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 lucid
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 overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering 
#8715784 - 08/02/08 10:56 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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nope, not high,
but i often get this amazing feeling. anyone else ever get these feelings?
yea might sound gay, but it's often followed by weeping
kinda like what castenada described.
no matter all the crap thats happened to me ..
the universe is AMA ZINNGGGGGGG..
high on life 
me happy for a change
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 redgreenvines
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8715795 - 08/02/08 11:01 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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sounds like you are in a nice stack of moments, with a wide wide wake of resonance!
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Lion
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8715796 - 08/02/08 11:01 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Weeping is so gay.
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“Strengthened by contemplation and study,
I will not fear my passions like a coward.
My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”
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lucid
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: redgreenvines]
#8715855 - 08/02/08 11:22 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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hey man !
i think know u !
u remember "resonance"
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lucid
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: Lion]
#8715860 - 08/02/08 11:24 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Lion said:
Weeping is so gay.
yup i'm tryin to quit the weepin:)
quite embarassing
maybe i'm just a wad of cookie dough as u can see by my avatar...
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8715871 - 08/02/08 11:27 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Pfft, weeping feels good. Weep, and enjoy the emotional cleansing.
Damn sight better than ethnic cleansing.
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lucid
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: Visionary Tools]
#8715885 - 08/02/08 11:32 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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my body n mind r buzzing plesantly right now...
never thought i'd feellike this again...
definitely not without chem assistance 
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lucid
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8715948 - 08/02/08 11:46 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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damn i lost it 
there goes the feeling 
miss it already.....
now i feel exhausted...
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ExplosiveMango
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8716107 - 08/02/08 12:23 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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I don't cry very often, but I think to me it blurs clarity a bit, which I don't like. Although I know it's really just like choosing to paint a picture in water paint or oil, and neither is more true to 'reality'.
But I have definitely had awe inspiring moments that were powerful enough to be very syntheasic, and make me feel emotive- usually in a positive and very directed way (sensationally directed, logically sporadic). Remembering back it's almost like I am my mind as I find a large open cavern of information and run inside excitedly.
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: ExplosiveMango]
#8716149 - 08/02/08 12:34 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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i don't know "why" i cry, it just seems to happen.
i'm not sad, just "overwhelmed"
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Rahz
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: ExplosiveMango]
#8716170 - 08/02/08 12:40 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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It's not man-on-man gay, but I know what you mean. When I first started meditating there was a period of time that lasted about 6 months, I cried at least several times a week.  But, if you can relate, my chakras were still pretty fucked up then, so I wouldn't have called it an overwhelming sense of awe. It was a relief/release though.
I'm not a chakra master or anything, but they're much more open, and I often feel "gay", for lack of a better word. It's very nice, though I don't cry as often as I did back then. It reminds me of what it felt like when I was a little kid.
There's magic sparkles everywhere! 
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lucid
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: Rahz]
#8716177 - 08/02/08 12:44 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Rahz said:
It was a relief/release though.
it felt like when I was a little kid.
There's magic sparkles everywhere!
exac ta cally
relief/releaseis the word i missed
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8718844 - 08/03/08 07:53 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
lucid said:
nope, not high,
but i often get this amazing feeling. anyone else ever get these feelings?
yea might sound gay, but it's often followed by weeping
kinda like what castenada described.
no matter all the crap thats happened to me ..
the universe is AMA ZINNGGGGGGG..
high on life
me happy for a change
Good then. Happiness is what you deserve IMO.
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"Don't believe everything you think". -Anom.
" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.
With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: Icelander]
#8719097 - 08/03/08 10:08 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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I have felt like this before, I have cried many tears of happiness in this summer. When someone dies, I feel like I can go from being really sad to really happy and tears flow equally in both, but with different senses of what is good and bad.
The tears are more of a reflection of the beauty of being happy and sad, its like your brain shows you all these pictures, reminders memories about the life and especially a persons life and you recognize how beautiful it is really!!! I cant recognize whether crying is a rational experience, but I think since water is coming out of the body, its probally the only way to express, these emotions which to me are like an electrical current rushing through the body - whereas the current is always attracted to water. No wonder people who would feel to much shame to cry, and fear crying, get angry and punch things...wherelse can you get it out on...Like 'they' say One tear is worth 10 punches to the wall....(I dont think they said that, but I just did for all the people who can relate to this.
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 Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: lucid]
#8719108 - 08/03/08 10:11 AM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
lucid said:
nope, not high,
but i often get this amazing feeling. anyone else ever get these feelings?
yea might sound gay, but it's often followed by weeping
kinda like what castenada described.
no matter all the crap thats happened to me ..
the universe is AMA ZINNGGGGGGG..
high on life
me happy for a change
I get the same..
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Re: overwhelming sense of awe n goose bumbs n shivering [Re: Gomp]
#8719662 - 08/03/08 12:55 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
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Powerful music and impossibly epic battle scenes in movies usually give me this feeling of overwhelming awe; sort of like a wave of shivers travelling up my spine.
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