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Anonymous #1

Very "personal" question.
    #10098872 - 04/03/09 04:19 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Hello :confused:

I have been a member here for some time now, and yesterday something happened to me I would really like some input on.
I will post anon-style, because, well, I don't think I can share it with the entire web society just like that, only two close friends know of it.

Yesterday one of my friends invited over another friend, who has never experimented much with drugs, didn't even like weed that much.
He was interested in just trying psychedelics, so we rolled up a small cone of some 10x salvia, just to let him get into the head space.

Now, I most likely really already know the answer somewhat, almost, I would just like some input/reinforcing statements, something, I dunno.

After the cone was gone, we listened to some music, got into a very floaty feeling.
As my mate leaves the room, the new guy starts talking about how you can always be forgiven for anything (started out with a short discussion of his tattoo, resembling how his mother can always forgive him)
And then he moves onto that even you can be forgiven for "raping" a 5 year old boy or girl.
This is where my head clicked, when I was young, I'm not sure how young, but between the age of 9-13 or something? I, (rough childhood, weird shit all around, blabla) had sexual intercourse with my younger brother, I am a male.
Now, I've talked with him a couple of times about it but have never gotten into the root of it, it isn't an easy subject, but I've really tried to make him realize that I was the one confused and to blame, if anyone is to blame.
This started a long crying session that evening for me, once I was alone (and shortly with my mate).

Incident that he mentions it? Don't believe can't believe so, if anyone could direct me with some good reading material towards this, somehow, I would really appreciate it.

About my brother... It is a case I have to solve along with him, I know it will be a long and maybe tough ride? Not sure..

It's just good to say it, I know I'm not supposed to really feel all bad about it but it isn't easy not to...

? :sun:

All help really appreciated, spring break coming in. (I'm not really feeling down, it really helped crying a lot, I just want to understand -  and help my brother/my subconsciousness- yadayda..


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Anonymous #2

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10098890 - 04/03/09 04:27 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Yea something like that happened to me too except I was the younger "victim," though I wouldn't really call it that because I was giving into my curiosity about sex. I was about 6 or 7 and I'm not sure how to cope with it. It happened with my cousin and me and him haven't talked about it since, though we've still remained good friends. I wish you the best of luck.


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Anonymous #3

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #10098900 - 04/03/09 04:34 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

OMFG. You fucked your little brother? You sick bastard.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #10098903 - 04/03/09 04:38 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

:awesome:


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Anonymous #5

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #10098907 - 04/03/09 04:40 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

fuck off #3, i bet this sort of shit goes on WAY more than people think.

the same thing happened to me, me being the younger brother. then the same thing happened with me and my younger step brother a few years later.

i read that this is a result of jealousy of your sibling.  i also think it's just a part of growing up/learning about sex.  i'm not saying that it should happen, but i don't think it is THAT uncommon.


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Anonymous #3

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #10098915 - 04/03/09 04:52 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #5 said:
fuck off #3, i bet this sort of shit goes on WAY more than people think.

the same thing happened to me, me being the younger brother. then the same thing happened with me and my younger step brother a few years later.

i read that this is a result of jealousy of your sibling.  i also think it's just a part of growing up/learning about sex.  i'm not saying that it should happen, but i don't think it is THAT uncommon.




Dude. That's gotta be pretty fucking uncommon. Having gay sex with your brother is probably the sickest thing I can even think of.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #10098916 - 04/03/09 04:53 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

because it happens to you and a few other fucks doesnt mean it's common. You fuck 2 of your brothers at 2 different occasions. wtf?


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Anonymous #3

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #10098919 - 04/03/09 04:54 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #4 said:
because it happens to you and a few other fucks doesnt mean it's common. You fuck 2 of your brothers at 2 different occasions. wtf?




HAHA. I know. So wrong.

I wanna roll a joint and see how this thread unfolds.


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Anonymous #5

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #10098926 - 04/03/09 04:56 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #4 said:
because it happens to you and a few other fucks doesnt mean it's common. You fuck 2 of your brothers at 2 different occasions. wtf?





just because it didn't happen to you, doesn't mean it never happens.


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Anonymous #1

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10098957 - 04/03/09 05:17 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I guess now I do not believe it was wrong since I simply didn't know any better, as stated I guess it was somewhat out of sexual curiosity, we can't help or change the past, so it isn't "sick", there are no bad people, only people with lack of love and understanding.

