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Offlinetracedwards313
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why am i so different?
    #11380026 - 11/03/09 10:55 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

i just dont understand, im am 19 and the youngest of 3 brothers in my family. I am just nothing like any of my family members.

Both my parents are true Christians, they are both very smart people but not the least bit open minded. both of my older brothers dont do any drugs at all, they both drink shit tons of alcohol but think everything else is terrible. 

I am a total pychonaut and just love to experiment with all drugs in general. since i have gotten older and no longer live with my brothers i rarely hangout with them, mainly because they just give me shit about being a pothead and doing drugs, so i just dont like being around them anymore. they used to be like my best friends as a little kid..

i got into an argument with my oldest brother today while talking to him about shrooms. he is the most closed minded person i have ever know, he is all about "hard work" and "being a real man". but he just dont not understand or think like i do.

i love my family but idk how to relate to them anymore, it just seems as i get older the more we grow apart and honestly it does make me sad. i actually fucking cried today, alone, after fighting with my brother. which is not something i usually do.

im not ashamed of who i have become, i love it. it just seems that certain people dont like it, mostly because of the stigma our society has put on drug use.

i just wish i could open up their heads, it would change my life and theirs for the better. i dream of tripping with my loved ones but i seriously doubt it will ever happen.

im so glad i have my friends to relate to, without them i would not be okay, some people look at us and think we are a bunch of druggies, though it may be, we are not stupid and dont let them control our lives.

sorry if this post sucks, i just really wish i could do something about what is happening to my family life

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Re: why am i so different? [Re: tracedwards313]
    #11380333 - 11/03/09 11:46 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

be glad you at least have your friends to relate to.

some of us just have a group of anonymous characters on an internet forum to relate to. lol.



















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Re: why am i so different? [Re: tracedwards313]
    #11380373 - 11/03/09 11:51 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Pfft whatever dude

At least you have a home to go back to

I got nothing....

They don't understand you. They aren't going to try either. I know, because my parents never tried to understand me

Be grateful your parents haven't shunned you and tell you that you are dead to them


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: feifen]
    #11380391 - 11/03/09 11:54 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Ur not different just Unique just be YOU.


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: feifen]
    #11380392 - 11/03/09 11:54 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Some people are just too wired into the system. They wouldn't even trust their best friend's over the propaganda that is out there. :sad:


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: smack]
    #11380444 - 11/04/09 12:02 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

yuuup no worries, buddy i'm right there with you.

you know your mind is where it should be, and be glad there are others just like you in the same position, as you have just informed me :smile:

this was a direct excerpt from dinner last night

me="one of my friends little brothers found a razorblade in his candy"
father="Thats ludicrious, that's a rumor from when IIII was a kid, that can't of happened"
me="ok whatever dad..."
father="HOWEVER YOUR MOTHER KNEW A BOY WHO GOT DOSE WITH LSD IN HIS CANDY AND IS IN A MENTAL INSTITUTION TO THIS DAY"
me="thats absolute bullshit and is a replay of one of the oldest myths in the book, if i could please explain the circumstances of how a major situation in a persons life i.e. death of family, bad tr...
CUTOFF
father="HOW CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS NOT TRUE YOUR MOTHER KNEW THE BOY HOW CAN YOU BE SO (yes he said it...)IGNORANT AND CLOSED MINDED WHAT YOU THINK LSD NEVER HURT ANYBODY?"
me towards my little brother @ table="Sage, i want you to know that the story the just said was completely bullshit with absolutely no bearing of truth behind it, and made with ignorance and fear in order to scare you into conforming along with their beliefs."
father="HOW DARE YOU CALL THIS BULLSHIT KDJFKAJDFKJDAKFJAA...retreated to bedroom.

...oh the silly world we live in.

i feel you brothaman, lets trip someday :p


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: dkamp18]
    #11380445 - 11/04/09 12:02 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Aw man it's okay,
Why don't you show them one of the videos about how marijuana isn't that bad.

I changed my brother's opinion about marijuana by showing him a couple vids on youtube.

Then after that it would be easy to bring up how shrooms are spiritual or that they are natural just like marijuana. :wink:

My family is mostly christian but in the bible it doesn't say anywhere that marijuana isn't good for you. If anything it says that God gave the plants to the earth for us to use. Look it up in Genesis. Im not christian but I grew up going to church and I always questioned the bible.:thumbup:

Anyways I hope you get them to see the way you look at things, so far I only have my brother who agrees that marijuana and shrooms aren't the monsters that we were told they were. As for the rest of my family, I don't live with them so I don't bother. And dkamp18, I'm sorry to hear that lol, I don't know if you are serious or not though. :shrug:


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: smack]
    #11380502 - 11/04/09 12:11 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

you have a mental problem that alot of us shroomites share....




we're free thinkers:mushroom2:


there will always be people who just want to splash around bull shit and have the mentality of thier conformist parents and thiers before them. its one shitty cycle. but every once in a while one of us mind expanding bastards comes along and carves a word of truth or two into thier castle walls. just have to keep up the hope that mabye some day they'll actuially read it:eyeball:


