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 Zero7a1
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 anyone feeling dark lately? 
#1151830 - 12/18/02 11:06 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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i dont know what it is but lately especially last night and today ive started feeling strong overwhelming waves of darnkess, dark energy. Its almost like thinking that you know you are going to die, but you dont know why but you think it has something to do with what your doing, like your doing something wrong but you dont know what it is. ive been doing some reading and talking to other people and they said theyve felt weird today, theyve felt the darnkness lately. i cant explain it just feels like its pervading everywhere in everything. ive been dreaming about it, talking to people in my dreams. Ive had experiences with depression and other psychotic experiences but this... this is almost like my darkest dreams come into view of the real world. just looking at the sky something looked off. well it may just be me and i dont want to be completely dark, still have to leave room for the light to enter. i just wanted to know if anyone else has been feeling things like this or had ominous dreams or dreams about the future or anything about things going on.
at www.reconnections.net the author daniel jacobs is talking about in the coming transition people will see what theyve ignored or been lied to about for so long and they are going to get pissed off and start taking it out. whether it is to happen or not i dont know. but they talk about it on this mayan site as well.
this also ties in with the age of aquarius, but what is to be if anything i dont know.
the 3rd day started 4 days ago http://mayanmajix.com/articles.html
there are lots of good articles there. i just want to gather some information, since thats what we do best here. all of your comments questions feelings experiences are definatly wanted... so please post  .
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Edited by Zero7a1 (12/18/02 02:59 PM)
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deep_umbra
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 Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1152581 - 12/18/02 04:15 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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just turn the light on and check under the bed... its all good
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1152677 - 12/18/02 05:00 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah, i don't know if its the same thing but thats a good description...a few days before thanksgiving i started getting a lot of anxiety... if anyone has ever gotten the fear while tripping, that is essentially what it felt like....feeling like your gonna die and everything around you reflects that. it was just an overwhelming darkness it was just waves and waves of fear about everything. i dug into myself and realized i was causing it by feeding into the negative feelings. i changed alot of things about myself that wasn't so healthy physically and mentally...and it has essentially gone away. but when i was deep in it it feels like ur going crazy and that is the way you will be forever. if you want a no nonsense answer its probably stress and anxiety....but it could be a sign of you needing to heal. let go of all the bullshit. stick to what really matters. hope this helps a little.... cause it took awhile to figure it out what works for me...but everyone is different.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153104 - 12/18/02 07:28 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I've been having evil and dark feelings lately. This is normally not like me at all, which makes it much more interesting. I'm not necessarily depressed about it, although I have felt that way recently. It almost seems like the darkness has the same energy as the good and it lures you toward it. I can feel it enticing me and part of me is drawn towards it. My dreams have been very evil too... i've been getting tortured.. but i embrace this torture and It fulfills me in a way. Hmmm...
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153234 - 12/18/02 09:42 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah, I've been getting it.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153439 - 12/19/02 01:46 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I got really sick that day out of nowheres. Fuckin shitty.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153540 - 12/19/02 02:48 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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full moon....
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153604 - 12/19/02 03:20 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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This is very weird because i was about to post a similar thread. Yes, i've been feeling this waves of darkness like you say, i would also describe it as emptiness, the sense that something is not right.
I'm the kind of person that notice subtile details, like, go to the streets and look around you, this christmas lights, people talking, walking but you don't feel the warm you used to feel, it feels like everything lost something but you don't know what it is and this "what" makes you aprehensive. I've looked at the sky and it seems still, meaning this is the time, but everything on the ground moves so fast, it's a sensation of "i got you", like what is to follow is inevitable.
MAIA
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Edited by MAIA (12/19/02 03:22 AM)
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 Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1153795 - 12/19/02 04:34 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I've noticed over the past several months that it is easier to tap into, or get caught up in, the dark side of things. Even when things are going better than usual the dark side is easier to tap into ........and for me that means extra work consentrating on the positive.
The positive is there........but the dark has to be forcefully chased out to get into the positive.......
