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TheZigster
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Registered: 10/13/09
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Having Issues :(
#11242177 - 10/13/09 08:13 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't really know how to start this off so ill just go for it.
SWIM smoked Sal via a couple months ago, and he was completely not ready he was 14 then 15 now and he took 2 20x decent size hits then 1 huge salvia rip from a bong..
Going into it SWIM was a complete dumb fuck, thinking that he could handle anything even though, this is his first time on any other drug then marijuana.
SWIM don't even know how to explain the trip and by now you can tell he's pretty new to drugs/psychedelics but it didn't help that him or his brother were talking about aliens and the end of the world before the trip...
Basically 3 major things SWIM can remember happening,
SWIM went back to one scene in his mind of a red search and rescue helicopter on a huge field of grass, he was there before, his brother said it was when SWIM drank lamp oil at age two... There was great pain in his chest just like he had after drinking lamp oil he assumes and it lasted throughout the trip. Next he began going through all the letters of the alphabet digesting one letter at a time Starting with A,B,C, so on and so forth till Z and every time he stopped digesting a letter it felt like his chest was.. melting you could say or peeling.
The whole time during this SWIM felt like he was dieing and that everything was fake and it was all a lie.
Finally he began coming back to the room (Garage)and all the bright lights began flickering he found his brother in the room and just bear hugged him, in SWIMs mind he was like a island and the only thing in life that was real.
Due to this experience SWIM has been having issues even smoking weed, he has these great anxiety attacks and gets way to high off the smallest hits when it took a lot more to get him high, he's scared he ruined weed for good.
Its like SWIM thinks to much, Sometimes he thinks he's dieing or even i forget how to breath correctly and have panic attacks. One night in particular he was convinced he got diabetes and swore off soda for the next 2 weeks.
his public life is okay sometimes he struggles but he pushes through and pretends nothings wrong. Just in Private he has these terrible episodes.
Sorry for the long post that might not make sense, please help SWIM
Edited by TheZigster (10/13/09 08:28 PM)
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Scraps
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Registered: 03/16/09
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in 3 years please report back to us
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Salomon
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Registered: 01/17/09
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Loc: America, FUCK YEAH
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Quote:
TheZigster said: ...everything was fake and it was all a lie.
welcome to reality
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34120060
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just lay off the MJ and wait it out your mind will heal youve just been tramatized by salvia showing you somthing you werent expecting. just wait it out.
and you only fifteen? i quote of the MAINPAGE its in red idk how you missed it "You must be 18 years old to use this site. Note to parents. By visiting the Shroomery you agree to be bound by our disclaimer and privacy policy. "
-------------------- "Life is but a momentary glimpse of the wonder of this astonishing universe, and it is sad to see so many dreaming it away on spiritual fantasy" - Carl Sagan
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Scraps
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: 34120060]
#11242287 - 10/13/09 08:27 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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if u are underage u should at least keep it to yourself and not preach it to others on the shroomery forum. if i was you i would lay off the MJ and then wait till you are 16 years old, then you smoke some DMT. thats how old i was when i smoked it and look at me now !!!!!!!!
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helter_skelter
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Registered: 06/23/08
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: Scraps]
#11244254 - 10/14/09 05:23 AM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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i dunno why head shops in america or any country for that matter would serve under 18's
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mudnpool
young old timer
Registered: 09/22/09
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: Salomon]
#11244263 - 10/14/09 05:26 AM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said:
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TheZigster said: ...everything was fake and it was all a lie.
welcome to reality
ditto
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borked
stigglesbee
Registered: 10/22/08
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helter_skelter said: i dunno why head shops in america or any country for that matter would serve under 18's
i think its so they get this stuff called money..not sure ill report back later with more information
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helter_skelter
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yeah, i made my assumption, he must be from america.
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Sellith
The False Dawn
Registered: 04/28/09
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Last seen: 4 months, 14 days
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...15?
Go back home kid, you're too young to ride the spiral. ...Not really, fuck morals - But I can tell your mind is too young.
Lady Salvia is an acquired taste...
I suggest you smoke pot until you feel comfortable doing it. (I was 16) Then vaporize pot until you feel comfortable doing it. Then get absolutely blown away by Mushrooms. (I was 18)
Then go wherever your path takes you - which is probably back home since you can't handle the nature of reality.
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SeniorCoolo
Registered: 06/25/09
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: Sellith]
#11244484 - 10/14/09 07:46 AM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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Using all that SWIM makes your post annoying to read. We all know it's really you. Next time pretend this is a porn site and just lie about your age, it's all the rage in the internets.