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: Salomon]
    #11380523 - 11/04/09 12:15 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: why am i so different? [Re: nickfreezerbag]
    #11380535 - 11/04/09 12:17 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

nickfreezerbag said:
And dkamp18, I'm sorry to hear that lol, I don't know if you are serious or not though. :shrug:




I am serious... but it is a personal choice.

i live in a small town of small minded people, and i grew up with small minded parents, so it really isn't worth keeping up with anyone anymore.

my unfortunate opinion is that friends are only your friend until they have used you for what you are worth...  :shrug:
i have tried changing this opinion for my self but all anyone new has ever done, is prove me right.
by being a part of this community it reminds me that not everyone out there is the same.

so I certainly know how you feel OP sometimes the best thing to do is just let them live their lives "knowing what they know" and just keep certain things out of the situation when around your parents.
you can't teach an old dog new tricks.
then you can walk away knowing that you have one up on them by realizing the things in this world that are affected by closed minded stigma.

but never try to force any ideals on the ones around you or you become just as bad as your parents, only do your best to educate those around you to the best of your ability and let them actually make an informed decision


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: tracedwards313]
    #11380542 - 11/04/09 12:19 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

My parents are alot like that in their tolerance. Just make the most of what you have.  Parents, Health, Freedom, Friends, Family. Breathe easy.


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: Salomon]
    #11380551 - 11/04/09 12:21 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Salomon said:
you have a mental problem that alot of us shroomites share....




we're free thinkers:mushroom2:


there will always be people who just want to splash around bull shit and have the mentality of thier conformist parents and thiers before them. its one shitty cycle. but every once in a while one of us mind expanding bastards comes along and carves a word of truth or two into thier castle walls. just have to keep up the hope that mabye some day they'll actuially read it:eyeball:





exactly:thumbup:


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: nickfreezerbag]
    #11380621 - 11/04/09 12:33 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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I changed my brother's opinion about marijuana by showing him a couple
My family is mostly christian but in the bible it doesn't say anywhere that marijuana isn't good for you. If anything it says that God gave the plants to the earth for us to use. Look it up in Genesis. Im not christian but I grew up going to church and I always questioned the bible.:thumbup:

:shrug:



God gave us all seed bearing plants. No where have I read in the Bilble "except the marijuana plant"


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: nickfreezerbag]
    #11380666 - 11/04/09 12:39 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Maybe you are an ailen implant and your parients are just your host family?  Genes are a bitch man.  Just be glad your seed landed in good soil. At least you are open. I'd never admit to crying and for that you are the "real man"..


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: Grizzdude]
    #11380756 - 11/04/09 12:52 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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Quote:

nickfreezerbag said:


I changed my brother's opinion about marijuana by showing him a couple
My family is mostly christian but in the bible it doesn't say anywhere that marijuana isn't good for you. If anything it says that God gave the plants to the earth for us to use. Look it up in Genesis. I'm not christian but I grew up going to church and I always questioned the bible.:thumbup:

:shrug:



God gave us all seed bearing plants. No where have I read in the Bible "except the marijuana plant"




Yea that's the verse.:wink:

If you are Christian I think God would want you to use his natural plant to heal yourself rather than some synthesized medication that has side-effects that marijuana does not include.

As for mushrooms, they are not seed bearing, nor are they plants. But some people believe they are Jesus Christ himself which is a totally different subject that you can look up.

I believe in being spiritual, not religious. Growing up in a religious family has caused me to stray away from that kind of lifestyle. My mom was strict in shunning us at every sin, yet I never saw her sitting alone in a room or on a mountain praying to God. She was religious not spiritual. Many of our parents tried to keep us from drugs, and so did our older siblings, but now that you are older than you have the chance to show them what you have learned.


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: AereolaBorialis]
    #11380912 - 11/04/09 01:22 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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:rofl2: thats classic

thanks though guys, it actually is nice to just hear that shit

i feel so lucky to be who i am

who the hell wants to be normal?


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: tracedwards313]
    #11380923 - 11/04/09 01:25 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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tracedwards313 said:
Quote:

AereolaBorialis said:





:rofl2: thats classic

thanks though guys, it actually is nice to just hear that shit

i feel so lucky to be who i am

who the hell wants to be normal?




Define normal. (whatever that means)


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: Grizzdude]
    #11380940 - 11/04/09 01:28 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: why am i so different? [Re: Grizzdude]
    #11380943 - 11/04/09 01:28 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

OP,  your situation is very similar to mine.  heavy drinking, close minded, super religios, etc.  there are only 2 people in my whole entire family including cousins, aunts, uncles... that i like


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Re: why am i so different? [Re: fatso]
    #11381084 - 11/04/09 02:12 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

im not a christian, i was raised that way, but think anyone who thinks they have the answer to this existence is a fool.

but thats a whole different story.

i just think being open minded and always ready to aspect new ideas is the only way to be. The fun is life is searching, learning, and being enlightened to new things. not living based on preconceived ideas. IMO

i think everyone is ignorant in their own way, just some realize it and others dont.

i really hate closed minds


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