, so sorry if this disappoints, I just didn't know what else to call it - also these little phrases are just reminders to me so I wasn't really over-analyzing my word choices :smile:

This was definitely one of those weird experiences that your senses tell you is totally real, but your mind tells you there is no way it could have happened like that. I remember being at our apartment and there was a bit of a party going on (well that was pretty much all the time, the days melded together a lot because of that :smile:) I remember a decent amount of people in the apartment, we had Channel 60 on, turntables spinning records, but all in all, still very chill.

Now someone showed up at the house with a tank of medical grade N2O (now mind you we're on the 3rd floor of an apartment building - so they carried it up 3 flights of stairs). Normally I am Mr. Anti-Nitrous. It always brings bad vibes, it gives me a headache (I've done like 10-15 balloons in my whole life). Any time you see tanks at a festival it is always yelling and chaos, people passing out, it's like crack alley.

And people get way over-excited about it and really do crack-out. So I have to let you know coming into this that I am not a fan of nitrous. That being said - N2O can produce effects when combined with psychedelics that are totally unique and very intense. I've had some very interesting experiences with nitrous - and I value those experiences. So with good there is bad and vise versa.  guess it all comes down to respect and how things are used.

So I'm tripping, smoking our hookah full of hash with everyone and the tank shows up. I'm sure I ignored it for a while, but at some point I end up with a balloon in my hand. I breathe into the balloon and I can feel myself remembering the last time I did nitrous. And I could feel my consciousness moving backward and forward in time from that previous nitrous experience to the current one. Like no time had passed at all. The time shifts were rhythmically moving to the wha-wha-wha of the nitrous experience. I felt myself following the course of life from a single-cellular organism moving all the way through up to super-conscious humanity.

But up to that point it was pretty much a normal nitrous experience. However at this point I got up and twirled my way around the people in the room, past the turntables, did a little full spin  walked and outside onto the balcony. I looked into the moonlight and down at my friends chilling out there. I think I sat and watched the moonlight ripple over the lake behind the house in the quiet of the night. (the sliding glass door was closed.

now at some point something happened, and it was like someone had pushed the "Rewind" button on me. I got up from my seat walked back inside (but backwards), did a little full spin, kept going backwards past the turn tables, twirled back in the exact same pattern I was going before - on the way out, but this time it was like I was almost out of my body and watching this happen to me in reverse. I twirled backwards into the same seat I had been sitting in before I had inhaled the nitrous in the first place and I had the balloon back in my mouth and was inhaling, exhaling and took the balloon away from my mouth and looked at it still full. (Now this was before I learned the proper way to do N2O - nothing but the gas - no breathing back into the balloon.) I figure I was doing a huffing type N2O thing and that's why the balloon was still full.

So my question was - did I ever get up at all or was I on the couch the whole time????

It sure felt like time was moving backwards, and that I absolutely could not take a step in a place I had not stepped before - It was an exact reversal - totally weird :smile:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12337195 - 04/05/10 05:37 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Haha wow that's kinda funny man. And I've never heard of nitrous in a recreational setting, but then again I don't party quite as hard as you have haha.

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    #12372605 - 04/11/10 12:54 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Man you have experienced much more than I ever will. That's some shit.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: JohnnyZ]
    #12373394 - 04/11/10 03:17 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

you've lived!

my question is, how did you keep large amounts of lsd and whatever else around you with no job or anything?

did you have a job and just go to work while tripping?

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12374437 - 04/11/10 09:02 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

i wonder why you didn't stop doseing before you went to the mental hospital but i guess you have to strike will the iron is hot

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    #12374633 - 04/11/10 09:38 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Wow... That's some crazy shit, haha. Good to hear you've got no lasting effects. It sounds like it was quite a trip!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: iheartearth] * 1
    #12379895 - 04/12/10 05:41 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Hey there everyone!

Loving all the questions and good vibes! :psychsplit: I promise to update with the stories you asked about, and a few others as well that I know will at least be somewhat entertaining :smile:

I have had to neglect this thread temporarily, as I've been on experiential overload for the moment;
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/12379863/vc/1#12379863

However, I fly out to the MAPS conference (www.maps.org) on Wednesday morning, so I'm hoping to use some of that 6 hour flight to type out some more of the adventure...

Light and Love,
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12380025 - 04/12/10 06:03 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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However, I fly out to the MAPS conference (www.maps.org) on Wednesday morning, so I'm hoping to use some of that 6 hour flight to type out some more of the adventure...

Light and Love,
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You lucky bastard!

You'll be one of the first to see Alex Grey's Shuglin painting. I can't wait to see what it looks like.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Hiei] * 2
    #12400733 - 04/15/10 10:46 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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ok so...

oil to solid production party – everyone eats “diamonds”  rolls? :prance:



Man I wrote this out - not sure how it got so long! I'm sure not many will take the time to read this all, but it just kept coming out...maybe it takes me a bit to get to the point sometimes...

Oil to Solid Production party – everyone eats diamond rolls

One of the nice things about the set-up we had created was that I had insulated myself from being too directly involved with anyone unknown. Living in the house with 7 other 20 year olds was great for me. One of the things that many people do not realize is the amount of labor that it takes to properly prepare different substances for market. Cannabis has to be harvested – and that is a hugely labor intensive project, each bud must be manicured by hand before it is brought to market. LSD has to be properly dissolved, diluted to the proper saturation, measured and measured again in graduated cylinders, laid onto paper, carefully dried, and stored. And even MDMA needed to be capped – there were nights where our entire kitchen table (it was a glass top) had a pile of MDMA in the middle, with all 8 of us that lived in the house working for hours and hours just filling capsules with MDMA (I had people that wanted it, but were too spoiled to weigh and break the stuff down themselves…) – those were always fun nights.

So I had a nice team of people working for me to help get things ready for market and also at the same time working as a major part of our distribution chain. Since I believe every one of my house/room-mates worked on the beach, either at restaurants (bartenders, waiters) two guys worked these wheeled carts (I forget the name, some kind of oriental origin…), basically they held the cart and ran with people sitting in the seats of the cart. And one of the girls was a stripper. So we had a never ending supply of avenues to move this stuff out. I also had people working for me on the local colleges and nightclubs, so basically our job was to move things from one place to another – always the highest quality, lowest prices, and done with the highest ethical regard for any transaction. We wanted everyone to grow together, not one guy to do good at the expense of others.

So there is a little background for this story. Now we’ll move into the story itself. Chuck and I had arranged for a trade of LSD for hash oil. He had a nice network of people who really wanted psychedelics, and could not get them, and where we were – hash oil of this quality (or oil at all) was basically unheard of, so I knew we could move lots and lots of the oil. We arranged a trade that was basically “at cost” for both of us - so I got 2 of the 5lb bags of hash oil and he got about 2/10 of a gram of L laid to paper (2000 hits). He had come by a few nights before for the trade, that night itself is a whole separate story. I had taken a large amount of LSD that evening and when Chuck and his girlfriend arrived they had also eaten an obscene amount of LSD each. So it took a little bit get organized and grounded enough to process everything.

A few weeks before I had gotten about half a bag full of the oil – the hash oil was an extremely dense liquid, like a very thick molasses, and came in 5 lb. vacuum sealed bags (if you’ve ever seen the Food Saver type bags they sell with the vacuum sealers, you know the bags I am talking about – about a gallon in volume. And this is a substance that a few drops on your bowl will get 4 or 5 hard-core smokers lit up. When I met Chuck he had sent me home from the Farm party with an old Rx bottle (the orange plastic medicine bottle from the pharmacy  - which I thought was a weird container – they just had so much of this stuff I guess…) about halfway full of the hash oil for a handful of LSD. I brought it back home (the farm party was about 3-4 hours from where I was living), and gave out some samples. Almost immediately the orders started rolling in, so we had to arrange for a shipment to come down. So I had chuck bring down the half bag (2.5 lbs. of hash oil) and we got to work distributing it.

One thing that quickly became apparent was that even though this stuff was extremely potent and well liked, it was a big mess and people didn’t really know how to work with it. One case in point was one of my best friends – I had brought him down an ounce of the oil in a little glass (airbrush paint) 1 oz. jar. I gave him instructions on how to take herb or trim and mix it in with the oil to make solid hash – which is much easier to handle and work with. He went out and took some schwag herb and mixed in the oil to about a QP of herb (with the oil you can make a solid hash that is about 25% oil and still kick ass!). Unfortunately he didn’t take out the stems and seeds (I never thought the guy would use something with seeds!) – so his has was – well lets just say it was not that great at all. I had given oil to a few other people in the 1 oz. bottles but people were having a problem breaking it down into grams to sell, it was making a mess and getting everywhere and people were losing oil in the messiness.

So we had a nice demand, but the product needed to be better packaged – or we had to give better instructions on breaking it down. I had people using old bottle caps and just filling the bottle cap with the liquid hash oil and selling the bottle tops for $25 – needless to say – there was room for improvement. So instead of sending all this out in big bulk amounts, I decided to make the hash ourselves at home (my best friend was a little pissed off at me for making him waste his time and energy to get a so-so end product – so I knew if he couldn’t do it, I was better off just doing everything in-house and moving it out that way.

My friend Scotty (another of my closest friends) knew a few local growers, so he spent a few days going to make visits. On these visits he was able to collect all the “trash” from his friends places. This is the materials that are left over after manicuring a crop of buds – all the sugary trim leaves from the buds, small scraggly buds at the bottoms of the plants that either got ignored for the bigger ones, or were less marketable, etc. Most of these guys had a nice collection of trash, as that specific trash has to be taken directly to the city dump – not put out and left anywhere – so the growers were actually really happy to have someone else offer to take out the incriminating trash from their places – especially us. It’s all one family the way we work – so trustworthiness is far more valuable than gold in this business.

So Scotty went on the trash collecting mission and arrived back to the apartment with two trash bags full of trim/stems/scraggly buds. I grabbed one of the bags and looked through it to see the quality of the material. You can’t make good hash using crap fan leaves or low quality herb. But using nice sugary trim, you can make a really nice product. Looking through the bags I noticed that a lot of the scraggly buds were no SO scraggly. We grabbed a bunch of the nicer buds and filled up our 3 foot hookah to the brim and lit it up. Any time I smoked during this period I would get very high, but it would relax the intense psychedelic-ness of my mental state – don’t forget, I am still very much in the middle of a very intense LSD experience – the night Chuck had come over I had eaten another 80 hits or so of the fluff I had by the time Chuck was sitting in my living room that evening. This was the night Scotty took away the rest of the L I had – he said it was for my own good and I would get it back eventually. (When I got out of the hospital I had asked for it back, but he had sold it after I totally lost it and ended up in the hospital.)

So with the smoke of the hookah filling the living room of the apartment, we looked at the kitchen table now overloaded with the two trash bags (they weren’t 100% full each, but they were big bags!) and the two vacuum sealed hash oil bags. Looking at all of that I knew there was no way I could do all the work myself – I was still tripping way too hard to really get my focus. I called all my friends from the house on the beach (the one I had left to move into the apartment with Marty’s cousin and my girlfriend) and told them to come over, I had work for everyone - $250 a day for everyone who could come. ($250/day was  the standard pay for manicuring herb, so I just used that same amount for this…)

A few hours later the apartment is filled with about 10 of us, everyone working all over, the kitchen table, the couches, on the floor, basically everywhere in the house was a different work station and everyone had their own job (or some jobs needed a team of two people). It was really a factory line set-up. I remember looking around at everyone and thinking how wholesome and good our group was. A truly genuinely concerned group of people working to bring goodness to the community – and we were working so hard to enlighten and wake up a society that would surely crucify us for what we were doing in working towards the salvation of that very society. I felt like we were really doing good and on the right path.

