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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
dude i have tried to just to chill, to just go with the flow and im just misrable.. like i honestly hate my life and i know i should not feel this way.. like its to the point where feeling good feels wierd to me, like i dont like to smile, thats fucked up..

I hate this place and it obviously hates me too, i want to die and get some answers or maybe just forget about this life.. there is other shit out there, tripping makes it seem like there is but in the end we really dont know and thats what scares me.. But i know i hate this life and it feels like a living hell, and im just tired of it..

And for the kid who said lol at girls, THAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE.. Its so obvious, that literally is life ( reproduction), thats fucking human life.



I'm not going to read this whole thread.. but if you really feel like
girls are the point of life.. then you should probably try and open
your mind up a bit more bro. Seriously, sexual intimacy takes a
backseat to intimacy in general... which can be found with friends,
family etc etc. Don't believe the whole load of shit the western
civilization dumps on you .. shit like you need to find that special
person to be happy. It's a crock of bs. Pick up a book called the art
of happiness... it makes some very obvious yet overlooked points.
Your young, you've a lot to learn about life, as most of us do. If
your going to go out, wait till about 65 or so.. hit a breakthrough
dose of dmt.. and have someone push you out a plain above a
christian church on sunday morning. Thats how Im going out.


peace.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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Yeah dude, i mean maybe the biggest reason why you want to kill yourself is that your life is so lacking in purpose you are searching for everything and anything that seems "important" to you, that you've been told is important. The truth of the matter is, is that the importance is created by you. This whole experience is all in your head bro...and it seems like right now now your headfucked. Pull that Headfucker out tell him to stay away and enjoy this moment for all it has to offer. Make music, do something, but don't leave. If you think life lacks purpose...imagine how purposeful death is. Things could be a lot worse. Also, college is fucked, and so is everyone in it (that means you too, its fuckn friday, grab a girls ass.) Just know that you are not alone, know that your complaint list is shared among you and all your peers. You ARENT ALONE BRO (that means there is a girl out there right now feverishly smashing the keys to make a thread on her babie forums, "KILL ME NOW I HAVENT HAD COCK IN A YEAR" she's desperate too...go find her) kids are finding their solutions to their problems on the daily, where is yours? Maybe the solution is forgetting the problem....and you writing the psychedelic experience off like "Ya that didnt do anything for me but say fuck you." In that case, you should probably try having a good trip before you write this world off. Good trips blow good sex out of the water. And they actually have a lasting, insightful, intellectual effect. You thinkin shaggn a broad is gonna put everything in order for you? IT WONT DUUUUUDE.

Edited by nocoast (02/05/10 03:30 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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The Internet is not the place to be posting such things bud, Go an talk to your friends, parents or something because to tell you the truth we (or atleast I) dont give a damn what you do. Its not because we dont like you or think your better off dead it is because your nothing but a name on a computre screen saying shit thats been said a million times by a million people who in most cases wont be doing anything to hurt themselves either way. Unless you had spent alot of time bonding with any of these people here at this site or any other (an I doubt you have) then your really just wasting your time and are going to get flamed like so.

So with that said I will offer you this advice my mother told me as a child. "Life is a bitch, then you die." Its the way it goes, everyone knows this. It will make it a tab bit easier on yourself if you remebered this aswell. We ALL go through rough patches and some times it does seem pointless.. Shit it may even be pointless, but killing yourself is a coward move. There is nothing wrong with asking for help.

No get off the fucking computer and talk to someone with a face.


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"But our trip was different. It was a classic affirmation of everything right and true and decent in the national character. It was a gross, physical salute to the fantastic possibilities of life in this country—but only for those with true grit. And we were chock full of that."

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: ZenClarity]
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I'm sure many people on this forum have been in your shoes.  Let's think about this rationally.  You are not special in your depression.  And a lot of people where you're at right now have overcome depression and improved their lives, myself included.  DON'T DO IT.  Seek help.  Best of luck

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nocoast]
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nocoast said:
And not to harp on this gender roles bullshit anymore than i have too...Men who get laid a lot tend to be busy, driven, working characters. Find some more distractions for yourself, a bigger, more important purpose, and the female will fall into your lap. Trust.

ANd i couldnt help but see the applicability of the dude above me's sig

"Finally, is my escape from this upside down hell,
Stemming from my desire not to do, but to dwell.
To prove that my potential exceeds what I've wrought,
I must seek endlessly more than what I have got.

To have conquered this hell, I conquered my existence.
Conquering the ego, and it's cyclic persistence.
"

I dig it.


