Auto-SummaryThis forum post recounts a user's intense psychedelic experience with 1g of Pan Cyan mushrooms, purchased from Shayana. The user describes feeling a profound connection to their pet rats during the trip, believing the rats were communicating with them and even suggesting they perform certain actions. The user also claims to have heard a voice saying "welcome" and felt connected to notable figures like Albert Einstein and Bill Gates. They mention having vivid mental images and a feeling of the world revolving around them. The user is curious if anyone else has had similar experiences and is interested in exploring this state further, possibly with shrooms. They express excitement and a hint of madness regarding their newfound connection to something beyond their previous understanding.
Hello there,
i know this topic is dead and old. Anyway i had an experience last sunday which i cant get over with. Now i googled and found this thread so i signed up to share my experience, maybe find someone who had something similar.
Let me tell u a few things about me. I am not a believer in god. God to me always was something created thousand years ago to get a hold over a lot of people who were easily affectable.
I dont believe in anything i have not seen with my eyes. Alien storys bore me to death. Im a very logical thinker and i think i am pretty smart compared to most others (call me smug :P).
I had an intense drug youth covered with a lot of drugs. smoking mary j for about 15 years, had a lot of shrooms, once a friend of mine had a big bag and i drank a shroom tee every day for 2 weeks until it only got me sick and i felt nothing else from it anymore.
Had a little coca time for about a year (not too heavy tho, at most like half a gram a day). When i came to jail about 10 years back my life changed and i didnt do as much hard drugs anymore. Still smoking weed tho (even in jail :P).
Anyway i missed the trips from back then and decided to buy some pan cyans (which i have never done before. Only mexicans before) about 5 years back. What i got from them was a very smooth trip. Not as heavy laughing as from 1,5g mexicans. But a little more visual. Infact that were the first real visuals i had until then. I looked at my screen while playing a game, And noticed how my enemy looks like its shrinking. But infact it was just him running away from me. Never noticed it like that before. Its true. To make u think the enemy is far away the programmers make them shrink. The next day i had some super cool side effects, i was walking outside and all of the sudden got a feeling i had forgotten i had when i was a kid. It didnt last long, like half an hour or so. Pretty hard to explain. Like a dejavu.
Now 4-5 years later again i wanted to have some trips and researched DMT and finally bought some. I found the trp very chemical and not really pleasant. One minute later i forgot about the whole trip... pretty ugly :P
Now i know what dmt is. No need to do it again. Maybe someday...
Now lately i had a few acid trips but it seems like i have not the same effects my friends do have. At least not as strong. So i decided to go for some pan cyans as i remembered them beeing somewhat visual and i like hallucinations somehow. Seeing something that isnt there always attracted me.
Now the real story begins...
I bought 1g pan cyans from shayana (not sure if i can write that here or it counts as advertisement, pls edit it then)and made a tea of it. Alone at home, with my two rats.
The trip started and i felt pretty good (apart from the water like diarrhea which came from the tea) enjoying myself watching movies. Somehow the rats cought my attention. I took them out and played a bit with them. Or they played with me kinda. I figured they wanted me to decide on one of them. When i gave my attention to one of them the other ran away. Did i look to the other and told her to come back the same moment the other started to run away. Like 'hey, u decided for the other rat, so i go away and let u alone'. Pretty strange. Either they never did that before or i never realised they do that.
Both rats back in the cage i layed next to the cage and looked at them. Im not sure anymore how exactly it happened but all of the sudden i felt connected to them.
*actually im having such a hard time finding the right words to explain myself without looking utterly insane*
They did things i thought envisioned. Like coming out of the cage when i thought it. Going back in that cage when i thought it. One rat always 'bites' me in my knee, she was on her way already and i visioned that she should go very easy on it and she did only touch it with her nose.
Now that all might doesnt sound too crazy and could be all coincidence. But i had this strong feeling the rats showed me something i never thought could be real or happening at all. I thought to myself 'hey, if THAT is possible, let me see what else could be possible'. For some seconds i also thought 'hey, is this maybe me getting crazy here???' but i proved to myself over and over that the connection to my rats is infact there.
I turned around on my stomache and tried to take a trip through my brain. I had a feeling like something exploded in my brain.