We had access to pure crystal MDMA, but that night someone brought over a (rather large) handful of these pressed ecstasy pills shaped like diamonds. I have always been and always will be skeptical of pressed rolls. I like to see and taste the crystal so that I know what I am getting, not just some stuff all mashed into a little pill with some silly character or symbol. I just do not trust pressed pills to be good quality. However on a few occasions I have had to make an exception to the rule. There have been a handful of really nice pressed ecstasy pills that I have had over the years, however I was not ready to believe it. Matty walked around with his hands open and let people take what they wanted. I didn’t want to take any pressies because I just didn’t trust them, but most everyone else ate them. Within about an hour I could see that the rolls really were good (I should have known Matty was on quality control before coming over, but I have a hard time trusting pressed pills…). Everyone was in great spirits, the sun was shining in through the windows, I was tripping and could just feel the love all around me. I looked over to Scotty and he was starting to really sweat – that’s when I decided to take a few.

Scotty always seemed to just uncontrollably sweat when he took MDMA.I could see the sweat beading on his forehead and rolling down his face. Now mind you the air conditioning was on. The turntables were spinning some psychedelic electronic music, the vibes were right on and everyone was actually working. I have to say I think the quality of our workplace environment couldn’t have been on a higher vibe.

I had two separate operations going on in the apartment there. I had most everyone working on making solid hash from the trim and the oil, and I had Matty and Jesse working on breaking down the oil itself into salable quantities. Matty had pioneered an amazing idea that he had been using at the beach house to break down the oil into small glass vials (I think they are called dram vials, they fit exactly an eighth of the hash oil if filled to the top). What he had done was a really great idea and became the method we used from that day forward for breaking down oil for sale. Matty had taken the bag of oil (we would make a small cut on one of the corners and it would be like a huge toothpaste tube, you squeezed the end and the oil would come out the hole), and he poured the oil directly into a (new/empty) plastic ketchup squeeze bottle. Like the ketchup bottles you see on the table at restaurants, the red and the yellow generic squeeze bottles.

So he fills the ketchup bottle up with the hash oil and puts on the plastic top with the pointy tip back onto the bottle. Then he and Jesse made a huge matrix of empty dram vials, I know we bought 400 dram vials, so it must have been a square made entirely of 400 empty dram vials 20 vials x 20 vials. My entire kitchen counter was lined with the vials in perfectly neat rows. Next Matty would put a pot of water on the stove and boil it. Once the water was boiling, he removed the pot from the heat and placed the ketchup bottle full of hash oil into the hot water. The reason he did this is because heat changes the viscosity of hash oil – it becomes a lot more liquid at higher temps, nice and easy to pour from the little opening at the top of the ketchup bottle. And that opening at the top of the ketchup bottle was perfectly sized so that you could pour the oil directly into the vials with MINIMAL mess. In many ways it was a real revolution for us. It made it really easy to sell those pre-made vials of the oil, especially in comparison to the 1 oz. vials that our distributors would have to break down themselves for sale (and for sure, they would lose a little oil each time you play with it or move it around). Once they were all set up, it was a pretty quick process for them to fill all the vials to about a 2 gram level (they had it down pat after a few pours). It was definitely worth it to have these guys in charge of that part of the operation – it would’ve taken me hours to pour 400 vials by myself!

Scotty was in charge of powdering the herb trash that he had picked up. I looked over at him and he now had a home-made turban on his head. Now I knew he was rolling hard because he would put one of those turbans on to catch all the sweat pouring from his head. The herb had to be finely powdered for it to make really nice hash. That way there are no chunks or pieces of leaves mixed it – it should have the consistency of flour. Scotty was doing this process totally manually – no coffee grinder or anything. He just sat for hours and hours and just ran his hands through the garbage bags of herb pulling out bug handfuls of the herb onto a plate in his lap. He was hand-grinding all the herb in between his fingers to a fine powder. All day he was rolling and just playing with that herb. He looks so happy it filled my heart with joy. He started telling me after a while that he thought he was getting higher and higher – like the THC was absorbing into his system from all the hand grinding.

Over on the other side of the room, Keith was taking the plates of finely ground herb from Scotty as he finished them off and bringing them to be mixed with the hash oil. Keith and his girlfriend had hash oil already filled into ketchup bottles  and ready to go (hey it worked – kept the mess WAY down). They would take the plates of herb and heat the ketchup bottles in pots full of hot water. The herb was piled onto the plate so that it was like a little mound with a dip in the center to catch the oil. The oil was poured onto the herb by one person while the other worked the oil into the powdered herbs until it reached just the right consistency – kind of like a piece of chewing gum (Bubba-Licious) before you pop it into your mouth.

The great thing about it, was that for each ounce of oil we poured onto the herb, we’d end up with about 4 ounces of top quality black hash – that tasted like nice Afghani. So Keith and his girl would form the hash into these nice one ounce cubes, and we actually took a little knife and wrote 1OZ on the cubes LOL.

I personally do not really remember doing much of any work that day. I think my job was mostly oversight, spinning some records (I’ve never been that good at beat matching, but I have some awesome records – go figure) and keeping the 3 foot hookah full and constantly burning. It seems like we had a never ending supply of not only hash, but also good herb – and on good MDMA, that was a beautiful combination.

By the time the sun rose the next day, we had most of the hash oil processed for market. We ended up with rows and rows of filled vials and a substantial stack of the 1 oz. hash cubes. The cubes came out perfect, and I credit Scotty and the MDMA for the complete and total pulverization of the herb by hand – every time you broke a piece off, it came clean off and broke very nicely.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12400825 - 04/15/10 11:07 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

Awesome story!

Kinda reminds me of some scenes from the movie 'Blow', but with better drugs.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420]
    #12402973 - 04/16/10 10:27 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

thanks for writing all of that


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12407601 - 04/17/10 03:55 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Post more stories!!! that was very fun to read :laugh:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: deadmandave]
    #12444605 - 04/23/10 03:54 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

LOVE THE STORIES PINEAL!!!  Can't wait to hear more.  I love to hear about the good old days spreading the Love!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: PsilocybinMike]
    #12444763 - 04/23/10 04:17 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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whoa.



That's all I can say...


Just... whoa...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Arcanum]
    #12445412 - 04/23/10 05:45 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

that sounds amazing,


is the only reason you were able to buy such quantity because you know a really cheap source ? was it given to you because you're such a nice guy?
did you get a job and buy some then sell it and eventually you got to where you are today? there's nothing i'd love more than to be in that process.. get a call and offered money to work.. shit bro i'd do all that shit free just to be around you while it's goin on.. that's the work i'm made for the only work i can see a reason for doing

what's goin on man lol

i want to know more


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12445740 - 04/23/10 06:37 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Nice share man, epic story and a great read. Glad to hear all is cool on the other side, d'you think its had a profound impact on your life? Has it changed you since before it happened? Hope that isn't a stupid question....


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dillweed4] * 1
    #12448231 - 04/24/10 08:23 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

okay no one asked for this story, but I've never told it before and it is one I think about a lot. So I'll put this out there. Another really weird and embarrassing day at the office for me :smile:

Dumpster diving with the Sergeants wife


At some point during my long strange trip, I decided that valuable resources were cycling through society in weird ways. Like the Stradivarius violin sitting unknown and unused collecting dust in someone’s basement, long forgotten. But the threads are even more interwoven into our everyday lives, many people find themselves the owners of odds and ends of little value to them, but of immense worth to some unknown individual. I’ve previously mentioned my idea of using the Bargain Trader magazine to locate interesting items, and then to re-sell them to the correct niche groups or people.

Somehow, I must have also gotten it in my head that people must also throw away these interesting items when they no longer have the space to store them, or desire to continue dragging them around from home to home, or in whatever way, tire of these interesting and valuable items. So I thought it would be a good idea to try to begin accumulating items of interest and brokering them into new homes. This train of thought somehow led me out of my apartment and down to the dumpsters in the apartment complex.

I wandered down to the dumpsters – at this apartment complex the dumpsters for the community trash were hidden behind brown painted wooden fences with a little hinged gate you could open to walk in to throw out your trash. Looking into the dumpster, with all the patterns and colors swirling around I tried to focus on what was inside and if any of it looked to be valuable. The dumpster was about half full, so I figured I could get the best idea of what was in there by just jumping in. But before I was actually able to jump in, I hear the creak of the wooden gate to the dumpster swinging open. Now this is an infinitely awkward situation to find yourself in, I knew whoever was going to open that gate – I was going to have no cohesive answer for what I was doing in there.

Whatever initial conversation or words must have been exchanged have long since been forgotten. However once the door swung open, it was a very nice, but very concerned woman. I remember her being very upset, and maybe crying. Luckily for me, she was more concerned with her own situation than to spend time wondering what in the world I was doing hanging out in the dumpster. Somehow we got to talking and I told her that I had taken a lot of acid, and was on a bit of a treasure hunt. She was very curious and asked me a little about the acid and told me she’d never tried it before, that she was scared. I remember telling her how beautiful acid was – what a scene that must have been – this smelly dumpster-diving guy telling you how wonderful and beautiful LSD is!

Anyway, it turns out that she is all upset; she lost her husband’s training manual and couldn’t find it anywhere. She was pretty sure that she must have thrown it out, and knew he really needed it. She goes on to tell me that her husband is a Sergeant with the county Sherriff, and the training manual has sensitive information, long story short – she was really worried he was going to get in trouble because of her. I could feel her stress and concern and I had a wave of empathy wash over me. Even though she had just told me that she is closely tied to the “spiritual enemy” I felt like we were still connected through our very humanity and I needed to help my sister regain her sense of good and honor.

So I told her no problem, I’m on a huge amount of LSD anyway, and was pretty much about to jump into the dumpster before she arrived, so…

Once I was inside the dumpster, it was much easier to poke around and try to check out whatever was in there. Since I was a bit spacey, this probably took a lot longer than you’d think. But shortly I had a thick 3inch white binder with a cop badge insignia on the front in my hand. She was so happy I had found the training manual! Now years later, I wonder exactly what was in that manual – it probably would have been some really interesting info – especially in my high state, probably would have made all kinds of crazy connections.

I ended up walking her home to her apartment and talking to her more about LSD. She told me she was nervous to try it and I tried to give her some safe useage info (set setting, right people, right places, etc.). I think I told her I would give her some if she wanted. Walking her to her home, I noticed that she was walking to my same apartment building. The buildings were three floors and our apartment was on the 3rd floor. The sergeant’s wife went to the same building, on the 2nd floor. She was directly beneath me!

I know that must have been an interesting day for her.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: JackofSpades] * 1
    #12448476 - 04/24/10 09:53 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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what was your embaressing moment on the high dose. i want to know if you dont mind sharing ive been there too so im interested in your story




Okay Obviously I was hesitant to pull this one out...

The embarrassing evening – 80 more hits…


Okay so this is the story that my better judgment tells me not to write. Only because it was so way out there – it is the one story I really cringe at when I remember this trip, but since jw2334 mentioned that it can be healing to write out these stories, I am putting it out there into the universe. This is truly a story that has never been told to anyone. Really the only part of true weirdness would be known only to two people – it only lasted a second or two, but is infinitely weird when I think about it.

I was sitting in my bedroom with reality rippling around me. I remember looking at the sheet and thinking that everything was totally fine and no matter how much I ate I couldn’t hurt myself. Over the next few hours I ended up eating several more 20-strips. Now this LSD is all on just plain old white paper, no designs or anything, not even any lines to mark how big hits are. Just so you know if you are ever in a parking lot buying LSD on white paper, you can quickly measure the size of the sheet against the small side of a dollar – they should match in size, if the sheet of LSD is not as big as the (small side) of the dollar, it is not right. So anyway that was a quick street-LSD lesson for you. But I was breaking pieces APPROXIMATELY 20-25 hits each, really it didn’t matter, but I knew I had a crazy tolerance at this point, so I had to dose high.

