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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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sounds like u need some grateful dead, dont worry jerry will take care a u

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
dude i simply fail at life and i feel like i just dont need to be here, its just torture and im not enjoying myself.. i have been depressed for the past 2 years and it aint gettin better..

I hate college/ suck at it, everything is so fake and i cant conform to the system. On top of that i cant even get a fuckking girl, im not a virgin but im 19 and i cant just get a hook up.. Girls are the main goal in life and if i cant get that or succede at school than fuck life im not meant for this world..

I have done acid, shrooms, salvia and honestly they dont do shit for me, yea i trip but its like the drug just says "fuck you" to me.. Im not down to be a failure like fuck that i would rather die.


ima just throw something at you here. lets say you live to be 100. that would mean you haven't yet to have lived even 1/5 of your life yet,1/5! think about how much your life has changed throughout thos 19 years an the many different stages of your life, im sure they must have been dramatically different. And like what 'the psychonaut said, you may very well be the person to help somone out in the future. the world itself may truly need you. and remember there is no failing at life just your perspective. maybe try and start some new sports or activities such as bike riding, running, sitting in the forest, reading, doing community service just to be a good person and to give help, anything active. think this over, your in charge, and you can be in charge of greater things than this:heart:


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"In a revolving universe those who stand still move backward"- I forget

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
doood there is only so much we can do. All of have a wall that we hit where we cant go any further because we just arent that great of a person.. You know what i mean? Life isnt infinite possibilites, we are trapped within our roles and we can only go so far, and do so much..

There are so many things that can prohibit a person like, looks, intelligence, natural skills or lack of, the family we were born into, the town we grew up in, our friends/ the ppl we know, our ability to speak, and just that intangible factor of luck or whatever you want to call it..

Free will is overrated in the end its all about results, what can you do with the cards you have been delt? That is life, some prosper, some fail, and there is a lot of inbetween, and im sick of failing..


Doood, what have you actually done to try to make it better. Have you made any attempts to make friends? Tried to build a relationship with a girl? Anything? It really just sounds like you are holding yourself back. What makes you feel like you are less able than any other person?

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: imatree]
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DOOD i have tried to make it better, i have friends and have tried to make new "friends".. Friends are just temporary connections we have with ppl that can relate to us, like you said life is all about phases, and as our phases change so do our "friends"..

Fuck friends its all about girls dood, and i have hit on mad girls and only been laid a few times, and im not some fat ugly dood yo, i have a goood body. I can bench 275 and i have a lean toned physique, and a cute face..

So wtf, im obviously doomed to rejection, and rejection makes anyone feel like shit, and on top of that im failing at education which is the path to $$$$$$ if you aint a superstar at somethin.. so yea im pissed at life, life is takin a shit in my face..

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Remember Ripper people, remember. Support and love man there is far too much to live for, as cliche as it is, the darkest times allow you to see the sun. :mushroom2:


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Mind Transcribing]
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I like to measure my strength in actions.  Like when i picked my brother over my head.  your doing good though.  nice talk.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: dickpayne00]
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What is so wrong with your life that you want to end it? You have stated that you hate it multiple times. But what do you even hate? What hates you?


I think you are being a pussy, bro.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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If you truly are suicidal just remember, that no matter how bad your life is, or how bad you think it is, it is better than the alternative. Because there is always hope that it will get better.
The chance of a fleeting moment of happiness is better than nothingness.
Even if you have tough times ahead, there will be happy moments, you will smile and laugh and feel good in the future at some point, and that is worth living for.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: bootlegapparel]
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WTF is wrong with you?

You are 19, in college, probly have some way to have fun whenever you want, you have the whole world ahead of you.

Yeah you might hate your life, guess what, you aren't the only one.

You are mentally stable, physically fit. Think of how much better you have it than SOOO many other ppl.

Just start studying more, forget girls and all that shit. Focus on yourself and once you are centered they will come.


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The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from the beginning of history has been about 200 years. During those 200 years, these nations always progressed through the following sequence:

From bondage to spiritual faith;
From spiritual faith to great courage;
From courage to liberty;
From liberty to abundance;
From abundance to selfishness;
From selfishness to complacency;
From complacency to apathy;
From apathy to dependence;
From dependence back into bondage.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Rainman420]
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Rainman420 said:
WTF is wrong with you?

You are 19, in college, probly have some way to have fun whenever you want, you have the whole world ahead of you.

Yeah you might hate your life, guess what, you aren't the only one.

You are mentally stable, physically fit. Think of how much better you have it than SOOO many other ppl.

Just start studying more, forget girls and all that shit. Focus on yourself and once you are centered they will come.


hahaha, popped yo bubble

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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eruditemonkey said:
im killing myself and this is the only shit available and i dont want to mess up and be blind.. so how much would be a fatal dose


YOU SELFISH SON OF A BITCH!