The first time in my life i thought i heared a voice saying 'welcome' or something like this. Like i entered a very sick 'state' (i dont know how to call it) where i am connected to something (again i dont know how to call it - maybe the DNS???), no not to something - but to a lot of people. Also i had this feeling the one who said 'welcome' was Albert Einstein (yer u can have a laugh i had one too  ). I didnt really had the 'feeling' but i KNEW IT WAS TRUE. Also i had a feeling i was somehow connected to Bill Gates for a second. I was so excited i had found a new 'communication system' where i can even manipulate other people i thought. At this point i had to pee so bad so i thought i would do that and come back to explore some more. After i came back i still felt the connection to the rats slightly, not as strong as before tho. I had become a little headache and it was very late already. So i decided to go to bed and try some more journeys there. The trip went away somehow. And i couldnt get anything going anymore. But still i had this very sick feeling of having something found i never thought could be possible and would be humbug.
I think MAYBE the dmt opened a door in my brain for that to happen or maybe it were just the shrooms i dont know. But something as sick as that i never even heared of before... Now googeling i found quite a lot of pages who talks about things like that. VERY sick that this happened to me! The nonbeliever himself. Everyone who came around with such storys like 'i have seen ghosts' and crap like that got laughed after. Now this is happening to me?
Oh also, when i entered this 'state' i had a lot of pictures going through my mind. U probably know a frase like 'u got to see the things if they happen' from a movie or something. Like things that happen and u can say 'hey, this happened because of this' But usually u dont see those things. I had the feeling all the pics ive missed in my life went through my head right there.
U know the frase 'the world is not circeling around u' but i had the feeling it does! A lot of things happen just because of me i had the feeling. I had the feeling if i do something a lot of people will do that just because i did it. Even tho they dont even know me or know i did it.
A moment i was sure to know why i sometimes think of my dead friend out of the blue, which sometimes scares me cuz its always a strange feeling when i think about him. In this moment i was sure 'hey, now i know why i have this feeling all the time, because something of him is infact still there. I had the feeling of him beeing there with me.
Reading such a story before that day i would have probably declared the poster insane.
Now im not really sure what to do with it. I will try and get to that state again. This evening i thought i will next time do more shrooms so maybe going deeper in that 'state'.
Anyway i was so thankful to my rats this evening. I thought they showed me all this by connecting with me there...
Now i read of that price this organization is offering 1mil$ to prove things like this. I might get me this if im able to do that again
Anyone got something similar? I found it too bad i didnt had the chance to try it with a human. Im pretty sure it would have worked.
Another thing just popping to my mind is that i had the rat coming to me when i was laying on my stomache and running away to his cage. I instantly understood why and made her come back just by my thoughts and make her give me a kiss. This is just one of about 20 situations where i proved to myself over and over that this is infact true and not something i am imagining because of the trip.
The trip itself was infact not that strong. It was a 1g tea of copelandia cyanesence which i couldnt evenb drink fully because the stuff shayana puts into it to hide it is just very ugly stuff. so i let most of the shrooms in it and only drank the 'water'. i had 2-3 very small laughing kicks and that was it. Not much visuals etc. I had this 'veil' over my eyes all the time tho.
Anyway i would like to know if anybody else had something like this? Maybe someone explored this 'state' some more already and can maybe help me to reproduce it, maybe help me working with it a bit more.
Im so excited about this.
When i was about to fall asleep i was thinking about it and was thinking 'hey, maybe the 'crazy' ones are in that state all the time. Maybe i will be getting crazy and hearing voices if i keep exploring that stuff'!? Maybe the voices are not a bad thing necessarily if they are real.
A lot of things came through my mind. U know people around the world made the same things a few thousand years back around the world. But infact they couldnt even reach each other because of the seas and etc. So they couldnt share things like that at all. Like working on pyramids, forming their heads like aliens and stuff like that. Alien followers think aliens gave the skills to them. I am now pretty sure that they gave it to each other by Telepathy of some kind. Yes, call me crazy, i would too :P. The long heads they probably made cuz they thought the telepathy would work better then? it might does :p
well whatever. i need a break. i will come back to see if something cared. Hopefully i find someone who can help me with exploring more deep.
Cheers
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