Well apparently my tolerance was not really quite that high. I ended up getting extremely high from the LSD for the entire night. The energy started vibrating at very high frequencies. I began to feel like something was coming, something huge and monumental was approaching, and that we all had to be prepared for this Coming. I felt like things were going to get really weird for a bit and that the Family might have to split and re-organize to stay safe. I put two big pieces of paper up in the kitchen by the fridge marked; OLD FAMILY and NEW FAMILY. The old Family was going to be the people that we have to leave behind because we love them so much and don’t want them to get mixed up in all the things the New Family was going to have to do to stay afloat. I was putting people on this list or that list and then people were getting VERY upset for being on the old family list. So the lists went through a few mutations with people moving from list to list and place to place.

I must have been getting very animated because I remember my girlfriend at the time starting to cry – I was talking about going to Hawaii to live with Terence McKenna (I’d never even met him, but figured he’d be game to hang out), using my “fake” passport (it was a real one with a friend’s picture, but he looked a lot like me, so I figured I’d be good). She was just not ready for the level of craziness I think that I was beginning to display. I remember her crying and asking if I could teach her how to live the way I did (with taking high doses of LSD), but I can’t remember how that fits into anything…

At some point I realize that Chuck is on his way over. He lives many hours away, so for him to “swing by” was no small mission. I forgot that he was coming down tonight to get the 2/10’s of a gram of LSD and to drop off the 2 bags of hash oil. He called me and I tried my best to talk to him and give him exact directions. He and his girlfriend driving around and had also taken a huge dose of a drug called AMT (at the time it was still legal, a 24 hour very colorful trip, but it did have a significant body load). I believe that he told me that he’d taken 18 pills of the AMT (which were about 15-20mg each), and his girlfriend had taken a slightly smaller dose. I don’t think that I’ve ever heard of anyone eating that high a dose of AMT, before or since that night.

So if you can imagine this, we’re trying to organize some kind of drug deal – and we’re both about as high as we could possibly be. So he’s calling me and I’m trying to guide him in to our apartment complex from the highway. At some point many millennia later we see Chuck’s car drive up to the gate of the apartment complex – we see this on Channel 60 on our TV in the apartment (remember Channel 60 is our closed-circuit TV channel that shows a black and white streaming video of the front gate to the apartment complex). Once a guest arrives at the front gate, they would press a few buttons, it would ring the phone in our apartment and we can buzz them in so that the gate swings open and they can drive into the complex. Simple right? Well unfortunately we tried and tried but just could not figure the whole thing out. After Chuck and his girl had sat at the gate for what seemed an eternity, I told him to just park someplace up front and I would walk out and get him. Luckily there was a nice space that they found right at the entrance to the complex and parked there. I walked out into the cool night with Scotty and somehow we got everyone (and the hash oil) safely back to the apartment.

Getting back to the apartment we were able to tell how ridiculously high everyone was. That’s when Chuck told me how much AMT they’d eaten and I told them I’d eaten another 80 hits. Even though my apartment had a bunch of people there (pretty much we always had guests), we ended up locked into my bedroom. Me, Chuck, and his girlfriend. I remember feeling at that point that I was pretty much G-d. I felt like I was powerful and that I could change reality on a whim, and that I had to be very careful. I started talking to them about the New Family and the Old Family and I think part of that conversation led me to lock everyone else out of the bedroom.

We started talking numbers and realized that we were pretty much making an even trade dollar wise, even though we had not realized it. We just got very honest with each other and broke down exactly what everything cost, and were amazed to see what it really boiled down to on both sides…his girlfriend may have left the room, because I remember it was just me and Chuck left in the bedroom.

And this is the lead in to the Embarrassing Point –

I don’t know how in the world we got there, but I remember both of us being in my closet (it was a walk-in closet so it had plenty room for two guys). My closet in many ways was like an inner-sanctum of the apartment. It was the place I kept everything I had of value – rare signatures, baseball memorabilia that had been traded to me, artwork, and all my Interesting substances.

How it came to be I have no memory of – but I was completely naked in my closet with Chuck (he’s clothed) and I have this feeling that maybe I’m gay, and maybe Chuck is somehow connected to this realization. So to prove this – I push myself up on Chuck and give him a Bugs Bunny kiss (as in totally weird and the other person is not kissing back and is actually totally like WTF.) So anyway, the “kiss” or whatever was so not-right, that the realization hits - I pull back and say “Okay well, that’s good, we’re not Gay!”

Now Chuck is a really big guy and could have probably pulverized me, but luckily he didn’t! I think he was so taken aback, confused, and high that he was just shocked. Now every time I remember this I just cringe at the memory. Being so high and out there, naked, and confused, trying to kiss a guy to figure out what in the world is going on…

After that part of the night I don’t remember much else. I must’ve unlocked the door at some point and completed the trade of LSD for hash oil. I think what had happened, is that Chuck had a handful of Xanax 2mg bars and we all ended up taking a bunch to try to come down and get back to reality. I remember my girlfriend being upset in the morning because she found me sleeping on the couch in the living room, and Chuck and his girl totally crashed out on the floor of our walk-in closet. She was not a happy camper about that. (she had some expensive stuff stashed in the closet also – but Chuck was good family, so nothing was touched).

In the morning we got them all organized and walked them back to where they’d left the car the night before. Luckily everything was forgotten or understood and no one made a big deal about my total craziness the night before.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12448619 - 04/24/10 10:33 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Ha ha, nice little addition to the story.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12448630 - 04/24/10 10:37 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Awesome stories. :awesome:

This part...


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She was very curious and asked me a little about the acid and told me she’d never tried it before, that she was scared. I remember telling her how beautiful acid was – what a scene that must have been – this smelly dumpster-diving guy telling you how wonderful and beautiful LSD is!





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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420]
    #12448761 - 04/24/10 11:10 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Fuckin' DON story man.


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    #12449296 - 04/24/10 12:50 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Love it!!  Keep em comin!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: mattritt]
    #12449505 - 04/24/10 01:29 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Man.

You have me at a loss, I'm totally thinking about my days in the psych wards, residential treatment centers, AA/NA meetings... my first LSD trip - which changed everything.

Curious, did they just diagnose you with drug-induced schizophrenia?  I have a personality disorder and I find LSD was.. like, the cure.  Really helped get my life together, I wish I could find more - I only did it the one time, ego death and all that.

Thanks for posting your story, it was an interesting read.  I'm glad you got your life back on track - but don't live a matrix lifestyle :P

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: plurfekt]
    #12450091 - 04/24/10 03:51 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

you're a good writer with a lot to tell; write a book man. +5


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy] * 1
    #12450704 - 04/24/10 06:12 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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you're a good writer with a lot to tell; write a book man. +5




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    #12453313 - 04/25/10 12:06 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Wow guys thanks a million! I keep thinking no one is going to keep on reading all this LOL...

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    #12453503 - 04/25/10 12:46 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

You kidding me? Keep it coming IMO


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    #12453540 - 04/25/10 12:53 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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You kidding me? Keep it coming IMO





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    #12453570 - 04/25/10 12:58 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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    #12453820 - 04/25/10 01:35 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

what makes dwpineal so cool is not only does he have some great experiences and stories to tell, he is able to stay so humble. mad respect  :spinleaf:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Doctor_Dick]
    #12454303 - 04/25/10 02:56 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

i read every little word.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12454493 - 04/25/10 03:35 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Psychosis or not, wow... This was the first really long post I've read in a while and I have to say, I'm glad I took the time to read it... I probably wouldn't even believe it if not for the fact that it's so incredibly random that it would be hard to make up, and that you have the obviously legit looney-bin forms...

DW, my hat goes off to you... Talk about a heroic dose...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: theMallacht]
    #12454602 - 04/25/10 03:55 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

idk if you missed my question dw, but


how did you manage to keep all the acid around you while you were tripping ? like its obvious you didn't maintain a job or anything lol


i know you probably sold the drugs in order to afford more drugs

but did you get them fronted at first? did you just have money lying around ?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12455209 - 04/25/10 05:51 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

It becomes a job after awhile, its like running a business.  Buy low sell high, when you make more money you can buy larger amounts thus making more money.  It only gets bigger.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12456061 - 04/25/10 08:28 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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idk if you missed my question dw, but


how did you manage to keep all the acid around you while you were tripping ? like its obvious you didn't maintain a job or anything lol


i know you probably sold the drugs in order to afford more drugs

but did you get them fronted at first? did you just have money lying around ?





i feel like this question sort of answers itself.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: yogabunny]
    #12456154 - 04/25/10 08:40 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

just a thought... maybe you took too uch D.O.B/D.O.C. not lsd???


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    #12456761 - 04/25/10 10:25 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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just a thought... maybe you took too uch D.O.B/D.O.C. not lsd???




Definitely not. It was extremely clean LSD...however once I had the meth, I started thinking just like you - I thought I had been dosed with tropane alkaloids, or some unknown substance...but I think it was just a break with reality caused by the meth + very high dose LSD. once I got on that merry go round, the doctors at the hospital kept pumping me full of different meds trying to help get me "down" but I think that just started to make it all worse.

Once I broke away again from "the system" (I don't know what else to call it, but I'm guessing you catch my drift, the docs, hospitals, etc.) I was able to begin the re-integration process and heal myself. The understanding of psychedelic experience and psychedelic crisis is grossly lacking in our society.

I'm fully in support of creating a framework for the safe and responsible use of psychedelics in society. I envision a type of care for those in spiritual distress that is far different from what we have today - which consists of medicating/sedating the patient so that s/he does not bother the staff, and/or locking the patient away for similar reasons.

My vision would be that when someone is brought in this state of extreme vulnerability that the person is worked with. Allowed to open up to these things bubbling up within - maybe turn the experience into one of radical healing and transformation, instead of a series of funny stories (or a truly bad experience).

But back to your question - the stuff in the orange juice jug from Gary was unquestionably LSD, and that was what started the whole thing, but once I got back home I had a nice amount of head stash LSD that I continued to eat here and there...I'm pretty picky with substances...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 1
    #12457862 - 04/26/10 02:23 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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just a thought... maybe you took too uch D.O.B/D.O.C. not lsd???




Definitely not. It was extremely clean LSD...however once I had the meth, I started thinking just like you - I thought I had been dosed with tropane alkaloids, or some unknown substance...but I think it was just a break with reality caused by the meth + very high dose LSD. once I got on that merry go round, the doctors at the hospital kept pumping me full of different meds trying to help get me "down" but I think that just started to make it all worse.

Once I broke away again from "the system" (I don't know what else to call it, but I'm guessing you catch my drift, the docs, hospitals, etc.) I was able to begin the re-integration process and heal myself. The understanding of psychedelic experience and psychedelic crisis is grossly lacking in our society.

I'm fully in support of creating a framework for the safe and responsible use of psychedelics in society. I envision a type of care for those in spiritual distress that is far different from what we have today - which consists of medicating/sedating the patient so that s/he does not bother the staff, and/or locking the patient away for similar reasons.

My vision would be that when someone is brought in this state of extreme vulnerability that the person is worked with. Allowed to open up to these things bubbling up within - maybe turn the experience into one of radical healing and transformation, instead of a series of funny stories (or a truly bad experience).

But back to your question - the stuff in the orange juice jug from Gary was unquestionably LSD, and that was what started the whole thing, but once I got back home I had a nice amount of head stash LSD that I continued to eat here and there...I'm pretty picky with substances...





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dwpineal said:
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lifeinallday said:
just a thought... maybe you took too uch D.O.B/D.O.C. not lsd???




