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jivJaN
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The Rebel
#11977324 - 02/06/10 06:41 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Im bothered. Im almost angrily confused. Growing more and more impatient. And above all things.. im so bored.
I know a girl thats 27 , still hiding a smoking habit from her parents ! We all probably know soo many people frightened to do a number of things because of their "god" wouldn't approve.
I see kids , grown ups .. you name it.. all petrified of the damn police. Oh shit its the cops !!
or..
the phone rings oh shit its my dad ! probably pissed because he wanted me to come home for lunch. my girlfriend ! probably pissed because i said i was sick , but then i came to hang out with you.
blablablabla
everybody has something or somebody they answer to. and it infuriates me.
Its the same damn mistake , over and over again. And everybody does it.
I have no other choice but to conclude , that everybody is basically scared of having to make decisions on their own. Not surprisingly , no one has trouble making a decision for somebody else. Its almost like a little personal experiment , every time we give somebody advice.
So.. when does this interdependence stop ?
Im all about love , peace and harmony.. all that jazz.. sign me up.
But.. i dont need it. I dont need YOU. And i sure as hell dont want you to need me.
I want NO responsibility towards any of you people whatsoever. And it seems as though , there really is only ONE form of responsibility. Responsibility towards yourself. A sovereignty to maintain above all other things.
Pass that job to someone else and it will always be someone else that you will blame for whatever happens to you.
Im bothered.. im annoyed by being among all these people that either want to ride me like a horse or feel the wrath of my own whip.
I dont run for anybody. I dont run from anybody. I dont run.. anybody.
Adopt that.. and maybe one day.. a world full of rebels , will finally understand why it is such a miracle when we interact with each other. When we hang out.. because we both want to. When we say things that we truly mean and think , without having the slightest bit of fear from the other persons reaction.
It is only when we realize that we never needed one another to win... that we will find companionship in our victory.
bitcheZZ
-------------------- --------------------- All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional. They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively. I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal. If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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Icelander
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11977352 - 02/06/10 06:45 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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If you can fix yourself that will have to be enough I'm afraid. Plus it's a full time job cause we are all pretty much alike no matter if we point the finger out or in.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Kickle
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11977364 - 02/06/10 06:46 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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A good post. But it's all just another thing to experience, ya dig? I told my girlfriend when she asked if I was going to marry her, Im not responsible for you. She got upset, but that's how it goes. When she "gets" it, we'll probably get married It's what times our lives.
-------------------- Why shouldn't the truth be stranger than fiction? Fiction, after all, has to make sense. -- Mark Twain
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deCypher
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11977368 - 02/06/10 06:47 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
jivJaN said: I want NO responsibility towards any of you people whatsoever.
Do you pay taxes?
-------------------- We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
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jivJaN
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no sir.
-------------------- --------------------- All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional. They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively. I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal. If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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deCypher
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11977429 - 02/06/10 06:52 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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(I'm reporting you to the IRS)
-------------------- We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
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Kickle
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Uhm, excuse me, I'd like to report a "jivJan" for tax fraud.
-------------------- Why shouldn't the truth be stranger than fiction? Fiction, after all, has to make sense. -- Mark Twain
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Icelander
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11977501 - 02/06/10 07:00 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
jivJaN said: no sir.
Live with the folks huh
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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jivJaN
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Re: The Rebel [Re: Kickle]
#11977504 - 02/06/10 07:00 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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LOL
a jivJaN that also claims to be a compulsive liar and have a mental illness ...
-------------------- --------------------- All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional. They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively. I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal. If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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jivJaN
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(unlawful presence)
-------------------- --------------------- All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional. They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively. I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal. If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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MarkostheGnostic
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Re: The Rebel [Re: jivJaN]
#11980632 - 02/07/10 09:35 AM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Try real hard not to sire a child before you take that leap off whatever. Maybe find an alternative to that also.
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jivJaN
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im never having children.
-------------------- --------------------- All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional. They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively. I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal. If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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