I would never even consider sexual intercourse with a family member at this day, things were as they were, even if I wish to change them, but that doesnt help now.
I can't change the past and I know most people follow me on this board, just have to move on and come to a closer understanding with him.

Thread can be continued if people feel like discussing the matter furtherer or have any interesting input on the subject/links I/people might be interested in.

Thanks everything :>


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Anonymous #5

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10098966 - 04/03/09 05:32 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I'd just like to add, that i turned out to be hetrosexual. Actually, i always considered myself hetrosexual, even when the shit was goin down.


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Anonymous #6

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #10100044 - 04/03/09 11:56 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

When I was young I showed a same age guy cousin of mine my dick, and it is a really awkward memory. Is this a normal event?  I also think I have acted really weird through out puberty- like flashing my pubes randomly and stuff like that.

does this happen to everyone?  being young and not knowing what to do with your developing horniness can suck. at least I am older and wiser now!


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Anonymous #7

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #6]
    #10100137 - 04/03/09 12:19 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)



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Anonymous #8

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #7]
    #10100160 - 04/03/09 12:26 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

:ilold:


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Anonymous #9

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #8]
    #10100200 - 04/03/09 12:38 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

wtf... this is a joke right
you're obviously a bunch of inbred hicks


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Anonymous #7

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #9]
    #10100218 - 04/03/09 12:42 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #9 said:
wtf... this is a joke right
you're obviously a bunch of inbred hicks




Get out of my trailor you whore


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Anonymous #10

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #9]
    #10100224 - 04/03/09 12:44 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I agree with #5, This same thing happened to me as well. It wasnt full on  intercourse or anything, just nakedness on top of eachother. Im pretty sure my dumbass big brother just learned about sex at school or something. We have never talked about it, but its one of those things you dont forget. If you have a good relationship with him now #1 and he knows that you love him. Things can be forgotten. Ya its always going to be a sore spot in your life, but thats what life is, its mistakes


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Anonymous #10

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #10]
    #10100226 - 04/03/09 12:44 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

im a dude btw


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Anonymous #11

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #10100237 - 04/03/09 12:48 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #5 said:
I'd just like to add, that i turned out to be hetrosexual. Actually, i always considered myself hetrosexual, even when the shit was goin down.




Wait, when you were being fucked by your older brother, or when you fucking your younger brother.

This is clearly abnormal behavior.  Whats worse is that you said you were 9-13?  You should definitely have known better.  You have some serious issues.


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Anonymous #9

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #10]
    #10100244 - 04/03/09 12:50 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

eh? ..maybe where you live this is normal = /
or maybe im the weird one for not sleeping with my little brother  :ass2mouth:

degenerates... 9-13yr old!? its not like you don't have control of yourself by then ¬ ¬


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Anonymous #12

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #11]
    #10100252 - 04/03/09 12:50 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

OP, you should of posted Anon on Physical/Mental section for more helpful answers.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #9]
    #10100264 - 04/03/09 12:54 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #9 said:
im the weird one for not sleeping with my little brother  :ass2mouth:






we missed all the fun .


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Anonymous #8

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #10]
    #10100280 - 04/03/09 12:55 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

A family walks into a talent agency. It's a father, mother, son, daughter, and dog. The father says to the talent agent, "We have a really amazing act. You should represent us." The agent says that he doesn't represent family acts, "They're a little too cute." The mother interrupts the agent, "Sir, if you just see our act, we know you will want to represent us." The talent agent pauses for a moment and then says, "OK. OK. I'll take a look."

To start things off, the mother cut a piece of her vagina and stuck it in the fathers, already bloody mouth.

Now the dog goes and starts licking the shit off the wall behind him and the agent notices that the dog's pink shiny is sticking out, so he nudges the dog away from him.

Now the father, having enjoyed the dog's sticky long tongue frolicking around his ass hole straddles the mother's back so the dog can have unfettered access to the fathers acrid hole. The daughter, proceeds to back herself against the father's unit while she pulls her mother's hair.

All of a sudden the wife, suddenly overwhelmed with an erotic urge, french kisses the daughter, while giving the father a hand job. The wife's artful wrist is too much and father blows a large ejaculation on the left leg bone of what was his son before the lightning strike

Following that, the father, overwhelmed with desire at this sight proceeds to blow the dog. The dog shoots a load so big it oozes out the fathers nostrils. He then snowballs this onto the daughter's urine, blood, and feces covered face while she still moaning in ecstasy with her brothers leg bone still intact in her twitching, newly broken in vagina.

