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tracedwards313
milk man
Registered: 08/02/09
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god i need something..
#11384461 - 11/04/09 02:24 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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my life seems to be falling apart. i am 19 and i feel like a complete loser. it has never been this way before. i have been happy and had a good life.
now it just seems that i am different from almost everyone around me, no one except my friends love me for who i am anymore. im not in school this semester and i dont know what to do about going back at all.
i just want to be happy, be around people who are like me and have a life that is fulfilled. im depressed, i need something to happen. all i do is work, sleep, and do drugs. im so tired of my life.
i have the abilities and means to do just about anything i want, yet i just sit here doing nothing all the time. i talk shit about what i want to do a lot, but i never actually do anything at all.
i wish i could move somewhere that i knew i could meet people that i want to be around. i have to leave this town, but i have nowhere to go. i feel lonely. i need a change.
what can i do shroomery?
how can i find the answers that i am searching for?
i need help, but i dont know were to turn.
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Sellith
The False Dawn
Registered: 04/28/09
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Happiness and peace of mind where never meant for you.
Just kidding, start a band or express yourself in another artistic form of your liking.
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feifen
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Start trying to find what you want to do in life
You have to get up and change your life yourself
No one is going to give you an easy road, just start trying and things will fall into place
People are out there, you just have to meet them, venting on the Shroomery most certainly will not change anything
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: feifen]
#11384501 - 11/04/09 02:29 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Here is 5 shrooms to cheer you up so you can focus on completing goals in the future.
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elementswrath
Finger' trippin good
Registered: 08/04/09
Posts: 5,276
Loc: suiciety
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why don't you do what you haven't done before? make something new with your life. go outside, join a group of your interest and get a hobby.
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Solemente
Registered: 04/24/09
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Chill out on the drugs for a bit imo.
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Mnboardin
Stranger
Registered: 04/01/09
Posts: 767
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At least you have some friends... ...and some income...
You should travel. Travel anywhere. Just go. Don't be afraid. Just go.
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dkamp18
The Real World
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Make the change!
no one, not even "God" can help those who don't help themselves. everything seems hard to do from the outside, but when you make the decision to start something in your life to change for the better; be it a new career, going back to school, whatever, it always goes a little smoother than you think.
even if not, the hard work is worth the change... right?
you can't just sit there and complain about the lack of change, if your not going to make the change happen for yourself.
you learn and experience by trying and failing, not from sitting and hoping.
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feifen
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Solemente]
#11384536 - 11/04/09 02:34 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Solemente said: Chill out on the drugs for a bit imo.
I always say the more the merrier
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Salomon
ಠ︵ಠ balance ಠ_ಠ weaver ಠ‿ಠ
Registered: 01/17/09
Posts: 25,128
Loc: America, FUCK YEAH
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Mnboardin]
#11384540 - 11/04/09 02:34 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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and take a road trip to california. your bound to meet some interesting people there
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takeacti0n
Stranger
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Salomon]
#11384593 - 11/04/09 02:40 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm in the same exact situation man, except I'm 21 and in my last two semesters of college. Earlier this semester I had a depression breakdown (for lack of other terms) in which I was about to pack it all up, and say fuck school. I still feel like that, but I'm taking it day by day, and hopefully before I know it this semester will be over.
My advice to you is too take it a day at a time.
-------------------- shine on forever benevolent son!
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Maverick
Lover of Earwigs!
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: takeacti0n]
#11384608 - 11/04/09 02:42 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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"all i do is work, sleep, and do drugs. im so tired of my life."
Yeah, I've been there for about 5 years now. Uhm, I've realized that it's basically the motivation levels to go out and do shit aren't there. You have to Force yourself to become happy.
I'm not good at doing that, I'm lazy. Better luck than me!
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Knifey Mcstab
Sir Prancelot Brainfire
Registered: 01/04/04
Posts: 4,846
Loc: PNW
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Solemente]
#11384614 - 11/04/09 02:43 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Solemente said: Chill out on the drugs for a bit imo.
I agree, you don't need anything to pacify your situation, it's just going to get steadily worse if you don't make some steps for change.
The drugs will be there when you get back.
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Solemente
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: takeacti0n]
#11384637 - 11/04/09 02:46 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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takeacti0n said: I'm in the same exact situation man, except I'm 21 and in my last two semesters of college. Earlier this semester I had a depression breakdown (for lack of other terms) in which I was about to pack it all up, and say fuck school. I still feel like that, but I'm taking it day by day, and hopefully before I know it this semester will be over.
My advice to you is too take it a day at a time.
I fucked up big time by dropping out of college. Working full time for 10 dollars an hour at a pos job is no way to live. Luckly I have cool parents that are giving me a second chance, and are gonna pay for me to start again next semester. If you aren't working on or towards something life seems meaningless. At least to me.
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Sadhguru
Guru
Registered: 08/06/09
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Quote:
tracedwards313 said: what can i do shroomery?
how can i find the answers that i am searching for?
i need help, but i dont know were to turn.
You could travel, NAY! you SHOULD travel! the fresh air and change of scenery will do you some good!
-------------------- When the many become the One
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g00ru
lit pants tit licker
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Traveling is a good idea, maybe try backpacking and other outdoor pursuits? You need something to energize yourself, stagnation=death. Instruments, art, reading, etc. Just fill your life with healthy and positive activities and you will see the changes start to happen. Good luck dude.
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Chubba
Vape hungry
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Do what I did when I was 19 and life had me down... say fuck it, take your $250 and go sign up for your AFF skydive and join the sport.
If you don't feel top of the world after a freefall, you have no hope.
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StaleShrooms
human after all
Registered: 03/31/09
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Loc: Detroit
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Sellith]
#11384745 - 11/04/09 02:57 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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sounds like you might be depressed dude (i mean clinically depressed, not just sad).
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VoidMasamune said: Happiness and peace of mind where never meant for you.
Just kidding, start a band or express yourself in another artistic form of your liking.
writing is really good for this. not everyone can play an instrument (or has the determination in a depressed time in their life to learn how), but everyone can write.
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
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Chubba
Vape hungry
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Quote:
not everyone can play an instrument (or has the determination in a depressed time in their life to learn how)
Of course they can, if you don't get caught up in the whole competition of music, you can have awesome fun from the get go.
Go buy a super cheap intro classical accoustic and get cracking.
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Sellith
The False Dawn
Registered: 04/28/09
Posts: 1,066
Loc: The Void
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Re: god i need something.. [Re: Chubba]
#11384815 - 11/04/09 03:04 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Or paint, Photograph, Light Churches on fire etc.
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