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Tannis]
#1153880 - 12/19/02 05:01 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I thinks its all cause of the new Star Wars movie. yall sound like Jedi Knights about to embrace the Dark Side or something. Use the Force my fellow Jedi, fear will only lead you to the Dark side!
Edited by chodamunky (12/19/02 05:03 AM)
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MAIA
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: chodamunky]
#1154022 - 12/19/02 05:55 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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 Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: MAIA]
#1154434 - 12/19/02 07:53 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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Right on! This ISHT is gettin downright creepy fellas... Ive been feeling the same way the past few weeks. I thouhght It was just cause ive been feeling kind of sickish, but i guess its not just me?! It's like a kind of an erie calm, like its all about to hit the fan!
Im the type to notice subtle details as well, and things as of late seem off somehow. I can't quite put my finger on it, but it's like suddenly all of the issues in my life which have been keeping me from realizing my full potential have been shoved right in my face. From fear of commitment, to fear of failure, right on down the line. Its like im taking my final exams for my "life class."
Also, Ive been feeling recently like the days are FLYING!! like a regular 24 hour day only feels like it lasts for 16-18 hours or so. Like I just dont have the same amount of time as i had 2 years ago.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1154655 - 12/19/02 08:49 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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this is normal. settle down. people have felt this for generations.... its a balance.. black and white..
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Zero7a1
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Strumpling]
#1154783 - 12/19/02 09:31 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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well technically that is duality and that is right where we are.... i dont know if its so much impending doom but i think were up for a change. i can feel and i can see it, when i conquer this darkness its like i see who i really am. and i see that you all as well seem to see the same thing. if you ever feel bogged down just hold on and remain true to yourself and try to bypass the darnkess and i think you will start to wake up to who you really are. at the link i posted at www.reconnections.net the guy daniel jacobs like i said is talking about an awakening. a fellow shroomerity  sent me this email.
During the last days of Atlantis, many parts of her worldwide
empire were in total disarray. Their rulers could not predict what was to occur.
Those who rebelled against the new order of the last Atlantean kings had been
exiled to a southern European country then known as 'Ionia'. Beyond them lay the
lands of Egypt, ruled by a succession of Atlanteans. The last, a son of
Atlas called Set, was named after the Atlantean term for the 'Ouroboros', the
great serpent of Creation. More than 13 millennia ago, this chaotic situation
resulted in Atlantis' brutal destruction. It was left to those still
traumatized by this unthinkable event to create a new world. The decisive point of this final struggle began in Egypt, where Osiris arrived with Isis and Horus to
form a new Lemuria. There, they transmitted the celebrated knowledge and
histories of Atlantis to the sacred texts of Egypt. They restored the majestic
Lion of Atlantis to its former glories and permitted the stone monuments of
Lemuria to tell their true stories once again.
This was a time of fierce and protracted struggle, as the many
'sons of Horus' battled the many 'sons of Set'. Eventually, it led to the great,
biblical flood and, with it, to the present domination of the Anunnaki's chosen
minions. Yet, Horus had conveyed an important, secret wisdom that, on
occasion, has emerged in your history in many different times and
places. The rise of the pharaoh, Aknaten, is one of the most famous examples of
this; another is the sacred covenant between Abraham and Heaven. From
these moments have emerged the sheer devotion and heart logic that are
the essence of the human soul. Now, that same energy is again rising to
transform your world, in ways not seen since the arrival of Osiris and
his entourage in Egypt long ago. You, dear Hearts, have reached the point in
your history when the truths of who you really are need to be completely revealed. This is the time when the children of Set are truly challenging you, much as Set tested his brother, Osiris.
i never read this before now, and a friend of mine on the shroomery here... said he saw a vision of a great snake eating himselt. aka set. the dualistic serpent. think of all this as representational. not too long ago i had a dream where i was on the gulf coast somewhere and these three men came up to me and said there was going to be a great flood.
