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newshOne
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: mikeoshi]
#11675237 - 12/18/09 01:34 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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mikeoshi said: I find it very sad that society has the ability to bring us down... to confine and control our minds. We cannot and should not allow this to happen.
The feelings of the drug are now wearing off slowly but my thoughts seem unchanged.
.. Society's ability to "bring us down" is necessary for survival. Nothing is wrong with our society, the world, or the remote galaxies . Everything is working as it should. It is up to YOU to let something in this vast cosmic circus "bring you down". And sometimes, intentionally or not, we do this to ourselves, Perhaps to remind us once again what love feels like.
"The foot does not feel the foot until it touches the ground"
Cool trip report
-------------------- Dont forget to stop and smell your flowers
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: newshOne]
#11675750 - 12/18/09 03:06 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Soon I'll be working towards fruiting my mycelium cakes...
I've never taken mushrooms before, and I'm excited to ingest the mushrooms I have grown myself (with love).
Anyway, what you've written expresses similar sentiments of what I hope to achieve on shrooms.
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: newshOne]
#11676270 - 12/18/09 04:47 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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newshOne said:
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mikeoshi said: I find it very sad that society has the ability to bring us down... to confine and control our minds. We cannot and should not allow this to happen.
The feelings of the drug are now wearing off slowly but my thoughts seem unchanged.
.. Society's ability to "bring us down" is necessary for survival. Nothing is wrong with our society, the world, or the remote galaxies . Everything is working as it should. It is up to YOU to let something in this vast cosmic circus "bring you down". And sometimes, intentionally or not, we do this to ourselves, Perhaps to remind us once again what love feels like.
"The foot does not feel the foot until it touches the ground"
Cool trip report 
I disagree with this. A society that attempts to disallow mushroom use is no society I really care to be a part of. Given, we have no choice but I wouldn't say that nothing is wrong with society - nobody should have to worry about going on a walk while tripping simply because people will look at you weird, or because there's the chance of getting in trouble... it felt like the most natural thing in the world and nothing should stand in the way of that, nor should it even attempt to. You are right though, I didn't allow it to today and I won't allow it to in the future... I guess I just wish everybody had this experience.
-------------------- "The greatest blessings come by way of madness." ~Socrates "We are not human beings having spiritual experiences, we are spiritual beings having human experiences." ~Teilhard de Chardin "He who knows best knows how little he knows." ~Thomas Jefferson
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newshOne
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: mikeoshi]
#11676713 - 12/18/09 06:04 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your right, it is unfortunate that most societies have it all backwards when it comes to ethics and spirituality,
But theres one thing that we still have
And that is your own mind, your own reality, something that no culture or country can force you to change.
-------------------- Dont forget to stop and smell your flowers
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: newshOne]
#11677825 - 12/18/09 09:27 PM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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well said.
Upon re-weighing the mushies, it looks like I ate about 6 grams (golden teachers) in all. I'm still in complete awe.
-------------------- "The greatest blessings come by way of madness." ~Socrates "We are not human beings having spiritual experiences, we are spiritual beings having human experiences." ~Teilhard de Chardin "He who knows best knows how little he knows." ~Thomas Jefferson
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Re: In the midst of the most moving experience of my life... [Re: testes]
#11690501 - 12/21/09 03:33 AM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds like you had a very profound trip. I'm glad you feel more at peace with your past sister. It is great that you connected to her. Thanks for sharing your trip while it was happening by writing it down and being on this website. Seems like it would have interfered with me, so very selfless of you to do that.
Thanks for the write up! 
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testes said: Soon I'll be working towards fruiting my mycelium cakes...
I've never taken mushrooms before, and I'm excited to ingest the mushrooms I have grown myself (with love).
I recently had my first trip too off of my first grow, just like you soon will. I would recommend to you to start off with a small amount, and work your way up to more if you feel comfortable. I would say start with 1.5 to 2 grams dry, or 8-10 grams fresh, and go up from there. Get used to the feelings before you take a heroic dose. You may find it overwhelming and be nervous to try it again. I took 3.5 grams dry for my third trip all at one time and it hit me hard after just 20 minutes. I reached ego loss and for several hours it was quite tormenting. Worst than my worse panic attack. Shortly after that I had the most euphoric and spiritually enlightening experience of my life, that also lasted hours. in retrospect it was awesome, but if it was my first experience I don't know if it would have been the same.
Good luck and tell us how it goes!
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