Now the father pulls out and sees what's happening and punches his wife in the face and she stops writing. Still having not finalized his current erection, he slowly stuffs it in his daughters small rectum, using spit as a lubricant.

All of a sudden the father then pissed on the daughter and mother and then arched his back and made an outrageously loud fart, which flicked small glitter sized particles of shit fly past the agent and stick to the wall behind him.

Next, the mother says, "there's still something missing." and proceeds to gag herself by tickling the back of her own throat with the shit and blood covered dog's tail until she emits a cone of vomit onto the daughter's face.

Following that, the daughter, unfamiliar with the sensation, began to vomit in her own mouth but the father kept his hands tightly on the back of her head so that he was balls deep on her chin.

Wrapping it up, lightning strikes the son, turning him instantly into a pile of smoldering ashes, bones, and teeth with an acrid scent of burned flesh in the room. The father stops spanking the daughter and puts his wife over his knee.

For the longest time, the agent just sits in silence. Finally, he manages, "That's a hell of an act. What do you call it?" And the father says,  "The Aristocrats!"


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Anonymous #10

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #6]
    #10100285 - 04/03/09 12:57 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #6 said:
When I was young I showed a same age guy cousin of mine my dick, and it is a really awkward memory. Is this a normal event?  I also think I have acted really weird through out puberty- like flashing my pubes randomly and stuff like that.

does this happen to everyone?  being young and not knowing what to do with your developing horniness can suck. at least I am older and wiser now!




lol hell ya man....during puberty it was like a social status if you had hair or not....totally normal in my book. If anyone has played sports in high school in here, most of them probably know about flashing and all kinds of shit. lol, there were some straaaange dudes on that team. I hated some of them, just grab assing, like literally. I gained a reflex for swatting someone who grabs my ass ...till this day


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Anonymous #13

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10100330 - 04/03/09 01:08 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

:what:

not sure if this thread is win or fail

it's fail for your little brother though


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Anonymous #7

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #10]
    #10100335 - 04/03/09 01:09 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #10 said:
Quote:

Anonymous #6 said:
When I was young I showed a same age guy cousin of mine my dick, and it is a really awkward memory. Is this a normal event?  I also think I have acted really weird through out puberty- like flashing my pubes randomly and stuff like that.

does this happen to everyone?  being young and not knowing what to do with your developing horniness can suck. at least I am older and wiser now!




lol hell ya man....during puberty it was like a social status if you had hair or not....totally normal in my book. If anyone has played sports in high school in here, most of them probably know about flashing and all kinds of shit. lol, there were some straaaange dudes on that team. I hated some of them, just grab assing, like literally. I gained a reflex for swatting someone who grabs my ass ...till this day




Alabama Catholic High School?


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Anonymous #10

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #7]
    #10100376 - 04/03/09 01:19 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

haha duuude, your a dick.....lol, that was funny though. Just a regular public high school. It was just a locker room thing. Like ankling and such. Like I said some guys took it to a whole new level though. I didnt participate in that shit, it pissed me off sometimes to tell you the truth


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Anonymous #14

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10100518 - 04/03/09 01:50 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

mr. OP,

that's a strange experience no doubt, but i wouldn't be surprised if it is fairly common like somebody else suggested.  like you said, you were just children.  at that age sex is already all around you in television, magazines, movies, etc.  and if that wasn't difficult enough, you are just beginning puberty and new hormones and new feelings are surging through your body... it's like you are under the influence of a new drug.  it's not until you reach adulthood (or for some way later), that you finally learn to control yourself on this new "drug".

it's strange at that age too because sex is in your face all the time, but it's also taboo.  it's something you can't really discuss with your parents, so you're just left to figure it all out on your own.

judging from your post, you've extracted the lesson out of the experience, so there is no use dwelling on it.  let go of your guilt and move on.

however, you might consider speaking to your brother again and telling him how it's been eating away at you.  i'm sure it's difficult for him to deal with at times too.

maybe your new salvia buddy can give some interesting insight on the matter as well...

