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Your Destination
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I do not understand ego death.
#9543771 - 01/04/09 01:19 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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There have been times tripping where I didn't know who/what/where I was. There have been times where I've seen a leg sticking out of a blanket and didn't realize it was mine. There have been times where I couldn't think about myself at all. But I still don't know what ego death is.
Anybody care to explain?
PS. I've never experienced it, don't think I'd care to either.
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POWAtrippin
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Take a milligram of LSD, you will then understand! Happy 420th post!
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Your Destination
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: POWAtrippin]
#9543806 - 01/04/09 01:28 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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At most I've had 10 hits of reasonably powered blotter acid. Still confused.
Thanks! Noticed that it was my 420th, would spark one up but I don't smoke anymore. Hit one for me someone.
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mushroom people
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You have invoked one of the phrases of doom.
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JabinWayne
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Your Destination said: Thanks! Noticed that it was my 420th, would spark one up but I don't smoke anymore. Hit one for me someone.
You noble gentleman.
But yeah... I have trouble understanding "ego death" too.
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POWAtrippin
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: JabinWayne]
#9543865 - 01/04/09 01:39 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ego death by definition is going to be hard to understand. I feel it is a highly individual experience and would be to difficult to explain here
10 blotters does not mean you had a milligram of LSD.
I use ego death as an experience to rebuild my psyche in a more fruitful manner.
Kind of like how the military breaks your mind and rebuilds you into a unit of multiple persons working together in near unison.
The death isn't meant to be understood as far as I gather but the rebirth should be extremely enlightening.
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: POWAtrippin]
#9543884 - 01/04/09 01:43 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Read some of Carl Jung's works.
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GaiaAnnunaki
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: ShroomTube]
#9543933 - 01/04/09 01:52 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have had 10 hits on blotter before and it was nothing.
On a different time I had 2 drops of liquid and it was out of this world.
Dosage can vary allot on blotter.
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POWAtrippin
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: GaiaAnnunaki]
#9543948 - 01/04/09 01:55 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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One cm square can hold less than a microgram. It can also hold almost two mgs at maximum absorption using actual blotter paper from what I hear.
One drop can hold 30-50 hits of LSD that is 3-5 mgs. These concentrations are usually just found in master viles.
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Edited by GreedAndVanity (01/04/09 01:56 PM)
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GaiaAnnunaki
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: POWAtrippin]
#9543973 - 01/04/09 02:00 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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you will know ego death when it happens.
it's like you die and you merge with the universe.
It's not easy to explain.
The bad part is just trying to figure out how to let go, the ego does not want to die.
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Cognitive_Shift
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Ego death is an indescribable experience. Its like describing what love means in words, that felling is something to experience. My best way of explaining ego death is experiencing your "me" or "i" consciousness leaving you. Your not John Smith the pilot, 4th child, 29 years old married with 4 kids, this is a hypothetical identity but you get the point. Everything you have an identity with is removed from thought, and all you become is a point of awareness in the universe. Its one of the most amazing/bizarre/blissful/terrifying things a consciousness can undergo imo.
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ShroomTube
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: GaiaAnnunaki]
#9543987 - 01/04/09 02:04 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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GaiaAnnunaki said: I have had 10 hits on blotter before and it was nothing.
On a different time I had 2 drops of liquid and it was out of this world.
Dosage can vary allot on blotter.
I hope you had the hook-ups because where I live cid is $10 per hit, double dipped tabs can run around $15-25. So from "my area" prices you had a bunk experience for over $100, I would be pissed.
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GaiaAnnunaki
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: ShroomTube]
#9543999 - 01/04/09 02:06 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah I never pay for it, friends just hook me up.
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ShroomTube
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: GaiaAnnunaki]
#9544004 - 01/04/09 02:08 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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GaiaAnnunaki said: yeah I never pay for it, friends just hook me up.
Nice
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Your Destination
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: POWAtrippin]
#9544010 - 01/04/09 02:09 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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GreedAndVanity said: 10 blotters does not mean you had a milligram of LSD.
Never said it did. Unless you manufacture the stuff you can't know. I said that's the most I've ever had.
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POWAtrippin
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: ShroomTube]
#9544023 - 01/04/09 02:11 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thats how it goes in my area.
All my cid hook ups are old ass dead heads though so they just want to promote the vibe or something.
I have only paid for one hit of acid in the last two years and from my experience it was an honest to goodness heavy hit. A couple hundred ug atleast.
Edit- Sorry, I misunderstood you to be saying that ten hits = 1 mg. Because if they are GOOD hits that about what it should be.
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Edited by GreedAndVanity (01/04/09 02:13 PM)
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Cognitive_Shift
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Did you trip hard off 10 blotters? I have taken 5 hits before, but tripped harder off 1 hit before. How potent is your acid?
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Your Destination said: There have been times tripping where I didn't know who/what/where I was. There have been times where I've seen a leg sticking out of a blanket and didn't realize it was mine. There have been times where I couldn't think about myself at all. But I still don't know what ego death is.
Anybody care to explain?
PS. I've never experienced it, don't think I'd care to either.
http://www.egodeath.com/
the podcasts are the shit
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: POWAtrippin]
#9544043 - 01/04/09 02:16 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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"Double dipped" is dealer slang for the same exact shit you're getting for 10.
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Cognitive_Shift
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Re: I do not understand ego death. [Re: Angel_Above]
#9544053 - 01/04/09 02:18 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Angel_Above said: "Double dipped" is dealer slang for the same exact shit you're getting for 10.
Yep, its just like "double stack" in the E pill scene.
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