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kablamo
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getting rid of enlightment (I need some help)
#9091133 - 10/17/08 10:48 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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i did acid, and for the fuck of me why cant i get rid of enlightment its just yes no yes no yes no yes no noise over and over and over and over, it will NEVER STOP.
There is only what you know and what you dont know, those two energies are all this noise trying to say "ONE" thats what your brain is made out of.
they are trying to say one, PLEASE IF ANYONE OF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS YES NO SHIT THAT GOES ON FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER CAN I GET OUT NO?
The brain noise that goes on forever and ever just what you know and what you dont know, these two poles are always fighting, but always in harmony, the natural noise.
I GET IT ITs all TRYING to say ONENOONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEOEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEOENOENOENONEONEe IT WILL NOT STOP.
Its, I know this now, I want to know that, so what the fuck is thaT?
Thats why we are eating mushrooms and doing acid isnt it? That noise on an on to the birth of the universe.
How do i get out? I need to be out of this one ness, i need to get OVER it.
PLEASE I NEED SOME nice music or fuck something to get me over the constant yes no yes no to the beginning of the universe ONE shit.
Please i know SOME of you ahve to have been there before. No on fucking knows what im talking about!
Its what budda talked about its what jesus talked about its what all the philosophers and scientists have all been trying to say and keep trying to say.
You always want it, want it want it, but never have it have it have it.
How do i have it have it have it to the universe one?
That noise. the thing you are afraid of just keeps going for ever and ever and ever. I think some Tylenol PMS may be in order.
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robbyberto
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091144 - 10/17/08 10:51 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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-------------------- “People say having kids is life changing, well that doesn’t necessarily mean a good thing, does it? I could take one of my legs off. That would change my life.” -Karl Pilkington
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Sleepwalker
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091153 - 10/17/08 10:54 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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That doesn't sound like enlightenment...more like neurosis. Quit over-analyzing things is my advice.
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deCypher
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091177 - 10/17/08 11:00 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lay off the drugs.
Practice meditation, and try and accept what's happening to you.
Best of luck.
-------------------- We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: Sleepwalker]
#9091194 - 10/17/08 11:05 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Its like a loud noise, not threatening, a thing that all of existance is just a fucking kind of glue that's just going to keep making this noise for ever and ever and ever, this chase that will always go on
You know the answers you seek? Theres only positive and negative. Everyone tries to reconcile these things, but it's just a noise that goes on for eternity like a factory. SO HOW DO I get over this noise that just won't go away, this yes no yes no yes no yes no. Its just everything is fucking one and that's all there is,
ONE.
But you want to get rid of it. That's the part of enlightenment you don't hear about everyones always looking for it.
Once you've got it, you need to let it go, it's just what you know, what you don't know,
this yes no noise, please, is there no other end of all of existance?
How do i get rid of this chase?
How do i get rid of the answer, or how do i one, fu k fuck fuck.
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GreenGoat
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091202 - 10/17/08 11:08 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dude... are you still tripping? How long ago did you eat that acid?
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Bridgeburner
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: GreenGoat]
#9091219 - 10/17/08 11:11 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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looks like he lost it.
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deCypher
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: Bridgeburner]
#9091223 - 10/17/08 11:12 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Although I wouldn't recommend it, it'd be very interesting to have the OP take a gargantuan hit of N2O and write a trip report.
-------------------- We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
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Sleepwalker
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091224 - 10/17/08 11:13 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Listen, I think I know where you're coming from (strangely enough ). So you've realized
Just because everything is connected, doesn't mean that dualism is false. You're getting at this with positive and negative. If positive and negative have the qualities of being separate within the "ONE", why can't we as individuals?
I was in a similar way after a major shroom trip, but I got better once I realized that I really don't know much at all about the cosmos, though I am connected to it all, so worrying about anything was really just fooling myself into thinking I had all the answers.
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: deCypher]
#9091233 - 10/17/08 11:15 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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everything melts down to this onet hing, i can't say it, you are not supposed to say it, its just a noise.
ALL OF EXISTANCE IS JUST A NOISE.