Quote:

And then he moves onto that even you can be forgiven for "raping" a 5 year old boy or girl.




hm... :strokebeard:

on a side note, i've experienced something similar to this... but not to the extent of your experience.  it was with my next door neighbor.  he was a couple years older than me.  we must have been... around ages 8 and 11 or something.. maybe a bit older.  but he came over one day and dropped his pants and said he wanted to see "mine" too.  so i obliged and we played a game of swords for about 5 seconds... but then we thought we heard somebody coming so we quickly pulled up our pants and never talked about it again... lol.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #14]
    #10100532 - 04/03/09 01:55 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #14 said:
but he came over one day and dropped his pants and said he wanted to see "mine" too.  so i obliged and we played a game of swords for about 5 seconds... but then we thought we heard somebody coming so we quickly pulled up our pants and never talked about it again... lol.




Fuck in A


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Anonymous #8

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #10100543 - 04/03/09 01:58 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

that's gonna be a weird fuckin cirlcle


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Anonymous #15

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #9]
    #10100549 - 04/03/09 01:59 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

When I was about 6 or 7 I had a few "I'll show you mine if you show me yours" moments with my female cousin.

I've always felt a little ashamed even though no one found out about it.
Lookng back it was more about curiosity than anything else. I did'nt understand the concept of sex or what a BJ was. But I knew it was something older people did.

I'm not here to judge you,shit happens. But 9-13 does seem like you should have known better. But what do I know I let my cousin suck my little wee wee.

Worry about your little brother. This has probably affected him more than he will ever admit.
I wish I could give better advice but I would'nt know where to begin a conversation like that.


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Anonymous #16

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #15]
    #10101121 - 04/03/09 03:59 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

http://www.springerlink.com/content/qg7tu631r7503228/

From the link...

"15% of the females and 10% of the males reported some type of sexual experience involving a sibling."

Now, most of that didn't get to full on anal penetration, but its a LOT more common than you'd think. 

Now, when I was real young and sleeping in bed next to my younger brother, one time I had just woken up and...I asked if I could kiss his buttocks, he giggled and said sure, then asked if he could kiss mine.  We both complied and went about playing with our action figures. ,

Five years later, I remember this 30 second incident and I became completely destroyed by guilt, feeling like I had molested him, that I was a sicko, pervert, etc...eventually I gathered the balls to ask him about it and he laughed in my face and said he didn't remember at all but he thought it was hilarious.

Kids do weird, fucked up things all the time, they don't know what sex is and are all curious about their bodies and those of others.
This is another link on the subject.


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Anonymous #17

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10101536 - 04/03/09 05:19 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

when I was young, I'm not sure how young, but between the age of 9-13 or something? I, (rough childhood, weird shit all around, blabla) had sexual intercourse with my younger brother, I am a male.
Now, I've talked with him a couple of times about it but have never gotten into the root of it





It may well turn out that you were abused yourself at a younger age.

Whats important is how voluntary it was on your brothers side, and how he feels about it now. It could turn out to be a trivial thing, if it was mutual curiosity with no coersion and was integrated well.

If you forced your little brother though, chances are it could be a big thing AND you might well have been abused at an earlier age.

Don't push it now. Talk with it with your brother and let it sink in. It may have been fucked up in the past, that does not mean it has to turn into a drama now. If both of you integrated it properly, its case closed and you shouldnt press the topic until it BECOMES an issue.


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Anonymous #17

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #16]
    #10101593 - 04/03/09 05:28 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Now, when I was real young and sleeping in bed next to my younger brother, one time I had just woken up and...I asked if I could kiss his buttocks, he giggled and said sure, then asked if he could kiss mine.  We both complied and went about playing with our action figures. ,





LOL. I have a good idea how that happened. You overheard a grownup say "kiss my ass" and wondered if there was anything to it. There wasn't, so that was that.


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Anonymous #18

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10102626 - 04/03/09 08:58 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I trusted you big brother, I looked up to you, why did you dry smash my shitbox?


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #17]
    #10103021 - 04/03/09 10:47 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

When I was like 8, there was a field trip to the YMCA.  On the way there, me and another kid on the bus (same age) touched each other's dicks.

I've never told anyone about it, when I was 9 or so, my parents saw a picture of a naked chick I drew and made me watch this educational video warning kids about the dangers of being molested by older people.
It really freaked me out, and made me feel super guilty about what the other kid and I had done on the bus, and right after watching it, my mom asked me if I had anything I wanted to tell her and I burst into tears.


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Anonymous #1

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #19]
    #10104038 - 04/04/09 07:03 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Thanks for all the fine answers people.

