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how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash
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im killing myself and this is the only shit available and i dont want to mess up and be blind.. so how much would be a fatal dose

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
im killing myself and this is the only shit available and i dont want to mess up and be blind.. so how much would be a fatal dose


so many better ways to kill yourself.
you will end up throwing it up.
and being blind.
don't. do it.
only about 100 ml will make you blind.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Who washes their windshields with methanol??


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Jabbawaya]
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Jabbawaya said:
Who washes their windshields with methanol??


im sure its just the solvent, not the primary ingredient. and i believe this  person is lying anyways. attention whore
whotf kills themself with methanol. seriously.
your heart isnt in it.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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i know its risky and will prolly not work.. whats a better way? im really sick of this this life so how can i go about ending it? im not joking this is so serious im tired of being this person and im ready to check out

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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^^^bro im not an attenion whore i just want an easy way to get the job done.. but wtf poisoning is such a bitch, its painful and just a pain in the ass, and i could just end up in a hospital.. so if you got a better way let me know.


I have honestly had it with life i cant stand it anymore i need to die, not lying not asking for attention on the fucking internet, i really want to die.. life is such a tease for me and i cant change anything, im tired of playing this role..

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Re: [Re: Jabbawaya]
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do you have a picture?


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Don't check out, check in. An epic dose of psy's imo. As much as you can afford all at once. Lock yourself in a closet the whole time. More is learned from a bad trip than a good one.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I'd like to ask that you take a breather here and think about what your saying. Because your a member here, i'm sure there is a good chance you use some sort of drug recreationally. You may even be on a drug now and this is why your posting this. You want to end this life. Why dont you write to us all the reasons why, and in the morning if it turns out that its a justifiable reason to die, well we'll let you do what you need to do. But my question to you. What salvation may be done if you end your life now. You may not have completed your life's task, think about, you could change someones life, if you dont kill yourself. You could help someone better their lives for the better, even if it may be at the expense at your time and effort. Take me for example. I've gone through hell and back in life already. I survived, even though, there were times I was going to give up. Now at 1:38 AM in the morning, I'm writing a reason for some person not to kill themselves, someone who I dont know or really care about. Think about what your saying bro. Rather than killing yourself, I'd suggest just the oppisite. I'll help you. Please PM me.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I'm itching to but my better judgment tells me to not even touch this one. I believe assisted suicide is illegal.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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why don't you just wrap your lips around a revolver like a normal person?


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Edited by AcidDropper420 (02/04/10 11:42 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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We all go through tough shit, and you gotta deal with this. Give it a few days. We all feel hopeless sometimes and it sucks, but it always gets better.

Man, this is going to be a long and stupid thread, you need reassurance from a real person.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: The Psychonaut]
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dude i simply fail at life and i feel like i just dont need to be here, its just torture and im not enjoying myself.. i have been depressed for the past 2 years and it aint gettin better..

I hate college/ suck at it, everything is so fake and i cant conform to the system. On top of that i cant even get a fuckking girl, im not a virgin but im 19 and i cant just get a hook up.. Girls are the main goal in life and if i cant get that or succede at school than fuck life im not meant for this world..

I have done acid, shrooms, salvia and honestly they dont do shit for me, yea i trip but its like the drug just says "fuck you" to me.. Im not down to be a failure like fuck that i would rather die.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Haha I've definitely been there when I was 19, don't kick yourself over it, that's kind of a weird time in anyone's life. You're pretty young you know


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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do you have a job?


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I'm also 19 and feel suicidal frequently.


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Edited by SethAsylum (02/04/10 11:56 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Jabbawaya]
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Why not change things? Instead of college, girls, worrying about it all. Trying something different? Maybe spend some time traveling, until you find a place you really enjoy, a place that will make you, you! Find something that brings out the happiness in your life. Killing yourself is not the answer. I know this is a dick thing to do but if you go through with your plans, you'll be truly hurting me bro, I don't even know you, but to know I could've help means something and the fact that you may still have something to live for. You should live your life. Possibly see someone about your extreme depression.

And for the record, its winter. We all have cabin fever. I suffered an extreme depression for the last 6 weeks, I'm finally better. I had a life changing experience on Wednesday. Just breathe my man.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SethAsylum]
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Wait did you say the main goal in life is getting girls? Lmfao!!! That's so absurd that it's actually pretty funny. Dude if that's your biggest problem then you have nothing to fucking worry about. You sound like you have waaayyy too much time on your hands. Go outside get some sun and meet some people. Get a fucking job and save money. With just like $1,500 you can spend a week in a beautiful south american country and fuck a new girl every night. Since that's soooo important to you.


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We do not possess imagination enough
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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Ascend48]
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Ascend48 said:
Wait did you say the main goal in life is getting girls? Lmfao!!! That's so absurd that it's actually pretty funny. Dude if that's your biggest problem then you have nothing to fucking worry about. You sound like you have waaayyy too much time on your hands. Go outside get some sun and meet some people. Get a fucking job and save money. With just like $1,500 you can spend a week in a beautiful south american country and fuck a new girl every night. Since that's soooo important to you.


:thumbup:

girls should only be a priority when the right one comes along.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: The Psychonaut]
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dude i have tried to just to chill, to just go with the flow and im just misrable.. like i honestly hate my life and i know i should not feel this way.. like its to the point where feeling good feels wierd to me, like i dont like to smile, thats fucked up..

I hate this place and it obviously hates me too, i want to die and get some answers or maybe just forget about this life.. there is other shit out there, tripping makes it seem like there is but in the end we really dont know and thats what scares me.. But i know i hate this life and it feels like a living hell, and im just tired of it..

And for the kid who said lol at girls, THAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE.. Its so obvious, that literally is life ( reproduction), thats fucking human life.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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For everyone who's being a dickhead. Shut up, I'm talking to this guy via PM.... everyone else can stop being assholes now.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: The Psychonaut]
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Cool. You're a lifesaver.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: The Psychonaut]
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Been there, Im 23.  Working shit jobs in a college town trying to go to school but unable to afford it, not getting laid, trying to stay relatively sober and still finding myself unhappy.  Watching my little brother trying to kill himself huffing gas.  Mom acting like she didnt see it and her ass not working.  Suicide might seem like a escape.  Tried to hang myself from a rafter but the line was to thin and it snapped.  anyway heres my advice for you.  and its going to sound dick.

Man Up.

you ever see clint eastwood smile.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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No one is going to tell you how to kill yourself here. I think that you just looking for someone to reassure you that you have a reason to live. Things may be bad now, but things change. I hope you choose not to do it.

And reproduction is just a tool to keep life going. If you think that life is all about reproduction then you shouldn't even be interested in a relationship and hook ups should be excellent. With that logic all of the reasons that you have to end your self are irrelevant and you should go find females to impregnate. Life is about subjective experience and the connections that we share with other things. You don't know what will happen in your life. College is stressful and we're trained to think that we'll be complete losers if we don't do it. It really isn't that big of a deal Talk to people about your problems. Everybody has problems and a lot of them are the same. Just hearing that somebody else has the same problem makes it a lot more comfortable and starts building connections. People will open up to you faster and feel comfortable around you and you'll feel more comfortable around them. All you need is a little confidence that things can get better.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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dude fuck "Maning up" all that means is suck it up dude.. thats not making the situation better, its merely tolerating it..

