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below i just copied and pasted it cause i wrote to my best friend, i have nightmares everynight but this one was the clearest and i felt every emotion and physical pain..
i am 2 months clean of heroin, i stopped cold turkey off of shooting.. in the past 2 years i have spent 15000 USD on it.. believe me or not, i just think that it may help if i throw that in there..
if i can have any intelligent insight as to what this dream means TO ME in my head.. that would be great.. thanks guys.. it scared me to inches of suicide..
slowmanipulation (10:41:13 AM): so it started it was kinda fuzzy slowmanipulation (10:41:44 AM): but somehow we were in this room and they were like ok we need to do this ( the explanation was very good at the time, but as i said long long ass nightmare so some stuff is distanct slowmanipulation (10:41:47 AM): distnat slowmanipulation (10:41:50 AM): w/e slowmanipulation (10:41:56 AM): ok so we agreed to it slowmanipulation (10:42:15 AM): i woke up ( in the dream, ) which when i wake up in a dream i makes it REAL fucking LIFE slowmanipulation (10:42:34 AM): i couldnt breath to well and someone was like the thing on your chest slowmanipulation (10:42:46 AM): there was something on my chest that like connected to my nose slowmanipulation (10:42:55 AM): had to hit a button to help my lungs take in air slowmanipulation (10:43:02 AM): and i had a bad leg slowmanipulation (10:43:18 AM): i looked in the mirror and it WASNT ME slowmanipulation (10:43:26 AM): but i had my thoughts, and my voice in my head slowmanipulation (10:43:29 AM): JUSTIN slowmanipulation (10:43:32 AM): who lives here slowmanipulation (10:43:35 AM): was with me and was like wtf slowmanipulation (10:44:12 AM): we remembered that they said they had to transfer energies from brains in order to do something i dont ermember why, but it was onlyy supposed to be temporary slowmanipulation (10:44:33 AM): but we realised we were in some random new apartment in cali.. we both woke up at the same time slowmanipulation (10:44:47 AM): after we figured out we had been scammed into someone stealing my body slowmanipulation (10:44:52 AM): or trading rather slowmanipulation (10:44:57 AM): we were like FUCK slowmanipulation (10:45:11 AM): we need find these people and get my body back slowmanipulation (10:45:15 AM): so we started wandering slowmanipulation (10:45:28 AM): the drugs from the knockout hadnt worn off so we were a little dilerious slowmanipulation (10:45:31 AM): we entered a house slowmanipulation (10:45:40 AM): and there were some people in there we recognised slowmanipulation (10:45:50 AM): i showed em the new kids wallet and luckily justin had mine slowmanipulation (10:45:54 AM): we explained what happened slowmanipulation (10:45:59 AM): and they were acting like they cared slowmanipulation (10:46:10 AM): untill one of them asked to see an older pic of me and i showed him slowmanipulation (10:46:26 AM): he stuck it in his pants and rubbed onhis dick and threw at my face ( some random) slowmanipulation (10:46:37 AM): i was about to attack him then i felt how weak i was again slowmanipulation (10:46:49 AM): and i had to hit the buttion slowmanipulation (10:47:07 AM): i crumpled on the floor ( FEEL ING ALLT HE PAIN) in my lungs legs and sides slowmanipulation (10:47:27 AM): after i came too justin had been thrown outside and i was being dragged slowmanipulation (10:47:33 AM): then we got back up and continued slowmanipulation (10:47:44 AM): there were people wandering the streets all fucked up on drugs.. slowmanipulation (10:47:50 AM): people i will never forget their faces slowmanipulation (10:47:58 AM): we showed up to another house slowmanipulation (10:48:02 AM): knocked on the door slowmanipulation (10:48:05 AM): and asked for some water slowmanipulation (10:48:17 AM): he got real angry but justins like, we can just use the hose slowmanipulation (10:48:22 AM): then something happened slowmanipulation (10:48:24 AM): a conflict slowmanipulation (10:48:30 AM): i couldnt see cause i had crumpled again slowmanipulation (10:48:40 AM): i keep forgetiing i have to release the o2 in my lungs slowmanipulation (10:48:49 AM): and help my lungs breathe slowmanipulation (10:49:00 AM): i come to once more and im back in az.. slowmanipulation (10:49:05 AM): i was so happy i hugged justin slowmanipulation (10:49:08 AM): i went upstairs slowmanipulation (10:49:11 AM): it seemed bigger slowmanipulation (10:49:18 AM): but i noticed, i was smaller slowmanipulation (10:49:22 AM): than myself slowmanipulation (10:49:28 AM): Hyphy wyphy was there............ slowmanipulation (10:49:48 AM): and she had like 30 people with her who were just like chillin like it was a party slowmanipulation (10:49:50 AM): i was like WTf slowmanipulation (10:50:06 AM): she was all over lucas, then she saw me and was like wut slowmanipulation (10:50:12 AM): she recognised me slowmanipulation (10:50:14 AM): as myself slowmanipulation (10:50:15 AM): i was like slowmanipulation (10:50:17 AM): idk slowmanipulation (10:50:20 AM): i just was confused slowmanipulation (10:50:28 AM): we were on my bed and she got naked... slowmanipulation (10:50:34 AM): then she covered back up slowmanipulation (10:50:44 AM): because pepole were therre and i wasnt allowed to see? slowmanipulation (10:50:48 AM): it was wierd slowmanipulation (10:50:49 AM): but no slowmanipulation (10:50:52 AM): DAD walked in slowmanipulation (10:50:56 AM): hes like hwos all these people slowmanipulation (10:51:11 AM): hes like you guys need to go home, and pats me on the back slowmanipulation (10:51:12 AM): im like slowmanipulation (10:51:12 AM): dad slowmanipulation (10:51:22 AM): hes like haha no you need to go home to your parents slowmanipulation (10:51:24 AM): im like DAD slowmanipulation (10:51:30 AM): i freaked man slowmanipulation (10:51:41 AM): eventually we got him up to pace slowmanipulation (10:51:44 AM): then i started freaking slowmanipulation (10:51:49 AM): about school slowmanipulation (10:51:54 AM): wtf am i gonna do with my life slowmanipulation (10:51:58 AM): how am i going to advance slowmanipulation (10:52:07 AM): i go to school they gonna be like you aint nathaniel slowmanipulation (10:52:13 AM): i was devastated slowmanipulation (10:52:20 AM): i woke up in real life slowmanipulation (10:52:22 AM): said FUCK THAT slowmanipulation (10:52:28 AM): i want my mother fucking body back slowmanipulation (10:52:36 AM): went to sleep again ( this was at 8 am slowmanipulation (10:52:47 AM): i went back in, leaving off at about 2 inches from suicide slowmanipulation (10:52:53 AM): went to pbr and all my friends slowmanipulation (10:52:59 AM): last image in my head was Draculus GXAT (10:54:10 AM): ? slowmanipulation (10:54:22 AM): like pbr u and all my niggis plus some southside niigis making a fake hostage situation and cops showed up and we like no JK but hey we found the guys that did this to me?
slowmanipulation (10:54:26 AM): but we didnt find ME slowmanipulation (10:54:28 AM): they were like slowmanipulation (10:54:31 AM): hes in that room slowmanipulation (10:54:34 AM): and we went in there slowmanipulation (10:54:42 AM): and hes holding his side and complaining about his back slowmanipulation (10:54:43 AM): i was like slowmanipulation (10:54:59 AM): yea hows it feel to be insomeones body whos 10 x stronger than you and addicted to like everything