I've cultivated for a while as a hobby, never for cash, just for my own satisfaction. It has been completely anonymous for YEARS. However, for some reason I slipped a couple words out a while back.
I have three good friends (yes only three, im an introvert) that I have known since I was a kid, grew up with them, etc etc.. they are obviously not informants.
A- I trust him the most, and know he would never say a word. But he does know that I cultivate. No worries here though.
B- Almost as trustworthy as A, just kind of has a mouth on him. B does NOT know that I cultivate; however, I tripped with B a while back -- he asked how much I pay for my goods here (lives in another state now), and I said "free" or "I trade shit" something like that. Does that sound suspicious? I wish I would've just made up a number.
C- Here is the worry. I trade with C for weed occasionally. One stoned night I ended up spilling the beans. The second after I said something I realized what I had done (this guy isn't very discrete, but he is a very good friend). I made him give me his word he would never say shit to anyone. Recently he got busted with an obscene amount of pot and is looking at jail time. After I found out I asked him if they offered to make him an informant, and he told me no and that he would never rat me out and that he has no intentions of ruining my life like that.
If C was offered to be an informant, I KNOW he knows ecstasy traffickers, coke pushers, etc etc etc... that aren't even good freinds like I am. People that would get turned in WAY before me. Kind of an important detail.
I'm just curious if I should be paranoid or not. I kept my goddamn mouth shut for so long and it just killed me not to tell at least two of my best friends. I know the rule is not to tell a soul, but come on.. like none of the cultivators on here have told a best friend?
It's been causing a lot of anxiety to the point I feel sick. Am I being crazy? Or does everything seem ok? Im never saying a another word, thats for damn sure.
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You better clean it up and sit tight until C deals with his legal problems.
Cops are real assholes. The cop saying near where I'm at is "Tell on three, and you'll go free." They will milk him for all he's got. They'll keep telling him it didn't pan out or it wasn't big enough, etc. until they think they've got all he has.
You also have to remember you're an easy bust. Traffickers are a lot harder to bust compared to manufacturers.
And there's a whole score of dirty tricks cops use to scare and intimidate people into ratting.
-FF
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