I want improvement, im done tolerating it, seriously life is overrated and i think a lot of us are just brainwashed by the system.. The system that tells us life is so great, life is "fun".. Well i see a lot more miserable ppl than happy ppl, life is a fucking chore and im over it.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Yeah.  Man up.  Self improvement.  Work out.  start one upping some motherfuckers.  Its just my system. 

Remember how mushrooms help you get rid of your ego?  well that shits kind of important to have.  its not like your conscience.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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1-800-273-8255

Call it before you do anything stupid and selfish.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: DiZzyBonne]
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I always thought calling suicide selfish was some cold harded shit.  I think I would just act like they never existed.  Thats what they would of wanted and would be the fastest way to cope.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
dude fuck "Maning up" all that means is suck it up dude.. thats not making the situation better, its merely tolerating it..

I want improvement, im done tolerating it, seriously life is overrated and i think a lot of us are just brainwashed by the system.. The system that tells us life is so great, life is "fun".. Well i see a lot more miserable ppl than happy ppl, life is a fucking chore and im over it.


The system doesn't benefit by you not killing yourself and I'd think that this is one of the least brainwashed groups of people on the internet. Killing yourself isn't improvement, it's laziness. I bet that's the same reason you're failing college. You have to work to change things. You can't just pity yourself all of the time and complain that everything in your life is fucked up. You have options. You don't have to either tolerate it or end it. Life is always evolving.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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I'm not being mean, but it's true. It's a selfish way out. The only person "gaining" anything out of it is the person committing the suicide. His "gain" is everybody's loss. In other words, he's only thinking of himself with the suicide, nobody else in mind.

The number I posted is only there to help.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: imatree]
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I came up with this Maning up concept when I got out of jail for a DUI. Trying to drink myself to death but its just not going to happen.  Well story goes like this.  I live 10 miles away from the jail.  No money, No friends, No family members with a car.  I stared bitching about the walk to myself.  Then I thought "Hey I need to quit being a bitch, They just gave me back my freedom. I need to."  say it out loud "Man up." 

what do i have to say about the thing that get me down "Fuck That Shit" focus on what makes you happy.  Like me and motivational speaking.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: imatree]
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doood there is only so much we can do. All of have a wall that we hit where we cant go any further because we just arent that great of a person.. You know what i mean? Life isnt infinite possibilites, we are trapped within our roles and we can only go so far, and do so much..

There are so many things that can prohibit a person like, looks, intelligence, natural skills or lack of, the family we were born into, the town we grew up in, our friends/ the ppl we know, our ability to speak, and just that intangible factor of luck or whatever you want to call it..

Free will is overrated in the end its all about results, what can you do with the cards you have been delt? That is life, some prosper, some fail, and there is a lot of inbetween, and im sick of failing..

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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nah that was cool of you dizzy to give that number.  just ive been down that help line road before and they just feed into you.  you've got to take a round about way of getting out of this slump.  self discovery and what not.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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dont follow through with that bro. know lifes i waves up and down, just like a trip. wich im sure we all here got in common, a life that goes up and down.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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All this because you're not doing so great in school and haven't been getting laid? Stop feeling bad for yourself and take control of your life. Stop blaming outside forces it's you who is responsible for your own life. You have to completely change the way you think and I gurantee you your life will drastically change. The outside world is a reflection of your inner world. How can you ever possibly enjoy anything if you say you try to avoid even smiling? You're the only one keeping yourself away from the happiness that as a sentient being YOU ARE ENTITLED TO. You're the only one limiting yourself. Until you realize this there's nothing anyone can do for you.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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how much methonal would it take to kill me//??



im not sure but if you tell me you weight i can tell you how much 40% ethonl it will take

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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well man lets take an objective point of view here.  I use to think the interstate ended with an abrupt brick wall when i was younger.  didn't really think of all the off ramps and different roads that could be taken.  okay we'll start with me.  My grandfather died alone of serocis of the liver (Alcoholism).  My father who is sober (20 years) has a fine paying job as an engineer but lives alone because hes, no other way to really put it, an asshole. so looking at that pattern I see I need to work on being sober and not being an asshole.  That should make me a better man.  Okay, now you try.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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and to those calling me selfish.. At the end of the day who else do we have besides ourselves, you have to look out for #1 aka yourself? If you aint happy then there is somethin wrong with you and you have to look within yourself, no one else can truely make you happy except YOU..

YOU/we are creator of our world.. Ik it sounds selfish but its true, when shit hits the fan all we have is ourselves.. Who do you spend the most time with in this life, OURSELF.. It really is just us and our mind, everything else is temporary or bullshit..

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: lifeinallday]
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But there are others who care for and love you. Ending it all will just put them in the same situation you are, think about that one.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Thats some good Maning up your doing there.  Go tackle some pussy.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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sounds like u need some grateful dead, dont worry jerry will take care a u

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
dude i simply fail at life and i feel like i just dont need to be here, its just torture and im not enjoying myself.. i have been depressed for the past 2 years and it aint gettin better..

I hate college/ suck at it, everything is so fake and i cant conform to the system. On top of that i cant even get a fuckking girl, im not a virgin but im 19 and i cant just get a hook up.. Girls are the main goal in life and if i cant get that or succede at school than fuck life im not meant for this world..

I have done acid, shrooms, salvia and honestly they dont do shit for me, yea i trip but its like the drug just says "fuck you" to me.. Im not down to be a failure like fuck that i would rather die.


ima just throw something at you here. lets say you live to be 100. that would mean you haven't yet to have lived even 1/5 of your life yet,1/5! think about how much your life has changed throughout thos 19 years an the many different stages of your life, im sure they must have been dramatically different. And like what 'the psychonaut said, you may very well be the person to help somone out in the future. the world itself may truly need you. and remember there is no failing at life just your perspective. maybe try and start some new sports or activities such as bike riding, running, sitting in the forest, reading, doing community service just to be a good person and to give help, anything active. think this over, your in charge, and you can be in charge of greater things than this:heart:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
doood there is only so much we can do. All of have a wall that we hit where we cant go any further because we just arent that great of a person.. You know what i mean? Life isnt infinite possibilites, we are trapped within our roles and we can only go so far, and do so much..

There are so many things that can prohibit a person like, looks, intelligence, natural skills or lack of, the family we were born into, the town we grew up in, our friends/ the ppl we know, our ability to speak, and just that intangible factor of luck or whatever you want to call it..

Free will is overrated in the end its all about results, what can you do with the cards you have been delt? That is life, some prosper, some fail, and there is a lot of inbetween, and im sick of failing..


Doood, what have you actually done to try to make it better. Have you made any attempts to make friends? Tried to build a relationship with a girl? Anything? It really just sounds like you are holding yourself back. What makes you feel like you are less able than any other person?

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: imatree]
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DOOD i have tried to make it better, i have friends and have tried to make new "friends".. Friends are just temporary connections we have with ppl that can relate to us, like you said life is all about phases, and as our phases change so do our "friends"..