Definitely not. It was extremely clean LSD...however once I had the meth, I started thinking just like you - I thought I had been dosed with tropane alkaloids, or some unknown substance...but I think it was just a break with reality caused by the meth + very high dose LSD. once I got on that merry go round, the doctors at the hospital kept pumping me full of different meds trying to help get me "down" but I think that just started to make it all worse.

Once I broke away again from "the system" (I don't know what else to call it, but I'm guessing you catch my drift, the docs, hospitals, etc.) I was able to begin the re-integration process and heal myself. The understanding of psychedelic experience and psychedelic crisis is grossly lacking in our society.

I'm fully in support of creating a framework for the safe and responsible use of psychedelics in society. I envision a type of care for those in spiritual distress that is far different from what we have today - which consists of medicating/sedating the patient so that s/he does not bother the staff, and/or locking the patient away for similar reasons.

My vision would be that when someone is brought in this state of extreme vulnerability that the person is worked with. Allowed to open up to these things bubbling up within - maybe turn the experience into one of radical healing and transformation, instead of a series of funny stories (or a truly bad experience).

But back to your question - the stuff in the orange juice jug from Gary was unquestionably LSD, and that was what started the whole thing, but once I got back home I had a nice amount of head stash LSD that I continued to eat here and there...I'm pretty picky with substances...





dwpineal for president :thumbup:



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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: yogabunny]
    #12459125 - 04/26/10 11:17 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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idk if you missed my question dw, but


how did you manage to keep all the acid around you while you were tripping ? like its obvious you didn't maintain a job or anything lol


i know you probably sold the drugs in order to afford more drugs

but did you get them fronted at first? did you just have money lying around ?





i feel like this question sort of answers itself.




i mean, i guess it answers itself, but it really doesn't.


he had a stash of lsd but he could've gotten that like mattritt said, by buying low and selling high, or he could've gotten it all fronted from a really good friend.

i only ask because i eat lsd often but i have to pay for all mine and i'm not rich, as most people on this board aren't, and if dwpineal was jobless but still eating 80 hits tehre's obviously something i can learn from him lol

which is why i asking if maybe he got it fronted and sold it or maybe he got it free because he has great friends, maybe he just got it cheap like 2 bucks a hit and bought it all himself

there's lots of ways he could've gone about doing that


i think we'd all love to know how to be surrounded by acid when your money's low..


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    #12459221 - 04/26/10 11:41 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: mattritt]
    #12459278 - 04/26/10 11:54 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

yeah, bro, i know that..


but listen

if i was moving acid for somebody, that means i got it fronted to me, or i bought it all up front and am now moving it, or it means that it was just given to me and im moving it

now, i'm somebody who knows where to get real potent lsd, and know people who want the shit too, but i have no money to buy an amount to start getting rid of, a sheet is the most i've been able to be fucking with because of the fact that i'm broke and around here the shit is real but people want money more than they want to spread the love,

driving to 5 peoples houses and collecting all their money and then going to get the shit, and then dropping it off everywhere just so i can trip without paying 10 each, i have to hustle to get these hits down to a lower price, so i'm asking somebody else who appears to do the same shit but better, how it's done.

and i'm not tripping and work a job to get this money, where as dwpineal was tripping balls for that long and still managed to be eating 80 hits, i'm allowed to inquire about that because i'm genuinely interested about it.

there's at least three ways to get into the business

obviously he was much higher up than me.. which makes him the person to talk to

i like to learn, and when no one talks about the higher up shit, i get more and more curious about it.

if he's no longer in the business he can talk about it.. i'm just curious

i can understand not wanting to talk about business in a thread, pm me if you feel better about it

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd] * 1
    #12459521 - 04/26/10 12:41 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

:agentgtfo:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12459557 - 04/26/10 12:47 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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:agentgtfo:






LOL

i don't know a cop who can trip like i trip

in fact, if a cop saw half the shit i've seen he'd probably check himself into a ward

i didn't know you couldn't ask questions here.

i mean, it was cool for china cat to write a whole bunch of shit up here, some people say he's lying, idk if he is or not, but i figured if he can go into that much detail dwpineal could say whether he's got good friends or had bank to begin with

it's not incriminating


do i look like a cop ? (i was tripping when this was taken, i don't even remember it being taken, i just remember it was a night we walked through this forest for 3 hours and there were spiders EVERYWHERE eventually we get to the other side of thsi forest, stretching from 63rd to 55th, long blocks too.. long strange walk, and we're in some power line place you're not supposed to be in but we weren't trying to walk 3 more hours back at 4 am so we had to call a friend to come get us and pick us up .. it was alot crazier than it sounds)



would a cop get entirely too wasted and punch through quarter inch thick plate glass? (i don't drink much because i don't like what alcohol does to people, but i got REALLY drunk one night and went to this place i used to work but got fired from for no reason.. very VERY stupid for me to do, but i've learned my lesson)



cops woke me up in the hospital said i sent the glass flying over 38 feet into the restaurant, asking me how i did it

if i was a cop i bet they would've let me walk instead of charging me with destruction of property


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12459614 - 04/26/10 12:55 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Without getting into too many details, LSD did not cost then what it does today. 1000 hits already laid to paper cost between $500-$1250 in the 1990s depending where along the chain you were.

This is all ancient history now anyways, but the finances were much different - LSD was really spread far and wide because it was truly almost costless...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12459632 - 04/26/10 12:58 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Without getting into too many details, LSD did not cost then what it does today. 1000 hits already laid to paper cost between $500-$1250 in the 1990s depending where along the chain you were.

This is all ancient history now anyways, but the finances were much different - LSD was really spread far and wide because it was truly almost costless...




thank you.. that's exactly what i was asking, i could afford that now, but i compared it to the prices i'm paying and it's more expensive for me


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12459819 - 04/26/10 01:33 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

DW, I don't even know how to react to this thread. I am at a complete loss of words!  (insert loss of words here)

This blotter pendant on my keyring will forever remind me of you and your un-believable life experience. SHINE ON!!!!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: danlennon3]
    #12459888 - 04/26/10 01:41 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

-Marty’s Bob Marley fest bus-trip turntables on the bus
-Jamiroqui, Justin H., no one wants to get off the bus, escorted in by the cops
-Justin freaks out
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12459944 - 04/26/10 01:50 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

i was kidding about the cop thing. but whhhhhat in the fuck part of your body is that a picture of?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12459978 - 04/26/10 01:55 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Yeah dude that's the nastiest gash I've seen. Looks like you scooped out part of your arm/leg.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12460039 - 04/26/10 02:04 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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i was kidding about the cop thing. but whhhhhat in the fuck part of your body is that a picture of?




lol, it's my right forearm, like if you have your right hand palm up, its  equal distance from my wrist and elbow, my arm went through the window, then on the way back out got cut on a huge shard of glass, the cops came to my house when i got out of the hospital with pictures of the scene and there was skin stuck on the shard and a huge pool of blood inside the restaurant

14 staples and one stitch, they had to reattach muscle and tendon, the doctor said i was a mm away from the main artery in my arm, and if i hadn't shown up to the hospital when i did i would've bled out,
on the way there my friend was driving my car and when i looked at the wound (the picture is right after it was cleaned out with iodine.. it looked alot creepier squirting blood all over me) i threw up on myself and my friend driving, 3 times,

i continued to lose consciousness and regain it on the way to the hospital and i really think i had an NDE but i didn't go legally dead and hallucinate or anything like that


then he halfway carried me through the lobby into the ER i'm soaked through to my boxers in my own blood and vomit and so is he, but he took his pants off because they were blood soaked, so he had on a huge shirt and some boxers

we got the weirdest looks.. we were drunk as fuck and they would NOT GIVE ME PAIN KILLERS

i didn't know pain until that day, and i didn't know what it was like to almost die until that day

there's nerve damage, places i still touch and can't feel on my arm right above the scar where the nerves couldn't re-route through the scar tissue, i somehow healed really well, and can do pretty much anything, but being that it's my hand and i mentally compare it to the way my old hand worked, i notice differences on the daily, like i'm constantly stretching my hand back and stretching the scar tissue / muscles that happened june 09, maybe july idk, i relearned how to snap my fingers though :P


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12460097 - 04/26/10 02:15 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

lets see that scar you crazy fuck.


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    #12460101 - 04/26/10 02:15 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

look up!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: danlennon3]
    #12460166 - 04/26/10 02:26 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

it takes three pics to get it, but here it is, cell phone camera though







i got the actual date from my mom, july 5 09

heres right after they stapled it



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    #12460221 - 04/26/10 02:39 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

:eek:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
    #12461053 - 04/26/10 05:07 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

HOLY SHIT....

That's ridiculous! It looks like there's a whole bunch of shit that's supposed to be in that hole in your arm, but it isn't there haha. And that's a a wild story, but it doesn't quite measure up to dw's...

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    #12461091 - 04/26/10 05:13 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

right he went through alot more than i did!


and i was thinking the same thing

the doctor said, the muscles in your arm are pulled tight and when you cut clear through them they retract, leaving an empty cavity


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12461111 - 04/26/10 05:18 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Interesting... sorta looks like a mouth too. Freaky shit, man

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    #12461115 - 04/26/10 05:18 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

i liken it to an arm pussy


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12461148 - 04/26/10 05:25 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Ehh.. not like any pussy I've ever seen.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12461150 - 04/26/10 05:26 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

That is some crazy shit fallenlsd. But lets not derail this thread.

This thread is too good to get derailed like this...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12461172 - 04/26/10 05:31 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Without getting into too many details, LSD did not cost then what it does today. 1000 hits already laid to paper cost between $500-$1250 in the 1990s depending where along the chain you were.

This is all ancient history now anyways, but the finances were much different - LSD was really spread far and wide because it was truly almost costless...




You seem to have been pretty big in the game back in the day. Any idea why prices have increased so much?

I just wish I could have this super cheap super good acid that was going around when I was a little kid. I don't like the prices now.

The cheapest sheet (well only sheets really) I can find is 600 dollars for a sheet. I can't imagine getting 1000 hits for 1000 dollars or less. I wouldn't know what to do with myself honestly.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420] * 1
    #12461697 - 04/26/10 07:17 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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That is some crazy shit fallenlsd. But lets not derail this thread.

This thread is too good to get derailed like this...




Agreed, start your own thread fallenlsd, looks like there might me some great stories behind that night, but don't threadjack one that is so good already.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: halo] * 1
    #12461941 - 04/26/10 08:19 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Any idea why prices have increased so much?





The Real Answer: I don't know :smile:

My best speculation:
1995 Jerry Dies - The last year of Grateful Dead tour
1996 Nick Sand is busted in Canada with a super-sophisticated LSD laboratory (also making MDMA and DMT)
2000 Pickard and Apperson are arrested with 40 kilos of ET (LSD precursor)

After that I think a lot of people got scared and things got really scarce. People took advantage of that scarcity and we all see how this played out on the global LSD market.


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No worries on derailing the thread, I'll see if I can tie it in - Since many people have asked how this experience has affected me, maybe I can use the pics to bring things back on track.

Now I don't think that the way I turned out is how others should be - this is just how I like to live now - no judgments on anyone for how they chooses to live.

Seeing those pics reminded me that after this experience I basically swore off any scary movies or movies with extreme violence - I don't even like mild violence too much. I make exceptions for exceptional stories (Lord of the Rings, Avatar, The Matrix trilogy, you know...)

I also swore off TV for the most part - since then I've never had a TV that was connected to broadcasting...I have a nice flat screen TV, but it is only for watching DVDs or I can hook up the computer to it if I want - but that way I can have a lot more control over the "vibes" coming into our house. (especially commercials) I like movies multi media as story-telling and educational sources, but I like to really limit what comes into my sphere of experience. Life is too short to focus your attention on the negative.

