Okay, I feel you friend. We are ALL directionless at some point. Im 22 and 4 years ago I was EXACTALY where you are now. I knew I was going to college, but why? i had no idea what I wanted to do or be. I had this BADASS girl, we were together 3 year. The only one to this day that i've loved, and I decided to go to the school closest to her instead of going where i REALLY wanted to go. I was miserable the whole time, especially when she started to change... alot! Over the year we grew apart, and now i wish I did what I wanted to do. You're young, people at our age 18-24ish are still developing identities, and personalities. She's gonna change, so are you.
1. Don't get too hung up with a chick you hardly know...they will come and go NEVER let ANYONE interfere with what your life needs!
2. Try some meditataion see if you can figure yourself out. Iif you like to shroom(im assuming you do since you're here) then listen next time you trip. Make it more of a learning thing than a party thing. The fungi are more powerful than you think.
3. this is the most important (and most corny sounding) You can learn alot by looking, and i mean REALLY looking inside you. What do you want! Really really want? Is it money? fame? power? do you want to make people happy? do you want to help peoples suffering? you want to help the community? run a business? teach? act? sing? Just try and look beyind all the expectations your family and friends, and society have put on you, and live for you. thats it! thats all there is man!! Just do you! PYP...play your part!
So in conclusion: I went from depression and near suicide with no hope or idea for my future, angry, lonley, and just plain tired of it all; to being where I am now. From Finance to Psychology, and now I'm very very happy, alone but hardly lonley, and Ive found myself, Ive found my place, Ive found my motivation, I've found my REAL friends and Ive found the love for all of life again!! and honestly I attribute MUCH of that to the ladies(what few there are) and gentlemen of the SHROOMERY!
-------------------- ================================================So what's your peace of mind huh? A swiss watch? leasin' a Lex on credit? all the pussy and liquor a nigga can get..put together this puzzle, but my pieces won't fit.. {Ras kass}
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