FIRST OF ALL:
i am sitting peacefully, I am calm, feeling pretty good, in a healthy environment, sitting drinking club soda and watching a movie, so i'm in pretty good shape. I'm calm, and not scared of anything, my brain is just this bleah bleah noise of off and on and off and on, i just always ALMOST know a secret, but its just a noise trying to say ONE for ever and ever.
our brain is just a sound that just goes on and on, a sound that goes on and on, so you want something else to do to keeo your mind out of that always chasingness,
Think about it like this:
There is what you understand, There is what you don't understand.
You WANT to know something, so you seek an answer, existance is this noise that seriously fucking shouts ONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONEONE.
The thing you are always TRYING to say, but never CAN say, is just this noise. This noise in your brain. You want it, you are never going to get it. YES NO YES NO YES NO. So I guess i need to listen to some music. This noise keeps going forever and ever.
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: GreenGoat]
#9091241 - 10/17/08 11:16 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Jerry Brunskill - CWG: The Journey
Also, yesnoyesno reminded me of binary. 0 = False 1= True
01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101 01010101010101010101010101010101
-------------------- ..beneath the chaos of the world, all is secretly well.. Rebuilding my DNA.
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091248 - 10/17/08 11:18 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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HERE IS THE ANSWER:
FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO FOR FUCKS SAKE THATS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT. THINKING IS JUST BLEAH.
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GreenGoat
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091268 - 10/17/08 11:21 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sir, yes sir!
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Abnormal
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091271 - 10/17/08 11:22 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Listen to this, kick back, and relax
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091278 - 10/17/08 11:23 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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OK, first of all, OTHERWISE, except this one topic, i'm pretty much normal, Please don't worry about me, i'm well taken care of.
just this one thing that is the workings of my mind is just "What i know" followed by something that you can never realize.
I have absolute YIN and YANG right now
FUCKING WOW
THANK YOU for that, the YIN AND YANG IS EXACTLY WHAT IT IS. I'm so thankful for other humans right now. It's strange being a seeker isn't it?
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Sleepwalker
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091280 - 10/17/08 11:24 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
kablamo said: HERE IS THE ANSWER:
FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO FOR FUCKS SAKE THATS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT. THINKING IS JUST BLEAH.
EXACTLY.
Just fuckin enjoy yourself, forget about this "noise"
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091297 - 10/17/08 11:28 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Although, it's hard for me to say anything but the word "ONE" right now,
That's all that enlightenment is. its just this BLEAHHHHHH SHIT. just this yes no, that's all it ever is and all it ever will be.
The eternal problem that will never have an answer is a completlely natural thing. ALL OF EXISTANCE IS A GIANT FUCKING NOISE trying to spit out ONE.
My goal is to stop this ONE shit that I never can get away from, this one thing that's always the next thing to do so to speak.
Is that the background noise that my brain makes? always trying to answer the question?
PLEASE HELP ME FORGET ABOUT THIS ONE SHIT, always seeking and chasing, YIN and YANG.
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091316 - 10/17/08 11:35 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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man i don't like acid! acid is just YES NO YES NO YES NO. I've almost got the answer, I've almost got it, never get it, that's all it is, but how do i get over it? HERES WHAT I've learned, There is no EVIL, nothing to be afraid of, just the noise called yes no yes no, for right now.
Everyone and everything and everybody has only ever tried to express some form of " "
All there is is what you know and what you don't, FUCK ACID FUCK ACID FUCK ACID. its not bad, it's just REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. TURN THE SHIT OFF. it's TOO MUCH ONE, i'm getting TIRED!
I need some shrooms for christs sake.
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Sleepwalker
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091319 - 10/17/08 11:36 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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Aw come on, yin and yang isn't so bad. It gives us SEX!
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kablamo
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Re: getting rid of enlightment (I need some help) [Re: kablamo]
#9091327 - 10/17/08 11:37 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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You always want it, you will never get it.
So do something else. How do i get out THIS SUCKS. I know for a fact this IS ENLIGHTENMENT< THIS IS SATORI, this is fuck.
I need to watch hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy i think it's good. The question and the answer is what all of reality is.
Reality is the QUESTION AND THE ANSWER.
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