Speaking of which, I never watch "the news" I'm convinced that is a redirection of people's energy - oh look Britney Spears gained five more pounds! - when at the same time legislators are removing yet another set of civil liberties quietly while everyone is focused elsewhere...also I don't ever get or read a newspaper...

All my friends and family know that, so if anything terrible really is happening - they all call LOL :smile:

Also I'm into living foods...

Okay gotta make more pendants - shows coming up soon! Now I spread the psychedelic gospel through art.

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    #12462014 - 04/26/10 08:35 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Any luck with a peyote pendant?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: mattritt]
    #12462393 - 04/26/10 09:58 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

im gonna be getting one of those pendants

i have the feeling if i was deep in a trip and i looked at a pineal pendant

i'd be safe knowing if dwpineal can come back on a fuckload of hits i can come back on my small amount lol



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    #12463218 - 04/27/10 12:43 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

sorry for derailing the thread, i copied all the posts to a thread in the pub;

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php?Cat=0&Number=12463210&page=0&vc=#12463210


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 2
    #12463448 - 04/27/10 02:06 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Keep going man. I would totally buy your book if you wrote one so far most the stuff you've written has been more interesting to me or just as much as some of the best books I've read. I'll definitely be watching this thread. Can't wait for more.

Reading your whole book about the full experience in chronological order sounds to me like it would be an epic psychedelic experience to read about in full. Sounds like you have a good base to begin with here at the shroomery, if you have trouble publishing it I'm sure you could find some financial help within the shroomery community personally I'd be interested.

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    #12463457 - 04/27/10 02:14 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Keep going man. I would totally buy your book if you wrote one so far most the stuff you've written has been more interesting to me or just as much as some of the best books I've read. I'll definitely be watching this thread. Can't wait for more.

Reading your whole book about the full experience in chronological order sounds to me like it would be an epic psychedelic experience to read about in full. Sounds like you have a good base to start with to begin with if you have trouble publishing it I'm sure you could find help within the shroomery community.




definately

and all my friends would say the same thing i could gaurantee at least 8 purchases without looking in my contacts


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12463759 - 04/27/10 06:04 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Haha I think if you called the book 'My LSD trip that lasted 8 months' as in the thread title, anyone, even those not into psychedelics would see it and be like 'whhhatt?? 8 months, I gotta check this out!!' Haha, maybe.


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    #12463774 - 04/27/10 06:17 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

edited for trolling

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    #12463797 - 04/27/10 06:26 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

dude back off, take your negetivity elsewhere.


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    #12463799 - 04/27/10 06:27 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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no offense but you are nothing short of fucking down's syndrome if you did not decide to throw up whatever orange juice you had drank.  YES I KNOW that LSD gets absorbed basically instantly.  You go outside of your festival and call a fucking ambulance.  So many dumbfucks in this world ... hell why do I even care that this fucking moron tripped for 8 months..


edit: is it even legal / humane to give a down's patient sufferers LSD or shrooms?




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    #12463826 - 04/27/10 06:38 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Most of my posts are pretty angry

I guess its a curse that I have a little bit of brains and common sense

hope you enjoyed that 8 months

its people like him that makes it one step further away to it being legal ( maybe 500 years from now will it ever be legal )

its like being a down's patient or an autistic sufferer from 8 months... obviously if this person was thrown in the looney bin.... you can't get away with driving or doing anything on your own...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fordrew]
    #12463854 - 04/27/10 07:01 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Actually it's the non acceptance of other people's choices like you demonstrate that made all this shit illegal. You think it's wrong for him to trip for eight months others think it's wrong for you to trip once; difference? I don't think so...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 1
    #12463874 - 04/27/10 07:15 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

hey man, your story was like watching a movie, and a good one! go make a script out of it or something, hell much better story than most of the shitty action movies being produced have

crazy how much a brain can take, and great that it didn't leave you any handicap..others would have stayed in that ward forever man, you went into the crazyman's world, lived it, and returned.. amazing

i got into reading about Syd Barrett's life again these days, while listening floyd and thought what a pity for him that he just lost track of his life, talents etc..he did mega doses of LSD and he just couldn't cope with rockstar status anymore

i guess flying through space is a great experience, living in it often comes with a toll

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    #12463892 - 04/27/10 07:26 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Actually it's the non acceptance of other people's choices like you demonstrate that made all this shit illegal. You think it's wrong for him to trip for eight months others think it's wrong for you to trip once; difference? I don't think so...





are you serious?  Put this story on a non drug board and  you will find the results very different.  It does not matter if his story is accepted by you and me or anyone for that matter.  It is for the feds to decide.  Just like cannabis.  Everyone accepts it and does it but the feds obviously want to keep it illegal for as long as they can until all 50 states probably will have it legal..

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    #12463945 - 04/27/10 07:54 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Who votes the same government who run the same laws every few years? People and most of them are non tolerant of what others do with themselves. By the way not everyone accepts and does cannabis otherwise it would be legal, that is just pure bullshit.

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    #12464031 - 04/27/10 08:24 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Actually it's the non acceptance of other people's choices like you demonstrate that made all this shit illegal. You think it's wrong for him to trip for eight months others think it's wrong for you to trip once; difference? I don't think so...





are you serious?  Put this story on a non drug board and  you will find the results very different.  It does not matter if his story is accepted by you and me or anyone for that matter.  It is for the feds to decide.  Just like cannabis.  Everyone accepts it and does it but the feds obviously want to keep it illegal for as long as they can until all 50 states probably will have it legal..




It's all about money and capitalism; don't kid yourself :lol:.

DW is a much stronger and wiser person because of his past choices, despite any consequences that may have resulted at the time. Everything happens for a reason, who the fuck are you to judge someone else? Especially about their past.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fordrew]
    #12464273 - 04/27/10 09:30 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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no offense but you are nothing short of fucking down's syndrome if you did not decide to throw up whatever orange juice you had drank.  YES I KNOW that LSD gets absorbed basically instantly.  You go call a fucking ambulance or have your so called "buddy" drive you to the hospital.  So many dumbfucks in this world ... hell why do I even care that this fucking moron tripped for 8 months..


edit: is it even legal / humane to give a down's patient sufferers LSD or shrooms?





It's cool man, no offense taken - I don't spend time worrying about how others view me. I've learned that life is all about attitude and how you react to the events and situations you come across in the day. A good attitude and positive outlook can be immeasurably valuable in terms of general happiness and maybe even life extension (happy healthy bodies live longer - just a guess...)

As to your comments about psychedelics becoming legal - I think we are closer than ever to that. With organizations like MAPS doing level-headed and well planned research into these chemicals, I'm willing to bet we will see a loosening of the restrictions on these substances worldwide at some point - maybe even in our lifetimes.

I'm working hard to help push that movement - I've donated over a thousand dollars worth of Art to MAPS so far in 2010 - and plan to continue at a steady pace as long as my stuff can help the cause move forward.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12464383 - 04/27/10 09:58 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Good Lordy McLord, DW! That was quite the read!! I feel humbled just from reading it and knowing what you and others have gone through with psychedelics.. I really enjoyed how&what you wrote on your discharge forms :crazy2:. I feel when we meet in person, we will have loads of beautiful conversation!

You've said nothing to change my impression of how you used to be, but you definitely seem to be in your right direction nowadays :smile:

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    #12467771 - 04/27/10 06:57 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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no offense but you are nothing short of fucking down's syndrome




Hahahaha, I'm sorry guys...

No offense, but FUCK you.

Nice response dw, most people get offended when people insult them like that.

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    #12468096 - 04/27/10 07:54 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

glad i got to see this. if you write a book, i'd buy it for sure. nice man


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12468861 - 04/27/10 10:24 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Thank you so much for sharing.  Just reading this is life changing stuff. like all the others I would definitely encourage the book idea, don't underestimate the worth of your story. 

good luck with all your positive endeavors!  :smile:


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    #12469972 - 04/28/10 04:32 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Yeah dw....


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    #12470057 - 04/28/10 05:50 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

oh yeah, and let me design the book cover! haha


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    #12471172 - 04/28/10 11:56 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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-Marty’s Bob Marley fest bus-trip turntables on the bus
-Jamiroqui, Justin H., no one wants to get off the bus, escorted in by the cops
-Justin freaks out





Okay these are all part of one story, so I'm glad you vibed them out to go together!

Here you go...

Shortly after we met Marty, he told asked me if we wanted to go to the Bob Marley Festival, he was renting a bus to drive everyone out there from his apartment, so no one would have to drive home. Now Marty was a really interesting guy. He was someone who was very well connected, but he was very low-key and very security conscious. He was one of the first people who really pushed me to never say anything even minutely incriminating over the phone. He would always stress, even when I would use very vague or heavily coded language on the phone. He would always tell me that it wasn’t because of what we were doing that we had to be silent over the phone, but that it was because of something his dad was involved in. I never met his dad, and never really figured exactly what he was entangled in (actually not even an idea, to be honest). He was well organized, did what he said he was going to do, and was conscious of “quality control” which is essential in a completely unregulated underground marketplace. He was nice to work with for sure.

But he also had a very sinister side that he only showed small glimpses of. One night when we were alone in his apartment, smoking a joint and tripping out, he got all quiet and started to tell me about an old case he had and how the witness in that case was killed shortly before the trial. He showed me a newspaper clipping with the guys death, I think it was some kind of boating accident, but I really cannot remember. It was a very heavy moment there in the apartment, and I never forgot it. He didn’t come right out and say that his family had taken care of his problem, but that seemed to be implied. I never knew if he was for real or not, but I made a note that this guy was a little nuts already. I never even knew Marty’s last name, and now that I am remembering all this, I am glad I didn’t! I ended up in some pretty interesting places though because of him – he knew a lot of interesting and connected folks.

So the day of the Marley Festival rolls around and we all load up from our house on the beach and caravanned the 8 of us over to Marty’s apartment (the same apartment he would later just give to me with 3 months paid rent – I didn’t make it through all three months before landing in the hospital though). We arrived in the parking lot by his place and saw a huge luxury bus – the same size as a Greyhound bus- sitting there waiting like a beautiful chariot. Everyone piled out of the cars and we made our way over to the bus. We saw people loading all kinds of different equipment and things onto the bus – turntables and DJ mixing equipment, speakers, wire, lights, and a nitrous tank among other things. Marty came up and introduced us to Curtis, our driver for the day. Marty told us that he’d arranged with Curtis so that we could smoke herb on the bus and basically do whatever – we just had to tip Curtis $20 each (I know there was at least 30 people on the bus, so he did good!). We took care of Curtis right then and there, and told him we’d take care of him again at the end as well. It took quite a while to get everything loaded and all the people on the bus, but within the hour we were rolling out of the parking lot and on our way to the Marley Fest.

As soon as I got on the bus Marty introduced me to a kid who called himself “Jamiroquai” who had brought a book bag full of really amazing mushrooms. He put a small handful of them in my girlfriend’s hand and she took some and passed the rest over to me. I handed him a nice strip of paper and he wandered on to the back of the bus with the turntables. To be honest I don’t think I ever saw that guy again. I was pretty upset that we never got his phone number, as I know that would have been a nice thing to have. The bus had a bunch of those TV screens for the passengers to watch and someone had brought a trippy animation DVD that was playing on the screens all throughout the bus. Someone was spinning records from the turntables all the way in the back of the bus and the music was routed through the speakers in the bus and also from a separate set of speaker that someone had brought on board. The ride to the festival was not a short one. The festival was about 45 minutes away, so for that entire time the people inside the bus were moving, dancing, smoking and partying hard. The bus was filled with smoke from nice kind bud and things were starting to get very psychedelic on the bus.