I've setlled the matter within myself after a good amount of crying and getting some feelings attatched to the matter out, gonna do some more talking with my brother, but honestly I think he will also be pretty cool with it. In the end, it was mostly curiosity from both sides, even though I might aswell admit that I was kinda "pushy". :/

Ahwell, again, thanks :smile:


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10106068 - 04/04/09 04:36 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I didn't mean for you to take my story as affirmation that what you did was okay.

Fucking your baby brother is completely different from two 8 year olds touching eachother's weiners because they're curious about their bodies.

Especially when you say that you were as old as 13 and you were "forceful" with him.

How much younger than you is he?

Sounds like you raped a kid.


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Anonymous #11

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #16]
    #10106077 - 04/04/09 04:39 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #16 said:
http://www.springerlink.com/content/qg7tu631r7503228/

From the link...

"15% of the females and 10% of the males reported some type of sexual experience involving a sibling."

Now, most of that didn't get to full on anal penetration, but its a LOT more common than you'd think. 

Now, when I was real young and sleeping in bed next to my younger brother, one time I had just woken up and...I asked if I could kiss his buttocks, he giggled and said sure, then asked if he could kiss mine.  We both complied and went about playing with our action figures. ,

Five years later, I remember this 30 second incident and I became completely destroyed by guilt, feeling like I had molested him, that I was a sicko, pervert, etc...eventually I gathered the balls to ask him about it and he laughed in my face and said he didn't remember at all but he thought it was hilarious.

Kids do weird, fucked up things all the time, they don't know what sex is and are all curious about their bodies and those of others.
This is another link on the subject.




"some type of sexual experience involving a sibling" is extremely broad.

"fondling a breast" is much different than pumping your brother in the ass.


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #11]
    #10106086 - 04/04/09 04:42 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #11 said:
"some type of sexual experience involving a sibling" is extremely broad.

"fondling a breast" is much different than pumping your unwilling baby brother in the ass when you were 13 and he was 6.





Fixed it.


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10106088 - 04/04/09 04:42 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

all little kids experiment its fuckin normal dude


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #20]
    #10106101 - 04/04/09 04:45 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

If you read the thread you'd see that he was forceful with his baby brother, and when he says he was prob around 9-13, he was probably really 13.


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #19]
    #10106113 - 04/04/09 04:47 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

ahhhhh. :irdumbtard:


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #20]
    #10106147 - 04/04/09 04:55 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I've never seen that smiley before!  HAHAHA!


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Anonymous #21

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #19]
    #10106187 - 04/04/09 05:03 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

This is insane I read this thread expecting to see it all flame but I'm really surprised how many people actually had this sort of experience.

When I was younger I had some brief sexual stuff with my brother in the bathtub, and later on when i was about 12-13 I had a cousin who we had recurring sexual experiences with.

He was about 8 or 9 and we would always go into the bathroom and play 'scary faces' where we would turn the lights out to see what kinds of faces would appear. We had alot of oral stuff but never any kissing or that shit.

He would do it alot, honestly it happened probably about 6 or 7 times but I know I wasn't forcing it on him or taking advantage because he was as interested/enthusiastic as me.

We have never talked about it and I always fear he will grow up gay and sue the shit out of me and my whole thing will be exposed. I've never told anyone about this and this thread is some serious reassurance that its not as fucked as I thought.


I'm not gay, and I think incest is fucked up, it was just really bizarre curiosity


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #21]
    #10106200 - 04/04/09 05:06 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

yea man, most kids do stuff like that "pretending to have sex" or someshit like that. i think most everyone had gone though it


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Anonymous #22

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #19]
    #10106203 - 04/04/09 05:06 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Kids do some fucked up shit when there young and fucked up things happen sometime... i think you were a child and you probly didn't know what the f you were doin..... but if that same situation happened to me i might seek some professional help.... good luck man....remember you were a child and im sure the instance is more dramatic in your head than what really took place.


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #22]
    #10106252 - 04/04/09 05:22 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I think a lot of this shit is normal.

Kids don't think sex is 'bad' until their parents tell them so.

They approach it with an air of innocence.


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Anonymous #21

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #19]
    #10106301 - 04/04/09 05:37 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

this is pretty embarrassing: I had my first ever ejaculation when I was with him.


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Anonymous #23

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #21]
    #10106322 - 04/04/09 05:41 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

It's ok man.
You were just kids. That kind of stuff actually happens a lot.


