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Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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Mitchnast
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All hail the super-psychopath

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#12187222 - 03/11/10 11:12 PM (14 years, 1 month ago)

Today I crystalized a concept into a communication.

My message is easy, but the communication style is the trick that gives it power.

We have choices. We call them freedoms. But we are limited to a list of freedoms we accept as realistic, moral, legal, or otherwise personally and/or socially acceptable.

That Is an illusion.

In reality, We are masters of choice. We chose what gives us the greatest rewards, always, no exceptions. We are conditioned towards behaviors that stimulate our brains to reward us chemically, We ALWAYS chose the path that best suits our quest for rewards, even if that path is evil, if it conflicts with sensibilities. For we have a secret talent.

We project our realities upon our world. Not to better preceive our surroundings, Not to better understand ourselves, But SOLEY and ABSOLUTELY to better expose ourself to, and receive that which triggers the reward response.

That is all.

It is the quality that begot us, The conditioning that evolved us, our purpose.

We cannot see the very landscape in which we dwell, for it is entirely of our own construct, fitting our expectations, and serving our needs, It is limited only in how we limit ourselves from becomming free of it.

The only way we overcome the dominion of this spectre of desire is to project the reality that a greater reward lies beyond it's boundries, And thus do we create spirituality, limited of course, like always, by how we limit ourselves from becomming free of it.

We escape into another cage, that we can feel free to be rewarded within the limitations of both. We convolute our resolve to be free of the responsibility for our own captivity. And thus we run ourselves afoul of eachother by proxy. The proxy of mankind. The quality we blame for our individual failings.

That proxy, That quality, That collective, rewards us.

Look upon the things we do, try to see the reward without striving to obtain it.

Scrutinize the quality of comfort, Look to the lack therof. Feel the sick black reward of pestilence. look upon the suffering and rejoice.

It is a system, and "rewards" are a survival mechanism that has overeached, We have projected a system of rewards to subjegate many, to raise up a few, This is natures way.
We are a species that is diverging, and our diseases target the poor, marginalized, and downcast.

I look around, I see, hobbies, collected items, food packages, technology, pets, furniture, shelter clothing, etc. Things any of us would see in our computer room, rewards. Not shown is the feculant sea of e-waste the strip-mines, the abatoirs, the slums on the banks of a sewer, the fell forests. The cost of all these nice things that I am rewarded to believe I paid for. I am rewarded to belive I own.

Now I reward myself with some hypocritical oath of self-sacrifice and affirmation of awareness. I haven't got a goddamn benevolent bone in my body, And I reward myself for being smart enough to know that.

Give yourself a pat on the back for being empathetic, and understanding addiction.
Because addict, you are.

There is nothing we are capable of for the sake of anything but a personal reward.

But that's not bad. That's life. That's the basics behavior.

If you are the sort who holds to the rewarding idea that something exists outside our system of rewards, Then perhaps you too, feel ultimately unrewarded by all the things we create to reward ourselves with.

I feel myself drawn away from awareness by rewards. So much so that I cannot find a way back, for the endevor is hampered by the expectation that the result will somehow be rewarding.

They say psychopaths lack empathy, psychopaths believe they are free of the illusion of empathy that makes others vunerable.

A psychopath has no interest in unprofitable relationships with others. A psychopath can replace the rewards triggered by intimacy, with the stimulation of violence, the sadistic pleasure of the preditor.

I feel like the construct we are feeding with our desire for rewards is reflecting the image of a super-psychopath. Theres no point in anthropomorphizing a quality that is made of the collective human agenda. Though many have tried.
This devil of details.

The super psychopath.

This, for all it's pretense and pomp, counts among wisdom. And It can be used to a rewarding end..... Let us not forget that charity is also rewarding. It can be done in spite of how it conflicts with our normal quest for materially-triggered rewards.

We need to seek such rewards, and awknowlage them, or be swallowed up by the super psychopath.

Today a friend told me about how he acted a certain way, not a good way, a "dickish" way, and it worked well for him, He had friends, and fun. Then, suddenly when he showed feeling, or became himself, his friends dissappeared, faded away.

I chewed on it, and frankly I'm guilty of playing a role or two myself, usually the fool.

But I'm no fool, and he is no dick. We just act that way because we are rewarded for it.

Suddenly we weren't wearing our masks, nor were we consuming our self-medications.

We were suddenly individuals, and suddenly more a common mind than ever.

A billion faces, a billion acts.

A billion grains of sand begins to look like a single beach.

I feel like there's something telling me what to think. That is, to say, I KNOW there is; media, advertizements, propiganda, etc. And some follow so easily.
But I feel unwilling, and unwitting, To respectively resist, and follow the super psychopath, For my own good and the good of my family. For I fear that If I look away from the manufactured reward, I will incurr the manufactured punishment.
Which, without reasonable cause, It seems, despite my best efforts, I am more and more every day, exposed to. We call it "hard times" Although, A child could never tell the difference. For the conditioning is not yet complete.

I actually feel guilt for exposing my child to the SAME "hard times" that effect me but not her. I feel like I'm supposed to give her every opportunity to be consumed by the consumer she will become.

Oh fuck, I'm done for now. I'm starting to convolute my resolve to be free of the responsibility for my own captivity..... proving my own point while veering trajically away from it and yadda yadda yadda...

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