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starfirex
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Registered: 09/04/09
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SeniorCoolo said: Using all that SWIM makes your post annoying to read. We all know it's really you. Next time pretend this is a porn site and just lie about your age, it's all the rage in the internets.
-------------------- If the neighbors complain 'cause the music is too loud, turn it up so you can't hear them bitch. ~ I'm blowing my mind....one ass-kicking trip at a time....
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mudnpool
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Registered: 09/22/09
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SeniorCoolo said: Using all that SWIM makes your post annoying to read. We all know it's really you. Next time pretend this is a porn site and just lie about your age, it's all the rage in the internets.
Using a different name or saying it isn't you is a safe guard. The fbi DOES monitor sites like these and for one to say I so and so is admitting to a felony. It is very necessary to take those steps.
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UberDeepName
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: mudnpool]
#11244650 - 10/14/09 08:45 AM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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You just tripped for the first time. You need time to integrate the experience. You won't feel like this forever. Lay off the weed for a bit if it makes you panicky. Don't try to figure all of this out right away. Just think about it for a bit, like an hour or so then say, okay Ive worried about this enough today. Get some exercises. Face your fears. You'll be okay. It happens to us all at some point.
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SeniorCoolo
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: mudnpool]
#11245140 - 10/14/09 10:39 AM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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mudnpool said:
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SeniorCoolo said: Using all that SWIM makes your post annoying to read. We all know it's really you. Next time pretend this is a porn site and just lie about your age, it's all the rage in the internets.
Using a different name or saying it isn't you is a safe guard. The fbi DOES monitor sites like these and for one to say I so and so is admitting to a felony. It is very necessary to take those steps.
The FBI isn't going to concern themselves with someone taking a LEGAL drug. What, they're going to bust down his door and charge him with underage smoking?
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NlightNd1
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Registered: 12/11/07
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TheZigster said: everything was fake and it was all a lie.
Maybe once you figure out why it's fake, you'll begin to understand that this knowledge is one of the greatest things a human can discover rather than it being one of the worst. If reality is fake then that means Someone had to create it for it to be fake. Psychedelics can show you the true nature of reality. Just because the true nature of reality is different than how you normally perceive it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
-------------------- Turn off your mind, relax and floatdown stream. It is not dying. Lay down all thought, surrender to the void. It is shining. Pink Floyd
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trip forever
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: Salomon]
#11245689 - 10/14/09 12:26 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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SWIM won't prevent you from getting caught, can people please stop saying this?
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JohnP
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: NlightNd1]
#11245697 - 10/14/09 12:28 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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And soda really is bad for you in more ways than a ton. Lay off, drink some water, juice or home brewed tea or something.
Psychedelics give us very powerful insights into our physiology and all around state of being, and soda is not only just a major contributor to diabetes. So take the hints. Clean up your act everywhere you can. Follow your heart and do what you know is right even if it seems hard at first.
Take a break on the pot for a bit too and if you start up again start slow maybe one hit at first. Take it easy, get healthy, and stay clean of the things that weigh heavy on your conscience. Good luck. Salvia is not a simple journey. It is death but it does serve as a very powerful reflection back on life itself. Our lives. It helps me plot a course for the future, just dont let the future you see scare you from confronting the neccesitites of maintining your physical, mental and emotional health. Start by drinking juice and water, just say no to soda and start feeling better that way for one.
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mudnpool
young old timer
Registered: 09/22/09
Posts: 297
Last seen: 14 years, 3 months
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SeniorCoolo said:
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mudnpool said:
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SeniorCoolo said: Using all that SWIM makes your post annoying to read. We all know it's really you. Next time pretend this is a porn site and just lie about your age, it's all the rage in the internets.
Using a different name or saying it isn't you is a safe guard. The fbi DOES monitor sites like these and for one to say I so and so is admitting to a felony. It is very necessary to take those steps.
The FBI isn't going to concern themselves with someone taking a LEGAL drug. What, they're going to bust down his door and charge him with underage smoking?
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trip forever said: SWIM won't prevent you from getting caught, can people please stop saying this?
I know salvia is legal, I was just saying in general
And its better then saying I, if hypotheticlly they were to investigate some one if they were taken to court they will have have an instant plead of guilt, Now f you said swim did this even before you got to court , you easily plead not guilty. But hey im no lawyer. It just seems like thats how it would go down
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Sellith
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Re: Having Issues :( [Re: mudnpool]
#11245780 - 10/14/09 12:42 PM (14 years, 5 months ago) |
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I doubt it... Many people "roleplay" on this forum because "they think it's cool to act like someone who is involved in illegal activities." What you say on here doesn't prove anything, just be careful with obvious connections to real life "proof".
This also isn't much of an issue in my country because Shrooms, Salvia and pot are legal.
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