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OfflineMorgenstern
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It's Official, I have anxiety
    #11875648 - 01/21/10 11:13 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

:suicide:
I guess this is what you call anxiety:
Can't sleep at night without getting awful thoughts all the time, as in, someone in the family is going to die, or Im going to lose something.

Old and lost sentimental items drive me insane.

Also, I keep thinking back in time (like where did time go).
Its passing so fast.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11875667 - 01/21/10 11:16 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

It's called being human. Try some valerian root and some breathing/meditation exercises.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11875710 - 01/21/10 11:23 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah man just a bad time in your life.  It'll pass, just don't compound your worrying by worrying about it.  Get on with your life and focus on your goals, soon enough you'll feel better. I would recommend not taking Xanax, just from what I've seen with people, but obviously getting a script is a choice.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: g00ru]
    #11875743 - 01/21/10 11:28 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

valerian root actually acts on the same receptors as xanax but is much safer.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11875772 - 01/21/10 11:32 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Where is all the time going? :heart:


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to the most daring erotic desires,
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any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Lion]
    #11875804 - 01/21/10 11:36 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Where is all the good time going?


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Lion]
    #11875815 - 01/21/10 11:37 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Nunbuh_Chrubble said:
valerian root actually acts on the same receptors as xanax but is much safer.




Drinking a strong brew of it now, and a friend gave me a...Lorazepam? Or Ativan, whatever you will call it.

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Lion said:
Where is all the time going? :heart:




I really wish I knew, it seems like the past never did happen, more like some dream.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11875836 - 01/21/10 11:39 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Time is constantly being consumed by interdimentional larvae.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11875838 - 01/21/10 11:40 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

So? What's wrong with thinking of the past as a dream? Don't let it get to you, you're just more aware than most people of your thoughts probably and it freaks you out that we perceive our past this way.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #11875858 - 01/21/10 11:42 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

MisterMuscaria said:
Time is constantly being consumed by interdimentional larvae.





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I will not fear my passions like a coward.
My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Lion]
    #11875945 - 01/21/10 11:55 PM (11 years, 3 months ago)

I deep into a depression, I think but I have just been self medicating with medicinal bud and sleeping pills. Unfortunately I have bad dreams that make me wake up feeling like my life is over, so I can't even escape when I'm unconscious and that really sucks.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morican]
    #11875998 - 01/22/10 12:07 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

guruu said:
So? What's wrong with thinking of the past as a dream? Don't let it get to you, you're just more aware than most people of your thoughts probably and it freaks you out that we perceive our past this way.




I only started thinking more deeply into this after a bad mushroom trip.
It has been many months since.

Quote:

Morican said:
I deep into a depression, I think but I have just been self medicating with medicinal bud and sleeping pills. Unfortunately I have bad dreams that make me wake up feeling like my life is over, so I can't even escape when I'm unconscious and that really sucks.





I've had a single dream so far where its "attacked" me in a dream.
I found out that a family member had died, and the thought was so real.

I woke up feeling really bad, saying oh I wish I could go back and do something.
Took me a few seconds to realize it was a dream.

Edit: Heading out to "try and sleep"


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Edited by Morgenstern (01/22/10 12:08 AM)


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #11876027 - 01/22/10 12:14 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

MisterMuscaria said:
Time is constantly being consumed by interdimentional larvae.





Grant Morrison?


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11876040 - 01/22/10 12:16 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

same but different


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Morgenstern]
    #11876053 - 01/22/10 12:19 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Mataspore said:
Quote:

guruu said:
So? What's wrong with thinking of the past as a dream? Don't let it get to you, you're just more aware than most people of your thoughts probably and it freaks you out that we perceive our past this way.




I only started thinking more deeply into this after a bad mushroom trip.
It has been many months since.






Yeah I've been in bad places after a mushroom trip also.  You just have to keep your hope alive, and one day things will turn around, and you'll be better for it.

One thing you can really do to help yourself is to try to live a healthier life style.  Do you eat right and exercise? If you're not doing both these things than you really aren't trying to be better.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: Penguarky Tunguin]
    #11876118 - 01/22/10 12:29 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

xanax is great short term. I would not recommend it unless you REALLY need it. I have been taking it for years now and now I am extremely dependent, I can have seizures if I stop cold turkey. It is one of the greatest pills for anxiety but like anything good, there is a dark side. Supposedly the withdrawal symptom from xanax is just as bad, if not worse than heroin. If I don't take it I go absolutely nuts... I go into some rage mode and cant even think clearly. I feel as if I'm going to have a heart attack, and this leads to extreme panic and anxiety! All in all, my anxiety is much worse now. So be careful guys!

Right now I am in the middle of recovering and slowly weening myself off it. If you are going to get a prescription for a benzo, I recommend klonopin over xanax because it is not as bad comparatively speaking. Benzos should be a last resort!

if anyone has any questions about benzos, feel free to PM me


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: danlennon3]
    #11876160 - 01/22/10 12:38 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

I closed my eyes and breathed deep today. I took all the memories I could from strands on my closed eyelids and boxed them one on top of the other. Each time I stacked a box I could open it and clearly see the memory inside and the part of me that was still being used on it. I felt better after I had stacked some bad memories and organized them and recognized the pain they caused and why they were painful, then I looked beyond to try and push them behind me and clean them. They're still there, but it hurts less now because I tried to clear them away.


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Re: It's Official, I have anxiety [Re: lazyfingers]
    #11877732 - 01/22/10 11:50 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks for the feedback.

Its true, I don't exercise much, and I never did find a reason that I needed to.

(Oh and I slept very well last night), guessing it was the ativan.
I used to exercise a lot, and I do mean a lot.  I can't remember how I felt back then, but oh well, Im going to go back to doing it.


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