About halfway there to the festival it was apparent that some people were getting super high. Interestingly one of the guys on the bus was a kid I knew peripherally from high school many years ago. His name was Justin and he had a moment of fame in high school when the school resource officers found that he had hidden hits of LSD in his cookies on the way to grad night (a type of “field trip” for seniors in high school right before graduation – they close down Disney World to the public and let loose high school kids from all over the state…) So somehow Marty knew Justin. I didn’t talk to Justin too much during the trip, but he knew a lot of the same people that my best friend Scotty knew, so I handed Justin a strip of paper and wandered off while Scotty and him reminisced.

By the time the bus was arriving at the festival grounds everyone on the bus was tripping hard. The bus pulled up to the parking lot, and the cops waved the bus to the side. Curtis followed the directions of the police and then a police cruiser got on either side of the bus (one on each side) and started escorting us into the venue. We’re all tripping on the bus with untold amounts of drugs on board, and now there’s cops surrounding us and leading us somewhere. Some people started freaking a little and I heard little outbursts of “what’s going on?” “why are the cops following us???!!” The tension started to rise on the bus and people started stashing stuff all over the bus. Curtis could tell we were all losing it, and made some attempts to chill everyone out.

Soon it was apparent that the cops were not trying to bust us, but actually they thought that our bus was one of the artists tour buses because it was so nice! They were escorting us to the backstage area. Once they got us through the gates, the two cop cars pulled away and drove off. Curtis tried to get us all access into the backstage areas, but when we got to that back gate, I guess whoever was there checking – realized that we were not artists at the reggae festival. But they did let us park the bus in the area right outside of the backstage gates. Once we were parked, people began trying to collect themselves mentally from the crazy trauma we all just went through in the last 2 minutes. We started flowing off the bus and the group re-organized in the parking lot outside the bus. It was obvious we were missing people. Someone came out and said that a group of people on the bus were way too high to get off and go to the show. There was some discussion as to whether we should try to help them off or just go in without them. Eventually there was no getting these people off the bus – they had nitrous, turntables (music), all the herb they could want – it was a solid argument – so we left them there and went into the festival. Funny enough, Marty, the one who put this all together and did this for everyone, was one of the people too high to get off the bus.

The rest of us gathered some grocery bags of canned foods (the festival was also a canned food drive, so we brought a huge amount of canned goods to donate), and started heading into the show. We made it to the canned food drop off point and got all the food safely delivered and made our way to the huge line of people waiting to get in (massive line!). Eventually we all made it through the gates and we walked like a wave of people cresting towards the stage. We set up somewhere in a huge group – it was nice to have a big home base camp. I don’t remember much of the show, other than that it was a perfect and beautiful sunny day out and the vibes from the reggae were righteous. I like a lot of the lyric of conscious reggae, so it seemed to be the perfect high vibration there.

I remember at one point one of the guys from the bus was sitting next to me and my girlfriend by our blankets and lit up a joint with us. I remember him being really kind and genuine hearted. At one point he looked over to me and said, “You know I’ve been tripping for almost 20 years and I tell you, I got some of the best, cleanest acid ever today.” I could tell he was feeling good. He seemed to check in mentally with himself and then turned to me again and said, “you know, if you want I can get you some if you wanted.” I could just feel the kindness flowing from him – he had no idea I brought all the LSD on the bus and he genuinely wanted to turn me on to something he thought was special. It was a touching moment and one I will never forget. I felt a little cautious and didn’t want to expose myself too much, but told him I had taken some of the same stuff too and could definitely agree.

Many hours later, the festival ended, but our trips were far from over. We re-grouped outside at the bus and as far as I know, no one was left behind. We piled onto the bus and it was a much calmer ride home than the ride out. Much more mellow and smokey. Eventually we pulled back into the parking lot at Marty’s place and Curtis parked the bus. He turned around, stood up and said loudly, “I’ve been driving buses for over 20 years, I’ve never, I mean NEVER seen a group that can party like y’all do!” Everyone started cheering and giving Curtis big high 5’s on the way off the bus. It actually took a really long time to get all the equipment loaded off the bus. Once we were back inside Marty’s apartment, I realized that Marty wasn’t there. Apparently he was outside with Curtis – I think there was some kind of problem with the payment for the bus, maybe Marty’s card didn’t work, or something happened. I know he had cash in the apartment, and I never really figured out what went down, but I know Marty was tripping really hard still, so maybe he was just trying to figure out how everything calculated…Marty could be very quiet at times.

Back in the apartment, when everyone should have been winding down and chilling, Justin starts losing it. He made some strange comments about a house of his better be alright. He threatened to stab Scotty with a knife and was getting really agro. Marty and a few others took Justin outside, I told them to feed him a few Xanax bars to chill him out. While they were outside on the balcony talking to Justin, I gathered Scotty and the rest of our crew (Scotty didn’t live at the beach house with us, but he was my best friend), and we got out of there quickly. We headed back to the beach house to try to catch some balance and maybe even get a little rest. I got a call from Marty the next day and he filled me in more on the Justin situation. Apparently he had gotten it into his head that the bus trip was some kind of scam or trick to get him away from his house. And that Scotty was gathering information from him so that they could rip off Justin’s house. Then he told me that Justin was a grower and that he was worried that while we took him to the festival and dosed him, that we had another crew of people going to his hose to clear it out. He really believed that we had done this and that was why he threatened to kill Scotty. All this was of course in his head – when he got home, his place was fine. I guess he called Marty all embarrassed the next day to explain. We never saw Justin again either (not that anything happened to him, he’s just not the type of people we wanted to associate with…)

I would copy Marty’s idea two years later (I guess after I got my mind back together!). I think that I learned a lot from Marty’s trip and we really organized an awesome bus trip again in 2000 – I still have one of the flyers we created for that trip framed and on my wall – I’ll scan it if anyone wants to see it – it’s funny because it clearly says you get an eighth of nugs with your bus ticket :smile: Also that year we gave everyone on the bus a rasta colored (red gold green) tie dye shirt with the bus image ironed on to the shirt – so that year we were 40 people wandering around the event in identical tie-dyes. At some point two girls came up to me and were like “Oh Are you on the Magic Bus?I see your t-shirt…Some of our friends are on that bus, can you tell us where everyone is?”

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12471298 - 04/28/10 12:20 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

i want to seeeeeeee the flyer!!!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: yogabunny]
    #12471320 - 04/28/10 12:26 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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i want to seeeeeeee the flyer!!!




same

i love reading your stories lol

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    #12471452 - 04/28/10 12:48 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Nice addition to the story... keep 'em coming!


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    #12471491 - 04/28/10 12:56 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

We should organize another bus trip!!!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: mattritt]
    #12471574 - 04/28/10 01:09 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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We should organize another bus trip!!!



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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12472100 - 04/28/10 02:45 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Thank you Pineal for your awesome stories!!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: weephar]
    #12472287 - 04/28/10 03:19 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Dam that sounds like the trip of a lifetime. Great read :thumbup:

Do you still go to Marly Fest pineal? If so next year I say we have a huge shroomery gathering there headed by you.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12472432 - 04/28/10 03:56 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Another awesome story! :awesome:

You should definitely scan that flyer!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RobMarley420]
    #12473625 - 04/28/10 07:37 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

man where's that shit going on around here.. i'd be a part of it in everyway i could be


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: yogabunny]
    #12474038 - 04/28/10 09:16 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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i want to seeeeeeee the flyer!!!








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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12474080 - 04/28/10 09:25 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

And here's a group photo right before we went in to the show. 70% to 100% of the people in the picture are on LSD (not sure about those guys in the background) :crazy2:
Right after the bus took off I walked down the aisles of the bus with a champagne glass filled with red gel tabs and let people take what they wanted. Making the goodie bags up for that trip was a fun time!



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    #12474094 - 04/28/10 09:29 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

dang you guys did it up.


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    #12474362 - 04/28/10 10:24 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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And here's a group photo right before we went in to the show. 70% to 100% of the people in the picture are on LSD (not sure about those guys in the background) :crazy2:
Right after the bus took off I walked down the aisles of the bus with a champagne glass filled with red gel tabs and let people take what they wanted. Making the goodie bags up for that trip was a fun time!








how do i become a part of something like that


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12474419 - 04/28/10 10:33 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

wow craziness. sounds like u know a lotta sweet people, glad to hear ur back on your feet.

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    #12474448 - 04/28/10 10:38 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

right.. sweet people, i have been given small handouts, like maybe three hits and 250mg of mdma and some weed, nothing like a wine glass full of geltabs being handed out

never even seen a geltab


how do you find the groups where cats are just throwing out favors?


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    #12474520 - 04/28/10 10:52 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

you dont look for them


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12474942 - 04/29/10 12:03 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

hm

i wish i had more money to go to festivals.

i've been looking far and wide for those type of groups outside of the festival scene.. i've only been to one festival, but i was offered free shit there every thirty minutes or so.

i share all the acid i buy on the hopes that others will share with me, everybody i know around my town, though, thinks "if he's giving out free acid why would i need to buy any? ever?" which is why i no longer just hand out doses to everybody, unless i got a bunch of course :P

i just don't really have money to be buying and handing out a bunch of doses all the time(they aren't near as cheap as dwpineal's price), or going from festy to festy, and so on like that, if i had the money i'd be there though


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12475665 - 04/29/10 05:28 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

man I wish I could just give you a map my brother! I honestly believe things like this are going on right now, but I have no clue where that would be - I'm a bit more calm as I age I find :smile:

I was at a show talking to Dr. Dick and I told him I probably only take LSD 3-4 times a year now-a-days (solid doses - infrequently - seem to have the most value for me).

But I'll tell you the way that I got to where I once was is entirely up to these three factors;

1. Be in the right place at the right time
2. Say the right things to the right people
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    #12475821 - 04/29/10 06:56 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

solid advice.. how do you know what the right things to say are?



in most situations i don't have a problem knowing the right thing to say, but this feels so much different, i'm not sure.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12476150 - 04/29/10 08:43 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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solid advice.. how do you know what the right things to say are?



in most situations i don't have a problem knowing the right thing to say, but this feels so much different, i'm not sure.




You never know - it's like a vibe thing, you know the right phrase at the right moment may open someone's eyes to who you are inside, and that may open them up to providing you with opportunities...if I had a phrase book, I'd post it :smile:

But you know how it is, life is all about chance and possibilities. Don't be afraid when opportunities arise, just having a positive attitude and willingness to learn and adventure will bring you where you need to go...

Your path is your path. The universe kinda decides it for you - but I believe that the path has forks and we have to be brave and choose the righteous path - each one leads to different places.

You will be exactly where you need to be exactly when you need to be there. The universe will open to you like a blooming lotus flower - what incarnation this take who can say.

One of the amazing things about this place is that it allows you to really take the psychedelic experience into your own hands. LSD is something that is out of reach for most of us to produce at home for spiritual development - but mushrooms - this site is like the healing of the community in that it is a sharing of once secret knowledge. You don't have to wait for LSD to come around, or pay $600-$900 a sheet (yes I saw sheets going for $900 on Spring Tour in 2009 - INSANE!).

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    #12481807 - 04/30/10 03:04 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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solid advice.. how do you know what the right things to say are?



in most situations i don't have a problem knowing the right thing to say, but this feels so much different, i'm not sure.




You never know - it's like a vibe thing, you know the right phrase at the right moment may open someone's eyes to who you are inside, and that may open them up to providing you with opportunities...if I had a phrase book, I'd post it :smile:

But you know how it is, life is all about chance and possibilities. Don't be afraid when opportunities arise, just having a positive attitude and willingness to learn and adventure will bring you where you need to go...

Your path is your path. The universe kinda decides it for you - but I believe that the path has forks and we have to be brave and choose the righteous path - each one leads to different places.