Fuck friends its all about girls dood, and i have hit on mad girls and only been laid a few times, and im not some fat ugly dood yo, i have a goood body. I can bench 275 and i have a lean toned physique, and a cute face..

So wtf, im obviously doomed to rejection, and rejection makes anyone feel like shit, and on top of that im failing at education which is the path to $$$$$$ if you aint a superstar at somethin.. so yea im pissed at life, life is takin a shit in my face..

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Remember Ripper people, remember. Support and love man there is far too much to live for, as cliche as it is, the darkest times allow you to see the sun. :mushroom2:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Mind Transcribing]
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I like to measure my strength in actions.  Like when i picked my brother over my head.  your doing good though.  nice talk.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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What is so wrong with your life that you want to end it? You have stated that you hate it multiple times. But what do you even hate? What hates you?


I think you are being a pussy, bro.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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If you truly are suicidal just remember, that no matter how bad your life is, or how bad you think it is, it is better than the alternative. Because there is always hope that it will get better.
The chance of a fleeting moment of happiness is better than nothingness.
Even if you have tough times ahead, there will be happy moments, you will smile and laugh and feel good in the future at some point, and that is worth living for.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: bootlegapparel]
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WTF is wrong with you?

You are 19, in college, probly have some way to have fun whenever you want, you have the whole world ahead of you.

Yeah you might hate your life, guess what, you aren't the only one.

You are mentally stable, physically fit. Think of how much better you have it than SOOO many other ppl.

Just start studying more, forget girls and all that shit. Focus on yourself and once you are centered they will come.


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The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from the beginning of history has been about 200 years. During those 200 years, these nations always progressed through the following sequence:

From bondage to spiritual faith;
From spiritual faith to great courage;
From courage to liberty;
From liberty to abundance;
From abundance to selfishness;
From selfishness to complacency;
From complacency to apathy;
From apathy to dependence;
From dependence back into bondage.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Rainman420]
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Rainman420 said:
WTF is wrong with you?

You are 19, in college, probly have some way to have fun whenever you want, you have the whole world ahead of you.

Yeah you might hate your life, guess what, you aren't the only one.

You are mentally stable, physically fit. Think of how much better you have it than SOOO many other ppl.

Just start studying more, forget girls and all that shit. Focus on yourself and once you are centered they will come.


hahaha, popped yo bubble

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
im killing myself and this is the only shit available and i dont want to mess up and be blind.. so how much would be a fatal dose


YOU SELFISH SON OF A BITCH!

IF YOU'RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF, AT LEAST REMOVE THE GARBAGE THAT MADE THIS WORLD UNLIVABLE FOR YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, BEFORE YOU DEPART. LEAVE THIS WORLD A LITTLE BETTER.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Ok, i just read your little sob story and it's clear that this is simply a pathetic cry for help.

There are people in this world with REAL problems, like the people of Haiti. They ate dirt cookies before the earthquake FFS! But you don't see them giving up do you? I guarantee they would change places with you in a heartbeat and use your situation to its fullest potential.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: moldem]
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If I was in your position, I would consume a large quantity of MAOIs followed by either mushrooms, mescaline, DMT or all three. Why kill yourself when you can do psychedelics instead? :shrug:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nooneman]
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Wow dude, get the fuck over girls and get a goal.

Is there really nothing you have a passion over? I cant believe that.

Instead of killing yourself cause you think you suck, you could actually try helping people who want to live but die by the thousands in other countries.

You say the world is fucked, then try to fix it, don't think or say that you cant, because at that point you are just coming up with excuses.
If you are in college you have some way to do whatever you want.
And trust me there is a pattern/a way, to obtain any realistic goal.

Just focus, and study people, and what makes them work.
Dont fall into a depression, but overcome it, learn, and become better then who you are now.

Girls are nothing dude, if you find one you love, your life will be that much better, but there is so much more important shit to deal with then screwing girls.

We weren't 'made' to do all this shit other animals cant do just to keep a primitive purpose of reproduction.
We are clearly able to achieve higher goals, because we are able to set our own goals, and our own ambitions.
Other animals lack that. We as a race have alot more potential then simply "Reproduction".

You are only a part of a 'system' if you allow yourself to be, with work, knowledge, and wisdom you can pretty much do whatever you want nowadays.

You just need to focus man, and stop thinking death is some sort of pain relief.


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Edited by Thisfire (02/05/10 03:59 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Thisfire]
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Stop being a pussy, pussy.


Edited by wakeme111 (02/05/10 04:39 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: wakeme111]
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You control everything in your life. Study now and do well in college. There will be PLENNNNNTY of bitches later on.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: zmike92z]
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Listen man, ignore what the others said, dont let them minimize your feelings.  I have a buddy who actually did successfully end himself over a girl.  Nobody could belive it, but years have gone by and everybody has moved on, just as you would if you stuck aroudn.  Your young, you cant trust that time heals wounds, but it does, just trust people who are a bit older than you.  You will also learn that girls are not the answer to all of lifes problems.  If you feel this way, a girl would not fix you.  In fact, the state your in, do you really want to be with someone who is willing to be with you?  I am not looking for a suicidal depressed lost soul as a companion.  If i am, i am fucked up as well. 

My sense is your desperation to get a girl is why you cant.  GIrls can read you well and tell if you are desperate and thta is the biggest turn off to a chick.  If you go in with the mindset, i "need: a girlfriend, your screwed. 

Try to find something to be happy about, maybe flip on you tube, and watch people your age try to live in south africa, or iraq, and put your own life in perspective.  If i were one  of them and heard you were bitching about your college life, that yoru folks probably pay for, a healthy body, and young age i would be pissed. 

Happiness wont fall into your lap you must earn it, just as you much earn a good woman.  Just because you want one doesnt mean you deserve one.  YOu have to play the game. 

My advice..  stop this talk about suicide, its a bullshit, pussyass thing to do and you know it.  You can start your life over any second you "choose" to.  WOrk on yourself.  Explore the fact that your willing to end yourself at 19 years old becuase you cant get a girl.  Find a way to come to grips with some of your own issues, and then be open to selecting a girl.  Never try, again, girls will see that and run.  Good luck, your not going to kill yourself, so go and enjoy the next "60" years of your life.  At least hold out until 2012 see what that shit brings.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: zmike92z]
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Im just going to say, if you want to go.. go with diphenhydramine.

If you somehow survive a lethal dose, itll give you a very fucked up trip that might brighten up your life in some way. Did it to me.. yeah I was down this road once, I took 40 diphen. Went on a long long journey, woke up and I was fine. Felt different about my life after that. Ugh, I feel abit pathetic saying I was in your shoes once, but I was and things are better for me. Honestly an anti-depressant would help, SSRIs really help with the whole negative lookout on life, sure you may be handed shit but I bet someone else out there could say they have worse then you have.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: slickvic]
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Quote:
slickvic said:At least hold out until 2012 see what that shit brings.


yeah dude, thats sound advice right there. Might as well do something like that, then you can build up an ample supply of LSD and if you still want to kill yourself, you can try to be the first one to OD on pure LSD. That would be heroic.

but in all serious, dont do that shit. I was almost there aswell but I actually thought I was going to do it, almost did but I survived 1 gram of diphen.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash *DELETED* [Re: Janamil]
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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
seriously life is overrated


:facepalm:

oh dear...… I'm sorry but that's just the gayest sentence I've ever heard.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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I still don't understand why people who REALLY want to commit suicide post about it on a forum asking for help how to do it. If you made up your mind; Shoot yourself in the face, jump off a tall building or jump in front of a train. Job done. Stop bothering us.

