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Anonymous #1

Emotions
    #11389975 - 11/05/09 12:22 PM (7 years, 11 months ago)

I'm addicted to shitty romantic movies because of the feelings they stir up inside of me, and I desperately want to feel that way about someone else.

I've got a mother I don't know who didn't want me, several step mothers who saw me as a hurtle they had to dodge in order to be with my father, and a father that died when I was a teen who treated me like a mistake from his youth. It's like somewhere along the line I couldn't stand to feel unloved anymore so I taught myself not to feel anything at all.

I used to date a lot of girls, and I've had several somewhat long term "committed" relationships, but I can't honestly say that I felt anything for any of them. I know that some of them definitely loved me, and at least one of them expected me to marry her, and as nice as that felt I still didn't really feel anything for any of them.

I just want to learn how to love someone.:sad:

/rant


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Re: Emotions [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #11390437 - 11/05/09 01:43 PM (7 years, 11 months ago)

I know how you feel. I don't know if I will ever be able to genuinely love anyone.


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