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leftfoot
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why the fuck am i permanently
#9902379 - 03/03/09 09:42 AM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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alright, so on saturday i went downtown drinking with my friends, the whole night i was really hyper and was dancing like i had either rolled or took Speed (i didnt tho).. and when i got home i was feeling a little rolled.. now i thought id just sleep it over, and when i woke up it was still there however it looked like it had gone mid-day.. then at midnight i started playing dota with my friends and i started to get tiny rolled, large pupils, dry mouth etc.. so i tried to sleep it over but it was still when i woke up.. and it was on basically the whole day and at the night on this day i my forehead started to hurt a little like when you normally roll, and still it is on the next day after that (today)
what the fuck
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LSDreamer
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: leftfoot]
#9902387 - 03/03/09 09:43 AM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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Hooray free drugs?
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Swyfty Swyf
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: leftfoot]
#9902409 - 03/03/09 09:48 AM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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That happened to me, too, when I got my first pubes.
I would dance for hours pretending to be high.
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lobotomix
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: LSDreamer]
#9902517 - 03/03/09 10:13 AM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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that's one of the reasons i stopped doing such drugs like Coke, Speed, Mdma, coz i don't trust their effects on the brain even in very moderate use.
it might be a good idea to go easy on the softer drugs like psychedelics, weed and alcohol as well... just to give the brain a rest.
what u feel doesn't sound alarming it sounds quite pleasant actually, but i guess when less lucky you coulda end up with negative symptoms as well
i think ur symptoms will pass with time tho... after abstainance for max few month, i think they'll be gone for 95%.
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leftfoot
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: lobotomix]
#9904560 - 03/03/09 04:23 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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well, it would be good, except that i was so low rolled that i didnt really feel that good, and after some time the fore-head burn started appearing and trust me, that is far from pleasant, especially after having it for like 2 days (the burn that is)..
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LSDaytripper
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: leftfoot]
#9905068 - 03/03/09 05:34 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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You either:
1. Got drugs slipped in your drink when you weren't looking
or
2. Placebo
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leftfoot
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: LSDaytripper]
#9905104 - 03/03/09 05:40 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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none of that
but im pretty sure my hypomana (wiki) has a lot to do with this
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wireless
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: Swyfty Swyf]
#9905207 - 03/03/09 05:55 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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Swyfty Swyf said: That happened to me, too, when I got my first pubes.
I would dance for hours pretending to be high.
^ really.
You have a love affair with ecstasy, because obviously you haven't learned how to master it. You think about it all the time and your brain makes you feel a little bit good when you think about your experiences. You aren't high. You just think about it, because you want to.
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leftfoot
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: wireless]
#9905456 - 03/03/09 06:24 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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if you are talking to me, then dude, its more than just that..
i havent really been thinking about it either, it just came and now its kind of stuck.. and its been stuck for a few days.. my pupils are huge, my forehead hurts, im skinnier than i should be.. im starting to get eyebags, my jaw is a little tense..
anyway if it wont be gone by tomorrow, ill be checking to the doctors office
edit: i think it might have something to do with a more than normal, but still slow seratonin-leakage?
Edited by leftfoot (03/03/09 06:25 PM)
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Stoi
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: leftfoot]
#9905527 - 03/03/09 06:32 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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Sounds like the MDMA has burned some sizeable holes in your brain.
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Land_Crab
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: leftfoot]
#9905936 - 03/03/09 07:20 PM (15 years, 28 days ago) |
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You've been diagnosed with a bipolar disorder?
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leftfoot said:i think it might have something to do with a more than normal, but still slow seratonin-leakage?
One theory does associate bipolar disorders with low or imbalanced activity of serotonin and norepinephrine.
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lobotomix
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Re: why the fuck am i permanently [Re: Land_Crab]
#9909574 - 03/04/09 10:51 AM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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Quote:
Land_Crab said: You've been diagnosed with a bipolar disorder?
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leftfoot said:i think it might have something to do with a more than normal, but still slow seratonin-leakage?
One theory does associate bipolar disorders with low or imbalanced activity of serotonin and norepinephrine.
everyone can be potentially diagnosed with some kind of mind/brain-disorder, i believe we should work toward bringing our bodies and minds in balance instead of take pills to combat "mood swing disorders".
i'm sure some people who don't take drugs and live balanced mentally and physically will sometimes still get "disorders", but the way disorders these days are so commonly accepted as being the result of "brain malfunction" is kind of worrying.
people should first live healthy mentally/physically and if this doesn't work, then MAYBE the person does really have a brain disorder.
but in the case of the OP he was doing STRONG DRUGS so it's not unlikely that if he indeed have some kind of "bipolar disorder", that he be better of stop or at least balance his use of drugs instead of go to the doctors
and get prescribed take pills against "bipolar disorder".
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