If you're really having problems, go see a doctor and he should be able to help you talk to a professional about it. Life is way too beautiful to throw away, imo you only get one 'shot' (lawl) at it. You're NINETEEN and you're insecure about scoring girls, it's not that uncommon. I used to care a lot about scoring girls and I didn't get any. Then I stopped giving a fuck and focussed on other, more important things in life, just having fun and voila -> poon all over the place. Try doing the same and you'll be more interesting to girls because you're not only talking to them to get in their pants. (You are but that's not what you're conveying :P)

Just be easy going and passionate about life and the girls will come. With your mentality I'm not surprised you're not scoring, even if you can benchpress 1000lbs and look 'cute'. I know ugly fat fucks (to use your words) who are scoring loads of girls.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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What's with all these "How do I kill myself" threads? God how does a forum full of drug users forget the least painful way of suicide (also the most fun) is opiate overdose?


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: tony serro]
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Haha. Nice work bringing the thread back onto drugs, mang
:borat:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: mongo lloyd]
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:lol:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: WStallion]
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thanks for callin me a PUSSY all of you.. Like you are not me you and you are not feelin what i feel on a daily basis. you are obviously in a better place in your life and you are being very condescending, your like "suck it up faggot if you werent such a pussy you might actually have a decent life..

Great advice thanks assholes..

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I'd go for a swan dive off at least a 3 story structure


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I think you should read this http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/


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-Jimi Hendrix

So fuck ya'll all of ya'll If ya'll don't like me blow me

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Spaced_Cowboy said:
DONT DO THIS
Find a high building, do a penguin dive


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: irish coffee]
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OP, either piss or get off the pot.

Not trying to belittle your feelings, but dude there are people out there with a lot more serious problems then not getting their dick wet and they are a lot less bitchy.

If you don't like your life then you need to change your mind set and your habits.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: wakeme111]
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Yeah you really need to just forget about girls. Get out there find a new hobby that will take your mind off the negatives and focus on positives then work up from there.


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So fuck ya'll all of ya'll If ya'll don't like me blow me

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: wakeme111]
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wakeme111 said:
OP, either piss or get off the pot.

Not trying to belittle your feelings, but dude there are people out there with a lot more serious problems then not getting their dick wet and they are a lot less bitchy.

If you don't like your life then you need to change your mind set and your habits.


Perfectly said. If your sad, MAKE SOME FUCKING CHANGES!

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Janamil]
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I also took a bunch of Benadryl (diphenhydramine) Like 60 of them, I don't remember anything for like three days and I woke up at my mom's which was like an hour long drive from where I overdosed, and I don't remember shit, it was crazy.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SethAsylum]
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HOW MUCH MCDONALDS WOULD IT TAKE TO KILL ME

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: hidenseek]
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Dude instead of assimilating into everything you are told to do, assimilate into whatever seems right. Im talking like morally right, not even what makes you happy. Just do whats right. Make your mom happy....something, if your life sucks make sure everyone else's is better. Im sorry but "IM TRYING REALLY HARD TO GET LAID AND FAILING" Is no reason to kill yourself. In fact the times I've wanted to kill myself the most were times when my girl has evoked that feeling out of me purposely. So if you're looking to avert suicide by adding bitches to your picture...well I'd suggest you rethink that one. A close friend of mine had 3 miscarriages, finally successfully had a baby, the week after that her husband dies and the week after that her father dies. That scenario made her want to kill herself but instead "she found god." It worked for her and her situation was a lot more screwed than yours. I mean the fact that you are pissed shows you care, the fact that you had the energy to ask this question on shroomery shows you werent even too depressed to leave bed. Quit being an attention whore, get along with the picture, and GET OVER IT. With regards to girls they are just like an acid hook really. The myth that the harder you look/more you push to find L the less of a chance you'll have of actually finding an L hook, is quite analogous to that of females. The harder you look/the more you try to get with a female, the more they will see you insecurities, the less attracted they will be to you, the more attracted they will be to the dude whos looking happy and satisfied because he ACTUALLY GOT LAID LAST night/morning/whenever. Anyways, being depressed and suicidal won't bring you girls. Being stable, intriguing, secure, happy, and rock-like will all yield amazing results. Anyways, until you've got your OWN SELF figured out (which seems somewhat distant from your present position at this point) I wouldn't even consider adding another problem to your mess. Quit getting so caught up in getting laid....blowing an oc80 feels close to as good as head anyways....and it lasts longer.

And for interesting chemical "cease existence" solutions...check out http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carfentanil
Which is active @ 1 μg. Carfentanil is approximately 10,000x as potent as morphine. Mind you im sure you don't have the credentials/proscription for that elephant tranq

Edited by nocoast (02/05/10 02:50 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
thanks for callin me a PUSSY all of you.. Like you are not me you and you are not feelin what i feel on a daily basis. you are obviously in a better place in your life and you are being very condescending, your like "suck it up faggot if you werent such a pussy you might actually have a decent life..

Great advice thanks assholes..


By asking a bunch of people on an anonymous message board about stuff like this, you're bound to get as much bad advice as reassurance.

Nobody here has to deal with the consequences of your actions, so people will say all kinds of shit, and I'm sorry for that. People can't see you over the internet. It would be a very different thing if we could see your expression or the pain in your eyes. I know how it feels, man, but this isn't making it easier.

You'll have a better chance at getting your life straightened out if you unplug for a few days and talk this over with real people who care about you. They are out there.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Jabbawaya]
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^Talk to whoever raised you. If you are serious about "checking out" you at very least owe it to them to say goodbye.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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nocoast said:
^Talk to whoever raised you. If you are serious about "checking out" you at very least owe it to them to say goodbye.


Definitely this.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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And not to harp on this gender roles bullshit anymore than i have too...Men who get laid a lot tend to be busy, driven, working characters. Find some more distractions for yourself, a bigger, more important purpose, and the female will fall into your lap. Trust.

ANd i couldnt help but see the applicability of the dude above me's sig

"Finally, is my escape from this upside down hell,
Stemming from my desire not to do, but to dwell.
To prove that my potential exceeds what I've wrought,
I must seek endlessly more than what I have got.

To have conquered this hell, I conquered my existence.
Conquering the ego, and it's cyclic persistence.
"

I dig it.

Edited by nocoast (02/05/10 03:14 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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Past that, thank your lucky stars you aren't on acid or 2c-x right now. Being suicidal tripping....BLOWS.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
dude i have tried to just to chill, to just go with the flow and im just misrable.. like i honestly hate my life and i know i should not feel this way.. like its to the point where feeling good feels wierd to me, like i dont like to smile, thats fucked up..