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Anonymous #19

Re: Very "personal" question. [Re: Anonymous #21]
    #10106327 - 04/04/09 05:42 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #21 said:
this is pretty embarrassing: I had my first ever ejaculation when I was with him.




I read a study somewhere, saying that most young males first ever orgasm is through male-male contact.

Doesn't need to be embarrassing, it doesn't make you gay.


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Anonymous #24

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #9]
    #10106685 - 04/04/09 07:00 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Did you have full-out intercourse? buttsecks?
I touched my dog's pussy once by accident. I liked it.


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #24]
    #10107200 - 04/04/09 08:36 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #24 said:
Did you have full-out intercourse? buttsecks?
I touched my dog's pussy once by accident. I liked it.



:rofl2:


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Anonymous #25

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #20]
    #10107761 - 04/04/09 10:33 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Well. I guess I'm going to come out and say it, because OP is willing to confess and it's not like anyone is gonna know who I am. When I was around the same age (hell, probably little older, it's fuzzy...it's honestly a fucked up memory I try not to think about alot)I molested my two younger sisters.

Honestly, I can't even think about it without feeling overwhelming guilt. One sister I have a great relationship with but I'm honestly afraid the other one keeps me at arms length because of it (I don't blame her.)

I've never brought it up with them. Never figured out how. Know I probably should, just to unload the guilt, but that's sorta the fucked up part. I don't think I should unload myself to make myself feel better when I could very well un-repress a memory and cause further trauma.

I feel like shit because of it. Always have. Always will. But the important thing to remember, OP, is that you are not as bad as the worst thing you have done, but you are never as good as the best. In other words, sometimes you fuck up, and that's life.

I'll probably carry it with me forever. God, I'm so fucked up.

Also, when I was a child, I began looking for pictures of naked girls my own age (I'd say at 12 or so). It ended up becoming an addiction to underage porn (I wouldn't really say CP, though, most girls were too old for that) that took me most of high school to stop. Even now and again I have lapses, pull up the bad stuff. Always feel guilty afterwards and promise never to do it again.

I think you live with your burdens, or your burdens destroy you, it's as simple as that. It's all about learning to forgive yourself, yet never forgetting the guilt.

Sorry for the tl;dr. It's just a messed up subject, lol.


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #25]
    #10107972 - 04/04/09 11:21 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

i guess all you can do is everyday try to be a better person


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Anonymous #26

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10108029 - 04/04/09 11:31 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Wow.


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Anonymous #20

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #26]
    #10108038 - 04/04/09 11:34 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

i really dont mean that in a disrespectful way either.
i know that I try to be a better person every new day then i was in the last.


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Anonymous #27

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #20]
    #10108420 - 04/05/09 12:58 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

It's pretty normal to have that type of experience when young. I've had a similar experience when I was around 8 years old but no actual sex, just touching and pretending we were adults. It's funny that it freaks so many people out and that they feel so guilty about it....



We share a room and bed
brother dear, come and be so kind
brother dear, come touch me
slide closely to me

In front of the bed, a black hole
and every sheep falls inside
I am already too old, yet still count them
because I cannot sleep

Under the navel, in the branches
a white dream is already waiting
brother dear, come hold tightly
and shake the leaves from the tree for me

Play a game with me
give me your hand and
play with me
a game
play with me
a game
play with me
because we are alone
play with me
a game
house *

Dear brother's hand hurts
he turns to the wall again
brother helps me now and then
so that I can sleep

Play a game
with me
give me your hand and
play with me
a game
play with me
a game
play with me
because we are alone
play with me
a game
house


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Anonymous #28

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #27]
    #10108957 - 04/05/09 03:58 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

holy shit that is gonna be in someones nightmare lol


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Anonymous #1

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #28]
    #10109022 - 04/05/09 04:29 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Again, to clarify a bit more.

About trying to be a better person @ i've been doing that for two years, your past doesn't have to inflict everything :wink:

Yesterday I went to a family gathering and pulled my brother aside, and well, it surprised me how cool he was with it, truly not faking it.
I think me saying that I was "pushy" or "forcefull", was more me thinking I was that way. We were both curious, although I am the one who kinda got the train going.

And yes, we did indeed have full intercourse, and as you might've guessed it's nothing I'm proud of, but I simply realized you can't go around letting it drag you down when done is done and we both feel so much better about and really simply love eachother a lot <3

and @ #25, please don't think of yourself as fucked up, I did that and simply threw me into bad spirals.
You regret it now and can not change the past, try to do what you can about it now to feel better about it and that they are clarified about the matter.