IF YOU'RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF, AT LEAST REMOVE THE GARBAGE THAT MADE THIS WORLD UNLIVABLE FOR YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, BEFORE YOU DEPART. LEAVE THIS WORLD A LITTLE BETTER.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: eruditemonkey]
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Ok, i just read your little sob story and it's clear that this is simply a pathetic cry for help.

There are people in this world with REAL problems, like the people of Haiti. They ate dirt cookies before the earthquake FFS! But you don't see them giving up do you? I guarantee they would change places with you in a heartbeat and use your situation to its fullest potential.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: moldem]
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If I was in your position, I would consume a large quantity of MAOIs followed by either mushrooms, mescaline, DMT or all three. Why kill yourself when you can do psychedelics instead? :shrug:

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: nooneman]
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Wow dude, get the fuck over girls and get a goal.

Is there really nothing you have a passion over? I cant believe that.

Instead of killing yourself cause you think you suck, you could actually try helping people who want to live but die by the thousands in other countries.

You say the world is fucked, then try to fix it, don't think or say that you cant, because at that point you are just coming up with excuses.
If you are in college you have some way to do whatever you want.
And trust me there is a pattern/a way, to obtain any realistic goal.

Just focus, and study people, and what makes them work.
Dont fall into a depression, but overcome it, learn, and become better then who you are now.

Girls are nothing dude, if you find one you love, your life will be that much better, but there is so much more important shit to deal with then screwing girls.

We weren't 'made' to do all this shit other animals cant do just to keep a primitive purpose of reproduction.
We are clearly able to achieve higher goals, because we are able to set our own goals, and our own ambitions.
Other animals lack that. We as a race have alot more potential then simply "Reproduction".

You are only a part of a 'system' if you allow yourself to be, with work, knowledge, and wisdom you can pretty much do whatever you want nowadays.

You just need to focus man, and stop thinking death is some sort of pain relief.


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Let your imagination fill in the blanks.
Weed, Salvia, DXM, MDMA, Speed, Azures, Cubes, Nitrous, DMT, LSD /, Peyote, Ayahuasca

Edited by Thisfire (02/05/10 03:59 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: Thisfire]
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Stop being a pussy, pussy.


Edited by wakeme111 (02/05/10 04:39 AM)

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: wakeme111]
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You control everything in your life. Study now and do well in college. There will be PLENNNNNTY of bitches later on.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: zmike92z]
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Listen man, ignore what the others said, dont let them minimize your feelings.  I have a buddy who actually did successfully end himself over a girl.  Nobody could belive it, but years have gone by and everybody has moved on, just as you would if you stuck aroudn.  Your young, you cant trust that time heals wounds, but it does, just trust people who are a bit older than you.  You will also learn that girls are not the answer to all of lifes problems.  If you feel this way, a girl would not fix you.  In fact, the state your in, do you really want to be with someone who is willing to be with you?  I am not looking for a suicidal depressed lost soul as a companion.  If i am, i am fucked up as well. 

My sense is your desperation to get a girl is why you cant.  GIrls can read you well and tell if you are desperate and thta is the biggest turn off to a chick.  If you go in with the mindset, i "need: a girlfriend, your screwed. 

Try to find something to be happy about, maybe flip on you tube, and watch people your age try to live in south africa, or iraq, and put your own life in perspective.  If i were one  of them and heard you were bitching about your college life, that yoru folks probably pay for, a healthy body, and young age i would be pissed. 

Happiness wont fall into your lap you must earn it, just as you much earn a good woman.  Just because you want one doesnt mean you deserve one.  YOu have to play the game. 

My advice..  stop this talk about suicide, its a bullshit, pussyass thing to do and you know it.  You can start your life over any second you "choose" to.  WOrk on yourself.  Explore the fact that your willing to end yourself at 19 years old becuase you cant get a girl.  Find a way to come to grips with some of your own issues, and then be open to selecting a girl.  Never try, again, girls will see that and run.  Good luck, your not going to kill yourself, so go and enjoy the next "60" years of your life.  At least hold out until 2012 see what that shit brings.


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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: zmike92z]
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Im just going to say, if you want to go.. go with diphenhydramine.

If you somehow survive a lethal dose, itll give you a very fucked up trip that might brighten up your life in some way. Did it to me.. yeah I was down this road once, I took 40 diphen. Went on a long long journey, woke up and I was fine. Felt different about my life after that. Ugh, I feel abit pathetic saying I was in your shoes once, but I was and things are better for me. Honestly an anti-depressant would help, SSRIs really help with the whole negative lookout on life, sure you may be handed shit but I bet someone else out there could say they have worse then you have.

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Re: how much methonal would it take to kill me???? aka windshield wash [Re: slickvic]
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slickvic said:At least hold out until 2012 see what that shit brings.


yeah dude, thats sound advice right there. Might as well do something like that, then you can build up an ample supply of LSD and if you still want to kill yourself, you can try to be the first one to OD on pure LSD. That would be heroic.

but in all serious, dont do that shit. I was almost there aswell but I actually thought I was going to do it, almost did but I survived 1 gram of diphen.

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