I hate this place and it obviously hates me too, i want to die and get some answers or maybe just forget about this life.. there is other shit out there, tripping makes it seem like there is but in the end we really dont know and thats what scares me.. But i know i hate this life and it feels like a living hell, and im just tired of it..

And for the kid who said lol at girls, THAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE.. Its so obvious, that literally is life ( reproduction), thats fucking human life.



I'm not going to read this whole thread.. but if you really feel like
girls are the point of life.. then you should probably try and open
your mind up a bit more bro. Seriously, sexual intimacy takes a
backseat to intimacy in general... which can be found with friends,
family etc etc. Don't believe the whole load of shit the western
civilization dumps on you .. shit like you need to find that special
person to be happy. It's a crock of bs. Pick up a book called the art
of happiness... it makes some very obvious yet overlooked points.
Your young, you've a lot to learn about life, as most of us do. If
your going to go out, wait till about 65 or so.. hit a breakthrough
dose of dmt.. and have someone push you out a plain above a
christian church on sunday morning. Thats how Im going out.


peace.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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Yeah dude, i mean maybe the biggest reason why you want to kill yourself is that your life is so lacking in purpose you are searching for everything and anything that seems "important" to you, that you've been told is important. The truth of the matter is, is that the importance is created by you. This whole experience is all in your head bro...and it seems like right now now your headfucked. Pull that Headfucker out tell him to stay away and enjoy this moment for all it has to offer. Make music, do something, but don't leave. If you think life lacks purpose...imagine how purposeful death is. Things could be a lot worse. Also, college is fucked, and so is everyone in it (that means you too, its fuckn friday, grab a girls ass.) Just know that you are not alone, know that your complaint list is shared among you and all your peers. You ARENT ALONE BRO (that means there is a girl out there right now feverishly smashing the keys to make a thread on her babie forums, "KILL ME NOW I HAVENT HAD COCK IN A YEAR" she's desperate too...go find her) kids are finding their solutions to their problems on the daily, where is yours? Maybe the solution is forgetting the problem....and you writing the psychedelic experience off like "Ya that didnt do anything for me but say fuck you." In that case, you should probably try having a good trip before you write this world off. Good trips blow good sex out of the water. And they actually have a lasting, insightful, intellectual effect. You thinkin shaggn a broad is gonna put everything in order for you? IT WONT DUUUUUDE.

Edited by nocoast (02/05/10 03:30 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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The Internet is not the place to be posting such things bud, Go an talk to your friends, parents or something because to tell you the truth we (or atleast I) dont give a damn what you do. Its not because we dont like you or think your better off dead it is because your nothing but a name on a computre screen saying shit thats been said a million times by a million people who in most cases wont be doing anything to hurt themselves either way. Unless you had spent alot of time bonding with any of these people here at this site or any other (an I doubt you have) then your really just wasting your time and are going to get flamed like so.

So with that said I will offer you this advice my mother told me as a child. "Life is a bitch, then you die." Its the way it goes, everyone knows this. It will make it a tab bit easier on yourself if you remebered this aswell. We ALL go through rough patches and some times it does seem pointless.. Shit it may even be pointless, but killing yourself is a coward move. There is nothing wrong with asking for help.

No get off the fucking computer and talk to someone with a face.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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I'm sure many people on this forum have been in your shoes.  Let's think about this rationally.  You are not special in your depression.  And a lot of people where you're at right now have overcome depression and improved their lives, myself included.  DON'T DO IT.  Seek help.  Best of luck

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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nocoast said:
And not to harp on this gender roles bullshit anymore than i have too...Men who get laid a lot tend to be busy, driven, working characters. Find some more distractions for yourself, a bigger, more important purpose, and the female will fall into your lap. Trust.

ANd i couldnt help but see the applicability of the dude above me's sig

"Finally, is my escape from this upside down hell,
Stemming from my desire not to do, but to dwell.
To prove that my potential exceeds what I've wrought,
I must seek endlessly more than what I have got.

To have conquered this hell, I conquered my existence.
Conquering the ego, and it's cyclic persistence.
"

I dig it.


Thanks.  It sort of just came out on paper at one point.  Relating to being on acid, probably.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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I worked a 12 hour shift yesterday which culminated in me manually removed an entire load of crap from someone's ass.  Yes, I wore gloves but dude...sometimes you have to do things you don't want to do, sometimes life is so lame and disturbing it's surreal, but however bad you have it someone else probably has it 10 times worse and still finds a way to get up every morning and get through the day. 

I agree with the other person who suggested birth obligates you to put forth a reasonably good effort to leave the world at least a little better than you found it.  Focus on what you do have, not what you don't.  You have your youth, I suspect you have your health, food, clothing, shelter, perhaps even supportive family...and you have an opportunity many people only dream of: a college education. 

If you throw all that away because of lack of pussy perhaps you're actually having a gender identity crisis.  Just sayin'.

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Edited by oxalic32 (12/19/10 01:34 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: oxalic32]
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sometimes life sucks we all go through it.things will get better.  be happy good things will come.  life is not easy.but you can be a happy person. hope things work out for you bro.and dont shoot your self think of the poor guy who has to clean that shit up.....:peace:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: 123joey]
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I'm sorry I've been absent, few trains and such... is he still here... messaging/calling him now.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: P.weilii]
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P.weilii said:
Don't check out, check in. An epic dose of psy's imo. As much as you can afford all at once. Lock yourself in a closet the whole time. More is learned from a bad trip than a good one.


QFT BEST ADVICE!

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: 12468]
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Hopefully this kid isn't dead yet, sounds like you probably go to a decent sized university, I bet they have people available there for you to talk to, like counselors and such. You should really consider just making an appointment, would only take a second and there are some really cool people that will understand exactly what you're going through. No matter what is going on in someone's life depression can take hold of them. I'm sure there are some rich dudes that get pussy like 24/7 that are just as depressed as you, feel like life is meaningless, just think about it.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Gilley]
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Dude,  If your still in there think about this.  The way I see it is we don't know what happens after you die.  Everything thing might just go black and your consciousness goes away.  Surely you've had to have had some good moments in your life that are worth living for.  No matter what bad things you have to go through in life you still can be happy.  Your just in one mindset thats making you feel like life is not worth living but maybe in another you would feel your life is amazing and wouldn't think about ending it even if things get rough.  There's lots of things you can do to help yourself become happy with your life.  Like the person above said, talking to counselors. Maybe you have a chemical imballence causing you to be very depressed and are in need of antidepressants. 
This could be a good time to turn your life around.  Would you really choose total darkness vs. living your life in the light ware there's a world of possibilities and one day you might just end up being the happiest man alive(or at least happy to be alive).

Edited by tospace (02/06/10 12:50 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: tospace]
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Take a heroic dose of LSD

thats really my only advice for someone as lost as you. i hope you see the light and choose life


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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just keep drinking it and you will eventually find out.

Be an hero.

Edited by vfoolio (02/10/10 04:13 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Go join the military then you can be around people just as miserable as you!(for basic training anyways) Yah! :thumbup:

Plus, depending on which branch you join, you can kill people legally! :thumbup:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Valknut]
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I say inject the methanol.......

