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OfflineOutThisLife
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Been reflecting a lot on my life lately.
    #11164627 - 10/01/09 05:49 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

I don't even know what to be, how to be, who to be, what to do, how to exist. I'm a pretty happy guy, very self aware and conscious of life around me. But what's the point?

Anyways, if you're interested in a good story [my story] then check this out:
http://talasan.blogspot.com/2009/10/first-post-introduction.html

It's a short version of my life in text so far, tell me what you think.


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11164652 - 10/01/09 05:52 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

damn, 19 year old father
i would question my existence too


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11164676 - 10/01/09 05:55 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Quote:

OutThisLife said:
I don't even know what to be, how to be, who to be, what to do, how to exist. I'm a pretty happy guy, very self aware and conscious of life around me. But what's the point?

Anyways, if you're interested in a good story [my story] then check this out:
http://talasan.blogspot.com/2009/10/first-post-introduction.html

It's a short version of my life in text so far, tell me what you think.




Here's what most people do(and I'm not being sarcastic):
1. Fulfill social roles(father, boyfriend/spouse, student, etc.)
2. Figure out a stable means of getting money(perhaps get a degree first, to better support your child)
3. Be responsible


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: Neuron]
    #11164890 - 10/01/09 06:28 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Quote:

Neuron said:
Quote:

OutThisLife said:
I don't even know what to be, how to be, who to be, what to do, how to exist. I'm a pretty happy guy, very self aware and conscious of life around me. But what's the point?

Anyways, if you're interested in a good story [my story] then check this out:
http://talasan.blogspot.com/2009/10/first-post-introduction.html

It's a short version of my life in text so far, tell me what you think.




Here's what most people do(and I'm not being sarcastic):
1. Fulfill social roles(father, boyfriend/spouse, student, etc.)
2. Figure out a stable means of getting money(perhaps get a degree first, to better support your child)
3. Be responsible




Strange to hear, considering everybody else on this forum says to revolt against growing up.


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11165178 - 10/01/09 07:23 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

you should probably be speedballing under a bridge


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Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus.

Life-long trip report


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: pfxtc]
    #11165212 - 10/01/09 07:31 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Hey man, I feel you.

I'm divorced and 22 years old.

I have already done many searches for meaning in my life, tripped lots of LSD, just completely stretched my brain as far out as I think I possibly could without going insane. What did I get from it all?

That life is so much better when lived in the moment, without constantly placing every action in the context of these grand forces swirling about our heads. That does not mean that we should not respect these forces or that we should not have a philosophy on life, the universe, and everything... but rather, we should live this philosophy rather than think it. I'm a much happier person now going to the gym, eating healthy, studying for tests, and staying out of pissing contests over politics and religion than I was as a walking trip.


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11165220 - 10/01/09 07:32 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

I'd suggest going on a vision quest, but I don't see how you would have the time to do that :/


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: Envix]
    #11165368 - 10/01/09 08:01 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Yeah, I trip regularly to clear my head. I'd love to go on a vision quest, but after all my trips nothing changes. I know what I am, who I am, my place, what's right, what's wrong. But it doesn't matter.

I guess I take these messages for granted. But psychedelics definitely help to clear my head from stress for a while.

I just.. don't know how to live in the moment. :\


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11165483 - 10/01/09 08:17 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

by vision quest, I meant spend 3 days in the wilderness with nothing but yourself and some clothes on you back. and maybe some water. clear-headed. no drugs. and most importantly, no clocks. You'll loose sense of time, which will in turn force you to live in the moment.
I haven't done one but would really like to one day. It should really help in the whole "finding oneself" thing. It'd be cool to do it in a desert somewhere. but sandstorms suck. and landmines. you gotta hate them landmines.


Edited by Envix (10/01/09 08:20 PM)


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11165498 - 10/01/09 08:20 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

OP- I feel your pain.   

Cannabis has been the biggest helper in this respect, but generally a part of me is wondering what the fuck I should be doing and I have lots of ideas too- just don't have good oppurtunities at the moment to execute them.    I feel like I am stuck in a check mate  right now.  it also doesn't help that the job market as at an all time low......  i can't even get my own place


for what it is worth-  meditation might be a good practice to take up


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: CannabiShaman]
    #11165603 - 10/01/09 08:46 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

I feel like I have a lot inside that I need to let out.

I feel like I need to leave everything I know behind.
I feel like I need to self destruct.


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11165644 - 10/01/09 08:55 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)



Edited by CannabiShaman (10/01/09 09:10 PM)


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: CannabiShaman]
    #11166008 - 10/01/09 10:18 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

<3 ty.

I just wish I knew how to snap into an old, happier, mindset of mine. I know that's a ghost chase, though. :|


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: OutThisLife]
    #11166113 - 10/01/09 10:42 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Why? Stop bullshitting yourself

You can be happier than you ever could be, at any time.

What makes one time better than another?

You need to make your future. YOU are the future.

The way you make you're future is to live now. Stop bullshitting yourself

You know how to live in the now, shut up

Seriously... what is wrong with people. LIVE YOUR LIFE

You got one chance, one shot. This one life.


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: feifen]
    #11166332 - 10/01/09 11:16 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

You have a good point feifen , I'm almost considering putting away the bong for only the weekends        -  ive been thinking Cannabis makes me kind of inward and too much of a shaman sometimes  :toomuchacid:


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: CannabiShaman]
    #11166340 - 10/01/09 11:17 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

false


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Re: Been reflecting a lot on my life lately. [Re: dr_gonz]
    #11166369 - 10/01/09 11:22 PM (8 years, 18 days ago)

Quote:

dr_gonz said:
false





Which part?


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