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OfflineKanye.Eastwood
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please somehelpful insight (Psychology of dreaming)
    #11357206 - 10/31/09 02:14 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

below i just copied and pasted it cause i wrote to my best friend, i have nightmares everynight but this one was the clearest and i felt every emotion and physical pain..

i am 2 months clean of heroin, i stopped cold turkey off of shooting..
in the past 2 years i have spent 15000 USD on it..
believe me or not, i just think that it may help if i throw that in there..

if i can have any intelligent insight as to what this dream means TO ME in my head.. that would be great.. thanks guys..
it scared me to inches of suicide..

slowmanipulation (10:41:13 AM): so it started it was kinda fuzzy
slowmanipulation (10:41:44 AM): but somehow we were in this room and they were like ok we need to do this ( the explanation was very good at the time, but as i said long long ass nightmare so some stuff is distanct
slowmanipulation (10:41:47 AM): distnat
slowmanipulation (10:41:50 AM): w/e
slowmanipulation (10:41:56 AM): ok so we agreed to it
slowmanipulation (10:42:15 AM): i woke up ( in the dream, ) which when i wake up in a dream i makes it REAL fucking LIFE
slowmanipulation (10:42:34 AM): i couldnt breath to well and someone was like the thing on your chest
slowmanipulation (10:42:46 AM): there was something on my chest that like connected to my nose
slowmanipulation (10:42:55 AM): had to hit a button to help my lungs take in air
slowmanipulation (10:43:02 AM): and i had a bad leg
slowmanipulation (10:43:18 AM): i looked in the mirror and it WASNT ME
slowmanipulation (10:43:26 AM): but i had my thoughts, and my voice in my head
slowmanipulation (10:43:29 AM): JUSTIN
slowmanipulation (10:43:32 AM): who lives here
slowmanipulation (10:43:35 AM): was with me and was like wtf
slowmanipulation (10:44:12 AM): we remembered that they said they had to transfer energies from brains in order to do something i dont ermember why, but it was onlyy supposed to be temporary
slowmanipulation (10:44:33 AM): but we realised we were in some random new apartment in cali.. we both woke up at the same time
slowmanipulation (10:44:47 AM): after we figured out we had been scammed into someone stealing my body
slowmanipulation (10:44:52 AM): or trading rather
slowmanipulation (10:44:57 AM): we were like FUCK
slowmanipulation (10:45:11 AM): we need find these people and get my body back
slowmanipulation (10:45:15 AM): so we started wandering
slowmanipulation (10:45:28 AM): the drugs from the knockout hadnt worn off so we were a little dilerious
slowmanipulation (10:45:31 AM): we entered a house
slowmanipulation (10:45:40 AM): and there were some people in there we recognised
slowmanipulation (10:45:50 AM): i showed em the new kids wallet and luckily justin had mine
slowmanipulation (10:45:54 AM): we explained what happened
slowmanipulation (10:45:59 AM): and they were acting like they cared
slowmanipulation (10:46:10 AM): untill one of them asked to see an older pic of me and i showed him
slowmanipulation (10:46:26 AM): he stuck it in his pants and rubbed onhis dick and threw at my face ( some random)
slowmanipulation (10:46:37 AM): i was about to attack him then i felt how weak i was again
slowmanipulation (10:46:49 AM): and i had to hit the buttion
slowmanipulation (10:47:07 AM): i crumpled on the floor ( FEEL ING ALLT HE PAIN) in my lungs legs and sides
slowmanipulation (10:47:27 AM): after i came too justin had been thrown outside and i was being dragged
slowmanipulation (10:47:33 AM): then we got back up and continued
slowmanipulation (10:47:44 AM): there were people wandering the streets all fucked up on drugs..
slowmanipulation (10:47:50 AM): people i will never forget their faces