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: DrGuano]
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eruditemonkey said:
im tired of being this person and im ready to check out


Try an ego-shattering LSD experience  :grin:

Seriously, don't do it man, there's so much beauty still to be seen :smile:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Desert Lizard]
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Although I personally believe suicide is a personal choice, I believe it should never be chosen! Listen, you might be feeling terrible now, and I know this sounds corny and uninspired, just something someone's saying because they wanna sound good and nice, but I am honestly telling you everyone's life is rough. We truly all go through times where we feel confused and hopeless with everything. Do you feel like you're not sure of yourself or who you are anymore? That life is a scary or angering thing that never gives you a break? Yeah, welcome to the world we live in. But times will change and so will your mood. Just give it time.
  If you're really feeling miserable seek out a shrink. I personally believe in the power of talking to yourself. If we all talked more to ourselves I believe our mental health would increase a lot. But if you can't find it in you to sort things out with yourself, there is no shame in finding a therapist who can try to help you sort things out. This life is too crazy to let go of! Just try to enjoy it, and don't take it too seriously!

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: emeraldlife88]
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The OP nor The Psychonaut haven't replied recently; my stomach hurts.

Edited for a typo: I was not flaming.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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If you just want girls, go find some bitches and rape them


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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nick-onelove said:
The OP nor The Psychonaut have replied recently; my stomach hurts.


Don't take it to heart getting flamed on this forum OP.
No one will be able to relate to how your feeling unless they've experienced it first hand themselves.

I know its hard but hasn't there being something in the past that made you smile, even if just a little?

Find what you like and embrace yourself in it so your not thinking too much and bouncing off the walls all the time.

Life is sad, life is a bust. All you can do is do what you must.
And suicide ain't it.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: seraphnz]
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how could you flame someone asking for help like this? what if he did kill himself because what you said was the last straw


all of you are a bunch of fuckin idiots man, you need to take a big dose of something and wake the fuck up


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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SummerDaisies said:
how could you flame someone asking for help like this? what if he did kill himself because what you said was the last straw


all of you are a bunch of fuckin idiots man, you need to take a big dose of something and wake the fuck up


Yeah.  Take a big dose of something, to wake the fuck up.  Because round here, taking giant doses of drugs is typically how we make ourselves more aware. -.-

It's NEVER as simple as just opening your fucking eyes and thinking shit through, is it?

Always gotta be about dosing...

:facepalm:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: seraphnz]
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Whoa, whoa, whoa, I wasn't flaming anyone. I said my stomach hurts because I'm fucking worried.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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Innoculus said:
SummerDaisies said:
how could you flame someone asking for help like this? what if he did kill himself because what you said was the last straw


all of you are a bunch of fuckin idiots man, you need to take a big dose of something and wake the fuck up


Yeah.  Take a big dose of something, to wake the fuck up.  Because round here, taking giant doses of drugs is typically how we make ourselves more aware. -.-

It's NEVER as simple as just opening your fucking eyes and thinking shit through, is it?

Always gotta be about dosing...

:facepalm:



uh my point was that they cant think of it on their own obviously :foreheadslap:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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is he dead yet? He hasnt said anything....

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: pirateseatsouls]
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i think he is dead and its seriously bothering me a lot that so many people would egg him on to do it. Everyone that encouraged him/made fun of him should be banned IMO


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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true that. Its rude. If you want him to die, then just shut the fuck up. If you'd rather be productive, then do so.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: pirateseatsouls]
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actually I had these friends whose roommate, while they were having a party (I was there too), this roommate was up in his room pounding that shit and he kinda went nuts on his car, destroying it, etc... anyway, they found him in there kinda passed out or something and got the EMT's there - he survived and has liver/kidney problems and almost went blind.... pretty retarded way to try to kill yourself.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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Methanol poisoning sounds like a horrible way to die. And imo OP sounds like a juvenile, any mature person I know who is considering suicide wouldn't go about it by asking advice on a forum. If OP's life was really shit, buy a gun and go.Not to mention only juveniles worry about getting laid...Therefore OP does not belong on this forums anyway..

Bad troll is bad.

Thats just my 2 cents.

SummerDaisies said:
i think he is dead and its seriously bothering me a lot that so many people would egg him on to do it. Everyone that encouraged him/made fun of him should be banned IMO



Not everyone is a philanthropist. And obviously most people here find it hard to believe there is someone behind that computer that is really considering suicide. Suicidal people do not tend to bother other and tend to keep to themselves.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Jiggle]
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Jiggle said:
Methanol poisoning sounds like a horrible way to die. And imo OP sounds like a juvenile, any mature person I know who is considering suicide wouldn't go about it by asking advice on a forum. If OP's life was really shit, buy a gun and go.Not to mention only juveniles worry about getting laid...Therefore OP does not belong on this forums anyway..

Bad troll is bad.

Thats just my 2 cents.

SummerDaisies said:
i think he is dead and its seriously bothering me a lot that so many people would egg him on to do it. Everyone that encouraged him/made fun of him should be banned IMO



Not everyone is a philanthropist. And obviously most people here find it hard to believe there is someone behind that computer that is really considering suicide. Suicidal people do not tend to bother other and tend to keep to themselves.


Word. Shut the fuck up summerdaisies. You honestly think someone who plans to commit suicide is gonna ask how to go about it on the shroomery?

If this guys life is so bad, maybe he should pop himself...

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Anthony917]
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Anthony917 said:
Jiggle said:
Methanol poisoning sounds like a horrible way to die. And imo OP sounds like a juvenile, any mature person I know who is considering suicide wouldn't go about it by asking advice on a forum. If OP's life was really shit, buy a gun and go.Not to mention only juveniles worry about getting laid...Therefore OP does not belong on this forums anyway..

Bad troll is bad.

Thats just my 2 cents.

SummerDaisies said:
i think he is dead and its seriously bothering me a lot that so many people would egg him on to do it. Everyone that encouraged him/made fun of him should be banned IMO



Not everyone is a philanthropist. And obviously most people here find it hard to believe there is someone behind that computer that is really considering suicide. Suicidal people do not tend to bother other and tend to keep to themselves.


Word. Shut the fuck up summerdaisies. You honestly think someone who plans to commit suicide is gonna ask how to go about it on the shroomery?

If this guys life is so bad, maybe he should pop himself...


your a piece of fuckin shit dude, you should never say anyone should kill themselves, you are a sick person IMO


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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I don't know if that kids still out there but, since were talking about suicide.  I tried it once.  Made an attempt to hang myself in the garage with a cord I found.  This was about when I was 16.  I'm 23 now. Didn't work out.  cord snapped.  Wasn't really funny at the time but now.  Eh. Anyway.  Meeting people I found that men try to kill themselves more bluntly (hanging, shooting, jumping off something) while women will poison themselves with pills and what not.  Also the people who did make the attempts didn't really talk about it.  They didn't really talk to anyone. 

My brothers retarded from huffing propellants.  So, I say this a lot, clearly and loud so he can understand me if a story doesn't help.