You will be exactly where you need to be exactly when you need to be there. The universe will open to you like a blooming lotus flower - what incarnation this take who can say.

One of the amazing things about this place is that it allows you to really take the psychedelic experience into your own hands. LSD is something that is out of reach for most of us to produce at home for spiritual development - but mushrooms - this site is like the healing of the community in that it is a sharing of once secret knowledge. You don't have to wait for LSD to come around, or pay $600-$900 a sheet (yes I saw sheets going for $900 on Spring Tour in 2009 - INSANE!).





you are a beautiful soul

i love mushrooms, but ever since i took acid i've just.. loved(for lack of a better or original word) it. it's a very deep thing with me, as if everything in my life up until the point of me discovering acid and that whole festival scene, was meant just to lead me up to that.


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    #12483041 - 04/30/10 12:00 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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i love mushrooms, but ever since i took acid i've just.. loved(for lack of a better or original word) it. it's a very deep thing with me, as if everything in my life up until the point of me discovering acid and that whole festival scene, was meant just to lead me up to that.




i pretty much feel exactly 100% the same way. like before i was born, i told myself that i would do this and this and this and it would eventually lead me to something great. and it did. and my life hasn't been the same.


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    #12483463 - 04/30/10 01:12 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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fallenlsd said:
i love mushrooms, but ever since i took acid i've just.. loved(for lack of a better or original word) it. it's a very deep thing with me, as if everything in my life up until the point of me discovering acid and that whole festival scene, was meant just to lead me up to that.




i pretty much feel exactly 100% the same way. like before i was born, i told myself that i would do this and this and this and it would eventually lead me to something great. and it did. and my life hasn't been the same.





glad to know i'm not crazy

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12484033 - 04/30/10 02:43 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

ya it feels that way sometimes. and people that don't have this perspective will try to convince you of your craziness. i do my best to find people like ourselves IRL and befriend them. theres a lot, they just don't know or won't talk about it.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12484040 - 04/30/10 02:45 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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ya it feels that way sometimes. and people that don't have this perspective will try to convince you of your craziness. i do my best to find people like ourselves IRL and befriend them. theres a lot, they just don't know or won't talk about it.




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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12484162 - 04/30/10 03:13 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

How did you get involved in the drug business if you don't mind me asking?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: ninja cat 09]
    #12487388 - 05/01/10 05:09 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Love the stories about the magic bus to the Marley festival. Sounds like an amazing time.

I can totally relate to the people who chilled on the bus, that would probably be what I'd do after smoking a bunch of bud hehe.

The pictures totally made the story for me, brought it back to reality. like a testament to your honest/humble (yet crazy) stories. I especially liked the flyer, did you do the artwork for it, dw?

also, i was curious about how many hits are on a sheet that sells for $600-900? I've never done acid so forgive my ignorance :smile:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
    #12487394 - 05/01/10 05:11 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Quote:

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ya it feels that way sometimes. and people that don't have this perspective will try to convince you of your craziness. i do my best to find people like ourselves IRL and befriend them. theres a lot, they just don't know or won't talk about it.




This




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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12487437 - 05/01/10 05:29 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

I just read that conversation between fallenlsd and the others, awesome, i couldnt agree more.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: RealRollForever]
    #12519930 - 05/06/10 11:04 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

bump.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: deadmandave]
    #12520882 - 05/07/10 05:30 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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NlightNme said:
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ya it feels that way sometimes. and people that don't have this perspective will try to convince you of your craziness. i do my best to find people like ourselves IRL and befriend them. theres a lot, they just don't know or won't talk about it.




This




:laugh:




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I especially liked the flyer, did you do the artwork for it, dw?

also, i was curious about how many hits are on a sheet that sells for $600-900? I've never done acid so forgive my ignorance :smile:




Thanks man! Much appreciated, I did draw the flyer, I've always been a little art-y. You can see a few things hidden in there like the date on the fender of the bus and the joint in the drivers mouth...also no one really noticed my old pager number (good G-d that dates me! okay I'm old :smile:) was (xxx) X22-KIND. Gotta spread that love! :smile:

Oh and a sheet has 100 hits, so if you think about it, prices have increased dramatically in 15 years...(figuring retail of $100 to $175 for a sheet to now $600 +)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dummy]
    #12520886 - 05/07/10 05:32 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Quote:

fallenlsd said:
i love mushrooms, but ever since i took acid i've just.. loved(for lack of a better or original word) it. it's a very deep thing with me, as if everything in my life up until the point of me discovering acid and that whole festival scene, was meant just to lead me up to that.




i pretty much feel exactly 100% the same way. like before i was born, i told myself that i would do this and this and this and it would eventually lead me to something great. and it did. and my life hasn't been the same.





I definitely understand, beautifully put you two...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12520979 - 05/07/10 06:30 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

dw you're 2 KIND


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: fallenlsd]
    #12522209 - 05/07/10 01:12 PM (13 years, 10 months ago)

Just wanted to say I've read alll your stories so far DW...  and keep it up.  They have a great quality to them all, they are very capitvating...  Its almost like they suck me right into the story and I am there clear as day like a dream...  Very nice...  Thank you...  Oh and those Cherubs in like 2001 2002 at Boneroo SPUN ME OUT!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: LuckeyMA]
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
    #12526612 - 05/08/10 10:34 AM (13 years, 10 months ago)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dillweed4]
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Bump.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
    #12845336 - 07/03/10 03:45 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
    #12845339 - 07/03/10 03:46 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

absolutely awesome. thanks for sharing :thumbup:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: StayPuff]
    #12846493 - 07/03/10 10:08 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.



gotta figure he had a huge tolerance at the time man...


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Doctor_Dick]
    #12846833 - 07/03/10 11:50 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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StayPuff said:
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.



gotta figure he had a huge tolerance at the time man...




Not to mention he didn't eat it all at once


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
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Doctor_Dick said:
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StayPuff said:
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 milligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 milligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.



gotta figure he had a huge tolerance at the time man...




Not to mention he didn't eat it all at once




Reread it, he took that dose at the very beginning of this seemingly narrative piece of work. He said he drank 15-30 milligrams in orange juice...

Plus, yes I completely put tolerance into the picture. I know (in many cases I have experienced) 5 dry grams of mushrooms can/should be a level 4-5 trip, but taking that weekly has become somewhat of a social dose. Between that of a 2 or 3 level trip. All I'm saying here is that yes, its a good story, but please take into account that this story also should come with a disclaimer. Don't want some kids to think they can be the next Albert Hoffman on there first few accounts. It's a hell of a drug... :electrickoolaid:


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: StayPuff]
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disclaimer: this story will blow your mind


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: NlightNme]
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disclaimer: this story will blow your mind



"We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon." -HST

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: StayPuff]
    #12853962 - 07/05/10 09:48 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

Thanks for sharing, dw. It was awesome to read through all the stories.


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DW, we need more!!


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    #12855693 - 07/06/10 09:54 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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    #12855697 - 07/06/10 09:55 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: waves] * 1
    #12857817 - 07/06/10 05:33 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

DW is in the upper 50%


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: waves]
    #12866193 - 07/08/10 07:42 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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StayPuff said:
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.




as this number is only from "50% of tested animals" and there are quite a few people who have eaten muuuch more raw lsd than that (i personally know of 2), I'd imagine its safe to say the lethal dose for humans is probably a good deal higher than that

edit: i should say i personally know of two people who have claimed to have eaten way huge amounts of raw like that...i wasn't there(otherwise i would have probably partaken myself, haha), but i have no reason not to believe them, pretty reliable sources

ive heard other stories about people taking much more than that...but who knows maybe with absolutely no tolerance 12,000 ug would totally kill some people

haha, the story should definitely have a disclaimer though, something along the lines of "kids: don't try this at home"




Also, take into account that since only 1 person has OD on LSD (from my readings), and he took about 250 mg IV, that we really don't know what the LD50% is in humans.  12,000 ug is just an estimate and could be low.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Hiei]
    #12866469 - 07/08/10 09:25 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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Hiei said:Some people here dont know how expensive is to make a movie... why not a book instead? :tongue:





I agree with the book thing! Like I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell... He took his real life experiences, turned it into a memoir *dunno if I spelled that right* and it sold so many copies they turned it into a movie *which is an AWESOME movie*


On a side not, that is an amazing story and ironically enough my mom and uncle was telling me yesterday about how there is this building that is a mental hospital down here and how they have a wing dedicated specifically to people who have been tripping for months - years because of to many psychedelic drugs... But I'm happy things have become so good for you and that you overcame what the doctors said would effect you permanently! Many kudos!!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Blissy]
    #12912049 - 07/17/10 03:04 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: SantaCruz_13] * 1
    #12912461 - 07/17/10 05:13 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

This story blew my mind.

Thank you for sharing something that most people would hide from the world. Very very interesting.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: StayPuff]
    #12930500 - 07/21/10 02:18 PM (13 years, 7 months ago)

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http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.




Actually if you look in Erowid's Chemistry section you will realize that the 12,000ug is on a PER Kg of bodyweigt (as are all LD50's). So what this means is that for each Kg of my body weight I could take about 12mg of LSD before hitting that LD50. So at that time I was about 155 lbs. or about 75Kg, so I could have taken 12mg x 75Kg = 900mg of LSD, so 15-30mg definitely does not put me in some kind of pharmacological special class...

http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_chemistry.shtml

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LD50 46 mg/kg i.v.(mice)
LD50 16.5 mg/kg i.v. (rats)
LD50 .3 mg/kg i.v.(rabbits)




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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #12930526 - 07/21/10 02:25 PM (13 years, 7 months ago)

Actually, thanks to our government and MKultra we know that LSD is possibly the only drug we have that hasn't found an LD50 for in humans. They gave people insane doses, typically against their will, and none of them died. Severely fucked them up maybe, but never died. LSD is a complex and amazing thing..


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    #12930623 - 07/21/10 02:47 PM (13 years, 7 months ago)

LSD is an avatar of the godhead.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: OneMoreRobot3021] * 1
    #12930952 - 07/21/10 03:42 PM (13 years, 7 months ago)

This is so interestingly crazy lol. But I have a questions...you seemed pretty...sober? Like how were you living day to day tripping on acid for so long? Like before you cracked and went to the mental hospital.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: emeraldlife88]
    #13000526 - 08/04/10 08:42 AM (13 years, 7 months ago)

Well, I was far from sober :smile: but you know how with clean LSD, most of your senses are heightened, but intact? You can still walk, run, dance, etc. This all happened in 1998, but back in the summer of 1993, a friend of mine and I did an experiment to see if we could trip for a week straight and teach ourselves how to do all the daily things people do, sleep, eat, talk to others, etc. (note - we did not try this with driving!!!) We weren't able to keep getting high by the 4th or 5th day by increasing the dosages, it just got - weird, not in a psychedelic way, but instead of getting a full-on psychedelic experience from eating higher and higher doses, we were getting more of a strung-out feeling (go figure :crazy2:).

But during that time, we did figure out how to eat sleep, and talk to people, among other things. We were training for the possibility of perma-trip, but also wanted to be able to be out in public tripping, and appear totally normal to others. At that time, most people could not tell if I was tripping, even if we hung out all day, unless I told them I had dosed. Even my girlfriend at the time would have to randomly ask, "are you tripping?"

So I guess by the time this whole thing went down, I was pretty experienced at going way out into psychedelic experiences, in fact I thought if it was good clean L, it could never hurt me no matter how much I ate. (And that may have had some truth, but since I got meth dosed, I'll never know.)

