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Neuron
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: Cannabischarlie]
#10894145 - 08/19/09 11:43 PM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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Cannabischarlie said: no offense, but why do you think the worst is over?
you seemed to relapse again and again. why this mentality that you need to try things to distinguish the fact from the fiction?
personalitys lend a lot to whether things will be addictive or not.
but what exactly possessed you to just decide that school wasnt worth it, and its college, which you pay for. i didnt give a crap about getting grades in high school except to slip by. if there was no homework and maybe just a few papers here and there, i would excel, but homework wastes what you learn and fewer people need that kind of shit.
what i am trying to say is, why do you let the drugs take hold of you in this manner? it seems you understand that things will get you fucked up but why not just do them infrequently and when you get stuff done? seems a fair number of people do that. is there something in your head that says to go balls to the wall on things? I am curious because i meet a lot of people with the same mentality.
so says, Cannabis Charlie- LOL. I agree with all your points, I don't understand why people are so desperate to get high.
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Cannabischarlie
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: pfxtc]
#10894472 - 08/20/09 12:30 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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very much true, being irresponsible with drugs seems to occur in the aspect of people caring more about altering themselves than anything specific or "bad" about the drugs. its the behavior of people who decide by what they do whether they do the drugs or the drugs do them.
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RipVanWinkle
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: Cannabischarlie]
#10895515 - 08/20/09 04:18 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yes, the drugs did me, I admit that.
And I wrote this letter because I wanted them to know the truth and to know that I have lied to them. You don't know what I've told them in the past, so you don't know how much this really explains to them. It explains alot to them. My mom was very grateful to read it, and when she told my dad about it he was very anxious to read it too.
I think it was a good move, I'm very close and open with my parents, they KNOW, and have TOLD me they know how incredibly different the way I live my life now is than it was 6 months ago, and they are huge supporters in keeping me that way, along with what friends I have kept around. That is why I wanted to get everything out in the open for them.
And no, I was not on adderall. The only thing in my system was coffee and 50mg benedryl cause I was trying to go to sleep.
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filthee
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: RipVanWinkle]
#10895607 - 08/20/09 05:22 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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id want my kid to come and speak to me face to face
a letter is just ink on paper
face to face value is what is right for admissions and 'heartfelt' apologies man
memorize the letter and speak it imho if you want ur parents true respect
letters get held against you is the moral of the story.
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: filthee]
#10895783 - 08/20/09 06:46 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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I stay away from everything but weed. I don't even trip anymore.
I will agan someday tho.
I had a crazy time with drugs growing up, but i never really was out of control. If i ever felt control slipping i stopped doing them instantly. Why would you let yourself become addicted to these drugs? Most people i know understand addiction at least enough to try to avoid it. Well whatever the case, im really glad you are doing better.
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RipVanWinkle
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Re: A letter to my parents & friends about my drug use (Long) [Re: filthee]
#10898209 - 08/20/09 02:52 PM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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filthee said: id want my kid to come and speak to me face to face
a letter is just ink on paper
face to face value is what is right for admissions and 'heartfelt' apologies man
memorize the letter and speak it imho if you want ur parents true respect
letters get held against you is the moral of the story.
I told them I was writing it as it was being written, and sat with them while they were reading it. It was just easier to do it that way, I'm better at writing than I am at speaking and if I hadn't had it written out there would have been alot left unsaid. I talked to both of them as they read it and after for a good while, and end the end they were glad that I came to them with it. Thats all that matters to me, that everything is out in the open now and there are no more secrets being held against them.
They are very sympathetic and supportive about the issue, but definitely not soft. But if they were easy going about it, what help would that be, right?
-------------------- Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.
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