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VisualLearner
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Im bitching out
#10310180 - 05/08/09 08:54 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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As of recently I have been mentally falling apart. I know you gonna tell me its all in my head, you create heaven and hell. I don't know though.
My girlfriend of eight months in a rocky relationship tells me she wants a break and I shouldnt wait for her because its not fair to me to have to wait so long. I have no money really 400 p week, car that my grandfather gave me, and living at home at 23.
I just don't understand how I am so mentally effected recently by all this. A year ago I wouldn't have given a flying fuck if a girl didnt want me or I am broke. I guess past trips have really opened my eyes to whats important huh? Weird I got into mushrooms thinking that it was just fun....haha total bullshit. End complaint
Any thoughts on any of this
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VisualLearner
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found this on the site
Taken from Tim Leary's book, "Your Mind Is God":
Set Goals (4 options): 1) Increased personal power, intellectual understanding, sharpened insight into self and culture, improvement of life situation, accelerated learning, professional growth. 2) Duty, help of others, providing care, rehabilitation, rebirth for fellow men. 3) Fun, sensuous enjoyment, esthetic pleasure, interpersonal closeness, pure experience. 4) Transcendence, liberation from ego and space-time limitations, attainment of mystical union.
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VisualLearner
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its weird dude im like turning into a stalker wtf is wrong with me
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c0sm0nautt
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I wish I could give you advise...
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SlashOZ
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Look man. Stop worrying about it!!!!
Go sober for a while if you can.
If you can't just hang in there. Life sucks for everyone. I was just talking to a friend who had a bunch of shit happen to him as a kid. He was practically crying when he told me. Shit happens you know? Girls can get you down but there are lots more out there. Of course there isn't that one girl you were in love with but there are other new experiences. Love is just an experience like eating chocolate pie. If you only eat one kind of pie, chocolate, then you won't get to experience all the other kinds of pie! Its better that chocolate pie has left you. Now you can experience all other kinds of girls etc. If all else fails just get some weed man
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DeathCompany
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Your gf is saying she wants a break but dosn't want you to wait up cause its not fair to you. Sounds like means shes looking or has already found another dude she is thinking of or is already enjoying the company of.
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The wheel's turning and you can't slow down You can't let go and you can't hold on You can't go back and you can't stand still If the thunder don't get you than the lightning will! Hang in there man
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mockingbird
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dont worry about the girl your 23...use this time to save some money instead of spending it on this hoe, goddamn move out get an apartment, get a student loan, go to school(there look your established!)Then hey look now your in college and theres a TON of bitches, there youll inevitably meet someone. and youll be like 'holy shit whyd i ever get so wrecked in the head over that bitch' oh work out too gets rid of stress and it good for you FTW!:Dquit your bitchin' cause bitchin dosent get you anything besides cranky
Edited by mockingbird (05/08/09 10:25 PM)
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Polk_Audio3
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Cheer up there are more pussy's out there brah! An as to the stalking thing
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I AM SWIM
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Re: Im bitching out [Re: SlashOZ]
#10310725 - 05/08/09 11:10 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
SlashOZ said: Love is just an experience like eating chocolate pie. If you only eat one kind of pie, chocolate, then you won't get to experience all the other kinds of pie! Its better that chocolate pie has left you. Now you can experience all other kinds of girls etc. If all else fails just get some weed man
Yeah i prefer spicy pumpkin pie
nom nom nom nom
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filthee
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have you tried taking shrooms?
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FireWater
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Re: Im bitching out [Re: filthee]
#10311111 - 05/09/09 12:44 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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filthee said: have you tried taking shrooms?
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scruffymafia
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sounds like you just need to say "fuck it" and go on an epic adventure, south america would be my first stop.
drink some san pedro tea with shamans and get spiritual, high in the andes one week. next week go clubbing and rail lines of coke with some hot latina hookers.
fixed
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Breeden
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By thinking how bad your life is your just making it worse. Forget the girl you were seeing masturbation is not that bad believe me ....I know...
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filthee
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Re: I'm bitching out [Re: Breeden]
#10311244 - 05/09/09 01:47 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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its only good if you dont need too otherwise its a filthy habit for idle hands
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igwna
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Re: I'm bitching out [Re: filthee]
#10311392 - 05/09/09 03:02 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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filthee said: its only good if you dont need too otherwise its a filthy habit for idle hands
qft
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VisualLearner
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Re: I'm bitching out [Re: igwna]
#10311832 - 05/09/09 07:52 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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thanks everyone for all the advise. pretty much everything was right. especially the part about her already moving on, i think she has so i guess i should too
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cheezeits
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Re: I'm bitching out [Re: dr_gonz]
#10312268 - 05/09/09 10:24 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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well ive been with a girl for a month or two and she wont return my calls so i went to her facebook and a friend of her's said "aww you and that dude are goin out? how cute". the dude's name wasn't mine. it was the dude she went to prom with. so it all makes sense now.
So im moving on as well. Doin my best to meet new girls already! its hard at first but just keep you focus on you moving on. thats it. shes a bitch and immature, she did You wrong.
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igwna
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Re: I'm bitching out [Re: cheezeits]
#10313132 - 05/09/09 02:31 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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DjLaureate said: well ive been with a girl for a month or two and she wont return my calls so i went to her facebook and a friend of her's said "aww you and that dude are goin out? how cute". the dude's name wasn't mine. it was the dude she went to prom with. so it all makes sense now.
So im moving on as well. Doin my best to meet new girls already! its hard at first but just keep you focus on you moving on. thats it. shes a bitch and immature, she did You wrong.
damn bro, you got hustled.
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