There are no evil people, only people with lack of love.

I deeply believe that.


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Anonymous #3

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10109243 - 04/05/09 07:46 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

You sick fucks. All of you!

Die! YAAAAAAAAGGGHHH!

:crankey:


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Anonymous #17

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #10109247 - 04/05/09 07:49 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

There was this one time me, my brother and a bunch of kids were playing in a park.. I think I was 8yo or so.

Some guy comes and herds us all in the bushes. He identified himself as a police officer and said we shouldnt be playing there. But! Instead of putting us in jail he was going to let us off with an alternative punishment: We all had to take our pants and underpants down and he';d watch us from the distance to make sure we'd obey :lol:

Immediately I was like BAWWWW BAAAWWWW I DONT WANT TO DO THAT MISTER!! And he was like "Ok! Ok! You can keep your underpants up, be quiet!"

So there I was standing in my underpants with my brother and friends in their bare weewees while in the distance the cop was filing a police report or something :yesnod:

After some minutes he left, we pulled our pants up and that was that.


flash forward 20 years...

My brother and I are relating stories of our childhood and having fun doing it so I suddenly blurt out: "LOL do you remember that pedophile? :smile2:"  He goes "Wut?" so I tell the story.

He turns pale. He cringes three times after another and goes: JESUS! I was stoned, his response added to my lulz :rotfl:


My brother had blotted it out and was shocked to remember it. I never forgot it, and its never been an issue to me.

If the guy had slaped the salami in front of us or worse, it wouldve fucked me up I'm sure. At age 6 I have been genuinely sexually abused and that DID do serious damage for the rest of my life.

But this pedophile encounter in the park was harmless, at least to me. I only at a later age connected the dots that hey.. that might not have been a cop.:shocked:


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Anonymous #29

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #17]
    #10109499 - 04/05/09 09:32 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

I have a 14 month old daughter & she has 5 older brothers.(None of them mine) Two of them are confirmed deviants . If , I , say If.....They EVER TRY ANY OF THIS SHIT ON HER......  There will broken bones.  I wouldn't hesitate for one second to BASH their heads into the wall , if I catch any shit like that.


One time , a few years ago. I woke up & walked toward the kitchen . On the living room floor , one of her kids was laying on the floor , getting a BJ from the neighbors kid.  The older one was behind the couch directing.

I freaked.  If that kind of shit spills over to my Daughter , heads will roll.


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Anonymous #13

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #27]
    #10109618 - 04/05/09 10:03 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #27 said:
I've had a similar experience when I was around 8 years old but no actual sex, just touching and pretending we were adults. It's funny that it freaks so many people out and that they feel so guilty about it....




Uhh...when I was a kid we pretended to be adults by smoking fake cigarettes, not by fingering each other.


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Anonymous #17

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #13]
    #10109628 - 04/05/09 10:07 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Uhh...when I was a kid we pretended to be adults by smoking fake cigarettes, not by fingering each other.





Now that you smoke two packs a day though.. don't you wish you had?


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Anonymous #13

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #17]
    #10109638 - 04/05/09 10:10 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Good point.  From now on instead of smoking cigarettes when I'm stressed I'll finger an adjacent person.  :thumbup:


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Anonymous #24

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #13]
    #10110214 - 04/05/09 12:27 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #13 said:
Good point.  From now on instead of smoking cigarettes when I'm stressed I'll finger an adjacent person.  :thumbup:



....ROFL.

Have anyone here fucked their pets?  I can't stop considering doing it with my dog even though it's pussy is so tight, it might rip or sumthing.


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Anonymous #6

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #24]
    #10110264 - 04/05/09 12:39 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #24 said:
....ROFL.

Have anyone here fucked their pets?  I can't stop considering doing it with my dog even though it's pussy is so tight, it might rip or sumthing.




:eek:


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Anonymous #4

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #6]
    #10110325 - 04/05/09 12:49 PM (14 years, 9 months ago)

how do you fuck you r little brother. that shits so wrong, bro


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Anonymous #26

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #10134942 - 04/09/09 08:49 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

This thread wins the internet


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Anonymous #10

Re: Very [Re: Anonymous #26]
    #10135251 - 04/09/09 10:04 AM (14 years, 9 months ago)

ya it is a pretty good one


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