slowmanipulation (10:47:58 AM): we showed up to another house
slowmanipulation (10:48:02 AM): knocked on the door
slowmanipulation (10:48:05 AM): and asked for some water
slowmanipulation (10:48:17 AM): he got real angry but justins like, we can just use the hose
slowmanipulation (10:48:22 AM): then something happened
slowmanipulation (10:48:24 AM): a conflict
slowmanipulation (10:48:30 AM): i couldnt see cause i had crumpled again
slowmanipulation (10:48:40 AM): i keep forgetiing i have to release the o2 in my lungs
slowmanipulation (10:48:49 AM): and help my lungs breathe
slowmanipulation (10:49:00 AM): i come to once more and im back in az..
slowmanipulation (10:49:05 AM): i was so happy i hugged justin
slowmanipulation (10:49:08 AM): i went upstairs
slowmanipulation (10:49:11 AM): it seemed bigger
slowmanipulation (10:49:18 AM): but i noticed, i was smaller
slowmanipulation (10:49:22 AM): than myself
slowmanipulation (10:49:28 AM): Hyphy wyphy was there............
slowmanipulation (10:49:48 AM): and she had like 30 people with her who were just like chillin like it was a party
slowmanipulation (10:49:50 AM): i was like WTf
slowmanipulation (10:50:06 AM): she was all over lucas, then she saw me and was like wut
slowmanipulation (10:50:12 AM): she recognised me
slowmanipulation (10:50:14 AM): as myself
slowmanipulation (10:50:15 AM): i was like
slowmanipulation (10:50:17 AM): idk
slowmanipulation (10:50:20 AM): i just was confused
slowmanipulation (10:50:28 AM): we were on my bed and she got naked...
slowmanipulation (10:50:34 AM): then she covered back up
slowmanipulation (10:50:44 AM): because pepole were therre and i wasnt allowed to see?
slowmanipulation (10:50:48 AM): it was wierd
slowmanipulation (10:50:49 AM): but no
slowmanipulation (10:50:52 AM): DAD walked in
slowmanipulation (10:50:56 AM): hes like hwos all these people
slowmanipulation (10:51:11 AM): hes like you guys need to go home, and pats me on the back
slowmanipulation (10:51:12 AM): im like
slowmanipulation (10:51:12 AM): dad
slowmanipulation (10:51:22 AM): hes like haha no you need to go home to your parents
slowmanipulation (10:51:24 AM): im like DAD
slowmanipulation (10:51:30 AM): i freaked man
slowmanipulation (10:51:41 AM): eventually we got him up to pace
slowmanipulation (10:51:44 AM): then i started freaking
slowmanipulation (10:51:49 AM): about school
slowmanipulation (10:51:54 AM): wtf am i gonna do with my life
slowmanipulation (10:51:58 AM): how am i going to advance
slowmanipulation (10:52:07 AM): i go to school they gonna be like you aint nathaniel
slowmanipulation (10:52:13 AM): i was devastated
slowmanipulation (10:52:20 AM): i woke up in real life
slowmanipulation (10:52:22 AM): said FUCK THAT
slowmanipulation (10:52:28 AM): i want my mother fucking body back
slowmanipulation (10:52:36 AM): went to sleep again ( this was at 8 am
slowmanipulation (10:52:47 AM): i went back in, leaving off at about 2 inches from suicide
slowmanipulation (10:52:53 AM): went to pbr and all my friends
slowmanipulation (10:52:59 AM): last image in my head was
Draculus GXAT (10:54:10 AM): ?
slowmanipulation (10:54:22 AM): like pbr u and all my niggis plus some southside niigis making a fake hostage situation and cops showed up and we like no JK but hey we found the guys that did this to me?

slowmanipulation (10:54:26 AM): but we didnt find ME
slowmanipulation (10:54:28 AM): they were like
slowmanipulation (10:54:31 AM): hes in that room
slowmanipulation (10:54:34 AM): and we went in there
slowmanipulation (10:54:42 AM): and hes holding his side and complaining about his back
slowmanipulation (10:54:43 AM): i was like
slowmanipulation (10:54:59 AM): yea hows it feel to be insomeones body whos 10 x stronger than you and addicted to like everything


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