"The Sun's magnetic field increased by 230 percent since 1901. There's a
study by Dr. Mike Lockwood from Rutherford Appellation National
Laboratories in California, who has been investigating the Sun. He has
discovered that since 1901, the overall magnetic field of the Sun has
become 230 percent stronger than it was before."
on the news today i saw that mt killimanjaro has lost a lot of its glacial size. they thought it would never melt, they said today by two decades it should be gone. when spring rolls around water that has been polarized because of seasons and fields and what not could make its way to crash into the southern US gulf coast. plus with the coming of the age of aquarius, our earth is suppose to shift axis also adding to the possibility of shifting water currents. whether my dream is to come true i dont know, but for the past 2 weeks ive had dreams that have come true, not de ja vu's but dreams. and ive started to feel things changing, seeing people change. to strumpling... you have to think that there hasnt been 6 billion people on the planet in our known history. we are at a peak, cause i dont really see anything great keep happening. this could be the new atlantian civilization of the earth, and it could be due time in not only our earths means but for our civilization. not to say that we are all gonna die!!!! or anyhting, but that maybe we are up for a change, and its my personal "belief" that we are. ive talked to my friends who dont even come here saying they felt odd, people who are on here. myself, but with not "logical" reason for it happening. and it just feels like change, and i think im pretty good like most of you guys said at noticing subtle changes. i dont think its soooo out of the question to think that we might know whats going on in our lives and world. i dont think this means that we should give up or anyhting, i think it means that we should only press more to come together and be more unified. ive had these visions all my life about something happening one day, to me or my mind and a great change, and in the past couple of weeks these dark feelings have brought me on the verge of these visions. well this is getting long enough... i wonder what shroomism thinks...? hope this wasnt too long  .
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Zero7a1
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: MAIA]
#1154792 - 12/19/02 09:33 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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i felt exactly like that... like o shit what am i doing... do i have cancer... should i have not been doing something? but i dont think that WE are wrong... but maybe something is just wrong with the world and we are feeling the vibes from the darkness within our world which is without a doubt THERE. but im sure you got this i think its just cool we all feel simmilar things 
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: FatNug]
#1154844 - 12/19/02 09:50 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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it's like suddenly all of the issues in my life which have been keeping me from realizing my full potential have been shoved right in my face. From fear of commitment, to fear of failure, right on down the line.
Me too. And I agree with Zero's description of "waves of darkness". That fits very well, from my perceptual vantage point.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1154894 - 12/19/02 10:06 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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In reply to:
but im sure you got this i think its just cool we all feel simmilar things
I find it interesting. That PM you received is also very interesting.
MAIA
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Use, do not abuse; neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: MAIA]
#1154920 - 12/19/02 10:13 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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its probably just all the shit thats going on lately.. we are not used to stuff like this happening in our society such as terroristic threats and other crazy things that
are going on
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: FatNug]
#1154926 - 12/19/02 10:14 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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In reply to:
Also, Ive been feeling recently like the days are FLYING!! like a regular 24 hour day only feels like it lasts for 16-18 hours or so. Like I just dont have the same amount of time as i had 2 years ago.
Me, my wife and many people i know report the same exact experience. No one knows why !
MAIA
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Use, do not abuse; neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy.
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Re: anyone feeling dark lately? [Re: Zero7a1]
#1155170 - 12/19/02 11:51 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah this is kinda weird...as a matter of fact i was also gonna post this feeling when i was deep in it. So when i saw the original i had to reply....all these posts sound similar...and we all(for the most part), never felt it this strong. I've been depressed before and i've felt hopeless before but nothing anywhere close to as strong as this. I've felt for the longest time that things are gonna change...with the world in general...and i too observe and question everything...everything has meaning,every moment....but when your in it all the meanings seem ominous. But as i said before what worked for me was to let go of all the things that were detremental to my growth....i had built up another wall and the only cure was to bring it down again. If you like Tool....you'll find very wise words. When you get to the point when you can feel the darkness melt away your going in the right direction. Just focus on your dreams and goals and remember the only one that can stop you is you.
Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Let's you choose what you will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.
Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or
Drags you down like a stone
To consume you till you choose to let this go.
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