Don't kill yourself.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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SummerDaisies said:
Anthony917 said:
Jiggle said:
Methanol poisoning sounds like a horrible way to die. And imo OP sounds like a juvenile, any mature person I know who is considering suicide wouldn't go about it by asking advice on a forum. If OP's life was really shit, buy a gun and go.Not to mention only juveniles worry about getting laid...Therefore OP does not belong on this forums anyway..

Bad troll is bad.

Thats just my 2 cents.

SummerDaisies said:
i think he is dead and its seriously bothering me a lot that so many people would egg him on to do it. Everyone that encouraged him/made fun of him should be banned IMO



Not everyone is a philanthropist. And obviously most people here find it hard to believe there is someone behind that computer that is really considering suicide. Suicidal people do not tend to bother other and tend to keep to themselves.


Word. Shut the fuck up summerdaisies. You honestly think someone who plans to commit suicide is gonna ask how to go about it on the shroomery?

If this guys life is so bad, maybe he should pop himself...


your a piece of fuckin shit dude, you should never say anyone should kill themselves, you are a sick person IMO


I agree.  You never know what some one else will do.  How can you be so sure he is bullshiting us?  Sure of enough to egg him on I see.  Do You honestly believe someones gonna fake plans to commit suicide and post it on shroomery for entertainment?  Doesn't sound very entertaining.  Did you look at his other posts also?  Ive seen lots of suicide threads on different forums.  I think this one is legit.  Legit enough not to post shit like this.  You should have not posted hare at all if you didn't believe him.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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And this may be the key to some bad energy but whenever I spell check it asks if I mean methanol not methonal.  Which its not a big deal but man spell check is right there.  When I was a boy I remember having to pick up a dictionary.  Fuck I spent a minute retyping that a few times.  dictionary. 

but point.  people would be less pissed off if this was corrected. 
and remember what I said earlier.  This is just good all around advise.

Don't kill yourself.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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dickpayne00 said:
Also the people who did make the attempts didn't really talk about it.


Maybe they posted a thread on forum about it since they can't talk to anybody. 

I would feel pretty lonely planning to commit suicide without anyone knowing.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: tospace]
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Well that's the thing about planing it.  It seem ridiculous if you think it out.  I'm going to eat a big dinner, go to the upstairs bathroom, run a bath, drink a set amount of windshield fluid and drift away. Yeah.  Hey. Whoa.  Hold on here.  If I was going to kill myself via windshield wash I would just drink the whole fucking bottle. 

Is this guy trying to poison somebody.  like mix 100ml with a 2 liter of Pepsi.  No Mountain Dew.  Then leave it out for someone. yeah man this whole thing just got fishy.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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dickpayne00 said:
Is this guy trying to poison somebody.  like mix 100ml with a 2 liter of Pepsi.  No Mountain Dew.  Then leave it out for someone. yeah man this whole thing just got fishy.


:methisgood: put down the pipe


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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SummerDaisies said:
dickpayne00 said:
Is this guy trying to poison somebody.  like mix 100ml with a 2 liter of Pepsi.  No Mountain Dew.  Then leave it out for someone. yeah man this whole thing just got fishy.


:methisgood: put down the pipe


haha.
hope op is ok..
that one guy advised him to get off the computer for a few days..maybe he's getting things figured out to better himself.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: upinthetrees]
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yeah good plan.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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dickpayne00 said:
Well that's the thing about planing it.  It seem ridiculous if you think it out.  I'm going to eat a big dinner, go to the upstairs bathroom, run a bath, drink a set amount of windshield fluid and drift away. Yeah.  Hey. Whoa.  Hold on here.  If I was going to kill myself via windshield wash I would just drink the whole fucking bottle. 

Is this guy trying to poison somebody.  like mix 100ml with a 2 liter of Pepsi.  No Mountain Dew.  Then leave it out for someone. yeah man this whole thing just got fishy.


Hay I would actually plan out what I do instead of just jumping into it blindly.  Maybe you haven't thought about killing yourself, but theres a lot of hesitation and changing of the mind.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: tospace]
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Did you read what I said.  I did try to kill myself.  Hung myself with a cord when I was 16 in the garage.  It snapped.  Realized it was stupid.  Seriously how difficult is it to kill yourself.  The kids not even on the thread anymore.  If you plan it out you realize its not worth it.

and hay is for horses dude.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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Keep living please.

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awesome


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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:confused:


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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dickpayne00 said:
and hay is for horses dude.


:ilold:

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: DrGuano]
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That's good that he was planning to get out of the fucking internet for a few days, I didn't know that. I hope he or The Psychonaut do reply eventually though, this whole thing was bugging me when I was tripping last night.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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Kids prolly blind and can't type anymore cause he can't see the screen. HAHAHA serves the prick right if he tried it I honestly hope he tried and went blind, that would teach him a lesson.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Spaced_Cowboy said:
Kids prolly blind and can't type anymore cause he can't see the screen. HAHAHA serves the prick right if he tried it I honestly hope he tried and went blind, that would teach him a lesson.


stop posting here, your a scumfuck asshole


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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Killing urself is the dumbest thing ever, People that do it deserve to get fucked up and have to live in a state that actually might justify killing urself, like if u jump of something high and become a quadrapoligic, drink methonal and go blind. If this kids so desperate to get laid go to fucking nevada or amsterdam and fuck some hookers.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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IF YOUR GOING TO KILL YOURSELF WHY NOT RISK YOUR LIFE SMUGGLING COKE OR SOMETHING AND TRY AND MAKE A COUPLE MILLION. AT LEAST THEN YOU MIGHT END UP LIVINBG A BOMB ASS LIFE


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: fantastiColor]
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Strangely the posts in here helped me a little =)
So by posting this topic you did help some one, and your life is worth living

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: fantastiColor]
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fantastiColor said:
IF YOUR GOING TO KILL YOURSELF WHY NOT RISK YOUR LIFE SMUGGLING COKE OR SOMETHING AND TRY AND MAKE A COUPLE MILLION. AT LEAST THEN YOU MIGHT END UP LIVINBG A BOMB ASS LIFE


lol i like this


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Spaced_Cowboy said:
Killing urself is the dumbest thing ever, People that do it deserve to get fucked up and have to live in a state that actually might justify killing urself, like if u jump of something high and become a quadrapoligic, drink methonal and go blind. If this kids so desperate to get laid go to fucking nevada or amsterdam and fuck some hookers.


please click this


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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^^Well dude if u think killing urself is a good idea why don't u have a go at it.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Spaced_Cowboy said:
^^Well dude if u think killing urself is a good idea why don't u have a go at it.


i dont think its a good idea... do you know how to read?


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: SummerDaisies]
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Lol, ur just cranky kid, get some rest and cheer up.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Spaced_Cowboy said:
Lol, ur just cranky kid, get some rest and cheer up.


your just a worthless poster, please never come back


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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I read about the first 2 pages of this thread. Sorry if what I'm adding was already added or something, just thought it is necessary.

