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advice, what am i not thinking of?
    #11216448 - 10/09/09 06:21 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

hello dudes.

i am a drug addict. i guess ill share some of my history... ive been a really bad alcoholic the past idk, eight months or so. ive also used WAY too fucking much DXM. absolutely pathetic in my opinion, im so fucking done with either of these shitty drugs (my opinion) and am planning on moving foreward with my life. yes i admit the only reason ive used so much DXM and alcohol is complete lack of access to the drugs i really want... i love cannabis but it took me a good eight months to figure out that i want nothing to do with alcohol anymore. where im at now, ive been away from the DXM for a few weeks and alcohol a few days.

although i love weed, im avoiding getting high right now because if i have a stash i simply lack self control at this point and smoking too much led me back to alcohol this past week. yes, i of course plan on returning to weed down the road when i come around to a healthier mental state.

i wish i could get some fucking mushrooms. i am not in a position yet and may not be for awhile to be able to take mycology up as a hobby, though i plan to asap. it has been a good two years since my last trip on any psychedelic and i know that a mushroom or mescaline experience could help me SO MUCH right now...

i know that within myself i hold the power to help myself anyway but it is pretty fuckin hard sometimes when my brain is so fucked up and i cant hold a coherent thought for more than a few minutes.

alright, well im sorry if this post seems scrambled. i feel scrambled. lol. what im asking for from you guys is insight or advice, fuck maybe i should try meditation or something? or how can i go about finding a psychedelic of some sort in my free time? perhaps i am just looking for a hint, somewhere to start. anything, not just psychedelic drugs, a way to become healther. besides the obvious ways. physical exercise is great, but my ability to do that is limited temporarily thanks to an injury sustained while drinking.

thanks for bearing with me.
thanks in advance

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Re: advice, what am i not thinking of? [Re: owls]
    #11216481 - 10/09/09 06:27 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

why not try growing some shrooms or extracting DMT? Maybe order some Cacti?

It all seems fairly simple..just save up that booze money a bit


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If there were no rewards to reap,No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.
If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen hereI certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.


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Re: advice, what am i not thinking of? [Re: owls]
    #11216488 - 10/09/09 06:28 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Order some Mimosa Hostilis and Syrian Rue online and make Ayahuasca, an extremely powerful psycedelic that will help you alot imo.  I suggest reading up on it to see what it is about but the stuff is great man, I really recommend it.


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Re: advice, what am i not thinking of? [Re: owls]
    #11216510 - 10/09/09 06:32 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Hi Owls, try not to beat yourself up over the choices you have made.

Right now, you are not who you were 1 minute ago.

Anyway, I feel you on the addiction, and over time, through many many negative choices you make, you will realize what needs to be done.

How about reading a book? Mental exercises can be a great way to keep your mind off of drugs, eating healthier foods will give you the energy to keep you healthy mentally and physically.

Living a life in cycles is never fun, change some things, any thing, even changing a small thing can make a big difference on how you perceive the world.

You could look into mycology or identifying mushrooms and hunt for them yourself, there are quite a large number of things you can do besides drugs. Drugs are just there to remind us this and/or forget about this.


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