But I was far from sober during this trip. At one point I stopped going out into public and basically stayed at my new apartment that Marty had given me. I was trying to stay quiet and changed my phone number so people would stop calling all the time, but then I gave the new number to people, so that didn't work so well :facepalm3:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 1
    #13000705 - 08/04/10 09:59 AM (13 years, 7 months ago)

What about your pupils?  Were they the size of quarters for the whole 8 months?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: weephar] * 1
    #13000759 - 08/04/10 10:15 AM (13 years, 7 months ago)

Holyshit, fucking trippy ! Glad you survived bro' !


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: GoddessOfLove]
    #13208876 - 09/17/10 10:41 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

You know I was thinking today how interesting putting this post up was in terms of timing...I was holding onto the hospital papers and the pictures, flyer, etc. that I had for over a decade, and then shortly after I post the story, I lose everything in a house fire. If I hadn't posted the stuff (oh man, my book with the short story had a lot of art in it too :frown:) then it would be lost forever.

The whole post sprung out of a question in the Recent LSD Prints thread, and, you know, it was just really interesting and psychedelic in itself how now it is saved in a way...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13211818 - 09/17/10 09:52 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

Oh man...

I am sorry to hear about the fire!

Sending good vibes your way that you make it through this awful situation.  I hope that you and your family are all safe.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13211846 - 09/17/10 09:56 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

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You know I was thinking today how interesting putting this post up was in terms of timing...I was holding onto the hospital papers and the pictures, flyer, etc. that I had for over a decade, and then shortly after I post the story, I lose everything in a house fire. If I hadn't posted the stuff (oh man, my book with the short story had a lot of art in it too :frown:) then it would be lost forever.

The whole post sprung out of a question in the Recent LSD Prints thread, and, you know, it was just really interesting and psychedelic in itself how now it is saved in a way...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: yogabunny]
    #13212776 - 09/18/10 03:38 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

Here's the biggest reason that LSD is so much more expensive now than it used to be... the economy.

So from what I understand you could buy sheets for $100-300 in the 90s... now it's more like $300-600 (for strong, highly pure acid).

Guess what... the dollar was also worth about twice as much back then.

source: http://www.measuringworth.com/uscompare/

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: LysergicDreams]
    #13216996 - 09/19/10 06:15 AM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Well that's a very interesting point there! But really prices are prices, and it is hard to put a value on the experience. I'm just glad I was where I was in time at the time I was there :smile:
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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal] * 1
    #13218125 - 09/19/10 12:43 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Sorry to hear about the fire.

Thank you for taking the time to write all of these stories up and post them here. I used to be a documentary photographer and I have an insatiable lust for well told stories (like most of humanity, I suppose:yesnod:).

It takes a lot of work to sit down and write readable, coherent stories. Thanks for putting in the time to make it happen and know that a lot of good folks on the shroomery are more than stoked to read whatever stories you care to share.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13589989 - 12/06/10 11:17 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Can you please fill out more of these chapters? I love hearing about your life.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13590009 - 12/06/10 11:24 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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Well that's a very interesting point there! But really prices are prices, and it is hard to put a value on the experience. I'm just glad I was where I was in time at the time I was there :smile:
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yup. when I hear people talk about how everything was so much cheaper back in the day: 5 dollars in 1970 is about 25 dollars today.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: lasdR]
    #13590466 - 12/06/10 01:08 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

BULLSHIT


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: sporesmores420]
    #13590631 - 12/06/10 01:40 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

its something called inflation. look it up, grasshopper.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13591248 - 12/06/10 03:30 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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StayPuff said:
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_dose.shtml

Erowid says lethal dose of LSD is 12,000 ug for 50% of tested animals. Your saying you ingested 15-30 miligrams(averaging this very vague statement, we can say 22.5 + or -). That is 22,500 ug, I think a hospital visit is in reorder. Add 250 miligrams to that, you might as well been Tusko the elephant. This story should come with a disclaimer, like that of south park.




Actually if you look in Erowid's Chemistry section you will realize that the 12,000ug is on a PER Kg of bodyweigt (as are all LD50's). So what this means is that for each Kg of my body weight I could take about 12mg of LSD before hitting that LD50. So at that time I was about 155 lbs. or about 75Kg, so I could have taken 12mg x 75Kg = 900mg of LSD, so 15-30mg definitely does not put me in some kind of pharmacological special class...

http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_chemistry.shtml

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MOLECULES PER UG approx 1.5 x 10^15 molecules of LSD tartrate per ug of LSD

LD50 46 mg/kg i.v.(mice)
LD50 16.5 mg/kg i.v. (rats)
LD50 .3 mg/kg i.v.(rabbits)




And kids - Don't try this at home :smile:




Realistically they haven't tested the LD50 of LSD on humans anyway, so just because a mouse died does not mean it's going to kill a human.

I read chinacat's post about his thumbprint of LSD (which was also extremely interesting), and I believe I picked that factoid up from that thread.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: arekusu]
    #13592228 - 12/06/10 06:35 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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Can you please fill out more of these chapters? I love hearing about your life.





Okay I'm happy to write up some more. Is there anything specific from the chapter/story titles you want to hear/read? (or something altogether different...) There's so much that went on during those months, sometimes it's hard for me to know where to start, and other times it's hard to figure out where to place a certain memory in time and space, kinda like a mental jig saw puzzle, where you have a piece and are looking to find out where it fits into the bigger picture.

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13592309 - 12/06/10 06:47 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

That's fucking crazy. MINDFUCK OBLIVION!


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: masterfluffypants]
    #13592331 - 12/06/10 06:51 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Ozzy Osbourne saids he and a friend stayed on acid for about 2 years in the early 70s. ! look it up.


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: lasdR]
    #13593376 - 12/06/10 09:59 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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Ozzy Osbourne saids he and a friend stayed on acid for about 2 years in the early 70s. ! look it up.




That friend was Bill Ward if I'm not mistaken. I think they both gave up at just shy of the 2 years but I think they each lasted over a year. Pretty amazing..


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: PsilocybinMike]
    #13593580 - 12/06/10 10:43 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

This might be a wierd question but ive talked to somone one time that reminds me a lot of you, would you happen to ever go to sebastian inlet to fish dwpineal?


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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: chad_shrooms]
    #13593598 - 12/06/10 10:46 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

full o shit

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: chad_shrooms]
    #13595513 - 12/07/10 11:58 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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This might be a wierd question but ive talked to somone one time that reminds me a lot of you, would you happen to ever go to sebastian inlet to fish dwpineal?




LOL no, I don't fish. I tried fishing on my first ever LSD trip and ended up hooking my buddy in the neck (the guy trying to teach me how to fish), I have that written up somewhere, I'll dig that up and post it here later, you'll laugh :smile: It was my first and last time fishing :rofl2:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13595859 - 12/07/10 01:18 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Not to be talking shit in a old thread or anything.

But yeah... I usually have respect for most of dwpineal's post's without any question to truthfulness, but I have to call bullshit on this one.

If it happened at all the only question I would like to know is, Why??

Kind of defeats the purpose of taking the psychedelic experience in the first place to me?
I mean sure it gives you the ability to measure your E-penis to a bunch of people you don't know on the shroomery, but really what the fuck could you possibly gain or take from 8 months on LSD?

I mean I read through that list of stuff regarding that time, and forgive me to comment on your life but it seems like you gathered little more then some hospital discharge notices, and a few (probably) fairly vague memories of tripping balls, which frankly don't sound to much more intense then my biggest trips on just a few hits of good cid.

BTW pineal not questioning you dude, just personally have some doubts in this one. :crazy2:

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: Austrip]
    #13596457 - 12/07/10 03:06 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

No worries, I don't mind anyone's thoughts on this, in fact I welcome them :smile: It's kinda hard to pin down exactly what you're asking, and it's not like anything I say will sway someone one way or the other in regards to their personal beliefs anyway

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If it happened at all the only question I would like to know is, Why??

Kind of defeats the purpose of taking the psychedelic experience in the first place to me?




As to why, well I'm not sure...I wasn't expecting this to happen, in fact I believed that I could eat unlimited amounts of LSD and it would never hurt me, so the fact that I really started to lose it was pretty scary. In fact there is a lot of pretty embarrassing stuff in this thread, so, I don't know...it was just one of those things that happened. In all honesty, I am really happy I put this thread up, because I had a house fire and now everything that was posted is lost forever, all the Hospital stuff, my art from that time, sketchbooks (the one that has the short story posted earlier), the pics and flyer from the second bus trip, etc...I guess it's not important to have those things, but I became attached to the few things that remained, because like in the fire, when I went to the hospital, I lost almost everything I had saved and collected up to that point.

Anyway, feel free to believe anything you wish, it's your reality :smile:

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I mean sure it gives you the ability to measure your E-penis to a bunch of people you don't know on the shroomery, but really what the fuck could you possibly gain or take from 8 months on LSD?



:smile: I hear ya, however this all happened before there even were e-penises :rofl2: As far as what you can take or gain from 8 months on LSD - it's a subjective question, so it would be hard to assess in terms of another person's experiences. I just enjoy(ed) where LSD takes me, and I'd taken plenty of very high dose trips prior to this whole ordeal, and nothing like this had ever happened, so I had no frame of reference.

And I believe if it wasn't for the crystal meth (that i thought was crystal LSD), I think it would've just been another long and crazy trip. Not something totally reality shattering to the point of utter madness. if it was just LSD I kept taking, I most likely would not have had the negative reaction. BUT, even before the meth thing, the night with Chuck was way-way-outer-space-out-there, so who knows...

I find that the psychedelic experience is a sacred state that we are all blessed to be able to activate. It puts me in touch with the very core of what it is to be human, into a dense jungle of emotion and understanding, into the Source, where everything is contained within everything else, and everything else contains everything...Being able to access these states has informed and guided my entire adult life. Words just are so clumsy in terms of expression, so I apologize for my inability to convey the experience.

It just occurred to me - you know how they say truth is stranger than fiction? Well, if I could make all this stuff up...would I really? It just seems like such a tall tale to create out of nowhere :rofl2:

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I mean I read through that list of stuff regarding that time, and forgive me to comment on your life but it seems like you gathered little more then some hospital discharge notices, and a few (probably) fairly vague memories of tripping balls, which frankly don't sound to much more intense then my biggest trips on just a few hits of good cid.




All respect my brother, no offense taken. I guess after the fire, all I have are the memories. Some are vague and hard to bring to clarity within the mind's eye, but others are crystal clear. I'll never forget dumpster diving for the sergeant's wife, I can see that dumpster clear as day, the wooden slotted enclosure to the dumpster all painted brown, and I still remember the blue binder I pulled from the trash and handed to her. Or getting lost in the mall the afternoon I got out of the hospital, that was super scary (especially since I was sure there were DEA agents following me :rofl2: That's why I got lost, trying to slip away from the agents :smile:)

Also my trip my not have been any different from yours, so I can't compare. It just felt good most of the time, then other times it would get weird and intense, so yes in many ways it is quintessentially similar to many psychedelic experiences. Because of the difficulty of accurately describing what I was experiencing, I think most of this thread just focuses on what events were happening during the trip. I got into some of the thoughts, but very little of the true content of the trip. I guess I could try to write up more of that, but that is magnitudes more difficult than simply recounting the sequence of events...

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BTW pineal not questioning you dude, just personally have some doubts in this one




Question Everything :smile:

All love and respect to you, always fun to get back into thinking about this stuff...

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: dwpineal]
    #13596573 - 12/07/10 03:24 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

this story is too priceless to be fiction...


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    #13596608 - 12/07/10 03:32 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I read this a while back and really enjoyed your story. Thanks for posting it!

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Re: My LSD trip that lasted 8 months [Re: pyl91]
    #13596760 - 12/07/10 04:05 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Nice reply dwpineal, gave you a +5 rating.

Much respect on your attitude towards the experience of it all.


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