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Confrontation with the Source
    #11667888 - 12/17/09 11:58 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

It was last summer at Lake Powell, in  the desert far from the lake. My friend and I had eaten only a half eigth each of these wet little ecuadorian mushies.
    The usual business was in order, being amazed by the enviroment around us and what have you, watching the lizards run faster than anything you'd ever seen. but i digress. the point of this story is my first meeting with a higher power and here it is . My friend was digging or something by this riverbed we were by, i began to feel an uneasy feeling and my body became hot and itchy. I wanted to say something to my friend but no words could form, it started to become difficult to stand so i decided to sit. my friend asked at this point
"you okay?"
but did not turn his head to look over. I wanted to yell
"no i'm not okay, somethings wrong i feel bad somethings wrong!"
but all i could manage to get out was
" i feel funny".
At this point i was laying on my back and i didn't even realize it. This is where it started. I heard noise, and i mean NOISE in the noisiest sense- like trains and gnaring metal and horns and just brutally loud energy- it took over my entire being this noise. it seemed so loud that it now was effecting my vision, everything was turning a bright white with a sort of grid undertone, my body was tingleing- no vibrating like i'd never felt. i picked up my arm and held it in front of my face. Before my eyes my hand began to de-materialize into the white grid, i felt myself returning to the source of everything. All was consumed by the grid except for right above my head, where i looked up and saw a fly. Finally even the fly was consumed by the light and all was white.
    The noise was no more and I couldn't tell if i was even in my body. I began to think thoughts like: this is it i'm dead, i don't want to die, i'm scared, i can't die here, whatabout everyone i care about? All of my thoughts were thought in a negative tone and i felt like i was falling down a drain- or being pulled. I gained an image of a woman in my head at that instant, she was blue and pinkish colors with loving eyes and a kind face, she looked sad and was shaking her head. And this is the turning point- the finest example of a "CLICK" i'd ever experienced.
Click- wait, yes. YES. I'm okay, I'm fine I'm .... great! at rapid speed I was realizing you must say YES to the world, and you must think and KNOW!! at  that point.. i KNEW. The woman or goddess or whatever she was- mother earth, began to nodd her head and smile. I will never forget what she looked like, and at that instant she blew me a kiss and I opened my eyes. There was no noise, no bright light. I opened my eyes and sat up. My friend was right where he was, even though it had seemed like hours had passed. I had never felt as good as that instant, I stood up took a great breath and looked at the world. For the first time, i had seen everything as.... EVERYTHING! I could see all aspects of life reflected and refracted into every other aspect of LIFE. this day I began to live. Thank You:grin:


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Re: Confrontation with the Source [Re: Y-mindsamurai]
    #11667979 - 12/17/09 12:13 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

wow good read. i'm glad they worked for you.


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Re: Confrontation with the Source [Re: Y-mindsamurai]
    #11667983 - 12/17/09 12:14 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

Could you please edit your post and add paragraphs? lol
It makes it SO much easier to read.


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Re: Confrontation with the Source [Re: Thisfire]
    #11668377 - 12/17/09 01:14 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

Awesome experience.:psychsplit: Glad it all worked out :peace:


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Re: Confrontation with the Source [Re: pkplayer524]
    #11668721 - 12/17/09 01:59 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

The mushrooms have a knack for showing us our real selves. :mushroom2:


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Re: Confrontation with the Source [Re: ComaDivine]
    #11683694 - 12/19/09 10:29 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

Quote:

ComaDivine said:
The mushrooms have a knack for showing us our real selves. :mushroom2:




self...! (:


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