Thanks.  It sort of just came out on paper at one point.  Relating to being on acid, probably.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Innoculus]
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I worked a 12 hour shift yesterday which culminated in me manually removed an entire load of crap from someone's ass.  Yes, I wore gloves but dude...sometimes you have to do things you don't want to do, sometimes life is so lame and disturbing it's surreal, but however bad you have it someone else probably has it 10 times worse and still finds a way to get up every morning and get through the day. 

I agree with the other person who suggested birth obligates you to put forth a reasonably good effort to leave the world at least a little better than you found it.  Focus on what you do have, not what you don't.  You have your youth, I suspect you have your health, food, clothing, shelter, perhaps even supportive family...and you have an opportunity many people only dream of: a college education. 

If you throw all that away because of lack of pussy perhaps you're actually having a gender identity crisis.  Just sayin'.

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Edited by oxalic32 (12/19/10 01:34 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: oxalic32]
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sometimes life sucks we all go through it.things will get better.  be happy good things will come.  life is not easy.but you can be a happy person. hope things work out for you bro.and dont shoot your self think of the poor guy who has to clean that shit up.....:peace:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: 123joey]
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I'm sorry I've been absent, few trains and such... is he still here... messaging/calling him now.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: P.weilii]
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P.weilii said:
Don't check out, check in. An epic dose of psy's imo. As much as you can afford all at once. Lock yourself in a closet the whole time. More is learned from a bad trip than a good one.


QFT BEST ADVICE!

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: 12468]
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Hopefully this kid isn't dead yet, sounds like you probably go to a decent sized university, I bet they have people available there for you to talk to, like counselors and such. You should really consider just making an appointment, would only take a second and there are some really cool people that will understand exactly what you're going through. No matter what is going on in someone's life depression can take hold of them. I'm sure there are some rich dudes that get pussy like 24/7 that are just as depressed as you, feel like life is meaningless, just think about it.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Gilley]
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Dude,  If your still in there think about this.  The way I see it is we don't know what happens after you die.  Everything thing might just go black and your consciousness goes away.  Surely you've had to have had some good moments in your life that are worth living for.  No matter what bad things you have to go through in life you still can be happy.  Your just in one mindset thats making you feel like life is not worth living but maybe in another you would feel your life is amazing and wouldn't think about ending it even if things get rough.  There's lots of things you can do to help yourself become happy with your life.  Like the person above said, talking to counselors. Maybe you have a chemical imballence causing you to be very depressed and are in need of antidepressants. 
This could be a good time to turn your life around.  Would you really choose total darkness vs. living your life in the light ware there's a world of possibilities and one day you might just end up being the happiest man alive(or at least happy to be alive).

Edited by tospace (02/06/10 12:50 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: tospace]
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Take a heroic dose of LSD

thats really my only advice for someone as lost as you. i hope you see the light and choose life


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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just keep drinking it and you will eventually find out.

Be an hero.

Edited by vfoolio (02/10/10 04:13 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: NWlight]
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Go join the military then you can be around people just as miserable as you!(for basic training anyways) Yah! :thumbup:

Plus, depending on which branch you join, you can kill people legally! :thumbup:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Valknut]
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I say inject the methanol.......

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: DrGuano]
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eruditemonkey said:
im tired of being this person and im ready to check out


Try an ego-shattering LSD experience  :grin:

Seriously, don't do it man, there's so much beauty still to be seen :smile:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Desert Lizard]
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Although I personally believe suicide is a personal choice, I believe it should never be chosen! Listen, you might be feeling terrible now, and I know this sounds corny and uninspired, just something someone's saying because they wanna sound good and nice, but I am honestly telling you everyone's life is rough. We truly all go through times where we feel confused and hopeless with everything. Do you feel like you're not sure of yourself or who you are anymore? That life is a scary or angering thing that never gives you a break? Yeah, welcome to the world we live in. But times will change and so will your mood. Just give it time.
  If you're really feeling miserable seek out a shrink. I personally believe in the power of talking to yourself. If we all talked more to ourselves I believe our mental health would increase a lot. But if you can't find it in you to sort things out with yourself, there is no shame in finding a therapist who can try to help you sort things out. This life is too crazy to let go of! Just try to enjoy it, and don't take it too seriously!

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: emeraldlife88]
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The OP nor The Psychonaut haven't replied recently; my stomach hurts.

Edited for a typo: I was not flaming.


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Edited by nick-onelove (02/06/10 05:25 PM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nick-onelove]
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If you just want girls, go find some bitches and rape them


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