Life is not about women. We aren't cows just fucking to make sure another species isn't hungry. We have brains and use them for a lot more than getting sex. If I lost my balls today, I wouldn't neck myself, I'd keep living and find happiness from all the other things out there which provide it besides sex. Most of the time sex is just to get a tickle between your legs. You don't want kids, that's not your goal, you just want a good feeling.

eruditemonkey said:
^^^bro im not an attenion whore i just want an easy way to get the job done.. but wtf poisoning is such a bitch, its painful and just a pain in the ass, and i could just end up in a hospital.. so if you got a better way let me know.


Do you take the easy way with everything in life? Suicide is the easy exit, and then you need the easy way to take the easy exit.

I think you need to not put up with your problems, but get rid of them. Do you want to be at college? Do you like where you are atm? .etc
It doesn't sound like it. You would be passing college if you wanted to be there. Some people are there because they see that they want the career it will provide them with in the end. Some are there because they were told they needed to be there. Which one are you? Why not try a new path? Travel, see the world, meet people you never would have though were out there. Truly amazing people are out there and they can change your life. The ones on here are ready to, just by trying to get you to see life isn't pointless.

Find a nice career which you enjoy, because enjoying life is way to live it yet so many people just waste this amazing opportunity on so many stupid things. You can't enjoy your life if you don't enjoy what you do every day. One last thing you need to remember; sex isn't the meaning of life, happiness is. If your not happy, don't quit, find it. Figure out what your looking for in the end. We're not all rabbits with one thing on our minds, we can be free and happy. No matter what people tell you, you can be free and happy.



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If you don't get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don't want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is law and no amount of pretending will alter that reality.



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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: fantastiColor]
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fantastiColor said:
IF YOUR GOING TO KILL YOURSELF WHY NOT RISK YOUR LIFE SMUGGLING COKE OR SOMETHING AND TRY AND MAKE A COUPLE MILLION. AT LEAST THEN YOU MIGHT END UP LIVINBG A BOMB ASS LIFE



Yeah... money = good life... classic.

Nice advice... really....

That was sarcasm in-case it wasn't detected...


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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ZenClarity said:
fantastiColor said:
IF YOUR GOING TO KILL YOURSELF WHY NOT RISK YOUR LIFE SMUGGLING COKE OR SOMETHING AND TRY AND MAKE A COUPLE MILLION. AT LEAST THEN YOU MIGHT END UP LIVINBG A BOMB ASS LIFE



Yeah... money = good life... classic.

Nice advice... really....


Honestly that was great advice, If ur life sucks now, then do something about it. If you want bitches then money will get u bitches, and if bitches mean a good life, money =bitches=good life.:laugh: not saying money is required but hell it would still help

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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Yeah, or you could just stop thinking about how much your life sucks.
That alone will make it better.

I guess that's eaiser said then done..

I'm just not one to chase money... never will be... just leads to
more trouble.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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why do ppl always ask for suicide help in the psychadelic forums!? ffs
you must realize we like life, and odds are you will jsut be bombarded by a bunch of ppl trying to discourage you
attention troll whore

bear in mind i have read only the first few posts of this whole thread, but its been on the front page for a few days now...and it grinds my gears!:crankey:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: CamKron]
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CamKron said:
why do ppl always ask for suicide help in the psychadelic forums!? ffs
you must realize we like life, and odds are you will jsut be bombarded by a bunch of ppl trying to discourage you
attention troll whore

bear in mind i have read only the first few posts of this whole thread, but its been on the front page for a few days now...and it grinds my gears!:crankey:



I .. can't ... help.. myself.. mustclick.. this threadidontwannasee.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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ZenClarity said:
I .. can't ... help.. myself.. mustclick.. this threadidontwannasee.

lol


hahaha, witha title like this, i gotta click...
then its just someone else looking for attention b/c they are 19 and cant get their penis touched


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You sound familiar eruditemonkey, ... so familiar.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Jordan2Dope]
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Can we please let this thread die?



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Pun intended.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: WStallion]
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WStallion said:
Can we please let this thread die?



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Pun intended.


no shit man

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: other one]
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eruditemonkey is lucidx


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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easier ways to commit suicide then poison.

one could jump off a very large building head first?(best bet)

one could tie a noose?

one could shoot thy self?

but yea, i was a virgin up till i was 19.
i never really had any girlfriends till i was 18, it sucked. i thought i was gonna go through life alone. but along came this girl.

we have been together for 3 years now.

not all hope is lost. just stick with it.

your going to college. which i regret not doing. if i had went to college i would be making around 40 bucks an hour doing the same thing im doing now making only 15.

and im only 22

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: evl]
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dude go get yourself some pussy, its not hard. i was a virgin till i was 20 and now im 23 and i get pussy all the time cuz ill fuck fat girls, skinny girls, retarded girls, smart girls, old girls, young girls... just go put yourself in the situation with women constantly, they are just as or more sexual than us. let them know your interested and its bound to happen, if they dont want it get them drunk then try, if they sill dont want it get yourself some date rape drug lol


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: CorrosiveLiquid]
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CorrosiveLiquid said:
dude go get yourself some pussy, its not hard. i was a virgin till i was 20 and now im 23 and i get pussy all the time cuz ill fuck fat girls, skinny girls, retarded girls, smart girls, old girls, young girls... just go put yourself in the situation with women constantly, they are just as or more sexual than us. let them know your interested and its bound to happen, if they dont want it get them drunk then try, if they sill dont want it get yourself some date rape drug lol


Better be glad we've got a sense of humor around here...

:nono:

Edited by Innoculus (02/10/10 02:24 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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ya srsly. date rape is bad.
so is this thread. it should die. (albeit i didnt just help the situation)


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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NWlight said:
ya srsly. date rape is bad.
so is this thread. it should die.


I hope you see the lulz in this.

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Lol yeah that was great advice until the date rape came along, I literally face-palmed heh. But yeah, I would like more than anyone for this thread to die, but I definitely wish the OP or someone who's talked to him would tell us he's alright, geez.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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Heh... OP might not like that you want his thread to die.  That may make him feel like everything he creates is worthless.

:rolleyes:

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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Well this thread certainly hasn't been worthless, 8 pages of reasons not to kill yourself. That's a good read for me any day lol.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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You gotta take into consideration that some of it was trolling, some of it was encouragement to kill himself, and some of it was him talking about not getting laid.

So we're down to like 3-4 pages of good material.

Good haul, I suppose.

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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As far as the internet goes, 4 pages from complete strangers as the result of a desperate cry for attention......
i'd consider it a success
edit: oh and yes i did see the lulz :smirk: it was self-evident


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Lol I love the Shroomery, best community on the internet.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Lol I love the Shroomery, best community on the internet.


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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We should def lock this or move it to pub, who the fuck wants to read about someone killing themselves when their tripping thats a real hazard fuck this little spoiled brat ruining it for everyone

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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WHYYYY SPACE COWBOY WHYYYY
Let it die in peace!:crazy2:


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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Well I had and was happy that I hadnt seen it in 2days then IT FUCKING APEARS AGAIN and im really hungover and that just pissed off my morning. Time to go chug some drain cleaner FML

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Re: how much methanol would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Spaced_Cowboy]
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you should chug windshield wash instead :grin:
havent heard from OP for a while, so i'm sure it works.


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